Cosmic Spirals

[MUSIC] >> Welcome to Synchronicity Quaking in with the late solo cast this week. That's fun. Why I say Quaking in like that? What does that mean? Why am I talking like that? Boy, guys, it's just been a amazing time, hasn't it? We're just living the dream here. In the United States of America, we've had a successful transition of power. This affects your life very much. Don't let anyone tell you it doesn't. It's the most important thing going on right now. Did you not know that? Don't worry about yourself. Don't worry about fixing internal sources of stress or trauma. Do I say stress or trauma or anxiety or anything else that may be deep down really kind of gnawing you at the core.

Focus that energy on the president and the politics that are going on. This is what we want to be doing. It's fun. It's nice to be engaged with things that are very distantly removed from us. And have no real bearing on our lives. Truthfully, we really think about it. But if we want to get caught up in that game, it's so fun. So let's just do that. Anyway, happy that no further violence has been perpetrated on our nation's capital. That's good times. How you doing, guys? Things are good, right? We've had a crazy sequence of events here. And by sequence of events, I'm just going to say reality. What's going on?

I like the term God for reality. We think of God. A lot of us have preconceived notions of what that is. Some dude in the sky, some people out here, someone made this thing up to control people. I think if you can just look at God as like everything that is, and that is contained within this idea of God, we can just call it reality. We don't have to be weird and make all these distinctions and slice it up and chop it up and say, this is, that's not, this good, that bad, don't have to do that. So that's what I've been doing. I was going to make this episode primarily about the four beasts. I'm not going to do that.

I have to flesh those ideas out. If you want to know what I've been listening to most of the time, you know, for the, I always think it's important to have some like spiritual thing, even if it's just music that you're kind of engaging with regularly. I'm listening to this Joseph Murphy book. It's fucking awesome. What is it? The power, it's a whole series, like 65 hours, I'm going to pull it up in my phone. So we give you an array of advice, what it is. The miracle power of your mind, it's got a nice little golden pyramid on it. It's great. There's a ton of stuff in there. He wrote the power of your subconscious mind, which is kind of, he studied, I've mentioned this before with the same teacher that Neville Goddard studied with Abdullah, very similar views, slightly different from Neville Goddard, a little more clinical, a little more scientific.

It's presented in that language. So if you find yourself leaning towards things that you want kind of more empirical evidence, there is going to be a lot of faith based stuff. There's going to be some Bible stuff. There's going to be some allegories and things like that for, you know, mystical states of consciousness will be, you know, spoken through and through some of that lens, the religious stuff. But it's not religion how we typically think of it. It's not organized and saying, hey, this happened, listen to what this guy said, because it's smart. It's more pointing out that these people, events, narratives are kind of psychological axioms or just modalities that we move through, right?

So that's cool. It's just a really great series of books and lectures, I think, that Joseph Murphy both wrote and people wrote about his work. So anyway, there's a whole section in there in one of these books about the four beasts and the four beasts are the physical body, the emotional body, the intellectual body and the spiritual body. Spiritual body is kind of this one that encompasses all the other three. And this is a little similar to this idea of the Three Gunas. And this is in Hindu terms, we have Rajas, Thomas and Satva, right? And these Three Gunas make up this kind of material world that we experience, which ultimately is known as kind of illusory and not illusory in the sense like, oh, it's not real, don't take it seriously.

It's not real. Take it as seriously as you want to. It's just that it is kind of like a hologram. It's a projection. It's something that's created by these three elemental forces that together form kind of this maya or samsara, if you're using the Tibetan terms. It's just kind of like a stage where we project our moods and emotions and consciousness onto. So this balance that we find between our physical body, our emotional body, our intellectual body, which we can say is there like analytical or reasoning mind? Those three, you know, getting ahold of them serves you much better. So for people who kind of find themselves, I use astrology for this a lot too, like finding your elemental breakdown, people have a lot of earth energy.

You know, if you find yourself being very practical, rational, logical, right, you may want to get familiar with your emotions, right, kind of fantasies, things that are more not in the realm of kind of structure and organization, those that can have a powerful effect. So it's about finding this right kind of alchemical balance between those three states physical emotional intellectual that kind of allow the spiritual body, this best version of yourself, this highest ideal that you, like Michelangelo, sculpt the way the parts that aren't at that to reveal what you actually are. And that's what we're doing here.

