Now Entering The Dream Matrix

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I'm re-recording the beginning of this intro because I've listened back to it and I sounded like really breathy like I was at a breath like I was hurried or something and I'm like that's not so I feel now so I re-recorded the uh I re-recorded it that doesn't make any sense I'm recording it now which is the re- holy shit well this somehow is even worse than what I was doing but I'm gonna leave it uh so I named this episode entering the dream matrix now entering the dream matrix and anyone who's joined discord server knows that's the first message that they get when they join there but more importantly this is kind of uh let me let me explicitly lay out what I mean by that um so we've been in this expansionary visionary state for the Jupiter has been in Sagittarius this last year the lot of expanding a lot of growth and now we're moving into like everything's moving into Capricorn and it's going to be more grounded and so the dream matrix is this interfacing of our visionary states and this world so this world is the dream matrix but if we think of it just as like 3d regular rational reality it's not as uh it's not as great it's also not as accurate which is why it's not as great so harnessing the dream matrix matrix is easy for me to say is really just about knowing the rules the laws of this reality and then using them to your advantage in a nice way it's a lot I've been saying this a lot I think it comes up in this episode I forgot what I said I hacked about a lot of shit uh self becoming selfishly selfless it's pretty fun anyway catch this wave uh I will be back in Los Angeles in January if you missed me I'll be opening up those books uh soon thanks everyone who didn't in person those are really fun guys that was like I had a blast uh I think I have a couple more before I leave so that's fun uh but I'll be back there'll be some live events going on kind of getting this all into where it's all it's good all's good uh so yeah I think I'm going to drop it in I'm talking about uh astrology or tarot or any divinatory thing being uh don't let it box you in I think so it's just going to pop in here I'm sorry that's how we're doing it all right stay on the other side bye bye if this feels restrictive constrictive deterministic or like it's putting you in a box because you have like some gnarly energy or like all this stuff is moving into Capricorn it's like the path of fear if it makes you feel um like you're you're being boxed into something and you're like oh this bad shit's gonna happen like that's wrong it's just observably wrong um yeah energy is gonna happen energy is gonna energy it's just gonna be going on but to think that it somehow like controls you oh it's so wrong it's so wrong don't forget your your natal chart we are under the influence of the planets and the signs and the elementals of course but you're the whole fucking thing you're the whole zodiac you're all the elementals this is this is the this is the key thing in all of this to remember because then you don't go nuts I'm leaning back physically also uh also otherwise um so we have this big energetic shift I just preface it with that because like I notice sometimes when I get like when you just see that the weird astrology stuff or like if co-star is a good example on co-star like some days they're like hey you're sex and love and mental and job stuff is gonna be bad there's gonna be pressure it's gonna be difficult it's like why why you prompting me with this bullshit co-star how do you know some days they've said it's gonna be bad and it's fucking great it's like the best ever so don't it's good as an energetic map but if it fucks your shit up it's not good it's like anything right weed is good but if you're like a weirdo who doesn't get it it's not good for you we're gonna talk about weed in this episode I wrote a bunch of my tweets down there's a couple of questions I think there's more but you have to email me the questions um I'm just getting just settling into this cranky phase um just email me the questions because if you do i'm on instagram if you're right i i'm not gonna i need them in a place where i can copy and paste and i don't use my phone like that yet and i'm not like a phone i love my phone i love social media but i'm not like quick with it like these kids you know like copy paste right like i mean i guess i can be but i like computer okay that was weird uh let's talk about the energetic shift full on to Capricorn starting now i mean it's happening um and this is also 2020 stuff we're gonna get a lot of 2020 stuff energetically what's going on what is what's happening all this a lot of people have been asking about that so here this is that episode we'll just you know astrology in 2020 and all this other shit the name of the episode um so here's what's moving into Capricorn we just had Jupiter Saturn is there Pluto is there uh the sun will be there soon where did i write this down December 22nd then the moon also moon moves fast but they'll all be there December 24 25th that's like nuts christmas time holy shit oh the jesus christ the solar return yeah well i keep fucking teasing this one i'll do that one around christmas that's probably the right time to do it okay but yeah it's all related to the dawning of consciousness it's not just in linear time what's going on it's really cool is all of this like metaphorical and allegorical stuff is literally playing out in our reality like physically and like energetically and for people who can see it and we're watching