Ascension with Jessa Reed

[Music] Where did you get your ideas from? The ideas? Oh man, I got a million dreams. [Music] That's all I do is dream, all the time, all the time, all the time, all the time. I love to play piano. No, no, no, this is not piano, this is dreaming. [Music] Welcome to synchronicity. I'm back, I got, I got my good mic again. I missed this mic, I was like, you know what? I like these other mics, but this mic is better. I don't know what the fuck I'm talking about. Welcome to an intro, I am just back from LA and had a hell of a reentry for so many reasons. Sean and Cass, what's up? So many reasons. Horse and around and such, but I'm back and I'm getting in the groove of East Coast for a little bit before I'm headed back to LA for a little bit slash a lot a bit.

It's going to be a bicostal type of thing. So in case that hasn't been clear over the past month, that's happening. This episode, guys, just a read, I mean, come on, like I don't even need, if you're listening to this, you already know what is going to happen. I really don't need to intro it more than saying that Jessa went to Sedona with two very powerful women and had basically went on a spaceship to other dimensions and higher states of consciousness. And you'll hear about that. And then I think my favorite part of this episode, I'm pretty sure it was this one because I also recorded one for her podcast, So Fresh, which if guys aren't listening to, like get your fucking life together.

If you're listening to this and not listening to that, like the fuck you're doing. But what the fuck was I going to say? My brain is fried just to be clear. I have no notes in this intro. I have no wherewithal. What the fuck was I talking about? She went to Sedona. Something happened. Oh, yeah. When she just straight up asked me in this episode, if I'm Neville Goddard. So that was fun. Yeah, there's weird shit. I answer it in the most honest way I can, which you will hear in this episode. But Jessa is just one of my favorite people. Rameen, Nazer, turned me on to her. I also have a podcast with him coming out.

I have one with Ryan Singer. There's like this little nexus of people who haven't been comedians. I'm the only non-comedian. I'm just somehow infiltrated comedian circles all over the world. But there's some cool shit going out there. And so you'll hear all these episodes coming out. There's a string of like fucking seven or eight incredible podcasts coming out. So yeah, I did want to mention something else. And it's especially pertinent because right before we recorded this, I was explaining to Jessa, as I've explained to many people, how I was like, you know what? Patreon sucks, you know, they take too big of a cut.

It's not good. Then you're locked in and like, what are they really doing? And I've been railing against them probably for at least like half a year, just like a bitter little douche. And so of course, right after I sell this, I'm like, yeah, I'm building out this whole membership thing, which I am, it is a thing. But I think I was going to put the cart before the horse as I've done in the past. Jess is like, you know, I just launched my Patreon. I'm like, oh, how's that going? She's like, it's going great. So I thought about it over the next two days. And I was like, you know what? I'm a fucking idiot.

Why don't I just launch a Patreon with the exact same benefits I was going to do? And just run it through there. It's like stupidly easy to do. And then just instead of worrying about, hey, it's not even 10%. I thought it was a 10% cut. It's 5%. I was like, why don't I just charge like a little bit more? And then no one gives a shit. And it's the same thing. And I don't have to do this whole fucking complicated thing just to get it off the ground, which is like a classic me move. Like let me make what I want, which is probably not that complicated in the past that I should say I've done this like, let me make it super obstacle-laden and mountainous to get there.

And I'm like, you know what? This is dumb. Let me just follow the lead of someone who knows what the fuck they're doing. In this case, Jess and other people want Patreon. It's not being a bitter little dick. Bitter little dick. Oh my god. I got kind of what I was doing. I was just like, Patreon's stupid for no reason really. Patreon's cool. So anyway, this is all to say that I have launched this Patreon. It's a subscription service. All the details are there. I am not going to promote this actively until the end of the year. I'm just mentioning it now because if you sign up now, there may be some bonus stuff for people before January.

This is going to be a lot of extra episode things. I'm not gaining anything. It's just going to be stuff that you wouldn't hear. Sometimes I have thoughts, like 10-15 minute thoughts, five minute thoughts that I don't want to put out on a podcast. There's going to be a collective reading every month, a video chat. Jess is doing like two weeks. I'm like, you're doing two weeks. I'm doing one a month. There'll be other shit. You know what I do? I put out a lot of podcasts. There's going to be a discount on readings if you're a member. Also something I'm super excited about are live events. So I've been building up.

If you've joined the email list or have filled out the form because it's been out there otherwise, you know I'm gathering information about live events. Let me explain to you very clearly what's happening here. As people fill out these forms and they check off where they live, what venues are near them, what they'd like to see it in a live event, I'm waiting for a certain threshold about 175 to 100 people in one location. I'm then going to go and do a live event specifically what people wanted. So if you want that to happen sooner, you can fill out those live events when you get the form, just so I can know where you are.

But anyone who's a member on the Patreon will have free access to any live event. And these will cost money and they'll definitely be more than the monthly membership. And there will be some tickets reserved that are paid, but these events are going to be fucking cool. Like I already have spoken to people already know what's happening. You also just be currently buckle up there. I'm going to be introducing you to friends who haven't had podcasts, who don't have like any public persona, but are some of the coolest people I've ever fucking met and known, and they're amazing and their voices and you're just going to like it.

Just buckle up for that shit from so many different perspectives. You have no idea. So anyway, free access to the live events. Also all of the music, right? You heard the owl remix people are asking about. All of these songs will be available as digital downloads. I'm going to have cover art for all of them. Before I put them on the streaming sites, you will have access to them. So that is another thing you can have. And then what's the other? There's one other thing. Oh, yeah. If you book the annual membership, if you do that at once, you get a reading. So that's like, I probably won't do that for that long because if too many people do it, then I'm kind of boxing myself in a corner.

But I'm going to do it for early people. So again, I'm not going to mention this until probably the last week of July after Christmas. So if you're hearing it now, this is a good opportunity to go check out what I'm doing. I'm going to be refining it until then. But like this is going to be fucking cool. And it basically, I took all of your like feedback and was like, what can I give people that's worth it? So go check it out. It's $13.13 a month, $13.13. You get it. You know what's up. So it's like a Netflix subscription, right? Like a premium one, but I think you guys will be really happy if you do this.

And also, just to be clear, this is a good way. If you didn't, you know, if you're like, whoa, Noah's readings are fucking expensive. This is maybe, and you can cancel anytime, like just to be clear. Like you're not locked into anything. So you could join one month, fucking use it for a deal and then cancel if you're a dick. I don't know. But anyway, I've taken up a good chunk of this episode for Jessa with talking about my Patreon. She just launched a Patreon. Go join hers. It's probably way better than mine. You're going to hear Jessa on this and you're going to be like, oh shit, Jess is the plug.

