Your Heart Is A Flamethrower

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Welcome to synchronicity. It's been a long time since I've done a solo cast. It maybe actually feels like forever, you know? I think it hasn't been forever as time real. I got in a hour long now, let's say 45 minute discussion argument with Denise this morning about time and the function of waking up and reincarnation. And it was hilarious and amazing. And we realized that, you know, when you really don't have like regular 3D shit to like argue about, you have to start arguing about like deep metaphysical principles. So some of that's, we'll sneak in here towards the end of the episode. I'm trying to find my notes.

So I'm stalling, I'm fucking stalling. Oh, how's your week been going? Your weeks, how's everything been going? We've been doing a lot of live readings. I'm gonna mention it at the end of the episode, but I'll mention it at the top. I recognize if you're listening, probably I don't wanna go do something else right now, but we have been doing a lot of live reading discussions and readings and all that stuff over on the Patreon and we have tonight, it is Wednesday, right? June 10th, we're doing the online smoke session and that's gonna be available to most Patreon members. Patreon, now I'm saying like a weirdo.

Patreon, Patreon on members. Anyway, that's going on, it's been fun. So if you really feel like you've been deprived of me talking about weird shit, not with other people, with guests on the podcast, you can always sign up for that. That's all I'm gonna say about that until the end. So let's get to it when I find my notes and here they are and now let's go. Hey, okay, it's a lot of stuff to cover today. We're gonna start with the technique. When's the last time I started with the technique? It's been so long. Also, before I do that, I wanna extend out this Ableton session so it doesn't loop over itself thereby creating more work for me.

Also, let's move this music. I think we're gonna have close to an hour on this one guys, just the hunch. Just the hunch, we'll see. Okay, especially if I talk like this the whole time. All righty, technique. Here's what we're gonna do and this has come out of a lot of the readings I've been giving. Here's a good way of gauging how you actually view yourself. 'Cause a lot of times we walk around and we think, you know, oh, nothing's wrong, everything's great. I feel wonderful or we walk around and think I'm the worst. This is bad, I think it's never work out for me. But sometimes we run this program, this interface, this script, this thing over that in our conscious minds that feels like, you know, we're doing fine if we're not actually, or we're doing horrible if we actually are doing great.

And the truth is we're always doing great. You can get to that level. You can establish what I like to call your dominant energetic signature, right? This clear baseline of how you actually feel when you're alone, when you're not affected by anything other than your actual mood. That's clear radiance, that's the state we're all looking for, it's fulfilling, it's amazing, it's supportive, it's wonderful. Anyway, let's say you're not feeling like that and you're running this script where you kind of consciously are like, I'm doing great, but you know you're not. So if you wanna get an accurate view of how you actually look at yourself, this is what you do, go inside your head and start seeing how different people in your life respond to you.

So if you assume yourself to be a very positive person who's always doing nice things, let's say you're a social activist or something like that and you're a good person, love and light all the time, down with evil, down with that, see how everyone reacts to you. Go through all of the people in your life. How do they respond to you? Do they say, yeah, you're a love and light activist, you're doing the best. But what you will begin to see is this whole kind of pan, what's the word I'm looking for, panoptic, no, no. Panoramic view of how everyone in your life views you, which is actually how you view yourself.

That's the trick here. So now here's a little hack. This is how you use your imagination to actually have reality, your belief of yourself, your imagination, this unconditioned awareness conform to what you would actually like to see. You change everyone's impressions to conform to your desire being fulfilled. So basically, let's say you wanna, let's say you wanna be a chef. You're so into being a chef, that's like your biggest dream. You wanna cook for people, you wanna be involved in feeding people amazing food, healthy, awesome stuff. But you're not there yet. Your objective reality is not showing you the feedback that you're there.

It's just a desire. It's a seed that you are planting and the attempts to hopefully have that come to fruition. Let's say that's who you are, okay. What you're gonna do is go around everyone in your life now and see how they respond to you. Yeah, you'll get there. Oh, that sounds like a cool idea or maybe they'll be some doubters or some haters and they'll be like, you can't do that. You suck. You're not good enough. None of them never gonna happen. That's not realistic. You can't do that. Go ahead as you become aware of how you actually view yourself through the eyes of others, these peoples, these imaginary voices in our head, which you know like a lot of people will be like, "Oh, I'm also gonna have a bone to pick with translations of Buddhist and Vedic terms."

We'll get to that later. But I lost my train of thought. But anyway, essentially these versions of other people, oh yeah, I remember what it was. Okay, you're gonna have a lot of that today. These imaginary versions of how people are responding to you, they're real. They're more real than the actual versions of people. So when we go around and we kind of say, you know these voices, you're fighting with these people in your head and they're just imaginary man. Nah, those fucking real, that's how you are viewing yourself and rest assured, those people probably will play out that script, not all the time.

Like I'm sure there are people who imagine because like I don't like hit people up a lot on the phone. I don't reach out to people. It's just not, it's fine. I do sometimes, sometimes I don't. Most of the time I don't. I'm sure there have been people in the past who are like, no, it hates me. No, it's not happy. You know, why won't he, he doesn't like me? And the truth is, it's like I almost never feel like that and I almost never consciously avoid anyone. So I'm not saying exactly the version of there but maybe there's some dissonance. Maybe there's a reason I don't reach out to people. Who the fuck knows?

My point is this is these imaginary versions of people in your mind, they are real. So change how they view you and then you are actually changing how you view you which leads to your beliefs being changed which allows reality to be out pictured in the way that feels nice to you. And that's allowed and it's totally cool and it's amazing. So I really recommend trying that technique. Let me try to give it a cool flashy name in real time, right? So this would be essentially teleporting to the version of you that you would like to be. That's what teleportation is. You can teleport with your mind. You can teleport back into a different period of time.

You can teleport into a different location. You can teleport into a version of you but this is really what it is. So it's the teleportation technique and we'll expand on that as I figure out what the fuck I'm saying. Okay, here's another thing before we get to the meat of the episode. Try to understand what we're doing here. You come back as this version of you until you realize who you really are which is everything unknown undefined reality, right? What I mean by unknown and undefined reality is there's this omnipotent unified unity consciousness, right? That is not duality. There is no differentiated individual consciousness there.

That's really what we are at a core level. However, I'm not negating that we experience ourself as individuated consciousness is all the way up to like 12 D or whatever it is. That's still going on. So duality is a pretty deep game and I don't want to make it seem like it's just being a human being in this dimension. That's not all duality is. There's a lot of different things but what duality really is serving as a function is it's this undefined unknowable reality attempting to consistently and constantly experience itself. So that's what imagination is. You know, someone before electric cars came around had to imagine them.

Someone before electricity being harnessed came around had to be imagined. You can even drill back farther and say before even electricity as concepts or even movement as concepts had to be imagined by some type of consciousness. But this is what's going on. So how this works for us in practical terms is problems, why'd I say like that? How this works in practical terms is you basically are gonna run the version of you, right? So I run the version of Noah or what feels like Noah, this consciousness inside of Noah. I run it until it wakes up and it goes, oh, I don't even like the term waking up until I just realize and remember like, oh shit, I'm fucking everything.

Now, the cool thing is you don't lose your individuated state of consciousness as you're in this dimension. Maybe there's a game, of course, there's infinite possibilities where that does happen. In this dimension, the laws, the rules seem to be, you get to be both, which is fucking amazing. Because then you really get to tap into the whole spectrum of what being God would actually feel like. God's God, goddesses, energies, all of these things and it's fucking amazing. But just recognize what we're doing here is running this fucking program over and over again in this dimension where we wake up.