We're doing it through time in time, having a good time while doing it. Don't forget that. So yeah, I'm not going to talk about that this week. I said as much as I really care to, but it is about that balance and I will say that the emotional body is primarily the one we seem to get familiar with in this realm on earth. It seems like that's a big focus here, if you know what I'm talking about. Also the emotions, as you know, for the kind of imaginal stuff or the manifestation stuff, they're kind of the trigger point, right, your moods and emotions. Once you feel like you have something, once you feel you already are the person you desire to be, that's when you tend to get evidence of it, right, and this is on a subconscious level.

This doesn't have to be your conscious perception of everything going on all of the time. You may have a desire, a firm conviction and faith and belief that something has happened. It's inevitable. Then you may get some evidence that's like no one has in and that's your choice how you want to react to that. So this brings me, because I'm thinking in my head about two things that happen. I've listened to this, I'm going to sneeze, I'm going to sneeze, nope, I stopped it by acknowledging it anyway. If you know anything about this show, you know, I love two star reviews. Don't give me two star views.

I just love the idea that someone dislikes this show enough or this podcast enough to rate it two stars, but not one star, which means maybe they're giving out hope, something, and I'm not going to read the review that came in recently, but it was, they were very upset. They called me dangerous and I want to just address a few of these key points because maybe perhaps it's totally, it's totally possible that you thought some of these things too about me or yourself or anyone else in your life and it's important we look at kind of what these issues are. So I like to read the criticism and kind of acknowledge why someone may be feeling like that.

And then also like, oh, it's really going on. So I'm not going to read the whole review, but let's just say this person didn't like my political stuff, very few people do, in case you've noticed, I'm not really pandering to any one political class, but this person felt that I was papering over the way very real suffering exists in the world and that I'm saying it's not real and we're on the best timeline. So in other words, if life is good for you, forget about everyone else. And this, this person felt was negating true shadow work and they thought I'm deluded and then I'm dangerous and then the good stuff doesn't outweigh the bad look elsewhere.

Two stars, I like to know what I would have to do to get one star because I'm dangerous. But anyway, the point is this is that this isn't about focusing on yourself to the point of excluding other suffering that you perceive around you. In fact, you wouldn't be aware of that suffering unless you had some aspect of it inside of yourself. It can be a trigger point. An external reminder of some internal process that's either happening has happened or that could potentially happen. That's all. It doesn't mean you tune it out and say, no, that's not, that's not really happening. If you're face to face with that suffering and you're, you know, denying it, that's not going to be a comfortable situation for yourself or anyone else around it.

So it's not that we focus on ourselves or our consciousness or being the creator and sustainer and destroyer of our reality at the exclusion of the other world, but we don't have to engage with it in the same way. And this teaches us more than anything else that we have agency and kind of total control over our moods and emotions. You have to choose on a fundamental level whether something bothers you or not. It may not feel like a choice. I know when I get kind of compelled or overtaken by anger or rage or jealousy. It doesn't feel like I have control. But if I'm being honest with myself, there is a moment where I've just kind of let it go.

It can be kind of like this going off the cliff. It's not like an autonomic response for a lot of people, but it still is a choice fundamentally. You can deny that. You can say, no, you have no choice. It's my physiology. It's some way I was raised. It's nature. It's nurture. It's whatever it is. Ultimately, it is your choice. There is an acceptance of how an external phenomena is going to resonate inside of your internal being and then your reaction to that. So it's not that we exclude the suffering and say, oh, no, Donald Trump didn't impact anyone negatively. This type of rhetoric doesn't impact people.