So go join hers, go join mine, go join everyone who's doing cool shit. Tell them what you want and then they'll give it to you. That's the type of people we are. And then when we start making enough money on Patreon, like Jess and I both pretty much came to this conclusion independently. We're just going to give it to people. Like we really are. You know, people don't believe it, but we really are. Anyway, go follow her jessarid.com. Soberish, soberish, Jessarid comedy on Instagram. All the links will be on everything. Just tune in to what she's putting out. She's cool. That is it for this intro.

Nothing else to yak about. I don't think happy imagining will do. There'll be a solo cast. A lot of questions have come in in the past week. This episode is coming out 12/12/2019. It's a full moon in Gemini. This shit is fucking intense. It's super intense, but it's kind of like a really cool, good full moon. Sometimes the new moons you want to set intentions. Just be aware of the energy, altered state of consciousness. It's a wonderful time to be alive. God, so great. Without further ado, here is Jessa Reed. Say check, check, check, check. Yeah, yours is loud. There's so much fancier than what I have.

I mean, this is like my crown jewel I got this a few months ago. I flew like an idiot. I was telling Ryan, like, I put this in my fucking carry-on. And for some reason, didn't put it together. That it literally looks like an explosive device. Jumped into it sounds like it actually looks like if someone was carrying a bomb on. This is what it would be. So I definitely got stopped. JFK for a long ass time. What the fuck are you doing? And I had that thing. It just looked like I was clearly like some musician bomber. Jessa, thanks for coming on. I'm so excited to be here. Yeah, it's fun here. I'm excited to talk to you about a lot of stuff.

You mentioned what you were just doing in Sedona. Yeah. Which I definitely want to hear the recap. I want people to hear what you were talking about. But yeah. Yeah, I went to Sedona with Lola from Water Baby Tarot. And Adriana, very powerful energy worker from Dancing Dragons and Confused Caveman. I don't know if she has that website up. But you got to have Adriana on. Do you do on the phone? Yeah, yeah, yeah. All right. I don't. I mean, I don't, but I basically made a commitment that I won't. But then I keep breaking it because I want to talk to some people. So I just do it. Yeah, I have a really bad interrupting problem.

And so it's awful over the phone. So I'm like, I can just book a comedy show and come to you. But am I too loud here? I seem quite a bit louder than you. You are loud. I am just loud in general. All right. Talk now. All right. So we went to Sedona and did a hero's dose. Is that what they call it? Horrifices. Horrifices. Five grams or more. Yeah. So we split it up. We dose three times during the trip. We went into higher dimensional reality in a way that it was so necessary for me. Because it's like I'm someone who has dedicated my life. And by my life, I mean the last like year, but in like 20 years, I sat around waiting for them to call me into work.

You know, I signed up a long time ago. And but my main focus is anchoring higher dimensional reality onto Earth. But I don't have up until this experience. I didn't have like a real understanding. You know, I'm separated from my higher dimensional history. And so I didn't have a real it was all still very foggy for me. I was getting these downloads just slightly before everyone else was. It was still really foggy. And then as the higher dimensional stuff would come in, I would be like, oh, okay. But this experience was like up an 8D, which 8D is my jam. Every time we went out to like 10 or 11, my like my body would want to fall asleep.

Yeah, don't you like lose sense of body basically at that point? You're like in the ethereal realm. A little bit. It's just too much. It's very euphoric, but it's too much. I think eight is the last one. I feel like seven is where we lose the physical reality a little bit. I think we have to go to like light bodies, you know, once we get to eight. But eight, I just was this it's so much personality up there. There's so much personality when you leave the physical reality. I don't know how to describe it. I really loved who I was. Like I really was into it. Yeah. I was really funny and like we laughed so much.

Interestingly enough, there was as we started to ascend, Lola and I both were aware that we were leaving, that we were going somewhere. We spent a while trying to build a fire and for like an hour of being high, that giggly and we've only done the first dose at this point. And then I say to the aliens, like we've been fucking around for an hour. I thought we had work to do because we got together. Like these are energy workers got together to do the mushrooms and get work done, you know. Yeah, you had an intention because I saw you right before that. And you're like, we're going to do this stuff and like cool.

Yeah, there's a big ascension coming in in 2020. That's it's going to be intense. If all of the downloads we've all gotten are accurate. We're what fucking two days away from the beginning of four days away from the beginning of that portal opening up and then between Christmas and February. It's just what I see on the trajectory is just getting pummeled with energy. Yeah. And we've been preparing for it for all of 2019. And so we went to go do work and kind of help clear energy and transmute energy and kind of get a peek behind the curtain for it. Anyway, so we're building this fire poorly. We are not getting this fire.

I ended up burning my notebook, trying to use it as kindling. It was a mess. The wood was wet. Wet wood doesn't burn no matter how much mushrooms you do. That's true. That's true. Maybe, I don't know, like 20 grams, you can get it going. Yeah, maybe we did see fires, but they were not happening in the 3D reality. And so at one point, I say to the aliens, which is what I call my guides. If you don't know me, we haven't got anything done. It's been an hour already. And they said, you can't even imagine what's coming. Just have fun with your friends. And I was like, whoa, guys. They just said, I can't even imagine what's coming just to have fun with you guys.

And I'm still excited. So then we go inside. And what's interesting is Lola and I were seeing a lot of the same stuff. We gave way less to Adriana because she hadn't done shrooms yet. Lola had done them once. And I've done more psychedelics than most humans on the planet combined. And so, but I don't think I've done this big of a dose. Maybe. I don't know. Those doses, I mean, yeah, I'm more of a micro dose or like a one hit acid kind of girl. But and then I like redose, you know, but so we're standing in there and we both get a message at the same time. Stand exactly where you are. You're about to leave.

And I was like, they just said, we're about to leave. And Lola's like, yes, I heard it. And so then the whole house turns black and these like pink and blue lights come in. And we're like in a spaceship. And I'm standing in a kitchen, but the kitchen has disappeared. I'm in a spaceship. And we're waiting for them to walk in because that's what it felt like was going to happen. Like aliens were going to walk in or whatever. And then Adrian, I can't even express how good Adriana is energy stuff, but she starts doing energy work on Lola. And then they tell me to go in the other room or they tell me to go to the bathroom because it's on psychedelics.

I have a tendency to forget that I'm a person that pays. Yeah, me too. That happened to me. So I will just like, I'll get like at some point, I'll remember like, oh, there's something going on and then I'll be there and I'll be like, I'm peeing now for like 20 minutes. Why, how did I not know that this is something that I was supposed to do? That that's weird, right? Yeah. So then we, we go to, we start climbing to higher dimensions. And this, this part was so remarkable to me. Adrian is doing energy work on me. And I'm trying to like release a connection that like needs to be released. And I don't want to release it.

And I've been wrestling with it. And I fight with my guides about it pretty regularly. I'm like, well, you shouldn't have like brought this person into my life. If you were going to take them away, you know, like not mad at them. I'm mad at my guides. I'm like, you know, just like, I didn't need to know that a connection like this exists. If you're just going to fucking take it, you know, yeah. And so I've been pretty dramatic about it lately. And this was kind of what I knew they were going to make me do was release this connection. So I, she's, she's clearing my energy and like I'm releasing this connection.