it they're like holy shit and for people who are like i don't know what's going on they're like what the the fuck is going on right now shit is weird but it's all like actually lining up it's not just metaphorical anymore and that's fun um so okay all of these planets and saris um who is pre-dianician kind of like harvest goddess so this is big time energy harvesting we got pluto the reviewer and destroyer we got Saturn lord of nobility karma restriction one might say um hard lessons teacher of lessons i should say jupiter who zeus the boongiver um you know happy guy and then the sun you know just the the divine masculine being expressed um so there's going to be a lot of big energies going on uh in 2020 in capricorn capricorn in the tarot is the devil it's the path of fear so people hear that and they're like oh no it's like nope wrong wrong approach path of fear is great it's the best because your fears will show you where you're supposed to go and that you move towards them you part the veil the illusory veil of fear and then your treasures are waiting on the other side it's like holy shit i didn't know that's that's what was behind there so it's good but you need to know in what ways it affects you um just so you can deal with fear as it comes up because fear comes up you know and you can be fearless and still encounter fear does that make sense does that make sense because it's definitely something that happens it's not like you become fearless and nothing ever makes you afraid yeah in one sense like ultimately it doesn't but like you'll still encounter shit that's like whoa what's that you just have to learn how to deal with it and it becomes habitual so we'll be talking a lot about that over the next um probably year um just dealing with fears different ones that come come up for people and um yeah how to do that okay so on december 20th 2019 we have Venus um leaving capricorn she's kind of been leading the way she leaves capricorn she moves pretty quickly um and she's going into Aquarius the more dreamlike ethereal air water combo uh she's the the water bearer and also a masculine sign if i believe so there's a there's a whole little duality game there but Venus is going into Aquarius and leaving Capricorn so she's going to be leaving the path of fear which gives us a real big tip on kind of how to deal with fear and the way we deal with it is with love both giving and receiving and if we can do that shit will be all right for everyone but she is going to be moving out of and she's been showing us what to do in Capricorn but when she leaves we just don't want to forget that because we're going to have all those other planets still there now in december 22nd uh that was december 20th Venus leaves december 22nd people don't like astrology this sucks for you so hard right now you can skip ahead like 10 minutes i won't be talking about this on december 22nd the sun moves into Capricorn right and that'll be about 30 days what is it 30 days yeah um that's going to be a lot of expression of fear outwardly seeing it dealing with it internally so just get ready for that um this is a big i think it's just going to be like a big upgrade uptick in consciousness and ascension and not everyone is going to perceive it the same it's not going to be comfortable for everyone but if you're aware of it you can probably strap in and get ready to blast off which is december 24th 25th where the moon also moves into Capricorn so at that point we'll have the sun the moon Pluto Saturn Jupiter and ceris all in Capricorn the Capricorn is represented by the seagot so it's like a mermaid bottom and like a goat top um and it is just straight up earth energy just like fucking in this world stuff so the moon is going to be there it's going to be intense aroma it's just so funny that it's the 24th to the 25th i'm not even christian i don't celebrate christmas like that but it's just funny um so basically we won't really have any let up of those major planets in terms of that energy um it's going to be this fixed capricorn energy until march 25th when saturday moves into aquarius and then in december 21st of 2020 we have jupiter move into aquarius but there's like this whole slow dance of like retrograde it's like a whole thing so just buckle up for that it's this is all to say that don't be freaked out that the path of fear and that capricorn is coming up it's it's really practicality it's bringing down our visions from the imaginal realm into this realm we know how to do that it doesn't require a tremendous amount of effort it just requires faith and confidence that what you imagined is actually happening and you may be confronted with the challenges to that so all right that's what that was should i do that let me do the questions and then i'll go and tell my stuff erode down oh boy yeah and it did it took me a couple of days two three days to click into jupiter being in the capricorn i really identify strongly with zeus and jupiter and um it was a shift i was pretty good you know what's cool was like even on days where like they're rough energetically where it's like oh man i am not like blissed out all the time right now um they're relatively speaking it's not so bad it's still like really good days so it's just a shift it's a shift we had sagittarius jupiter there for about a year and it's expansive it's fiery it's like wow wow yeah wow and if you're still trying to like hook into that all of the time right now from like a jupiter perspective that's going to be a little more difficult because we are in this groundedness and it's cool that's cool