Of course, of course, but ultimately, ultimately, everyone has the decision to engage with this stuff, how they want to. When you start to infringe on what you, other people's kind of world view or perspective, because you think it's wrong, that's dangerous. That's actually dangerous. I'm not and everyone can turn this off whenever they want. The people listening, I love you guys, are listening because they understand I'm not saying tune out the suffering of the world. Forget everyone else. You're on the best time. No one to fuck everyone else. Of course, that's not true. Of course, I acknowledge that there's a tremendous amount of suffering, just pain, loss, and a lot of it has to do with a far less a forgetting of that everyone has the ability to kind of choose and shape what they perceive, what they feel, which inevitably has a causal effect on what they experience, external reality.

That's all I'm saying. If I'm sitting here saying, "Oh, yeah, there's no starving children in the world," in this thing we call earth, this doesn't exist, no, there's no police injustice, there's no systemic injustice. Of course, that's not what I'm saying. I will say there seems to be, I'm not accusing this reviewer of being one, there seems to be a certain type of person. I know I have been one in the past who gets pleasure or identifies or creates their persona based on what someone else is doing wrong and the way it should be done. That's a game that's satisfying to play until it isn't. That's all I can say.

You'll look back and you're usually like, "Oh, geez, I was just wasting a lot of time there." You get it, it's fine, everyone has their own internal judgments of external reality. The best thing you can do, which is what I'm recommending, pull away that projection, figure out why you're even getting upset at something in the first place, and then make a decision from there. You're still allowed to be passionate and care about things you want to care about. Of course, there are going to need to be people who are so moved by the suffering of others that they see in the world that they make it their life's mission to alleviate that suffering.

That makes them feel good, which is their mission that they've decided to take on and that's what they want to do. The worst thing you can do is look at someone like that. If you're someone who's out here supposed to be, I don't know, telling jokes for a living, making people feel good, making paintings, cooking food, if you look at someone whose job it is to alleviate polio or whatever the fuck it is, COVID, whatever the fuck, you're going to waste your time. You're not doing what you know you're supposed to be doing. So all I say is, listen, you're on the best timeline, not because everything around you is objectively amazing.

In fact, it's not. We live in a world of duality that's actually impossible. It's not possible to have this kind of everything around us is perfect all the time. We don't live there. It's unity consciousness, not where we are. But you do have the ability to say, okay, I'm pretty sure I can modulate this reality with my internal sense of being, how I feel. Let me try a few things out that may have picked up over the years and heard about regarding impressing my subconscious and building a bridge between your conscious objective mind and your subconscious subjective mind. Some of those things, just play around with them and see if you can alleviate suffering in your life.

If in any way you're able to do that, you're on the best timeline. That's how you know. Does it mean you look out there and instantly everyone is around you to say, yeah, you did it. There's no more poverty, there's no more this. Until everyone is kind of convinced and fully aware that that's how this reality works, we're not all going to see that together. Forget about it. As long as there's internal strife, disharmony, people forget that they're kind of running the show and that we're creating this with our awareness and it's kind of like a giant movie that we're all creating at the same time.

Until people remember that, you're likely to see some dissonance out in this particular sector of time and space, no big deal. It's not the end of the world. But if you're going to start blaming other people for that and saying, hey, well, this person isn't acknowledging the suffering of that person, therefore they're bad. You're caught in a loop and it's not kind of worth peeing in that loop is all I would say. Anyway, repeat this to yourself. When I relax, good things happen because that's true for everyone. No one has gotten in a truly relaxed state and experienced bad things and it may happen when you relax one time and something bad, okay, not really though.

Just when you relax, good things happen. Repeat that to yourself. When I relax, good things happen. A lot of what we're doing right now is getting familiar with the state of relaxing into allowing ourselves to feel and have what we want to feel and have. If that doesn't resonate with you, that's fine. They're not there yet. It should resonate with enough of you listening to the show because you're lunatics like me and you actually believe that what you impress your subconscious imagination with will actually express itself in reality. So, just relax, we're kind of letting go into a constant state of death and rebirth.

It's fine. It's totally fine. When we get to the end of this cycle, I believe in linear time, people will have such a different approach to what death and loss and grief are when physical death happens for people that we're just going to be like, "Why did we do it that other way?" What we're doing, wow, we're really being hard on ourselves for not a really great reason. So just relax. When you relax, good things happen. This is 2021. This is the first solo cast of 2021, by the way. I just realized that when I was going through the previous episode. So 2021, so far, really good year for taking mushrooms.