And then she says, um, I'm sorry that we left you. She's down by my feet. I'm standing in the kitchen. And she's like, I'm sorry that we left you. We didn't want to leave you. You were taking too long and we had to go. And then she stands up and starts hugging me. And I don't like, you know, there's a lot of channeling and everything else. When you're fucking with a higher dimension. Yeah, so you don't exactly know. Yeah. People turn into microphones for higher beings. So it takes a minute for me to register what's happening. She starts hugging me. I'm hugging her at first. And then I feel this kind of resentment come up from my feet to the, to my heart chakra.

And I realize like, oh, they abandoned me. And we're not talking about, um, hold on. I've been trying to figure out this abandonment wound that like, which you're trying to place my life. Right. Which since I've known you, you're trying to place in this life. Yeah. I keep digging deeper and it's like, okay, I guess my dad. Yeah, yeah. Like how far about, yeah, yeah. But it is, it is a, it's weaved so far past my programming. It's we, it's deep. It's fucking deep. And in that moment, I realized, oh, because she said something else. Like, you know, we didn't mean to leave you alone here. Like we know you felt alone.

It's like, I only remember bits and pieces of this night. Now it sucks. But, um, when it really clicks and I realized what she's saying, I'm like, oh, you guys left me on this fucking planet. And then I realized that I've known these two. Now the story of Lola from Water Baby Tarot is when I was going, this is a YouTube terror reader, the best YouTube. Yeah, they're incredible. And when I was going through this codependent nightmare of trying to wake up to this like twin flame thing in like May, I couldn't get out of bed. I was, could not function. And I was compulsively watching these videos. And it was watching Lola and another reader, Cancer Moons Tarot, where I found out I was codependent and found out about an abandonment wound that, that I traced back to my dad at that point.

And then I tracked them down and was like, hey, guys, can we be friends? And then I became friends with Cancer Moons Tarot and with Lola. But Lola and I like Lola lives near me and like she's been on my podcast multiple times. And she's just like soul family. And she's referenced Adriana. And like just in her reference of Adriana, they speak the same language. I speak in a way that like I hadn't encountered yet. Yeah. So I knew we were connected. I didn't realize that we traveled to lower dimensional realities for a long time, trying to assist in ascensions. This is apparently for some reason a thing I do.

A fucking, I thought comedy was a bad career choice. Jesus Christ. So then when I remember what happens, I like it was really interesting because Adriana just like backs out of the room, backs to the other side of the kitchen. But I think I'm pushing her. I think my energy was like everyone against the wall. Yeah, because then Lola couldn't even get back into the kitchen. She's like, why do I have to stand back here? Why are I allowed to move? And I don't really talk on psychedelics, you know? Yeah. So then I'm just sitting there and then I sit up and I'm like sitting on the sink. And I'm kind of laughing to myself because I'm like, whoa, I have a resentment.

I'm in higher dimensional reality right now and I have a resentment. But I'm not talking out loud. I'm just like shaking my head like this is funny. And they're both like, could you talk maybe? And I was like, it's just funny. You left me here. And Adriana kind of doesn't, she's like, I was just supposed to tell you that. She's such an incredible channel. Fuck, I'm so impressed by this person's gifts. But she's like, anyway, it's weird because we did it. Like some of the things I don't even know if we set out loud. But when you get to the higher dimensions, it's like, you don't have to say, I understand telepathy so much.

It's all just doesn't have to be said. Yeah. So then we did a lot of other stuff and I won't get too far into it. But there was a lot of like kind of them playing the role of different collectives, like the masculine collective and the feminine collective. We were really tapped into the masculine collective. Lola actually had to like play the masculine collective. And it really, we knew that the masculine energy is getting healed in 2020, right? Yes. And I talk about that this week on my podcast and also we talk about it in an episode we attempted to record the next day on like four hours of sleep and zero integration.

I'm pretty sure it makes no sense. I haven't listened to it yet, but I'm pretty good. I bet. I just have a feeling. Yeah. I don't, I was like, we're, we're still way too high up. I'm like, no, like the, the people that are listening to Soberish are still wrapping their mind around the fact that they have to go to a store and buy crystals. You know, they're like, Oh God, am I new age? They're not ready for like, I'm, I'm able to communicate it now. I was not able to communicate it then. Yeah. So it's too fresh. You're still there. Yeah. Yeah. I'm going to put it on my patreon, I think, because it's, it's a little rich.

But, um, I then had to process the, the death of somebody very close to me. Like it happened. Like when I was like up there, we spent hours and hours doing a bunch of shit. It was really fun. And I had a lot of fun in eight D and then I spent my last five hours. I experienced the death of, of the person that I don't want to release. And then I like thought it was happening. I was like vomiting and screaming, don't leave, don't leave, don't leave. I went into the actual debt. It was, it was all, it was the worst thing I've ever felt. And I thought I watched it happen. So it was hours before I could come down enough to even pick up the phone to see if they had been online, you know, and then it sat on me.

And the next day I had to, and then I like, I had to process the death. I was like in the, there was a lot of layers to it. Oh, then I had to mourn for two years. I had to like, in the course of three hours, I was in two years of mourning for the person. And at one point in the morning of the person, in the grief, I realized that I was never a light worker and that I, there is no ascension, but this was rather a narrative. I wrote to process the tragic death of the love of my life. Right? So many fucking layers to it. That's a fucking mind bender when those come up. Yeah. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Yeah, it was, it was so much. And then I was in this twilight sleep and then I woke up at 2.30 and then went and kind of like they were still awake. So I processed with them a little bit and then I was like, this is a premonition, right? Like I'm, I'm going to live through this person's death. Right. And that's really how it felt for a couple of days. I had to drive seven and a half out. Oh, no. So then when I went back to sleep, a message that I kept getting was that we are affected by every version of us on a timeline that there is stuff that carries through. And they kept telling me I had to accept this timeline.

So when I was in it, I could see how all of the things like led up to this timeline, like, because I can look back on the past and see how everything weaved together. And so I think part of the reason that I had to experience this timeline, I had to let it play out is because I'm so afraid of it that I'm pulling it to myself with my fear. And so I had to kind of neutralize it. I had to go through the pain. Yeah. But the pain is something I have never lost anybody that was like still currently in my life. And I've certainly never lost anybody that I had some powerful soul connection with. And so if you took all of the tragedy and trauma and pain and everything from my entire life and stacked it on top of each other, it wouldn't be a strand of hair compared to this pain.

It's like the darkest, most pain timeline processing you could. Yeah. I can't think of a worse the depth of the loss of a kid, I guess. That's it. It's like right up there. And it didn't go away. Like the next day, there was no like, oh, bad trip. I was like, no, that was a, that's a timeline. And I experienced it. And I had to keep like looking, it was wild. I've never experienced anything that I had to keep looking to see if this person's still online, you know. And it did give me a shit ton of perspective, though, because there was a lot of like petty dumb stuff around this release. And now I feel like, oh, okay, if this person can live and be happy on a planet, I don't care if it's not with me.