fucking to like now let it happen here that's fucking great you don't have to always be off off in space all right questions we got two i think right two ones that weren't repeats all right uh question number one lately i've been kind of tormented with the con oh jesus christ lately i've been kind of tormented with the concept of if i am the creator of my own reality down to every detail why would i create a world like this a world with suffering unhappiness and lots of other unpleasantries in addition to all the opposite of course why do i consistently find myself creating a reality that i say i don't want even the positive stuff think how complex we must be to have imagined all of this but again why i'm really struggling with the why any suggestions okay you have a real moon i'm just like i'm so i'm like racist against uh real moments it's like are you um okay all right well first and foremost what suffering are you talking about if it's your own suffering because you say a world with suffering you're skipping to like level fucking 30 and you didn't do level one stuff level one stuff is deal with your own suffering unhappiness all of this stuff first and if you're saying oh well it's related to the suffering of the world okay well when you're done playing that game when it's done being a cop out because that's a fucking cop out i know people don't want to hear this shit because they're looking out in the world and they're saying there's all this stuff going on it's not that you don't pay attention to it you bear witness you can keep your gaze right on it but if it's not helping you gain stability of mind you're fucking just playing a game with yourself you're worrying about other people before you're worrying about yourself or you're concerned with other people before you stabilize your own shit so that's number one do not go to step 10 before you've done step one which is internal stabilization now if you are looking for uh essentially tools to tamp down internal suffering um just just watch your mind a little bit and then imagine you feeling good imagine you feeling at peace imagine and the wise like all these wise wise wise you're saying here what do you what do you really want to know here you want to know why they're suffering in the world because people don't know that their imagination creates reality they don't know that that's god they don't know that when they imagine suffering in the world that creates suffering in the world so that's the why it's not any more complicated than that now the means in which the suffering takes place that's infinitely complex so you'll never be able to understand that with a human mind nor even as like a divine mind you wouldn't really want to understand it it's just too much it's like well okay it happens so there we go we know it's gonna unfold but yeah your conceptions of reality within your world literally creates it you're aiding in a betting a situation don't judge that either but we don't need like if if i was saying that everything is because imagination creates reality everything is utopian oh so some one level that's true it would just disregard everything we see out in the world but people don't know that they're actually reinforcing and creating what they see out in the world by reacting to it this world is in effect so the way we change what we see in this world is by going to the root level of it our imagination our sense of i am and changing the patterns and thoughts the mental diet of what is in there first and then you'll notice like those answers and i don't want to make this seem like you won't get the answers to the wise in certain situations but the reason you see suffering out in the world and why if you are the creator of everything they're suffering is because this is what we imagine for people yet where you're saying you want it to be a little gentler and and not as harsh okay that's fair but don't forget in nature you know the lion goes out and kills something the lioness goes out and kills something and and that's just we don't judge that we don't go oh that lion's a dick what she's horrible why did you go kill that thing it's like oh this is nature this is what's going on and we could say oh well it's violent it's awful it's horrible well if we take this world literally then it is now is that an excuse to go kill anything for yourself whenever you want no we don't have to do that we have other ways of using our imagination to get things like food and money and resources and things like that so that's a wonderful position to be in but i don't i don't know that drilling down into the why they're suffering is going to answer the real question here which is it sounds like you're being you're tormented you said it in the beginning it seems like you're you're having a hard time dealing with why if you are everything there would be suffering in the world remember like when i say you're everything that's at the deepest level of you right your individual sense of self right is not responsible for everything right the big broad sense of you and if you can tap into that almost certainly you are and it would show you the priority and kind of responsibility you have with your thoughts and everything but like you as a person like me as Noah you know i i'm not taking personal accountability for something that's happening 20 miles across this town that i don't know about you know i'm just not gonna take personal accountability for it i i recognize that it's a broader sense of self that yeah 100% a part of it and i am involved in that but like don't let it fuck your shit