Really good year for that. If you've been on the fence about taking those mushies, go ahead and take them. You're going to have a great time. It's just a wonderful time. Reality is a little too on the nose these days. It's like almost like they're writing the fucking show and they're letting you peek into the writer's room. We got peak fucking pandemic. We got Biden's about to open up this money printer. Are you guys ready for this? These stimulus checks, is it stimuli, stimuli checks, stimulus checks, we're all getting them. Those are coming out. Cryptocurrency is going insane. Stock market is going insane.

This PVP thing, you may have heard me mention in the remaining podcast, that just went through round two, just submitted my application, paying a couple employees. It's good. They're handing it out. If you don't believe that this is possible, if you don't believe that you're deserving of having what you feel like you should have or want, and want is like, be clear about what you want. If you want something strongly for a few days, you can acknowledge that as an intense desire. You can imagine yourself having it and see what happens. The point isn't to necessarily get exactly what you want, or conscious minds are kind of thumbly and not particularly accurate about what the specifics will be about accomplishing what we want.

But what we really are pretty good at is the feelings. The only time I think I've fucked up with any of this imaginal stuff, any of this manifestation and consciousness stuff, is to the degree of the things that I thought would happen are actually better and more amazing than I thought they would be. This doesn't mean we don't encounter things like failure and setbacks and things kind of appearing not to go the way they want or what we want them to. Of course. Of course. And I saw in another, it was going through all my bad reviews this week. That's what I'm doing, how are you doing? And someone was saying, "Hey, this is spiritual bypass.

This is not, this is trying to frame everything when bad things happen as actually good things is a really quick recipe for spiritual bypassing." And I was like, "Not really, not really." Now if that's whitewashing, if that's kind of glossing over the lesson that was embedded in kind of the painful or difficult or uncomfortable circumstance that maybe was involved with you realizing something, yeah, that's not good, that's spiritual bypassing. But recognizing that all of the bad shit, quote unquote bad shit and negative shit that's ever happened to you is actually really shaped who you are and probably most likely provided you with a tremendous amount of insight on what you want and what you don't want.

It is actually good. It's certainly not spiritual bypassing. There is a point you get to where everything is kind of like, "Oh shit, it's all happened for a reason. I'm doing this. Time doesn't even really exist the way I thought it did. It's impossible. I'm always teaching myself lessons. I'm always learning things. The best thing you can do is try to remember, because remembering is fun, that you truly are limitless, infinite, and capable and deserving of everything you possibly could desire." And when I say desire, it's not like, you know, I get the lottery stuff less now these days. A lot of people asking for large sums of money.

Don't worry about the sums of money. You're restricting and gating yourself to a number anyway, which is probably not the right move. There's a feeling of being financially comfortable, of having more than you need, of money coming through and to you and from you. Imagine that feeling. That's worthy. That's, you focus on those things because you feel good and it feels good to give people things and provide for people. Why, you know, I laugh at the two start ratings and bad reviews where people are accusing me of being overly optimistic or narcissistic or just kind of only focusing on self at the expense of others, that's never where you end up.

You always end up with the point of wanting to share, of wanting to give, of wanting to support, of wanting to spread joy and happiness and peace and harmony. That is where you will always naturally end up. You could have the most depraved, twisted, crazy fucking desires in the world. You will end up at the same place. That's important to acknowledge and point out because I think a lot of people put too much judgment on, you know, what it is that they want, why it's good, why it's not. And all you're doing is buying into narratives, usually that aren't yours, right? I mean, in terms of like, you've created these projections, you've engaged with, you know, people, parents, places, situations, media that kind of feeds you other situations, other narratives.

No, things are happening to you. There's a reason you feel like this because things are against you. This is bad. This is why things happen, to let yourself off the hook. That's not really satisfying in the end. And everyone kind of knows that when you stand up and take personal internal accountability for your surroundings, where you are, how you feel, it's not that instantly it's going to turn around, it can, but it at least shows you an accurate representation of what's going on, which you could not exist in this world without desiring to be here. And you desire to be here for very specific reasons.