I had a really good conversation with my friend J. Weingarten, who's coming out next week, maybe on Patreon, I'm not sure, probably a regular episode. But anyway, and he reminded me of this famous Ramana Maharshi quote, or this kind of conception of reincarnation, which I, to be clear, my conception of reincarnation has expanded. I used to just believe you die and here's the Ramana Maharshi thing, right? So Ramana Maharshi, you have this famous saying where if you're thinking about a mango as you die, you will be reincarnated as a mosquito because that is what your dominant thought would have been.

So you then loop your mosquito. I used to, that was like, that makes sense. That makes total sense. Consciousness is really powerful. If in a transitional state like death, you actually did that, we're focused on a mango, that makes a lot of sense. Now, while I believe that is a possibility, and we always have this ability to incarnate as different entities and beings and timelines, what I think we're doing here in this one, what it sure fucking feels like, and there's ample evidence to support it, even if it doesn't sound right when you initially say it, and I got this from Neville Goddard, but it lined up with my previous intuition and experience, is that we run this version of ourselves over and over and over again, as the human being known as X, the human being known as Jill, as Jacob, as John.

Why Jay's, I don't know, I'm on the Jay's, a Jay kick today, no pun intended. Let's move away to everyday. Anyway, the point is, is that you run this shit over and over again until you really do have this moment of being like, whoa, holy shit, holy shit, this is my world, I'm actually creating it, and I'm co-creating it, of course, there are other people, but really, I'm the generative cause of what's going on, and once you get that, though you have another game to play in duality. How do we co-create as gods? How do we modulate reality? So it's better, objectively and subjectively. How do we do that?

So there's a lot of fun things that go on. You don't end, it's not the end game. When you wake up as everything, your job then is to continue to forge ahead an unknown undefined reality. We continue to forge ahead and experience aspects of reality that have not been experienced in this timeline before. Getting back to my argument with Denise this morning, about time, and I still believe she was conflating and trying to do to flip me in what I was saying, but basically, I believe time does not exist fundamentally, but we experience it as existing. So it does exist for us, which means it exists. What I mean by that is, there are plenty of experiences that have demonstrated me that time is not, at least not what we think it is, and most likely it doesn't actually exist.

It's just kind of like a facet or aspect of reality that we buy into. But of course, I'm not willing to negate the fact or I won't negate the fact that we age. I have children, they age, they get older. My son Gabriel is gonna be one on June 13th. That's fucking, I have demonstrative proof that time exists. But this is a paradox, right? And this ultimately cuts to the same paradox of unity and duality, right? All one and separate, right? It's cool though, you don't have to be only one or the other, they are not mutually exclusive. That's an important thing to recognize. Being able to hold both conceptions and navigate this realm as well as the other realms when you go to sleep when you're in altered states, when the realms start to phase in and out of each other, which is what's happening now, as we pitch up to a higher degree of consciousness.

It's good to keep these things in mind and not get too attached also to your limited beliefs and conceptions, right? They will always expand and broaden. This is that aspect just from a 3D standpoint where you look at the version of yourself like five, 10 years and you're like, holy shit, I thought I knew everything and I was an idiot. Like that continuously happens. Now it doesn't have to come with that tinge of being an idiot, but you can just recognize we're constantly expanding, evolving and understanding. That however does not negate that you hit this point of realization where you're like, oh shit, I understand the laws of this reality.

At least this reality as we experience it, 'cause there's enough recorded history in time that is like, okay, this is what's been going on, which is cool, but also time doesn't exist. Anyway, confusing enough, great, let's get started. Okay, have you realized you're eternally vulnerable what act, which actually makes you invulnerable yet? Way to elegantly say that now. Basically what I'm saying here, these are pulled from my tweets. I just tweet, they make no sense in real time and then I pull them out and they make sense. Okay. You, anyone who thinks the path to being invulnerable is strengthening yourself and building up a tough exterior and not allowing anything to hurt you and nothing can hurt me.

That's a very unconscious masculine approach. Nothing to do with gender, they're not nothing, but less to do with gender than the energy itself, that shit don't work. That shit will inevitably get you super fucking hurt and you probably will have a harder time getting the lesson of what that pain was actually trying to teach you. But what really is cool is when you're totally vulnerable. When you really share every aspect of yourself in every possible way and really just make more of a commitment to be vulnerable. You don't have to do anything. You have to be like, oh, these are my faults. These are my flables.

These are my, you can, if you can do it in a way that feels authentic, don't overshare because you think that's being vulnerable. That's not what it is. But by genuinely allowing yourself to kind of sit into your heart space and just like let your shit out, I find a partner who can do that. It's not as crazy as you think to find someone who can actually like hold space for you and let you go through your shit. It's actually pretty easy. That's what these readings are at the end of the day. That's what all these energy readings are is you let people work through their shit. No one is actually healing anything.

Anyone who calls themselves a healer, I'm not being pejorative. I know a lot of people who actually provide the space for healing call themselves healer, but they're missing the point. You're not healing anything. You are a vessel for healing. You allow energy to go through. You can certainly feel like you're healing. I don't wanna deny that. But you're really just providing a space in which the person and the soul can heal themselves. And you just remind them as much as you can that that's what's going on. So the real way to actually get to an invulnerable, like, yo, I'm fucking good. She can't hurt me for real type of way is through extreme vulnerability.

So that's cool. Knap your way to glory. Guys, guys, guys, guys, guys, gals, guys, gals, alls. Knapping is so big. I'm telling you, when shit is going on, when shit is rough in your life and you're encountering a problem or an energy, and you're like, hey, no, no, no, just take a fucking nap. Do you know how much? I've bet billions of dollars. Maybe trillions of dollars could have been saved from therapy and going to someone who's reaffirming your problems and like, and around it, like this, and intellectually, it means this, blah, blah, blah. I'm not shitting on therapists either. They're super functional where I'm really going to test today.

I'm gonna just attack every single institution that is unfounded. But just take a fucking nap and see what happens. Direct your consciousness, take a nap, watch. The craziest shit usually happens is you take a nap and then you wake up and your problem is usually solved in some way. Take it from me. Fucking shit. Also, I got another loan from the SBA. It's just like, I don't know. They're just handing out money, guys. Just get an EIN, get an employee, employee identification number, all right? Start paying yourself from that account. If you make money as an artist or freelancer, you have some money moving into the account.

Then pay yourself, then go get a loan. Get a PPP loan, right? They are giving them out. I remember when everyone was like, the government is corrupt. They're only giving loans to the rich people and the corporations. These fucking assholes, they're fucked. That's not what happened. I got a loan, the first fucking way of what happened is, traditionally, people who take advantage of these things know that they can take advantage of them, know how to do it, have systems in place so they take advantage of it. Don't get mad at them. I'm not saying that people can't be greedy and corrupt. That's what I'm saying, but there's still a shitload of money out there in the PPP program.

They can't give it away. Get a fucking EIN, pay yourself some money. Go to the bank and get a loan, it's forgivable. Just pay yourself, it's so fucking easy. But anyway, that's not what the SBA one is. But this is how I got the money in my account, both times. I imagined having not even a specific dollar amount, just an amount that felt like, okay, that's enough. Boom, first time 20 grand, second time 65 grand. You literally just do it like that. I know it's fucking crazy. People want proof and examples that they write in. Tell me, can you give me examples of your life? My whole life is an example of me believing and knowing that imagination creates reality and that I am God, not in a weird way, in a cool way.