If I don't get to be a part of it, like I have such a deep gratitude that this person is alive and that I get to like look from afar and love them from afar. And so I'm like, yeah, yeah. Okay. Okay. Uncle, uncle, uncle. Got it. Got it. Got it. All right. Sorry. I complain. Sorry. I fucking bitch. Just keep me the fuck away from that timeline. I'll do whatever you want. Yeah. So, the stuff about different timelines influencing each other is interesting. And then the next day, I had to drive seven and a half hours home, which I love car rides by myself. I love unless I have just experienced the brutal death of someone I love. So I didn't want to play music every time I was going to ask, like, is that's usually the fun of a long car ride is the music.

Yeah, I felt like music felt very triggering to me. Everything felt scary. I felt like, and it was like every song that came on felt like it was about suicide. Like if I was just haunted and I couldn't get anybody on the phone. I kept trying to get I just ended the people I did get on the phone. I just wanted them to tell me that this wasn't going to happen. But those aren't the that's not the kind of company I keep. I keep people that are awake and they're all going to tell me the truth, which is every timeline exists. Yeah, you know, yeah. And so I just had to sit in it. And I just, you know, I have a friend who's a childhood friend who's awake as fuck. And she was just like, my guys are telling me that you don't get an answer to this. You just have to prod like you have to release. And I'm like, I just fucking released that I don't get to be with them. Then I released that I don't get to be friends with them. And now you want me to release what they might leave the fucking like, how deep like, all right already? Well, it's the full, you have to go all the way. Yeah, God fucking damn it. I know it's then it's an annoying kind of reality of how this shit works that you actually have to risk it all and give it all up to get the opposite of it. It's detached. It's fucking bullshit. Yeah, it is kind of bullshit.

I mean, the only good thing that I've noticed when I've when I've had to do that, and I didn't know I was doing it at the time, but like, and you mentioned it, like the the masculine is just like dumb at this shit. Like, and I was real dumb, because I think the first time I actually had to like process stuff. And I think this is also what people call like a broken heart to. If they don't have the awareness that like of these different timelines and the kind of depth of the experience and the variation that can happen, it just feels bad. Yeah. And so like, that's like their only level of awareness of what it is. But you really do have to go through these kind of timelines and get to the place where you're like, okay, I fully whatever is best for this person, no matter what that looks like, I have to be okay with that and let that kind of unfold for them. And I don't know that that's everyone's path, but it certainly seems like for people who want to like keep pushing the boundaries of like consciousness, definitely part of the package. Yeah, I mean, I definitely, you know, this is someone who I feel like I love this person so much. But then when you're faced with that, it's like, Oh, my love is pretty selfish. My love is is, you know, my love is like, well, I love you. So you should have to be in my life. And then I, you know, you take me to the brink of that. And I'm like, Oh, okay. Yeah, go go wherever. Like I was crying in my car the next day, like, please let me watch this person get married one day. Yeah, exactly. Please let me scroll through pictures of his new family, you know, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, like it was it was a lot of perspective. And it was also a huge release. And it really, it saddled me for a while. It saddled me for a while. And then I had reading scheduled for the next day. And I was like, I'm probably not in the right spot to do readings. And then I, I did the first reading. And the very first person I talked to was like my twin death, my twin flame killed himself in March. And I was like, Well, I'm taking the rest of the. Yeah, got it. I'm good. God.

So that's my favorite thing about readings is when a when you get the dominant themes that come in in waves, like everyone's problem is the same, like that's weird. And then when something that just happened to you personally somehow comes out and like it's so it trips me out. Yeah, it never doesn't trip me out. The dominant themes are because a lot of my readings are about what did you come here to do? You know, they actually go on waves in July, they were about all the things that you're releasing. And then in like September, it was about the vampires that are attached to you and shit. But right now it's really about like kind of gathering a crew that's here to help with the transition of the planet. And so most of my readings are stuff like that. And it's like everyone today was a fey was like a fairy. Yeah, you know, and I had a week that was all lawyers and doctors and architects and shit. And so it's funny how they all schedule around the same time and the energies end up being pretty similar. And then a lot of it is just we're all on the same path, you know? Yeah. So today I just started doing general readings for the Patreon, right? And so it was the first time I've ever done a group reading. I'd never done that before.

And so that was interesting. It's different. It's a little bit more organizing because you got a lot of voices coming at you. Oh, yeah. But so I did a pick a card reading, which is like three piles of cards and every I had to start the video over like four times because the exact same except this death set of cards came out. And I was like, can you fucking stop? And so finally, I recorded one was like, okay, here's the deal. I'm I'm fighting this thing. Like the grief card, no matter how many times I shuffled it back into the pile coming out. Yeah. Yeah, fucking dicks, man. Yeah, I know the the collective readings are definitely a different thing.

And like I've caught myself a few times, like where I'm trying to do a collective reading and like I can see it's just my cards. And I'm like, I know they're probably related, but I can tell. Yeah, I don't want to I do not need to be like dishing out my entire fucking shit and saying, Oh, it's for the collective. I'm catching myself while I'm doing it though. These are mine. But yeah, it is what I found though is that you can tap into that spot where it's just there like a low lobe is probably like one of the best people I've seen ever do that. Yeah, what she does is like so fucking crazy. Because you know, if you pull cards regularly for other people or yourself, she pulls those cards like that have been coming off and like, how'd you do that? Yeah, like how'd you do that shit? Like, how did you do that? Yeah, it's a it's a thing. It's cool.

I watched her reading with her one time while she had she was using the spellcasters deck a lot. And so I was I had just gotten the spellcasters deck. So I was just shuffling them while she was talking. And all the cards that flipped out while I was shuffling them were all the cards she had pulled as well. Yeah. Her style of doing readings is so it's such a story. She weaves such a cool story together. And something I thought while I was on mushrooms that I don't know if it was a download or just a mushroom thought, but I was like, I don't know if you're picking up on the energies or you're writing the stories for the collective. All right, so this is this is where this whole imagination stuff starts that because I do believe that we're all writing our own individual. We're quite literally the creator and sustainer of our reality in full, which just logically and sensor it doesn't make any sense, but it is actually what's going on. So then it comes into like, how does this work in relation to other people? So right other people from a non dual standpoint are just you they're like reflective mirrors. So if you're clear, if you're a clear reflective mirror, like you pretty much working through your stuff, you know, maybe you get a ping by a few different things, but you're pretty clear. You're constantly reflecting other people's stuff back to you. Now, if you're aware of that, you essentially are casting spells on people constantly. And to the degree that you understand how to do that and when to do it and why to do it, it's pretty good. And this is what we were mentioning off air. I was like, you know, I was very kind of like down on like puppet stringing, what I would call puppet stringing. But I think good spells got the gospel. Like, that's what we're supposed to be doing. And a lot of this stuff is narrative crafting more than like, yeah, these energies exist, but that's also just the narrative. Do you know what I mean? It's like pulling it in. So I think the people who are the people who seem to be the most effective at tapping into the intuitive stuff, and then really like having it be resonant with people are the ones who are like, helpful, you know, like she's helpful. That's a very helpful, positive, clear energy. There seems to be more of like a resonant power to it than like someone who's doing it to like scare people or do something, you know what I mean? So I do think it's crafting. I don't think it's just this objective energy that's there. I think it's kind of harnessing this like neutral source energy and saying, Hey, like, I know what to do with this. I'm in touch with it. And because I'm pretty clear, and I know that this is going to be helpful. This is how like everyone's big dreams come true.