What are those reasons that's up for you to figure out? For me is to share and express myself and remind myself and other people that it's fun. It's cool. We're having a good time. Let's figure out how to bend this reality as much as fucking possible. That's the way I look at it. Let's talk about a little bit of crypto, a little bit of money stuff. The in-depth stuff is on the Patreon in the Discord server versus half an ad for that, half just so people stop asking me questions. You can go into the community, there's a ton of people. It's like imagine people like me who know a lot about crypto and business stuff and then sharing and spreading that wealth.

It's like an exponential kind of mycelial web. So do that. It's easy. You can sign up and then quit. Patreon, blah, blah, blah, blah. Joe Biden, Democrats, the way this typically works historically, they're going to be handing out the Kishish. They're going to be handing it out big time, granted there's still special and corporate interest. There's a lot of funny money not really accessible to everyone, but for the most part money's going to be going out the fucking, out the door to the people like the circulatory system. If you're someone who's encountering kind of financial stress, hardship, just take, get figure out how to get this shit.

If you need to go on unemployment, please do that. If you need to start a business because you don't have one yet and want to get in line for the next PPP, better believe there'll be around three of those things don't just come in two, right? So get these things up and running so you can be in position, go on the days where it's impossible to figure out how to be kind of your own business, your own corporation to take advantage of a lot of things that are set up to allow previously bigger and kind of corporations who understood how to do this stuff. You can do that now as an individual. You can employ family members.

You can get money from the government in the form of grants and loans that are forgivable. Do this shit. However, it feels right to you. Do it that way. But take advantage of what's out there for you. The first step is just knowing like I didn't know anything about PPP stuff. I didn't know anything about crypto. I had this crazy idea that I could have money come to me effortlessly, easily in a way that felt genuine, authentic and fun for me. And that's what's happened. I didn't limit it just to these things. In fact, when I find myself limiting how I make money or how I experience love or how I get things that I want to specific kind of veins of like what it will be, that's when I find manifestation and stuff doesn't work so well.

Imagination stuff doesn't seem to work out exactly how I wanted it to. And I have to kind of learn this lesson that it's not about the specifics most of the time of what you want. It's the feeling. It's the feeling that you would have had you had them. For me, what this look like, whenever I'm getting kind of a large sum of money coming my way, there's a point where it just feels like I'm thinking about it, thinking about the thing. Wow. What would be like if I would get it? How would this be? If I got that thing? Wow. Wouldn't that be cool? There's a distance there. You go to sleep. You kind of impress on yourself that you have this, it's theirs, you know, it's already yours.

A certain point you wake up and going, I feel different, I kind of feel like this is in the bag. And maybe a set of circumstances then arises that makes it seem like it's more probable for you to get the thing that you wanted or feel like you had the thing that you wanted. Relevant. That's just fun. That's just kind of like the sign following, remember, signs always follow. That's cool, but it's not about that. It's about the feeling. It's about the feeling of knowing you are the person you want to be. Don't feel any shame in focusing on material things. Don't focus any shame on focusing on relationship things.

You will inevitably get to the point where those things lock into a place. I promise you. And then you'll be like, "Shit, can I use this for like my life being perfect? Can I tap into the reality of the recognition most of the time that my life is fucking perfect? Even when it feels like it's going completely off the rails. Can I feel like it's actually perfect? Do I know myself to be a responsible kind of powerful, not kind of powerful person who has responsibility for my life and those around me? Can I do that? Can I be that person? I think I can. What would that feel like? What would that feel like for me?

Do that just before you go into sleep. You could be fucking a mess the rest of the days. All fucked up. Do that before you go to sleep. See how long it takes you to click into what the reality you'd like to be living in and what you would feel like. See how long it takes external reality to bend to your will. And this on a lot of podcasts, truthfully, you are constantly in a state of withdrawing your awareness when you go to sleep at night or you lose consciousness or you're in a psychedelic state. You then reconstruct reality based on your awareness and then things tend to happen. Have you ever noticed a lot of people who go into highly altered states, I use DMT as an example.