My whole life is an example of that, but there are some specific examples related to money 'cause I know there's a lot of money shit going on because Venus is still in retrograde until about the 25th of June, right? Venus retrograde is fun, if you let it be, but also LOL, what is money? Did I just say fucking LOL? I'm reading tweets, sorry. Anyway, laugh out loud, what is money? Also, that's my LOL technique. I've spoken about this in readings too. Whenever a negative or weird thought comes in your head that feels incongruent, sometimes people latch on to those and go, what, stand, let me investigate.

I just go LOL. If somebody's like, you're not cool, LOL, what the fuck you, that can't not, that doesn't even make sense. I just have to LOL at that 'cause it's ridiculous. So try that with thoughts that pop in your head that don't feel congruent, not in an avoidant way. Just like, I don't need to pay attention to that. It's like a nat, just go away, it's okay. Have you realized you're a master of the universe yet? This is super important, right? 'Cause if you think there's a universe out there that's gonna be doing something to you, you're not a master of it, right? That's not how it works. You are the universe.

Everything you experience is you. That's not like a trick. It's not like some weird thing I say 'cause it sounds good. It's because it's a fact and you will absolutely directly experience this. And if that rubs you the wrong way, I know sometimes the level of conviction in which I speak with irks, some people, but just give it a fucking shot to prove it to yourself. Don't argue, or argue, argue forever, but I'm not here to prove you. This is a one way channel for most of the time, right? I'm talking about stuff. I'll do the jesset thing. If you don't like this shit, turn it the fuck off, right?

But I don't think I'm triggering that many people. I think if you're here, you know what you signed up for. But anyway, if you haven't, if you don't know you're the master of your own universe 'cause you are the universe, quite literally, and everything you experience is a reflection of your current state of consciousness or a previously imagined one. If you don't know that, and feel it, try this shit out. Go back to imaginal techniques one, all the other shit from the beginning of last July. Go back to any episode where it's a solo cast. I am most likely giving you a path or reeling a path that I have gone through and experienced as true, and I'm just saying, "Hey, here's what the fuck worked for me."

That's all I can say. The reason I say it works for everyone is 'cause I know inherently whatever special qualities or assets or skills or realization I've achieved, I'm not special. I don't mean that I'm super special. I'm the fucking coolest. I know that, but what I really mean is everyone has this ability. You would not be alive as a human being if you could not realize this. True, even from a retarded person, is that not the right phrase to say? Whatever, I'm mentally handicapped person. They're doing this shit. You ever see someone with Down Syndrome? They're probably way farther along the line than someone who thinks they're intellectually smart.

'Cause they're like, not missing all the time. I don't give this idealized version of having Down so it comes with challenges, of course, but they seem pretty fucking happy. All of my experience with most, I know they get angry, of course, they. I've known people with Down Syndrome and interacted with them, and their approach to life while it may not be what we feel as fulfilling or what we want. They're experiencing some frequency that's pretty fucking cool, and it's pretty fucking amazing, which is why I can say retarded people. The key of whether you can say something in front of someone is if you felt that you were friends and confident with them and you could explain and they could understand that you don't mean it with malice or animosity, you're allowed to say it.

Do I think you should go around st. drop an N bomb and racial slurs all the time because you feel comfortable and you have black friends? No, figure out the fucking line, though. It's not gonna be defined by other people. How did I get off in that change, and I don't know. But anyway, your reality, you can actually shape it by the way you feel, experience it. Go back to their techniques. I'll come back to that half-finished train of thought later. Here we go. Oh, yeah, this is the same thing I said before. I guess I tweeted it. You have versions of people in your imagination. Sometimes, this is the converse.

You have versions of people in your imagination. Sometimes they're good versions. Sometimes they're not. Letting go of the not-so-good versions of other people is liberating, give it a shot. So in the same way that when you're running through other people's reactions to you in your mind to get an accurate perception of how you view yourself, you have other versions of other people in your imagination, versions of other people, and sometimes they're good, sometimes they're not. Here's one, Hitler. What's the version of Hitler in your mind? Most people can be like Hitler, bad dude. Not a good guy.

I maybe even hate Hitler. If you, especially the closer you are, do you have people who are affected by it? Fucking hate it. Fucking hate it. Not a joke. Super serious. That's an example of you having a version of someone in your head. We're not gonna start trying to loosen the conception of Hitler. If you're there, great, wonderful. You know what I'm talking about. If not, let's start with someone else. Let's say there's just someone in your life who's kind of annoying. They kind of bug you. They kind of do shit that fucks your shit up. You probably have a version of them in your head where they fuck your shit up.

If you think about them, if you summon them, you create this version and they run that script. If you can let go of that version of them being a shithead or like just not cool and fucking your shit up, it's like you're done. You don't, chances of them fucking your shit up for that much longer in reality. Once you really let that go, very low, very small. They inevitably will let it go. You can be like, this doesn't make sense. But do you know how many examples there are of people like writing me in and being like, you know, I had this boss and they were just riding me and like they were fucking really treating me like shit.

And then like one day I went home and I just like thought about the situation a little bit differently and I imagined them being really nice to me. And then like, if it's not the next day, it's usually within a week. They're like, what, I don't know what the fuck happened. They started praising me. They started doing nice things. Like you get enough examples of that and you start to realize, oh shit, I am really running the show. That's all that really changes reality and why not actually use that lovingly? Okay, cool. Ready or not, here I come. I'm gonna find you and make you happy. That's kind of my function.

I'm sure you've realized that at this point, it's dependent on me actually being happy. So I have to do the things that feel fulfilling and you know, fill me with kind of that generative power to keep, you know, showing people that this is possible and not in a delusional, avoidant way. And I think that's really important. I have to keep pointing this out because I think a lot of people think this is like they can misconstrue this type of shit. And what I'm talking about for like love and light, everything is great all of the time. It's fucking amazing. It's not delusional. It's not love and light in a way that negates shadow and darkness.

Fucking shadow and darkness are 100% a part of this. Have I not said that enough? Let me make sure I say that enough. If you live in duality and you try to negate shadow and darkness, you're done. You're fucked. You're gonna fall into that shadow and darkness and be succumbed to it. Think of like Darth Vader. You're gonna succumb to the dark side. Guaranteed. But if you hold the balance in between and you recognize both light and dark, you're good. You're great. So it's not that like things being great means we don't experience darkness. It just means we get to kind of affect the lessons and what we learn through that.

And we illuminate, if not ourselves, then aspects of ourselves that are projected out in the world, other people, right? Situations. But don't only yourself get knocked off track is the important things. We're getting plenty of opportunities here to buy into external events. And it's not that we don't pay attention to them, but your reactions to external events will give you a very big clue to your reactions to things going on in your world, your localized world. Is it unfair? Is it unjust? Yes, objectively. Does that feel you with insurmountable rage and anger? Whoa, catch that shit. Catch that shit.

Does that feel you with a clear, lucid, calm-like feeling of what you need to do? Do that. The same exact action that can be going out in a protest, two people, one feeling totally utter, utterly at peace with their decision to protest, knowing this is just the right intuitive decision. There can be someone right next to them doing the exact same thing who is beefing with their family or a loved one and just anger and filled with rage. And it's not fair. Oh, shit. And they're misdirecting it towards this situation. And that's why we get a little messy sometimes. It's okay, poodle and Capricorn energy all good in the hood.