up um if you get stuck on these questions just try to drop below them for a second see if you can come at them in a different way not logically not intellectually because this is your your intellectualizing this stuff big time that will not lead you to an answer your intuition and your feelings well why do you think they're suffering in the world just just ask yourself that you know don't don't try to try to figure it out like it's a problem or you can just do the simple thing where you say oh how did i figure out why that happens just keep saying that to yourself and then it'll pop up when you're big oh shit do it before you go to sleep okay good question though really good question number two the veil is usually pretty thin for me and it's easy to live in imagination land i'll attach my needle chart for reference sorry i didn't read it so this is my question if one lives in a magical state of mind is it possible to do an instant transmission between realities in other words you skip imagining the scene where your desire has been filled and so simply jump to a time where you know the thing will happen all right i mean points for cleverness um yeah everything is possible if that works for you go for it but but i see a couple of things in your language that you're probably doing a clever thing that a lot of people do which is delay the thing from unfolding in your world which is you're saying why don't you just jump to a time number you know the thing will happen well will implies it hasn't happened yet and if you understand what we're talking about here you don't say oh this will happen it's happened it already happened the thing happened you understand you live from the place where it happened you're just letting it unfold so if you say it will happen or you're gonna try to make it happen or it should happen or you think it's gonna happen or you hope it'll happen you're you're putting something in between you and the thing if it's happened nothing will shake you from the thing oh well the person didn't return your call you didn't get the job the deadline passed the money isn't there well okay you're still not going to be freaked out because it's not that it will happen it's that it's happened so i could just be jumping on you because of that however i think the question is a little more um nuance than that so if the veil is thin and it's easy to live in your imagination um that's great but living in your imagination isn't a schism from this world right um and you can do instant transmissions between realities but a lot of this is loosening the mind and believing that you can do that so i will also say if you're asking a question about it you probably already know the answer you're looking for confirmation from me to say oh you you can or you can't do it you can do it of course but i think the energetic thing that you're really getting at here is how to make things happen faster or different ways of making things happen just know that it's already happened that's the whole trick that will ease your mind so much knowing that it's happening you can say oh well maybe i'm just being delusional okay well you won't ask that question if it's happened think about something in the past think about something you did where you know that it happened right okay do you question it are you questioning whether you did that you know whatever it is are you questioning it no it happened so you're like okay i got it it happened that's the quality of mind you want to have you want to basically time travel past the event where it happened oh shit it happened i remember it happening then come back to your present reality even if it hasn't happened yet here and be like oh no no no that happened that's what we're doing so that's like time travel tricks um just like like i said think back to a meal you had yesterday are you questioning or doubting that you had it i doubt it so that is the stability that we're saying and that that's really all it is um so yeah all these other like just it's all tricks it's all it's all just like it's just allegories and explanations and we use language to try to help and um but yeah it is just the belief in the conviction and the faith okay now we're moving on to shit that i wrote down on twitter which is insane by the way if anyone follows me on twitter it's like whoa what do you think you must think i'm either like i don't know what you think i'm either on like a ton of drugs or i've lost my mind it's just what it really is it's a stream of consciousness for me it's like a note taking but it's public so i got uh but i i do like to unpack it and so this is in chronological order let me jump down i don't know this is it's like three pages okay the wave you're trying to catch is one of joyful expectancy that is how you kind of just latching on to what i said about remembering it happened or you know knowing that it has already happened um and knowing that like in linear time maybe it hasn't happened is this it's not they're not um contradictory states the way you make them not contradictory is this this idea of joyful expectancy it's that oh it's happened it's that going to happen in the sense that i know that it happened and i'm so excited and happy that it is happening and that it already happened right and so this is something that like because you could say like well if i imagine something in the future do i even need it to happen in this world now well on one level no but if you want to experience it for sure so just joyful expectancy is kind of the vibe you want to ride all right when you make a decision with