They somehow or if they want to be happy, I should say you can make your dreams come true, and you can be miserable. But if you want to be happy, you have to basically become selfishly selfless. You have to tie in what you want for some greater purpose, not in like a plotting way, but it has the genuinely like that's what I noticed with the when I started doing readings and stuff. The only reason I charged money and do this stuff now is because like I genuinely saw what I was doing was helping people like once I saw that I was like, Oh, okay, I can do this because if I felt like I'm doing this to make money, I'm doing this because like this is the thing to do, I would have sucked at it. But like really, I have not had a bad reading yet. I had one reading where a guy was bullshitting. He like came for me and was trying to be like a smarty pants and like give like his own astrology reading and tarot card stuff. And I was like, telling him I could see in his fucking chart. I was like, dude, there's some tension in your family and like something you want. He's like, no, no, I'm like, listen, man, I'm telling you like I don't do this often, I don't I'm not here to argue with you, but like there is clearly something that you want deep down that you feel is in conflict with your family life. And eventually like he cracked and he was like, yeah, man, like it's this thing. And I was like, don't do that. Like I'm not doing this to prove anything to you. And so like, I think what I'm saying is it's like when you tap into just the source energy of what's going on in that dynamic, if you kind of know what it's trying to get out, you do you craft the narrative. You do it. You just straight up craft it. I think that's what everyone is doing. And we're just getting more responsible with that rather than like, you know, allowing shitty narratives to run what's going on. Because that's what's been going on for, I don't know, a few thousand years. It's weird that you're talking about puppet strings, because are you getting this card? Sorry. Can I touch your car? Yeah, of course.

Are you getting this card? So I use this deck. Yeah, you're I got this deck because of you. Oh, that's right. The universe card. Yeah, I do know that what you're talking about. So this came up in so many readings today. And the energy that I was getting from it was that the strings have been cut like like in the karmic reality, people's reality is being crafted by, you know, people who know that there's a bunch of gods asleep and are kind of mind control. This is hard to do with one hand. Yeah. And I have picked up on energy of the macros, which is something new that I just got a download about in the last week. What's that? So the macros are people who are going to be kind of working in the background during this rapid ascension. Yeah, this is the energy of the macros here and the strings, right? Yeah, so they are kind of working on in the background. All right, like role playing game RPG, right? So they're up and they are kind of moving the chess pieces.

There's a movie like 15 years ago about when people would go to sleep. There was someone who would come and move them around. And then they would wake up the next day and they would be in a new life. I cannot fucking remember the name of this movie. I need to ask my ex husband. You just had twins though. So I think he's busy. Maybe it's just a little bit with twins. God, what was that movie called? I'm going to I'll call him later and ask him. But so the macros are kind of some ways that I saw this energy playing out is in someone I did a reading for today. I'm like, are you seeing random people in your meditations? And they're like, yeah, and I'm like, okay, you're a macro. So macro is kind of operating like quantum leap. Do you remember that show? So you're going to see people in the dream space that you are connected to, but maybe you don't know that you're connected to them.

You're going to be taken to places and kind of helping to assist people getting to the spot that they want to be in while they're still slightly unconscious. So you're going to play the role of the you know, divine will for them before they they tune in. And so that had something to do with this this imagery of puppet string. So it's really when I got here today and you were like puppet stringing, I'm like, Jesus Christ, this just happened. Yeah, today, because people have been like led around by fear forever. And now fear is starting to lose its stronghold. And the the dark energies that benefit from using the fear based reality to manipulate people, they're losing their their, you know, all of their methods aren't working. And so it is kind of divine puppet stringing just for a minute. Just for a minute. That's where I start to feel okay about it, because I was really fighting mainly because the only ethical framework I use for this stuff is the golden rule. Yeah, and the golden rule is way more malleable than people probably would think because like you can really get dig down into something and you're like, you know, well, I wouldn't want this done to me. But if it was something that I like that was going to make that person the most fulfilled best version of themselves, would I want that for myself? So like there's a game that can be played there. But yeah, for the most part, I was very reluctant to like, I'd imagine things for other people if they asked for something or like wanted something because they're saying, Hey, I want this. And I go, Oh, they want it. Okay, for sure. No problem. But if someone's not explicitly or even energetically saying like, Hey, hey, hey, I definitely need this. I was very reluctant to do it. But now I really kind of have turned it is just for a minute. Just for a minute.

Yeah, from now until like July, July is even really far from now until like June, it's just going to be a different kind of party for a minute. It just is we got to get everybody over to the side of the dimensional wall. And it just is going to be kind of crazy. And everyone who's awake, it's got to be like all hands on deck. And I don't, you know, it's just it's it's rapid. The ascension right now is so rapid. It's insane. I can't keep up with the amount of messages I'm getting from people who are like, I was a normal person six months ago. And I'm, I thought I was losing my mind. And I saw you on whatever and blah, blah, blah, you know, which I think is like the point of me being nuts on every possible podcast is just to let people know like this is, you know, you're just ascending. Yeah. But this is an even what was the description that I got?

The description was because like April thing back to last April. Do you remember that? Essentially, maybe like 100 to 200 different versions of me. Yeah. And I mean, it's it's comical to actually think like, yeah, not even just psychologically, physically. Yeah. Just going back to April. Insane. Insane. Yeah. So they told me multiply that by 100. Yeah. And that's what's going to happen between December and February. And everyone is like that. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's definitely all this Capricorn stuff, which is karma. Right. So it's like, people are looping on karma because there's nothing left. There's nothing left in karma for you guys. There's nothing left.

That's why all the network TV shows are coming out with like remakes of all the shows because we've got nothing left in this. We did it. We did everything there was. The new reality is what do you want do it? Like that's it. Have fun. Fun fun fun. Yes. And people are like, I think I would like to go back and learn this lesson. But you learn this lesson. There's nothing left. And so karma is just glitching. And the people who are staying in it or just glitching. So whatever happens to them, they're just getting. I see imagery of like a washing machine. I see imagery of like us pat like earth passing through like this cosmic dust. And then I see the imagery of them just being picked up and slammed into 5d. And I thought we were having like a planetary split and they were going to go to a different reality. But I think that's what's happening right now. It is like two months long. Yeah. It's like a two month long thing. It's really intense. I think so in the association with Capricorn in the tarot is the devil and it's the path of fear. Oh shit. Yeah. So what I've been telling people is and as I've been telling. I hadn't even put that together. Holy fuck. Yeah. Because it's a codependency card. So that's all that card means to me. Yeah. The devil fear. Holy shit. Yeah. That's what's going on. And everything is moving in. I literally wrote it.