Deep space voyaging, oh, I must have done ketamine. I don't know. What did I think I'm back with Treasures? Yeah, I think it was mainly the idea that like, when you go pretty deep and you lose your body, like you figure out how to tune shit energetically and that cascades down into reality. And it really feels like something. And also like another technique. You ever like, let's say you're trying to move to a state of consciousness or inhabit a state of consciousness, like abundance. And you have this all like, yeah, I am abundant. I feel abundant. I'm so abundant. And then that little part of you go, no, you're not.

So like usually I just experienced that as like, oh, that's there, huh? Hope that doesn't like settle down and like fuck my shit up or delay my period of growth. That's how I deal with it. Like for the first six or seven months of having acute awareness of this impacting my reality, it would still happen, just to be clear. Even if you do that, it still happens. But I found and it feels like this. This is what it feels like to me. It feels like one of those you throw like a bouncy ball up to someone to catch it in like three or four stories above you, that's pretty high. Two, three stories above you.

Throw this like rubber like dodge ball up and someone's trying to catch it. When you throw it up really high and that's your initial, imaginal act and this person is gonna catch it, but they don't catch it that first time. The person on the top, who's also you? You can be biocating, that's great, you're cool. So you don't catch it so the ball comes back down and there's some gravity there, there's some force on the way back down. So it comes back down and you catch it, but the force of the ball makes your hands go down and you're like whoa and it almost hits the ground. But instead you use that momentum that came down to then lift it back up and propel it back up.

That's what it feels like when a thought or subconscious impression tries to negate what you just did, but it's a bouncy ball. So even if it hits the ground it will bounce back up, but if you can catch it with your hands and throw it back up and this feels like you're doing something in your head, you can use that image and technique if you want, it's pretty helpful, but it literally feels like catching an editor and then throwing it back up and then that time the person catches the ball. That's something that really works and that works especially when you're getting like angry at stuff. Like this week I had two people, maybe probably more than two, a few people would be like, ♪ Your silence speaks volumes ♪ ♪ How dare you not support black lives matter ♪ ♪ How dare you ♪ And I'm like, oh, Jesus Christ, guys.

Like first of all, you haven't listened to any of the podcasts I've done. I've specifically addressed this and even if you don't like my stance on it, you can't say I haven't addressed it. Second of all, I speak with people in this, whatever you want to call it, spiritual, new age, terror readers, energy readers, who are fucking black people, who are mixed race people, who deal with like the worst aspects of this country, like truthfully, truthfully, they're dealing with it more than the people are like screaming and posting black squares on fucking Instagram. And like their thoughts on this might not always be what you think that they are.

They might have the perspective that this is divine kind of change, just playing out. And you figure out what your role is. I know what my role is. It's the talk about this shit in this way. It's the continue to make art, continue to make music, continue to connect with people, continue to create scenarios and situations that can spread abundance around. That's what I'm supposed to be doing. And it looks like this for me. If that's not what you're supposed to be doing, don't yell at me because I'm not doing it in the way that you don't want to do it. Anyway, I'm just trying to say this for people who also get attacked or pressure.

I see this happens a lot. And I see also people succumb to like altering their behavior. Oh, well, I guess I should, well, I guess. This is the new thing too. I'm not, I'm not attacking anyone who did this. I'm not. And it's a normal thing to want to do. And I think it's good if you're doing it from the right place. I'll point to Jessa as a good example of someone. But if now all of a sudden you're trying to bring black people on your show, what the fuck? I mean, great. Do it, but like wait a little bit so it's not so fucking obvious. It's cool, right? Like it's totally cool. I have colored colored people.

Jesus Christ, Noah. It's like, if I'm trying to sound like a racist, I have people of color on this show and I had them on as much as they come into my field of awareness. This has been a theme that's happened to me before. I remember like someone got in touch with me and she was a black woman. And she was like, you know, I really like your podcast, but I wish you had more specifically black women on. And I'm like, me too, I do too. But you need to understand my particular reality world is I didn't grow up in a black neighborhood. I have friends who are different races and different socioeconomic backgrounds and I bring them on as, you know, anyone else proliferates into my life would come into the podcast, but it's not my realm, most of the time.

I'm not averse to it, but what ends up happening is, and so I asked, I said that to her. I said like, you know, I'm totally up or do you have any suggestions? You know, you as someone who seems like, this is what you want. And she said to me, she said, that's not my job. It's yours. I'm like, what the fuck? What do you mean? I can't force myself to go. That's so contrived and convoluted. No one wants that. That's like in a relationship, if someone's like, I wish you would say, I love you more. And then you just start saying, I love you more because they told you to do it rather than inherently wanting to do it.

They could point out to you, you know, it's like, hmm, you know, it's nice when people say, I love you and go home, maybe I could say, I love you more. That's okay. But like this energy of like trying to force people to deal with issues and then having people modulate their behavior, not because they actually want to, but because they feel like they should from other people's perspectives, fuck that shit. Anyway, of course black lives matter. Do I need to like fucking put a hashtag out? Really? Have you heard me to any of my conversations on this podcast with people who come from different socioeconomic backgrounds who are different races and me literally acknowledging that their world does my stance?

What about Lou when I had Lou on? Lou's from the fucking Bronx. I love my other friends from the Bronx on too. You think I'd change my shit up? Oh, well, you know, well, yeah, no it's too. You can't imagine yourself out of jail, sorry Lou. No, we fucking argue about it and I tell them to listen for fucking hour and I sound like an idiot, but still my position does not change nor should yours. Figure out and listen, if you're just becoming aware of systemic injustice and racism, amazing. Take that opportunity, take it as far as you feel to go. I'm not waking up to this shit. I'm also not like delusional to think that I don't have any elements that propagate this, but I also know I've made a commitment to deal with those internally, which will necessarily be reflected outward.

So anyway, I don't know why I got in that tangent. I just, I know also I think Lou, I did a rodent from Water Baby Tarot, like someone like, they were giving her shit on YouTube. I was like, dude, she is the, what are you fucking people doing? She's mixed, like, what are you doing, fucking idiots? Anyway, it's just a thought. It's not a abundantly popular opinion for people who are open-hearted because you can be open-hearted and too much of a pussy, too much of a lie. I mean, I mean, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah. It's cool, just don't get mad at other people. They're not doing it the way you want.

It's not how it works. Does some people need to be all that to wake up and figure shit out? Yes, not everyone. Okay, woo, keep your eye out. Live in the end, live in the end. Just a simple Neville Goddard thing. Live in the motherfucking end, guys. Just, that's it. When you want something, it's done. Live there, know that it's done. Act as though it's done and watch what happens. I do this with money a lot. I'll be up against it. I'll be like, wow, I only got a month more. I only got a month more to this money in this year account. I'm gonna start making moves. If I don't get some more money, should I buy this thing?

No, I shouldn't buy it because of it. No, fuck yeah, I'm gonna buy it. I'm gonna buy that thing because, of course, the more money's coming in to do it. Guess what happens, the more money comes in? Always. Does that sound crazy? Does that sound wrong? Does it sound like something that eventually doesn't work? That's up to you. For me, it always works forever because I've seen enough evidence that I know what the generative cause of that is. It's not a coincidence. It's not some random event. You create it like everything else in your life. Okay. Keep your eye on the motherfucking prize. Move on up by Curtis Mayfield is an amazing song.