conviction and faith you'll be astonished how circumstances conspire to fulfill your dreams that's really really important um conviction and faith like i bet you have noticed that when you waffle on a decision when you're weighing the pros and cons when you're trying to figure out what's right and wrong all of these things sometimes that's helpful right it helps you elucidate a point but it also makes it harder for the thing to happen in your life or happen in the way that you wanted it to happen so the feelings that were attached to it right because sometimes the thing can happen and the feelings aren't that's weird um it doesn't happen to me too much but um if you make a decision did i just burp into the body yep um when you make a decision with conviction and then have faith that it's going to happen it's just crazy how things around you will just open up and be like whoa here it is walk you that door it's incredible holy shit you don't even have to try so hard so make those decisions if you find yourself kind of on the fence about things just make a decision it's really important um also related to dreams let me go ahead um don't forget all of your dreams are coming true for real for real if you forget it just remind yourself it's really true like i'm what why would i say it if it wasn't true how do i know because it happened for me and it's happening and continues to happen and if it's happening for me i'm not some special guy well in some ways i'm very special but it means it it happens for everyone that's what it really means and i fundamentally understand that and know that so don't forget all your dreams are coming true that's fucking great uh weed let's talk about weed a little bit getting some questions in people ask me whether they think uh cannabis is spiritually hindering or harmful or bad and these come in every so often and you know my stance if you've been listening to this show for me not only is it not bad it's fucking great it's fucking great and uh i don't want to say for everyone it's that but i do thank for everyone who understands what it is it's wonderful um and it is helpful it shifts you into um imaginal realms while you're awake and if you can ride those waves deal with unconscious material deal with subconscious stuff it's fucking wonderful and it'll plow you through a lot of threshold guardians and it's just it's great um so people say i've heard people say oh well you know it will um it will uh it's uh it's like a crutch you don't deal with your problems okay fucking a so what does that imply that everyone who's not smoking weed is dealing with every single one of their problems what does that even mean my direct experience is i use it mindfully with awareness i love it it's the high priestess for me that's what we did she's the high priestess and if you understand the high priestess i i wouldn't say in any way is that bad in any way so and also like just like we have now like the physical and physiological evidence that the compounds and the entire plant is useful and helpful medically so i get if people have issues there's a lot of judgment and cultural stigma associated with drug use and um cannabis in particular but i mean just work through that shit it's all good if you need me to hear hear me say over and over again that weed is awesome and it's fucking fine and don't judge your use unless it's harming you or people around you i will keep saying that forever also weed companies come sponsor me for real all right uh have you realized this is the enchanted forest yet that's where we are we're in an enchanted forest where magic things happen and they only happen if you believe that they're happening it's kind of like the tinkerbell thing you gotta want to keep tinkerbell alive you got believe man you got to believe to keep that magic open and active and that's where we are luckily we're in the enchanted forest wherever you are even if there's no forest near you you're at the beach you're in the enchanted forest come come play it's super fun pull out the master sword like link it's great okay something that was really helpful for me um was i figured out how to share my feelings and what i mean by that is not like this is how i feel and am i being heard and i'm kind of being a dick about that that's fine you got to do that too it is important to share your feelings like that what i mean is when i capture a state of consciousness or feeling like ecstasy or joy or transcendence or whatever all i now know how to put that into something and share it with people so i do it in a few different ways and i bet you do too one you can do it through art and your creativity you can do it through your voice you can do it through a variety of different ways where you create actual objects whether physical or not that are you know you can listen to a song over it again you can listen to a podcast you can look at a piece of art um you can do all of these things that's taken out the garbage all day long up here like how many garlic why doesn't just one thing come anyway um so you can do all of these things that remind you that there is this kind of magic in the world and that everything is awesome and you could fuck i forgot my train of thought this fucking garbage truck you don't come back to me oh yeah sharing feelings okay um so that is a good way to share the magic and the feelings that you have through something you create and you can actually then go share that with other people but if you can just hold the fucking vibe if you can hold that vibe and know by you holding that vibe that's how people will start to