I'm so not a planner. But I had this notebook and I was like, Oh shit. Like the astrology stuff is just like too weird. I got to write it. So I like I mapped it all out just like when planets are moving in when they're moving out. And it just gets real in like 10 days, the end of December. Starting on the 22nd. Everything starts to move in there. Like the moon, the sun, like it's all together. The moon moves fast. So it's like it's not there forever. But yeah, what I see is like like Christmas week to mid February. And that's when everything is in Capricorn. Oh yeah. And until March, which I think so Venus moves out first. She's leading the way, which is good. She's showing everyone kind of the path of how to move from Capricorn into Aquarius. But oh into Aquarius. God damn. This is god. This is so that's what I'm saying. Damn. It's too crazy. That's that. That's what I was saying the other day. Like I don't know how many people fully get this, but like all of the allegorical metaphorical stuff is now physically playing out. And it's so trippy. If you just catch on like you don't even need all of the threads. Just a few of them to be like, holy shit. This is too weird. Like it's too weird. What's happening? But from a practical standpoint, I do know that if you don't practice dealing with your fears now, like this next month or two, 2020 is not going to be this utopian energetic uplift. Like it is an ascension no matter what. But if you if your fears hold you, if you don't know to move right towards them and through them, it is it's basically like you're you're chained. So I like the devil card because they're chained, right? They're naked and chained, but they're loose. The chains are super loose. Yeah. So they can take them off if they want. So that's basically what people should realize and the devil on the tarot card, you know, has the the Hebrew Vulcan peace sign to the heavens with I think the left hand, right? So the intuitive hand and then the right hand is letting the masculine on fire. And that's pretty much like that's a benevolent act. It's Baphomet. It's not and that's kind of like the seagot, the whole thing.

It's a it's giving us the path to like fear is good. That's what people don't want to hear a lot because it seems like something that vexes us and fucks us up. But it's actually like one of the quickest ways to like ascend because it shows you exactly like what to be working on right away. So if you can latch on to that being like a vehicle and a and a genuine path, this year will be amazing because you'll just keep plowing and nothing feels better than plowing through a fear. Like it's just such a good feeling when you actually like finally do it. And you realize not only was it not as substantial as you thought it was, like there's all this good shit on the other side of it. Like it's a very good feeling. But yeah, exactly what you said if you if you don't do that, you will get slammed into 5d. You literally just get taken and slammed into it and probably won't feel that great until you like catch yourself. Right. Yeah. Wow. Yeah. Because all the downloads I had gotten like there was a there's a reason why we were being separated from our people who wanted to be in the lower dimensions. And it's hard to say that without sounding like there's judgment because there's not there's no value judgment there. We all exist in the higher dimensions and the lower dimensions, whether or not you are integrated and aware of your higher dimensional self is the thing that remains here. If you only identify with your lower dimensional self like that is the thing that is going to change. Did I talk just to you or like the physical reality sucks. That's the thing you need to understand. It's the worst reality like after hanging out in 8d the other night. One of us pulled like a Lola pulled out a phone because they wanted to get a hold of somebody and just the idea that phones exist. I was just disgusted by it. And I'm not like a boomer anti technology person. I'm someone who loves my phone. But hanging out in the higher dimensions where you can just like like point your perception at somebody and contact them.

They don't have to physically be there to then think about a phone. You have to pull out a device that needs you to charge it. And it has a thing you have to find the person and wait for them to respond. And I was just like, God, the physical reality sucks. Like it's just and the physical reality is so arrogant. Yeah. About wanting proof of higher dimensional reality, which is so hilarious because I remember when I was talking to a comedian who's a scientist and he was like questioning me about stuff and I started to get vexed because I was like, I felt like I was defending stuff and I knew I sounded crazy. And I went to the bathroom. This is when I was still pretty closeted about the woo and the aliens and stuff. And I went to the bathroom and then the aliens were in the bathroom and they were like, yeah, we don't give a fuck about proving ourselves.

Like you don't realize how insane it is right now for people to want proof of us. They're never going to get it because they want physical proof and nothing above 3D is physical because physical is garbage dense garbage. It's the past. We hate it. That's right. So I don't know if I told you this, but I so Neville Goddard, I listened to a lot of these talks and like a lot of them are very repetitive, but then he'll drop these little things. And he was talking about these dimensional beings, which is. Are you Neville Goddard, by the way? So there is a weird thing where he talks about he had this mystical vision that started. It freaked me out. It actually really freaked me out. Everyone is Neville Goddard, but there is a weird synchronicity with him. He had his first mystical vision on July 20th, which was my birthday. Oh shit. And so I was like, Oh fuck, that freaked me out. I think he basically he's kind of like a like a profit type figure, which everyone is when they kind of wake up to it. But yeah, he's just like a pretty good like ascension vehicle. Okay, so like I just kind of tapped into that. And then I realized very quickly, like, it's not him.

It's like everyone is doing this thing. But yeah, he's he's fucking awesome. But he does have this thing he was talking about. It's usually very like religious stuff, but he was talking about these dimensional beings he encountered. As he was doing these imaginal act, he got launched into this like higher dimensional space and he encountered these beings. And they were like, yeah, um, earth, you know, it's exactly like you said, it's it's quite literally garbage. It's like rotting, stinky after effects. Yeah, it's nothing. And the alien there were these beings were like, Oh, yeah, we don't go there. It smells horrible. Like it's like really gross. And like, we don't like to go there. And it's like, I just thought it was funny. Because he's like, Oh my God, like, I didn't know that's what's going on. So what I realized about this world and which makes it like I enjoy most of my sensory experiences here now. And if they don't conform to what I pre selected or what I wanted, just don't pay them any mind for the most part. But you know, it's lost by fucking train of thought these fuckers. 3D sucks. 3D sucks. Garbage. We're not going to 3D's at the past. We're not the past. Right. That's what it is. It's always the effect.

It's never the cause. So when we try to change this world by acting in this world, we're shadow boxing. It's not actually doing anything. So I've learned kind of like, like, this is what I've been doing the past few days when I find myself trying to like fight with external reality or like an energy. I just fucking take a nap now. It's the craziest thing any works. Like, I'll do all my work. I'll go in with the intention. I'll be like, this is what I'm going to work on. I'm going to sleep now here. I'm not dealing with this stuff. It's not because I'm lazy. It's not because I don't want to deal with. I'm not escaping. I'll wake up. I'll feel fucking great.