Also, there's a new synchronicity playlist. 37 just came out. You can find those on Twitter. I think they go out to the email list. No, that's the eternal shuffle. You can follow me on Spotify. They're all there. There's 37 of them. There's a lot, so they're fine. Keep your eye on the prize though. Don't forget it. What do you aim in for? You miss your mark? Have you sinned? That's all sinning is. Is missing your mark? Just correct your aim. Do it again. That's it. Keep your eye on the motherfucking prize. What do you really want in life? You got it? Have you realized this, we're not even like 20% done with this shit, by the way.

Is this going to be a two-parter, maybe? Have you realized everything you experience in the world is a reflection of your internal state of being yet? I'm just going to keep saying it. But we all get it, how you feel, how you think, how you believe is what you see in the world. You can say, "Hey, I've determined my beliefs by looking out into the world. That's what shaped them." Okay, it's the other way around. You probably came here as a baby, as a kid, had two babies. You can see them, not me. I didn't physically have them. I've fathered two children, and I can tell you, they come out with very little preconceived notions about what this reality is.

They may have them in there, but the notions that are presented to them, they're running that out from within themselves. I've seen this now. I've seen it. It's just what's going on. When you really realize that everything you experience in this world and this dimension is a reflection of your internal state of being, you're good. You're now getting the law. You're getting the bigger picture here, and then you just figure out how to operate it. How do you modulate your feelings? That's true. Holy shit. Doesn't that place a fair amount of responsibility on your internal state of being and feeling?

Yeah, it does. So a lot of financial advisors and money managers have been coming to me for readings lately. I'm reading a tweet, so that's why it sounds like I don't know what I'm saying. There's some real trepidation about the current financial markets in the world would be affected. Okay. Let's talk a little bit about this. We'll try to get into a little bit a bit about crypto and Bitcoin without alienating people who actually don't give a fuck. Although if you don't give a fuck about it, like, I mean, I guess, like, I know some people think like the internet's going to go down, so it's like, why would crypto like, no, it's not.

No, it's not. It's not going to happen before wealth is transferred in a way that allows systems to emerge that really are sustainable and good. I just, it's not, it's just, it doesn't feel like it's happening to me at all. The internet going down for any substantial period of time to like globally reset everything. It doesn't feel accurate. It feels like another kind of like people wanting this cataclysmic event to happen in external reality, which is really just kind of a misapprehension of this internal apocalypse that happens for us, this internal revelatory experience, which is that is cataclysmic.

That is internet going down. The internet of your mind goes down and you build it back up in a way that's more holistic and accurate. I don't think it. So anyway, yes, I think the world economy will collapse, but not the way that most people think I don't think it's going to be one big flash. This is about as big as it gets, COVID and such a bad take. This is as big as it gets. It will never get weirder than this. It will. But what I mean is that the big shifts and changes will appear to be gradual to us. They'll seem like, wow, that actually like happened at like a pretty comfortable rate of speed.

Even if it's fast, it's not going to be like an overnight thing. I don't anticipate that. It may feel like, holy shit, like COVID did, like it came out of nowhere, but it wasn't. If you look at the signs, this had been brewing, even if people didn't see it clearly, like people had known that something like this was likely. And that's what the financial institution feels like. I do think the dollar will continue to be devalued as will other world currencies, fiat centrally backed currencies. I expect to be worth less and less, not to the point of being so scary and like inflationary that shit is totally fucked, but I'm sure you guys have realized like they're just printing more money because money serves the function of like the circulatory like platelets that move blood around through the body.

That's what money does. It like move here, energy move here, move here. So they need to get more of it in the system if people aren't making it or getting it in the same way that it was being received before. So through jobs, through services, through energy exchanges like that, it needs to be pumped into the economy so things can still move the way they're supposed to. So that is alone helping people see that this shit is a little shakier and less, you know, real than people thought. Cryptocurrency is better. Bitcoin is better, not in the sense that it's like just because it's not controlled by a government, but because the way it just functions, I can send you $20 million in 10 minutes from, you know, two bucks, three bucks, depending on what the Bitcoin transaction fees are.

If I try to send you $20 million through the traditional banking system, even wiring, trust me, I'm paying a fee somewhere. It's costing me some money somewhere down the line. Middleman has to go here. There has to be this physical or now digital exchanges, which is real such a joke. At some point, when using physical stores of value, it makes a lot of sense. I have to move my gold from this place to the other. You are now in physical possession of this gold, but numbers now do all of that and it's just these fake representations of money. At least Bitcoin is pinned to some real value. It's the amount of value that flows into it from other money.

You peg it based on what the global standard is. So I look at dollars. Someone in China is going to look at yuan. Someone in Japan is going to look at yen. All of these different versions give you the value of what a various cryptocurrency is. It's just how reality works is whatever we feed with our perception that has value. We believe in governments. They have value. We believe that the police are pieces of shit who beat people. The police are pieces of shit who beat people. If we believe that even though police are demonstrating attitudes and behaviors that certainly show that they don't give a shit and value some lives other than others, we know that they inevitably get to a place where people who are in positions of guardianship and safety don't do that.

It's just where you place your attention. So I place my attention on Bitcoin and cryptocurrency because for me, it has proven to be an incredibly valuable and real store of value, what people call money, what people use to exchange goods and services. Ultimately, let me just say this easily, I was going to say let me be clear, but I notice I say that a lot. My goal with money is to have the equivalent of what I know. I have everything. I'm super rich. My bank account, this is going to be clear. I'm actually in debt, truthfully, just if you're looking at, I've borrowed more money than I've made in the past two years for sure, but I have all the money.

I literally have all the money and I know I have all the money and I know it's only a matter of time playing out before that is actually showing up in my bank statement. So that doesn't freak me out, so that's a really nice place to operate from. But the only reason I have all of the money, like literally all of the money, I have all the money. Truthfully, I have more money than Jeff Bezos, really. Do I mean that if I look at my bank account, do I have more dollars than Jeff Bezos? No, but it means I literally have all that I need. And here's what I needed for, to give it to people who are fucking cool, to support my family and friends, to make sure I can navigate the world as the best version of myself.

I have all of the money in the world. I actually think it's going to be a fair amount of money. Do I think I'm going to be a billionaire? I don't know, but I do know that it's going to be enough that if someone comes to me and I can energize, we suss out that the only thing that's really standing in this way is this person feeling not stressed out because of money, I can confidently and clearly give that to them. Does it have to be money? No. Money is a really valid form of energy exchange and it's cool and it's fun and I like it. It's fine. That's the first step to having money, by the way. Don't think it's some bad shit.

If you think money's evil, if you think it's bad because you've seen people use it in a bad way, guess what? You ain't having it. All right. It's cool if you don't want it, but usually people would judge money and hate it. They want it. That's okay. It's energy. It's power too. Don't shy away from power. Don't shy away from power. It's not a bad thing. And it's only bad if you think you're a bad person because then you feel it can corrupt you. If you know it can't because you're a good person, it's great, okay? So many bumblebees guys. I've been seeing so many bumblebees. I almost think that bumblebees are basically like interdimensional alien spies at this point because like they're just the way they hover around and like do shit.

It's fucking weird. What are they up to? Are bees aliens? Can someone tell me if bees are aliens? I would like to know because they feel like aliens. They also, they're going, you know, why are they buzzing so close? Shout out. Anyway, there's signs of abundance. It's great. Your desires are a gift. Use them. Gift from you to you. That's why you have them. All right. Now we'll go and get angry at Buddhism. And it's not Buddhism just to be clear. It's not. I don't think it is. Not Vedic stuff. It's the translations of these very profound and well thought out heart mind contemplative sciences. That's what, you know, yoga is.