feel around you that also works i didn't know that when this shit started happening to like 17 18 years ago i was like oh man this feels so great all i want to do is share this with other people but i didn't know how i didn't have the words i didn't have the language i didn't have the faith and confidence that i could make art that could be communicated and i didn't know i could just by feeling like that um how people feel good around me so i figured out how to do that i bet a lot of you have to don't doubt your ability to do that that's like the real if what i'm talking about like the real thing you want to do and you do it and however you get there you hold the fucking vibe of how you're feeling if it's good and carry it with you everywhere and people will pick up on it and it's great and it's really good that's why you're probably like one of the best things you can do okay everything is effortless if you want it to be everything that cuts some people the wrong way so hard that you gotta work so hard you gotta fucking grind man don't stop grinding and on one level yes but sometimes it's just effortless ride the mother fucking wave if that rubs you the wrong way just try just try it imagine the feeling of whoa i got exactly what i wanted and it wasn't that hard not all the time but a lot of the time here's a neville goddard thing imagine yourself at the end of the day having accomplished all that you wanted and feeling happy and contented so you wake up in the morning brush your teeth is that a song i don't know why i did that but you wake up in the morning didn't just immediately imagine yourself at the end of the day knowing you accomplished every single thing you wanted to do and that you feel fucking happy and contented about it try that let's see what happens at the end of your days and if it doesn't happen the first day don't freak out don't be a little bitch about this shit there we go there it is are you getting a more accurate sense of who i really am there's a common misconception i'm realizing like some of my friends michael donovan was putting this out i am not a love and lighter i mean i am because love and light is great but if you think that it's all fucking love and light and there's not some fucking shadow darkness destruction energy in here welcome to the revelation don't be a little bitch about if shit doesn't work out immediately okay it doesn't always work out a mule took two days instead of one oh it took two months instead of right tomorrow oh boo hoo hoo it's like come on guys just step it up a little bit and like some of you will be like you're being mean that's not nice and some of you'll be like yo i need to hear that shit because i have been being a little bitch sometimes it's all good sometimes it's fun to be a little bitch it's all good do whatever you do just don't judge yourself for all right importance here's a good one that was big shift so for this episode all right shift importance um here's the thing you if you place too much importance on something it's not always but it's gonna freak you out probably a little bit and some people are cool with that you know like if you're winning big awards if you're getting a lot of attention if you're kind of ascending really quickly you know that importance you recognize it but it doesn't fuck you up but if you are the type of person where you're placing a lot of energy and importance emotional psychological career whatever it is if you're doing that then you know you're probably gonna be a little weird is what i'm saying it's just gonna get a little weird so drop through the importance don't attach so much nothing is so important also everything is to your advantage regardless of how it works out always always always always especially if you're the person type of person who made a deal with yourself that you're not gonna fuck your shit up okay so if you notice that you're getting always i really gotta win the law also by the lottery shit oh my god how many of you have spent like over 20 30 people at this point definitely beating the odds based on my numbers of listeners so just don't put too much importance on anything just be like okay it's no big deal it's all good just accept it you know that it's happened anyway and if you get weird you notice like oh but did it did it you're just losing faith for a second it's okay steady a ship it's okay you didn't get knocked off overboard just steady the ship okay okay now they're never got her thing imagine the outcome you wish to experience these imaginal activities would advance into your future to reveal the harvest you so wisely planted so again if there's something big that's coming up and you know it's coming up just imagine going to the future reveal what you've already harvest what you planted basically that's the whole thing you imagine the outcome you wish to experience that's it the feeling right i find life to be amazing i have found that since i've found life to be amazing it quite literally has been amazing and i'm rewarded by life for that belief so try that just find it to be amazing find it to be whatever you want it to be all right we're going to talk a little bit about expanding your funnel of awareness um and this is widening your conception of reality so your funnel of awareness is usually constricted to your five senses maybe some thoughts not maybe thoughts ideas emotion psychology but it's a pretty narrow band of what's going on and what happens is when people get too focused on that narrow band life just starts to feel fucking crazy there's all this stuff going around around you how