I've seen this a lot. It's very profound experiences on DMT, then all of these magical things seem to happen right after that. Why, why do you think that DMT is doing it or do you think that they maybe got in touch with a deep aspect of their self that kind of reprogram some core things about how they experience reality and because of that reprogramming, maybe some different things started to happen. Maybe that's the function. Is that DMT itself? Is that the endogenous chemical that we release when we're dying that's doing that? Or is that an active process that we potentially have awareness to at all times, which is which feels more right, that it's this limited thing that you can only access by doing this thing this one way.

That doesn't seem coherent. That doesn't seem consistent with what mystics and smart and wise and compassionate and loving avatars of our own consciousness have expressed throughout the years doesn't sound right. So just recognize that everything is an opportunity for your own awakening awareness. All your awakening is this inherent kind of belief when I say belief, just like direct experience that like, Oh, shit, I'm on the driver's seat for real. And of course, this does not negate the suffering of other people. Is it better to be aware of the suffering of other people as God or someone who can do nothing about it?

Is it better to awaken to kind of the objective faults of others as someone who is infinitely forgiving? Or is it better to be like judgmental and be like that person's fucked? The joy is an overcoming, right? You understand this? That's why we put challenges and negative polarity things in our way. The joy is an overcoming. Do you know how good it feels when you're watching your team plan, they're behind and then they come back and win? It's fucking amazing. It's way better than just crushing a fucking team and stepping on their throats the whole way. No one likes that. That's the same show over and over again.

It's hundreds of episodes. It never stops. It's fucking amazing. And basically, as soon as they solve one problem, they get three more problems. And the way the show works is you keep enjoying it because they're overcoming. I'll omit the part where a lot of the show is state run propaganda by Turkey to encourage kind of Muslim belief. It's still a fucking cool show. But the joy is an overcoming. Please remember that. Remembering stuff is fun. That's the other part of it. Remembering who you really are. That's a fun process. It's not a painful process. It can be. It doesn't have to be. The feeling of satisfaction is something that you are going for.

It's probably one of the easiest and most identifiable feelings we have. You know what it feels like to be satisfied. Have you forgotten? What it feels like? Imagine this scenario. You work the hardest fucking day of your life. That's physical demanding labor. You're just fucking beat up. Holy shit. It's fucking dawn. It's a crack of dawn to the fucking end of the day when the sun goes down. You're fucking beat. You go home. You can't wait to fucking relax. But as soon as you get home, you got fucking people all up on your ass. You got to do this. You got to do that. You got to do dishes. You got to pay bills.

You got to do all this stuff. Fuck. I got to do all this shit. I'm ready to relax. But I can't. I got all this stuff to do. Then you're ready. You're finally fucking done. You go upstairs. You're getting ready. You're going to draw yourself a bath. You're feeling good. You're feeling fancy. Feeling nice. Then what happens? You get a phone call. You've got to fucking talk on the phone for 20, 30 minutes. You're like, "Oh, shit. I'm fucking tired." You're exhausted physically, mentally, spiritually. You don't got shit in you. Finally, you get off the phone. You go. This bath is all bubbly. It's nice.

It's warm. You got the jacuzzi things in there because you're fancy. You like it. You go in there and you do that feeling when you go into that warm, perfect hot water. And you go, "Ahh." That's satisfaction. That's what you're looking for. If you could just imagine what that feels like, do that, transpose that feeling onto whatever it is you desire. See how quickly it pops into your reality. See how quickly reality bends and conforms to your will. It's not even will at that point. Just to your desire. It has no choice but to. When you recognize that what you're experiencing out there in reality is always a direct reflection of your current state of consciousness or a past and imaginal act that is percolated up to the surface, your acceptance of that is literally what we call life.

It's also what we call God. It's also what we call reality. It's not weird. Don't get freaked out. It's fun times. As linear time goes on, more and more people become hit to this fact. Time isn't really real. It folds in on itself. We can move in and out of it as we see fit. We nevertheless experience it linearly most of the time. It's an amazing feat of our consciousness. You're a badass for doing that. You're a badass for pretending that you are limited in any way. Of course we are. We can't fly. We don't have wings right now. You have to go in your dreams and fly if you want to do that. Nevertheless you are unlimited.