That's what, you know, true yoga, including asanas in physical yoga, but really yoga of the mind, right. What is it? Eight limbs. Five limbs, whatever. It's Jesus. No. Here's the thing. Desires, something happened in the past, however many years, 100 years, 50, 60, 70 years where people started to think that being an ascetic, detaching yourself from the sensory input of this world was the only path towards realization. And I think that's because it's a very effective path. If you cut off sensory pleasure and senses, you will realize that this world is an illusion pretty quickly because you'll, you'll, you'll see also a lot of people get to this point where sensory pleasure or things or desires lead them to states where they're, they're, they're still unfilled and they're unsatisfied.

But that's a misapprehension of what's going on. That's because the intention and wisdom and knowledge to be fulfilled and satisfied wasn't implanted in those sensory experiences. And that has led to a very poor translation from people thinking that the way, the only way, you're probably not one of them if you're here. The only way to experience enlightenment, realization, being God is deny, deny, deny, deny, do not be attached, do not be detached. That's the real problem. You can be not attached to amazing things and have a great fucking time. Do you understand that? That's really important, but your desires are a gift.

They will literally propel you forward and upward if that's where you intend to go. Do not negate them. Do not say I desire to have no desires. That's a huge fucking mistake. Like for real, don't play that game unless you are ready. You know what the truth is? That's how you feel. You're not listening to this podcast. That's in a podcast period up in a mountain cave and it's totally valid. I don't want to say it's a mistake for everyone. It's not a mistake for everyone. There's ample evidence that being an ascetic by cutting off your sensory input will get you to the same place, right? Different route, same mountain, same top.

But I'm telling you, you're listening to this. You're born in the West. You're gravitating towards a podcast called Synchronicity. You hear me talk about weed and weird shit all the time. Do not negate your desires. They'll show you who the fuck you're supposed to be and where you're supposed to be and who you're supposed to be with. See it. I won't be coming around to kill your snakes no more of my love, right? That's from Ricky Tiki Tavi, the Donovan song, just like no one's going to do this shit for you. Do you understand the government, the schools, your family, like they'll help you to support you.

Maybe if you let them, but like you got to do this shit yourself. There's no Ricky Tiki Tavi going to come kill your mongooses and come kill your snakes. No mongoose to come kill your snakes, okay? Just like you got to do this shit for yourself. I know that can be like no one wants to hear that. It's like we'll just do that to a black person who just got his next thought. I've tweeted out everyone wins and I got a response to George Floyd win. Yes, George Floyd win one, okay? Do you think death is losing? That's what you think it is? You think getting murdered is losing? Is that what you think?

He became a martyr. That was probably the role he wanted to live out. Not probably it was. Do I mean that it's not a tragedy that he got his life cut short from our perspective? No. Of course it's a tragedy. You should have to die like that. But that was his choice and if you don't like that and don't understand that on a deep philosophical level, you are not going to be able to defuse your rage and anger at anyone else out because you're doing it to yourself. You don't know that George Floyd made that decision. Is that a popular take? Would I go say that to his parents? Oh yeah, your son is like an enlightened metaphysical being who decided to take on the suffering of the world and transmuted into the planet ascending to a higher frequency.

Yeah, he's a fucking angel. Am I going to go say that to his parents? Maybe not because they're going to be like, "Yo, my son's dead. My son's dead. I don't want to hear that right now." Okay. But it doesn't mean it's not true. Sorry guys. Whew. That was a real shit. Did you fall back into cynicism again? You're big silly. Just like, come on. You don't have to be so cynical. Like, man, man, you want to play that game? Cool. Does it feel good? Does it feel smart? The cynicism feels smart. Shit's bad out there. So everything must be bad. I will be cynical. It's horrible. It's not even funny anymore.

It's something like cynicism isn't even funny. It used to be kind of funny for like 20, 30 years. It was like funny to be cynical, like ironic, like so bleak, so stupid. United States, so stupid. So stupid. Ugh. So like this world, yeah, it's dumb. It's like, "Fuck you, really? That's your approach. That's your vibe right now. This world's fucking amazing. You're going to be like, "Ugh, it's like that. Look at that. It's so stupid. Ugh. Let's get it so bad. That's your way of dealing with uncertainty. Fine. Totally. It's fucking great. It's fucking amazing. Does that mean I don't see the same shit you see?

Do I sound like I don't see the same shit? I got to see this on social media all the time. Get your shit together, guys. You know why I want fucking injustice, Dan? So I don't have to read about it on Twitter. Jesus fucking Christ. Because when everyone understands that they are creating every situation out there, for real, you get to change your intention. You know what I do when I see this shit going on? I genuinely go, "Oh, this is just part of the show that gets us to the place where this shit is worked out." I know that. Does that mean I don't ever take action? Does that mean I won't have a function in that process?

Of course not. Of course I will. Of course I will. You already know I will. Cool. Everyone. No worries. Just remember your impression of another is how you feel about yourself. That's why it's good not to hate other people. It's good not to judge other people. Judge not lest you judge yourself. You understand? Come on. Just don't see your impression of another is how you feel about yourself. That means someone fucking makes you never, yeah. So how you feel about yourself. It doesn't mean you let people do whatever they want. You don't condone. You don't condone. You can be discerning without condoning behavior.

I don't condone punching old ladies in the face. Although what if she was a serial killer? I don't know what she needs if you're mine. But I'm just saying, like for the general, they don't condone negative behavior or quote unquote negative behavior. But don't bind them to your impression of it. If you're a God who creates this reality and you really get that and you're going to bind people to negative versions of themselves, that's lame. Everyone is quite literally you. That's just a fact. Said that enough. Don't need to go into it. Forcing yourself or someone else to do something doesn't work.

So maybe don't do it. How's about that? How's about that? Don't force anyone to do anything. It doesn't work. Don't force yourself. Don't force other people. Let it happen. Would you like to be a more compassionate person who's aware of race relations and systemic injustice and be a better part of that? Set that intention. And you will. But you force yourself. Well, so and so yelled at me and that now and some people do this game. You get yelled at by someone on social media and they'll be like, oh, that was a real wake up call. I realized how just how ignorant I have been. Thank you for waking.

I appreciate it. And I'm not saying that can happen. People can wake you up. You change your behavior because someone yelled at you to do something. Tell me how long that lasts. How long? How much are you really? You're going to care about Black Lives Matter in fucking two months, three months, three years? Probably not. Because someone yelled at you to do it. You didn't do it yourself. Important. You can remember whenever you want. You can remember everything whenever you want. Do I mean you have to remember it all at once? No. This is really acute for me with tarot and astrology. I didn't remember it all at once.

I'm still remembering it, but I flipped the page enough to where I got it. So if you want to flip the page where you really remember what you're doing here, really understand your role amidst the chaos, whenever you want. It's difficult until it's not, which is cool. You get such a weird thing. Everything that's hard until it's not. It's hard. It's so hard to do so. This is what my life felt like. So I knew this is how shit worked. I knew that my imagination. I knew the consciousness. I knew that I could see the relationship, but I couldn't. I couldn't put it together. Couldn't do it. And then one day, shit got super fucking easy.