you're going to deal with it it's like all these outside forces are impacting you that's a misapprehension it's a misperception it's not really what's going on what's really going on is you have uh this imaginal capacity to unfold your reality in every possible way everything you experience and perceive so if you get caught up in that funnel of just your senses and things that like are immediately around you you're you're fucking missing a lot of stuff now let's just look at this from a very like physiological standpoint we know that our brain filters out all types of phenomena like our eyes even the way we perceive we flip it right we are actually seeing things upside down but we flip it so we can navigate this world which is trippy enough as it is but we're filtering down like you know there's constantly visual stimuli there's uh you know auditory smells tastes sensations all of this stuff going through us but in order for us to navigate we have to kind of crunch it scrunch it down into something where we can be like all right i can drive my car now i can go do shit so that's that's useful it's a useful function but if we rely on it only as the only means of how we perceive the world it's very ineffective and it's not close to accurate like i said there's all of this stuff going around all of us all of the time that we are just not consciously paying attention to so just from like a very base level 3d reality standpoint we know that this funnel of awareness is doing something and constricting our reality it's not bad don't judge it it's just it is but if you can expand your funnel of awareness your conception of reality to include the magical the divine the miraculous the synchronicistic and allow that into your life because it is there it's i i promise you i mean prove it to yourself again don't take my word for it but it's there as you widen your funnel of awareness you begin to welcome in all sorts of amazing things that you maybe thought were possible or felt that were possible on some deep level but hadn't directly experienced so try it and see what happens it's pretty fucking incredible um and just it's it's something that i think is very very powerful if you're the type of person who's been based so much in 3d reality or having tough difficulty with certain aspects of imagination as we all do and if you're having difficulty um in one area give yourself a pound on the back that's great that's your issue that's the thing you're working through um the people who are like delusionally just everything is great without actually looking at things that's not that's not good it also doesn't resonate with people that's why i think a lot of these like spiritual teachers and love and lighters like it's just getting easier and easier to see through kind of the bullshit that a lot of them are putting out and no judgments or as little judgment as i can say that with but like the inauthenticity of them not revealing their actual struggles and problems that's why i talk about this stuff from my perspective and like yeah i'm okay with saying i'm perfect i'm actually really okay with that but that doesn't imply that i don't have things to work on do you know what i mean like it's a it's an ever constant process of growth while we're here in this world and to deny that would be foolhardy and just foolish um and i'll be far more candid about personal issues that i'm going through but i try to be respectful as i have in the past when i've had interpersonal relationships with people um i don't want to just blow up i don't you know there's a level of transparency that i am learning is healthy and it doesn't mean blasting shit out all the time although i know it's helpful so i'll talk about all this stuff um but yeah just it's important to just expand your your awareness of everything around you and then when you do that you'll recognize that everything is to your fucking advantage always everything even the bad stuff air quotes even the difficult stuff even the challenging stuff even your enemies or your friend enemies fuck into your advantage amazing if you're having dreams of death and dying uh that's incredibly healthy if you feel like you're going to die physically um as you move up these kind of realizations that's incredibly healthy because here's what's happening you're dying from your former state of consciousness into another death actually is growth that's how everything works you ever see in nature like something dies it decomposes and then it feeds goes into the soil and feeds the plants that's what's going on so uh not just from a physical standpoint metaphysically that's exactly what happens so if you are having dreams or you're dying if you are having dreams where um you know you're being extinguished or you have thoughts of dying not killing yourself don't kill yourself i mean it can have be a stray thought of like oh i'm psychically killing myself not physically it does nothing trust me it does nothing i really trust you like i've done it i'm sure in some timeline but it's just you're not actually changing anything that you think you're changing um but you when you die to a former state of consciousness you're quite doing quite a bit it's actually pretty incredible um and it's very healthy so don't get freaked out about any death stuff um we're talking about death more my friend Jill is gonna be back on we'll have her talk about a lot of death stuff and that's physical death too all right what else we got here you're god go have fun that's simple you're god go have fun not mutually exclusive if you feel if you feel like you're