I'll get what I need to get done because I think for the most part, if you try to fight this world right now, like the projections that you basically have summoned forth yourself. That's what this world is. They'll throw you. They'll just fuck you up. You know what I mean? Yeah. That's, yeah, I'm not, I'm not doing that anymore. I'm just like done with it. It's not worth it. It doesn't feel good. It is glitching. It's like this old karmic pattern is like out of juice and it just keeps like sputtering through and it's like, why? There's no purpose to this anymore. It doesn't. Yeah. Yeah. One of the dreams when I was in alien school, so I woke up in 2000 and then I spent like four years in almost five years in what I call alien school. Most of it took place in twilight sleep.

It's certainly my teeth feel weird and I'm having a hard time talking. In twilight sleep, but then also like a lot of them just being with me all the time, talking to me, teaching me stuff. But I had a lot of these very powerful prophetic dreams that never left. And one of them was like, we will, I was living in Portland, Oregon at the time, and they were like, we will go up here and they took me up to the clouds. And they were like, this is where we will stay. And when they are ready, we will grab them one by one and bring them up here. And I never really knew what that dream meant. Like there are several times in the last 20 years where I thought I understood what it meant. And now that we are here, like now I believe we are at the moment where that dream takes place. I think I might be being overly optimistic here, but the vibe that I get and the messages that I've gotten so far is that we are going to go sit in 5D for a second while 3D gets pummeled with energy. And that energy is going to manifest for us as kind of a solidifying of our experiences in 5D, our integrating of all these superpowers, which aren't actually superpowers on being dramatic. They're actually just higher dimensional perception. Like every time you download a new dimensional pack, you get new perceptions because you have a new layer to this game. And we're going to kind of hide out and fuck around while they get pummeled. And then we're going to go to work. And we're going to grab them and dust them off and get them started. Yeah, so I think it's going to be fun for us. I'm curious, does it manifest as a physical? Because I'm not seeing anything physical, but every time I think something's going to have physical, it ends up being energetic. Yeah, I have no idea. I mean, I think it's both at this point. I really tapped into like a core mission, at least I know for the next like at least a year or so, which is exactly what you're saying, which is this is, I'm just here to remind people this is supposed to be fun. It's supposed to be fun. That's so hard for people to accept. It's so hard because it seems so fucking high stakes all of the time. Yeah. But it's not.

And that's like, that's when you go up and down the ladder of Ascension. And when you get to like whatever the top is where it's just like straight non duality, that's where the fun and levity actually stems from because you realize like, Oh, it's still like it doesn't matter. Yeah, like it doesn't. It's like actually it doesn't. And like you don't want to go say that to like someone who just lost their child like, Oh, it doesn't matter. Like it's not real doofus. It's like, no, you have the tact to like operate in this reality. But when you really can hold that vibe, you actually can have fun. And then people pick up on it. And I think that's like, I've found it.

It's weird because I'm not a comedian, but I have a lot of friends who are comedians. And I don't even know how it happened, but I just do. And I realize like part of the nature of what comedians are doing is their perspective is always kind of looking right below the surface of base level reality to find find the fun in shit. And that's like a really advanced, like higher dimensional thing to do because you're twisting sometimes or transmuting like really heavy shit into something hilarious. And that's like the whole name of the game. Like for me, at least because like, why if we get to make up what this world is, why wouldn't we do that? Like, why wouldn't it be fun and cool? Why is she making shitty and bad? You can just rules. But like, that seems to be if people knew that was an option, which is why I keep talking about it as much as possible. Like, I think they would choose that more than the not. You'll be surprised though, the programming of the old reality is so powerful that people are like, it can't be that easy. Yeah. It can't they, the especially like religious programming, consumerism programming, you know, capitalism, shame based, guilt based reality. It's like, you have to figure out what's this came up in one of the, the general readings that I did today was just like, have fun. It's just fun. I get a lot of the readings that people call me for. They're like, I need to know if I'm on the right path.

And I'm like, okay, well, we're going to walk you through this. It ends up being more of a life coaching session. But as if there is no wrong path. Yeah. So it just kind of depends on what you're looking for. And they're like, well, I need to know what I'm here for. And I'm like, what do you want to be here for? Because that's where it's at. Your truth, like you did probably have an idea of what you came here to do. That's hidden in what makes your heart sing. Yeah. It's really hard for people to figure out what makes their heart sing because they've been programmed. So that's like where we were, we're clearing trauma, which I think that was to get to 5D, which is the pivot, you know, five is like the turning point. Everything beyond that's going to be pretty easy. But it's still, you know, there's still going to be program clearing.

Oh, there's weird shit too. Like I was, I was talking about the 60s stuff because I noticed it as like, you know, I didn't know shit about tarot. I didn't know shit about astrology. And now all of a sudden, like I'm charging not an insubstantial amount of money for this stuff. And I recognized just energetically, no one said anything to me that for people have been doing this for decades, 10, 15 years, the ability to like 6D this shit is very off putting to people, like the 10, the Gladwell 10,000 hours thing, if that all of a sudden becomes like 10 hours for like an eight-year-old to be like a master guitar player, that does rub. Even though like we're 5D, everything is good, unconditional acceptance, forgiveness, and love, man, there each kind of upgrade comes with its own like weird challenges that you would think that like once you hit kind of like a regular stable level of like, ascension, that that would be it. But there's always some other little wrinkle.

There is always some other. Yeah. The thing that I noticed when I got to the higher dimensions and realized I have wounds there, you know? Yeah. The wounds were different because I was in the wound and at the same time, super aware of it. And I think that really pain comes from unconsciousness. So I had a resentment, but there was it was something funny. Like everything was funny. You know how on DMT, those beings all kind of have a smirk on their face? I've only done DMT once. And my own experience was just the beam of light that I was and I was riding it. So I didn't have an I'm next time I do it, I think I'll see the beings. But like, yeah, I don't know.

For me, it's just a wall of these fucking shitty caps and they just smirk at me the entire time and then telepathically talk to me. But what they the other night, I did DMT after freaking out and like breaking up with somebody that I was dating because I was, you know, projecting old wounding on him just because I think that's what I'm supposed to do. You know, I was like, this is how I date. And so then the aliens were like, do DMT. And so I did DMT and then they made me keep my eyes open. And then the kitties were like, do you like everything in here? Because this every single thing in your life is something that you put in your life. Yeah. Is this what you want to do?

Is this what do you want to look at things? Because in the old world, you would say back when you first woke up and you were still in karma, you would say, am I about to lose my job? Right. And that would be you predicting the future. But there's no predicting. This is why I don't like to do fucking fortune telling in my reading, right? Because it's like, I mean, I can tell you what timeline you're currently on, you could be off of that timeline before we hang the fucking phone up. Exactly. Let's talk about your blocks. Let's talk about your programming. Let's talk about it. Yeah. Let's help dig out what you want. But like, I'm going to tell you that you're going to get a job offer. I'll tell you why you're going to fuck the job offer up. But where was I going with the fortune telling thing? Oh, so now if you point your perception at a timeline as if the timeline is deciding where you're going to be and say, Oh, does he not like me? Then I have just pointed my perception at a timeline where this person doesn't like me. And that doesn't mean you can't have a negative thought ever, because I hate that talk. Oh, it's so worst. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But it does mean quit asking the timelines, which one is real, because they're all real, you just get to decide which one you're on. You learn this with cards. You learn this real fast with cards, because there comes a point like I do this fucking draw of this golden thread draw. It's an app.