And since then, it's been so fucking easy. So that's how everything works. Don't assume that it's going to be difficult forever because it's been difficult for a while. Time doesn't really exist. So that goes back to this. Remember when you want. It's just difficult until it's not. It's a very psychedelic thing on a trip when you recognize that you're guiding the experience of the trip with your emotions. Maybe you're set. And setting, of course, has an influence, but you're really the modulating operator there. It's interesting. I don't know. Are we still rioting out there? I think so. From isolation to rioting, the pendulum swings, regardless of your action, maintain your center of balance.

This is just so people can be clear on my stance with all the COVID and the riots and whatever else is coming. Do what you gotta do. I don't judge you for it. I don't think it's bad to protest. I don't think it's bad to exercise violence in certain situations, okay? But regardless of what you're doing, you need to maintain your center of balance. You need to maintain that sense of equanimity. And when I say need to, I mean, if you want to get the result you feel and are expecting, your center of balance is paramount. If you push to or if you get on tilt, you can use that passion. You can use that energy to get quite a bit of things, but it'll be unsatisfying.

You can believe that because that center of balance is what allows us to calibrate. It's truly the calibration mechanism. It's how you know whether you're doing something good or not. I'll give an example. Sometimes I pass people. There's a two lane highway, one going each way where I live up here upstate. I pass a lot of people. I go sometimes when it's legal and sometimes when it's not. I'm safe every single time. I'm not reckless. Sometimes I'll pass someone and I'll get this wave of energy where I feel like a little jittery afterwards. Not all the time. Sometimes. And that's because I don't know if it's that person's energy or I didn't feel like I should have done that or maybe it was a little excessive, but I feel that it goes away.

It's no big deal. Sometimes I'll pass someone going incredibly fast and it feels perfect, clicked in right into it. So it's not that your action needs to actually change. It's just recognize where your center of balance is. That's me calibrating to when I should actually be passing people. Then should I learn the lesson of patience with staying behind someone who's maybe going just a little slower than I'd like? So just energy exists and recognize that it affects you in different ways, but really your center of balance is the key thing here. Pluto return for the United States is going exactly how it's supposed to go.

I mean, it's like right on point. Pluto goes around at the inception of the United States. I guess it takes like what, 200 something years, 250. Yeah, I mean, it's pretty on point. Pluto is Hades. It is death. It is destruction is reincarnation. And it's just reconciling all this ancestral stuff, all this energy. And it's just part of the plan. That's why I'm saying don't freak out and judge it. Experience it. Figure out where you want to be in it, but like it's going exactly how it's supposed to go. That's why a lot of astrologers, you know, some get weird, some get like morally righteous about this ship, but most of them are like, oh, I see shit was going to happen.

You already have everything you've ever wanted, understand that it exists. You pluck it out from the eternal and it shows up here. Very important. Just let external reality catch up with actual reality, right? That's you have everything you want, but let this outside catch up with your internal reality, which is your imagination. Just let it catch up. No big deal. Just chill out. Let it catch up. Burn away your delusions with the radiant joy of your heart. I know you also smoke weed. It's great. That was a good tweet. I'm a fan of that tweet. Your heart literally burn away every fake thing in your life.

Like when you open that fucker, when you let that thing burn and shine, it'll burn away. It may feel like fucking dying. It may feel like you're burning up in the fire yourself, but it will burn away every false conception of self you have ever experienced. Your heart does that. Your mind doesn't do it. Your mind can use your mind to direct where you want to put that flamethrower that's your heart. Your heart is a flamethrower. That's it. That's basically what's going on. It has a mother fucking flamethrower and it burns up delusions, whatever you're trying to burn up, weeds, whatever, boom, boom, you're burning it up.

It's cool. Your heart is a flamethrower. That sounds like a song I'll make. It's important to let your opinion be known at all times on Twitter, otherwise you'll die. So just know that. Also goes for all social media. If you don't let your opinions be known all of the time and where you stand, literally all the time, you will die. So just know that. You have to express every fucking thought you have all of the time. It's incredible that you do. You don't obviously. It's what I'm fucking saying. Just chill out. Some of you need to take a beat when posting on social media, just some of you. Sometimes I do.

I'm not fucking, I'm not a whole year now, but my content is usually irrespective of what's going on in the reality that there are some people, okay, whatever. Have you realized the stable foundation of faith yet? Do you understand what I'm saying there? I don't know if people totally get this. It is such a stable foundation. It is unshakeable. You can build whatever you want on it. Faith is loyalty to the unseen world. This is your visions. These are your feelings. Stay loyal to them. Stay true to them. Any external evidence that negates them, deny it. Do you think that's childish? Does it sound immature?

Does it sound like you're being a little baby and you're avoiding things? Then you don't understand it. Faith is a stable foundation. Can you use things that sound like faith to delude yourself? Sure. Sure. Faith is unshakeable. You'll know it when you feel it. You also may want to learn the lesson of disappointment. Faith can teach you that, too. You ever know that? Faith can teach you about what disappointment is really about. You could think you had faith and it wasn't real faith. You will get disappointed then, but real faith does not disappoint. You'll understand that. It means not even outcome related, just to be clear.

Not even outcome related, but real faith does not disappoint. Have you realized you're good yet? You're good. Do you need to hear it from me? You're totally fucking good, like 100%. Like, to your core, you are good. Cool. Everyone is good. Even that shitty cop who fucking kills people, ah, cynicism and aggression differ greatly from discernment and forcefulness. It's worth learning the difference, okay? Cynicism and aggression on one hand, hmm, things are bad, things are bad, fuck you. Discernment and forcefulness on the other hand, wow, that situation is not good. I'm going to go have to change it.

No, you can't do that. That's not allowed to, that's a difference and you can say, oh well, that's second, that's not forceful. Have you had children? What does aggression get you with children? Does it maybe make them change their behavior, but create a whole lot of trauma and fucking issues that they have to work out for the rest of their life? Probably not the best hack. What is forcefulness kept you? Do not put your hand in the electric socket. Do not eat that. Do not put that in your mouth. No. Those are all okay words to say when someone, you're just saying that they're doing something that can hurt themselves or someone else.

Don't overstep your bounds though, shouldn't be forceful when someone's just doing something, like that they need to learn that lesson, you're not in control of them, you are on some level when you get it, but you're not really, let them learn their own lessons, right? That's dualities gift to us. But cynicism and aggression on one hand, discernment and forcefulness on the other, lean towards discernment and forcefulness. Cynicism and aggression probably won't get you what you want. Have you realized what reliability and trust feel like yet? Do you know what those feel like? Have you experienced reliability and trust with your own consciousness?

Do you trust yourself? Are you reliable? Do you know that? Watch what happens when you fucking encounter those things. Watch who pops up in your life. Reliable and trustworthy people. It's amazing. So realize what reliability and trust feel like. Imagine the feeling of reliability and trust. What would people say to you if everything, if they were reliable all the time? What would it feel like to you if you could trust everyone around you? Do that thing in your head. Go around different versions of people. What would they say to you if you knew you could trust them? It's okay to feel good even when things look bad, okay?

It's totally okay. It's like actually more than okay. It's probably essential if you're listening to this. Don't let people tell you you should feel bad because something bad is happening in their world. It's important. You're going to get a lot of examples where it's very convincing that that's what you should do. If someone is in a situation where because the color of their skin or their gender or their economic position is having things done to them that hurt them and they don't like it and they say to you, you should fucking care about this. You're an asshole. You should feel bad because I feel bad and you're not paying attention at acknowledging what's going on so you should feel bad.