You've just chosen to take on some specific limitations. This is not an endorsement to go test your own vulnerability in the physical world. Don't recommend that. You can certainly play with it. You can imagine your body being different doing different things. This is how we see people overcome kind of improbable stuff. We're in half with the breathing and the water and the cold and the whole thing. Let's convince themselves they could do it. Everyone can do that. Same way Yogis do it. It's just training your mind and having it be malleable enough yet firm enough to kind of accept the convictions you implant in yourself.

Not the hardest thing once you get the hang of it. The trick is to not be influenced by all the doubts and fears and all the scariest that you will throw it yourself not just internally but through other people. Is doubt reflected back to you? Is someone doubting your abilities? That's you. That's internal stuff. This also guards us against what one of my critiquers said. Spiritual bypassing. When you recognize everything outside of you is actually an internal problem. It's very difficult to spiritual bypass. It's very difficult to move away or through or against something. Not through. It's not through.

It's a way from it because you can't do that. It's you. Your awareness. Your ability to kind of recognize something is literally the thing that's allowing you to engage with it in the first place. You still want to go try to blame something outside of you. Good luck. Good luck. Good fucking luck. Are we going to do a short episode? We are. I believe we are. Everything is good guys. We got a lot of shit going on in the Patreon. We got a lot of fun bonus episodes and live streams. We have the Q&A coming next week. That's where you ask questions. We got the Discord. It's fucking popping off. If you have questions about the PPP payment protection plan, I don't want to say game the system but just use it appropriately because it's not actually designed to fuck you up unless you believe it is.

When you understand that like banks aren't out to get you, people aren't out to fuck you, sure maybe they are objectively who gives a shit but when you believe that they are not and you know that you're going to fucking win no matter what, guess what? You're going to do it and it will look differently for everyone. Some people maybe it's just a push of a button and all of a sudden they're millionaires. Some people like me like to figure it out in different ways and then say, well look at this thing I did. It's replicable. Why don't you try it out? That's just what I like. Don't judge yourself for how you figure all this shit out.

It's not worth it. It's not important ultimately. Remember to have fun. Take things not so seriously. Be playfully curious about what you can experience in this reality, relax into it. Don't attach your consciousness to your complexes, your trauma, your shame. If you find yourself doing that, don't blame yourself for that. Don't get mad at me for saying you shouldn't. Don't get mad at yourself because you feel like you can't. Use that satisfaction narrative, getting into that water after a hard day and transpose it. You overcame it. You already did it. You're not condemned to stay in any state ever, right?

The nature of consciousness is impermanence, not because we can't have nice things because they're taken away from us and some punitive kind of retribution, this karma. You did bad. So now you get bad. You believe in karma. You believe that you'll be punished because you did something bad. You most certainly will. You will punish yourself. You believe in forgiving everyone, even if they've wronged you objectively, guess what? You're going to be pretty forgiving off yourself and you're going to get that experience in life. Others will forgive you. Just how it works. Do you know that you're kind of a perfect, awesome person?

Have you experienced that reality yet? Maybe you touched it when you were on MDMA. Maybe you touched it when you were on drugs. Maybe you touched in a state of meditation, maybe with another person. That's your true nature. That's it. That's how you can feel most of the time if you believe yourself to feel like that. A long time ago, I said, "You know what? I think I kind of feel like I'm on ecstasy all the time and I do most of the time. I'll take it. I feel like it. Can you take something?" Denise had something interesting happen to her recently. She took some pills in her dream and then woke up actually fucking rolling in the morning talking to her sister.

It's crazy. How cool is that? You don't even think drugs anymore, just do them in your dreams. Dream drugs. That's this week's group imagination. Let's go and to the dream world and take some drugs together. Can we do that? We'll share our experiences on the Patreon. Sounds fun. Awesome. Okay. Spoke a lot on that one. Did I mention it's a great year for taking mushrooms? 2021. Going to be a good one. Music coming on the Patreon, all the fun stuff. That's it. Until next week, happy imagining. Good night. Bye. Bye. Hey there, it's Wayfair here, where delivery and setup are as easy as a few taps on your phone.

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