god and then like s*** it's heavy and weird it sucks it's not right uh here please don't forget all your dreams are coming true i wrote that twice i see or actually i know i skipped it all right uh desires and fears are the things that propel you up the fiery spiral of ascension both of them set your goal scene right this is from toothy the priestess but it's the same thing as the imaginal act set your goal scene set your goal feeling embodied it embody it live from it love it then live it that's it right desires and fears your fears will show you where your spots are move towards excuse me move towards them desires will show you what you want move towards them simple yeah i think so songs or spells don't forget it songs you make songs you listen to spotify just did this recap no surprise my top artists of the past year bob marley i mean it's like how can it not be the wailers um have you realized you're a ghost yet have you realized every second every sliver of time that you're obliterating yourself and reconstituting yourself which basically makes you a ghost like we're pretty convincing ghosts right like we seem we have bodies and then there's like also dead people and we talk to them and so it's like those are the ghosts it's like we're probably the ghosts of the dead people do you know what i mean like they're like oh shit these people are ghosts they think they're physical things and like they're the ghosts we're ghosts it's all good don't freak out uh don't freak out uh if i got it you get it got it is that simple anything that you experience everyone will experience right and that that that is does not mean like if you stub your toe everyone immediately is gonna stub their toe but it does mean if you hit a level of consciousness that's revelatory and transcendent and you stabilize it surely my friends that will happen for others have you realized when things don't go the way you want that's you pressure pressure testing your reality that's a big fucking lesson you understand when things don't go the way you want or expected them to so you're doing joyful expectancy and oh shit didn't go the way i want that's you pressure testing your faith and conviction at a certain point you'll drop it for certain things like a you know once you learned how to ride a bike you didn't you don't question how do i ride this bike do i ride the how do i ride this bike again you do it you know how to do it you've stabilized it but until you really build up the faith and conviction that you know how to do it uh i gotta pressure test that shit right you gotta keep getting up and then one time you don't fall down so don't freak out if shit doesn't go exactly like you wanted it to it's no big deal it's all fucking good in the hood there's really no problems everything is to your advantage so just remember that and then shit will go the way you want it to once you get that that's what's so weird it's like you can just accept that things go your way rather than believing that they won't all the time or thinking that they won't or making the misapprehension that they won't because everything is always going your way whether you believe it or not it's so true uh okay yep and just remember you woke up on the right timeline you're listening to this you woke up even if you're feeling a little blue it's all good it's all good in the hood for real for real for real uh that's it for this episode boom right on track i can see the end of it coming on the timeline i'm able to um i've been making music i want to collaborate with people when i'm back in LA next um that'll be soon so if you're a musician and you're serious um and you have a space i will have space spaces i'm sure too but i really do want to get in the studio with some people and just do some stuff for real um that became very clear to me all i've been doing out here is podcasts making music um and it's just been a dream come true so i want to continue that so if you are out there and you're serious and you know what you're doing um let's fucking do it and even if you're not i think uh i'll be on a road trip sooner rather than later so maybe i can stop wherever you are in the country uh we could do some cool stuff so there's going to be a lot of fun stuff happening um there is going to be this membership thing that i'm unveiling when i work on that when i go back to new york uh in a few in a week or so so just stay tuned for all this stuff um things are escalating and ascending in a really positive way um so yeah i'm excited to share a lot of that with you any questions you can send me an email at noa@syncpodcast.com uh we're getting to the point where i can sense in a few months i will not be able to have the same level of personal um uh what a communication that i do for people now so take advantage of it is what i'm saying i'm saying that for no other reason that like you're pretty early uh in terms of what's going on with this podcast even though it's been around for a long time like what's happening just numbers wise and attention wise like take advantage like i'm here for you to answer your questions as long as i have answers for them and it seems like i have a lot of answers for shit which has taken me a little bit to accept um because you don't want to feel egotistical or like you have the answers for everything but what i do know is your imagination is god it does create reality and that gives you a high degree of flexibility for how you want to experience and um i'll picture stuff and select reality for yourself okay that's it uh 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