And for like a string of like three weeks, I just could not get good cards, like, and I don't believe in good or bad cards, but it would just like, they give you their interpretation, it would just be like nine of swords, tennis or I'm like, what the fuck is going on? And then I was like, all right, you know what? I'm going to fucking direct where this card is going to go now. I'm going to catch myself before set the intention for what it's going to be. And inevitably, it would either be the exact card I was thinking of or energetically similar. And I was like, Oh, fuck, I forgot. It's always me. It's always fucking me. And I can, if I remember that, like, this is why everything is divinatory. This is why people use the coffee grounds, the fucking, it doesn't matter. It's all relevant. Right. You're figuring out based on the signs you've put in front of. That's like what the caps are telling you, like, it's just like, Hey, this is everything here. You've put this here. This is all designed for you to wake yourself up to be like, is this what you want? Is this really we want? Because you're delivering it to yourself. That's like getting in touch with the subconscious intuitive heart, which unfolds this world. Yeah. And it's different than it was in karma, because in karma, you had like soul contracts and things you wanted to learn. And so your higher self and your, your lower dimensional self were not necessarily integrated. And this is what this whole process about finding yourself was about. And now that you're here, it's just like, I keep saying point and click, which feels like a very dated thing to say, but it really is just, yeah, what do you want to experience? You certainly have the option of going back and revisiting trauma. But you should have the trauma should be healed at this point. There are some people who are processing packages of old trauma for, or not old trauma, but other people's trauma. Yeah, yeah, let's talk about this.

This is interesting. Yeah, this is a dominant theme that's been coming up. I was aware that sometimes we process other people's trauma who were around or were in relationships with something I've been catching up on. And this has been a real fucking mind bender. I've caught myself and seen other people not only picking up on trauma from the person they're with, but the trauma that those people have picked up from other people that they're hanging on to. And I was like, Oh, shit. Because like, I knew there was the level of like, you know, make sure when you're getting energetically involved with someone, you're aware of their stuff. I didn't recognize that like there's all this other stuff where if like people, again, if they're doing this work and they don't know how to like psychically shield themselves. Oh, man, anything and everything. It's like moths to light. And they just it clings to them. And I've now been able to actually discern like, Oh, that's not even the person. That's some other person who fucked them or like, whatever it is.

And I'm like, Oh, shit. Have you noticed this like going on? Yeah, it's fucking. Yeah, the imagery that I got was during the crash, how they we found out that they were like taking mortgages and like packaging them together as like packages of mortgages. Yes, yes. That there are people on the planet that more macros who are like, just churning like who are very good at processing trauma, who have already processed their similar trauma, are now just kind of churning through past life trauma. And current trauma of people who haven't come out of karma yet. And I think if you're one of those people, you probably had a little bit of a reprieve around October and then kind of started going back into the pain cycles. If that's what you're doing, really ask yourself if it's your trauma.

You might be projecting it onto your own experience, but more than likely. That's what's happening that you're working to other people shit. And thank you for your service. I'm not doing that fucking shit. But yeah, yeah, there are a lot of people these macros, which is a name I got today for this energy. But there are people who are working diligently behind the scenes to kind of transmute a lot of this energy, right? Yeah, getting us getting us ready to get everybody out. I'm so excited. 2021, I think it's going to be and I got to get going after this. But 2021, I think is going to be a lot about the physical body, a lot about the earth.

Yeah, because it's got to happen in linear time. Yeah, pretty soon, because I'm actually like weirdly optimistic about all this stuff, because I just see young kids now. And I'm like, oh, they got this shit. No, I put my hand in the water in Sedona. And I saw a girl who's a little girl right now. And when she gets older, she's going to invent something or create a solution to the oil in the water. Yeah, exactly. Like it's gonna be it's just like she's already here. Yeah. And we have to as the like I call them the arsenal, which is the energy of people who are here to tear down these old systems. As soon as we destroy the systems that are destroying the earth, the children are already here on the planet, the higher dimensional beings that are here to heal the earth, the earth is going to be fun. I know her. She's like, I'm, I'm really fucking dramatic. Yeah. So we have to, but like we can't destroy them through fighting them, because that empowers them, we have to destroy them through creating new systems, which is a whole different set of things that's coming. But yeah, she's already on the planet.

And she's like five. She's brown hair. Yeah. Nice. Jess, three quick questions. And then the open ended one. What's your favorite color? Blue. What's your favorite number? Nine. Animal. Al. Yeah. A practical tip that's helped you in your life that you could share with people listening could be anything. Learn how to spend money. If you go to a store and there's something that you want, and there's a $50 version and a $20 version, and you feel like you need to buy the $20 version, ask yourself why, why you would choose frugality over what you want. That's a self worth issue. And there's programming in you that is preventing you from living in abundance, and you have to burn that programming out. So go buy yourself a very expensive dinner, and then deal with the shame and guilt that comes after that. Triggers are your friends, triggering, getting triggered shows you where your programming is. So if you find things that trigger, you don't run from those things, go into those things and use those triggers as a road map for what needs to be burned out. So that's my fuck. Yeah. That's my two second life coaching session.

That's good. I'm on board. Jessa, thank you. Thank you so much. [Music] You called it on your second time. Gonna roll this one, gonna roll it, and I know, oh no, that's not where it goes, we're just gonna go to the habit, hit the blow, and I know I gotta do it, 'cause my name is Noah, and I'm gonna roll this one, 'cause that's where I'm going. And I know, and I know, and I know that we're gonna hit that, 'cause I did it myself, and we're already jumping up the bench, and doing it now. Thanks for listening to that episode. Go check out Jessa, JessaRead.com, JessaRead comedy on Instagram. So bearish is her podcast. She just wrapped up or is wrapping up Mormon in the method, her other podcast, which is excellent. She's excellent. There's really not much more to say about her than that.

You get it, right? You get it. So yeah, thanks for listening. The Patreon for her, go sign up for that, and when you're done, go look at mine and sign up for that. She's just gonna be good, right? I feel like Patreon existed kind of for us. I don't know how to say that. So go support us there. It's an easy way, and you get cool shit. That's the thing. It's not just like support. I was meaning money, man. Yeah, yeah, cool. I'm trying to find different price points in vehicles for people to get exactly what they want, so it's fun times. I just threw a filter that I was gonna put in a joint on the ground for no reason. Okay. All right, I'm gonna put a button in this one. I will see you next week. Until then, happy imagining.