Run away from that person. Run the fuck away from that person. Now does that mean you shouldn't feel what they're feeling and engage with the suffering of what's going on to them and what's happening? No, you should do that. But you should never feel bad as your entry point. You will not learn what you're supposed to learn in the right way. Facts. In a bad state, in a shameful, traumatic, ashamed state, you're not. This is why you can't change a racist mind by yelling at them. You can't say you should feel terrible for the way you're acting. That will not change you. If I say that to you, if I said instead of all this shit that I've been saying, which is accurate, if I said to you, here's the path to realization.

Feel as bad as possible. You should feel like you're the biggest piece of shit ever. You're just a fucking terrible person. You're never going to do anything. How the fuck you don't listen to anyone who tells you can do something you fucking can't you suck. Where does the world end up, guys? So don't let it, you can, any number of things can inspire you to action. A moment of waking up can feel painful, but don't feel bad. Don't let someone tell you you should feel bad because you're not taking the action they think you should take. That's fucked up, man. That's just fucked up, like for real. And like, also, to all my white people out there, all of my people in positions of power and privilege, such as myself, don't do nothing like don't think that you don't have to do anything, but do the things that feel right for you.

That's what I'm saying. Don't let anyone tell you you should feel bad, and then that's what modulates your behavior. It won't end up the way you want it to, it will carry that resonant sound of badness. It's like, I'm not into that. I'm not into shaming people into action. It's wrong. I get the energy behind it. I get that this is wrong. You should see it, too. Therefore engage with my perspective if you don't. You're an asshole. Okay. Let me know how far that gets you. You want to play that one out. Does it mean that we don't take action? It doesn't mean we don't donate our time, energy, and resources to thinking about and figuring out how to really change these issues?

Certainly not. Certainly not. I think about this stuff on a daily basis. So anyway, Jesus Christ, it's okay to feel good when things look bad. Just don't let anyone tell you otherwise. It's really important. It's actually the most important thing because that's how things get better, truthfully. If you just believe they're bad and you should feel bad, no. And it can spark change, realizing you've acted poorly. I've realized I've treated people poorly and I'm like, oh my God, and I don't act like that anymore. But the path wasn't me feeling like an asshole forever. Your vision of the future creates it.

What vision are you holding onto? Are you holding onto a vision of police brutality by believing it exists and will forever exist because police are assholes? Okay. Now, I'm not going to get too weird about this shit. I don't have a vested interest in what happens with the police force, one way or the other. There's a big abolish the police movement and I think it's a little bit short sighted. I don't think we need police as an institution in any way. I recognize the systemic abuses. I don't rely on the police for much, to be honest, so I don't see their need. However, what are you saying? There are hundreds of thousands of police officers, many, probably the majority, who are good people, who act ethically, and you're basically stripping their identity away.

Now, should it not be stripped away? Maybe it should. There's an argument to be made that it's not a particularly great persona and identity and it leads to more harm than good. But would you want that done to you? Would you want your identity forcibly stripped away from you because someone else felt you shouldn't have it? No. Now, again, I want to be clear, this doesn't mean that the police don't change or we don't even call police or there's some type of civic guardianship that works differently than police. That sounds wonderful to me, I share that vision. But if your vision is that the police have to go, I hate the police, they're all bad, it's built on badness, it will forever be bad, you're actually perpetuating the situation.

And that's a very subtle, energetic thing that you need to be aware of if you're going to engage with concepts like abolish the police. I'd also point out that for people who are talking about abolishing the police, they probably don't understand the history of this country related to abolitionism, with slavery. I've spoken about this, I mean, I don't know if people listen to these books, like I do, I listen to the biography of Frederick Douglass, it was incredible, it came out like two years ago, amazing, amazing, amazing. And what I found fascinating in that book is all of us who would consider ourselves good people would probably say slavery is wrong, right?

It's really easy to agree that slavery is wrong. So yes, we're all abolitionists in that sense, but in the actual abolition of movement, there were many different factors of how it should be gone. You had Booker T. Washington, you had Frederick Douglass, a former slave. Very divergent, sometimes wildly, like wildly antagonistic to each other. Big time betrayals and dramas, yet they both agree that everyone agreed slavery is wrong. So the approach towards how we end this certainly has an impact on it. Check the energy you're bringing. Do I think as a idealized concept, no police is amazing, absolutely, I believe we're moving to that.

But is the tactic going to be to yell at the people with the guns and the weapons that they're fucking shitheads and don't have a right to exist? I don't know about that. I don't know about it, just think about it, just think about it, you know, like just think about these things because it's never as simple as black and white, it's easy for us to want to make everything a binary decision about like what institutions should exist and shouldn't, but it's much easier to see the reality of the situation when we take the time to go within ourselves and figure out where these energies are created, right?

They don't feel as sticky, they don't get as stuck as much, they don't make us feel bad in an unproductive way. Okay, so what's your vision of the future is what I'm saying? I know what mine is and it's happening, so have fun. Oh, yeah, I'm supposed to be making music always whoops, I forgot. So that's just a reminder for me, apparently I tweeted it out. Yeah, guys, I'm just supposed to be making music all the time, so stay tuned for that. There'll be some releases coming out on the streaming services for the stuff that came out on Patreon already, so expect that in the next couple of weeks or something.

I'll put it out. Zion is in your head, that's a Neville Goddard thing, we'll talk about that, let me mark that, we'll talk about that next week. I'm just gonna go through and talk about the things that I want to talk about. Um, no, are we done? How long has this been? Holy shit. Yeah, this is a two-parter, guys, I'm clipping it here, we'll stop at Zion, I'll put the next one out as a regular episode, maybe we'll do two solos next week and I'll put the other stuff on Patreon. That's probably what I'll do, I didn't realize I was talking for a fucking hour, Jesus. I got all this stuff to say, I'm not doing two hours though, and that's what I have left.

Okay, that's it, four people who like these type of things. I talk like this more often on Patreon, there's bonus episodes, there's bonus readings, there's smoke sessions which we have tonight where we go on Zoom and smoke weed together. There's all the cool stuff that you could ever want is gonna be there. Go check it out, there's three tiers, the $7 tier, 77 cents, that's access to Q&A episodes and some bonus stuff like music and mixes. The $13.13 level, that is all the stuff in the $7.77 level, but it comes with live readings and bonus episodes. And then the $22 level and $22 in 2022, 22 cents level, easy for me to say, is all of the other stuff plus the smoke sessions, plus some additional content, plus, I do cool shit for them, you know, as that stacks up more, we'll do some other fun shit that's exclusive for the people who have hacked money.

Anyway, we'll call this episode your heart is a flame thrower, I like that. That was my favorite thing I said, love travels faster than the speed of light guys, so when you know that you can go anywhere you want, whenever you want, next episode we'll be talking about teleportation, teleportation and we do that with love if you can crack the code before next week, great, but I'll talk about it then with all this other stuff, that's it until then happy imagining, I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. Hey there, it's Wayfair here, where delivery and setup are as easy as a few taps on your phone, you're relaxing in an old hammock, scrolling Wayfair's app when you spot it, a brand new patio set, next thing you know, Wayfair delivers it right to your patio and sets it up, ooh, you need a new grill too, alright, Wayfair's got you covered, with Wayfair's room of choice delivery and fast experts set up on qualifying orders, life gets a little easier, visit Wayfair.com or the Wayfair app, the savings are here, happy birthday America, it's America's 250th birthday, we're celebrating all month long at Nielsen board, by giving you freedom of choice, save up to $250 off service, save up to $250 off accessories, with leases for $250 or under, hurry to route 23 North and Sussex or shop online at Nielsen4.com.

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