Faith and Confidence

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Welcome to Synchronicity. Sorry, but it wasn't a guest episode this week. You know, shit happens where I travel and I didn't have an episode recorded so I didn't put it out. But I am back. It's only been a week. Feels like it's been a lot longer, hasn't it? Well, it hasn't. It's only on Sunday. It's been exactly a week. I hope everything's been great with you in the meantime. I know we've been doing some stuff. Also, shout out for Patreon. I did release a bonus episode over there this week. So if you're there, you got a little boost of what's going on. So let me talk, but we got a lot of shit to cover this week.

So many things, all of the things. I got a lot of stuff written down. We're gonna go over all of it. But I want to go over some other shit before we get to that. We have questions, we have topics, we have tweets, we have group imagining stuff. We got all this shit. But let's go over our first things first. Ned CBD. Did you guys know if you go to HelloNed.com and pick up the wonderful full spectrum hemp oil, also known as CBD, you get 15% off if you use the code SYNC, S-Y-N-C at checkout. That's pretty fucking cool. That's pretty amazing. Plus, I think if you've heard in the past, and I don't think if you have heard in the past, I magically blessed these.

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We've gone full fucking tilt into woo. Shit is the best. These crystals work, I got fucking amethyst wands. Definitely some weird type of psychedelic wizard at this point. Okay, what else we got? Big shout out to Jessa fans at the Soberish meetup in Phoenix right now. It should be wrapping up today and tomorrow. You guys are the best. It was amazing connecting with Jessa before. This event started. I'm getting a lot of love from you guys. All of the cool people are there. I signed up for go check her out. Caron Towski, holy shit. I had no idea. I had no idea. But I signed up for a reading with her.

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Stay tuned for that. Okay, done with all the business stuff. I think, yeah, we're good. Okay, group imagining. We're gonna start with this. We have this full moon in Leo. This is a time of gratitude, expression. So here's what we're gonna do. Something, this week you're gonna imagine, you're gonna notice something that you used to struggle with, right? Maybe this was an issue. It could be a person. It could be a relationship. It could be something internally. Something that you used to struggle with, now it's not an issue anymore. That's weird. So that's gonna happen this week. Okay, let's dive the fuck in.

Should we start with questions? And then we'll go to topics and then we'll go to tweets. And we'll just have a good old time. All right, let's do this shit. Question number one. My life is, this is a question. My life has changed significantly. And I've gotten everything I wanted, except an income source that I find exciting and fulfilling. Metted towards what seems like one of the most terrifying monotonous jobs for me. UPS driver. Driving the large manual, truck scares the shit out of me. That sounds not so great. I'm a drummer and musician at heart and by education. And I love teaching tutoring kids and pretty much anyone who wants to learn.

But even though I pray about it every day, the only opportunity that the universe seems to be presenting to me is UPS. Everything seems to be pushing me towards it. Is this really what I'm supposed to do? Is it because I'm afraid of it and I have to move towards it? What gives? It seems like it will be horrible for my spiritual growth and drain me up my will to live. I can't imagine myself doing it at all. Every day I pray for a career path to present itself to me that will be the best for me and others on the planet. And this is what I seem to get and it's seriously testing my faith. Okay, I get it, dude.

There's a lot of stuff in here that's revealing what's actually going on with you. When you say you're praying, right? Remember prayer is imagination plus faith, right? So you imagine, you visually see and feel and experience what you want to feel and then you have faith, right? And faith is loyalty to the unseen world, your vision. You're now loyal to it. So that's what prayer really is. Now, if you're praying, you're doing that every single day and you're feeling as though it's not happening, that's not having faith, which means it's not praying, which means you're probably doing a little dance with yourself, you're pressure testing your reality and I can sense the tension and that you want to release it, stop reacting.

If UPS is something you don't want to do, then stop feeling like you have to be doing it. You keep saying you're feeling like you're getting dragged to it. Now, let's touch on this fear thing here. You don't, just 'cause you don't, not wanting to do something doesn't mean you're afraid of it, right? It doesn't mean everything you don't want to do you have to do. Fear is an acute feeling that should show you some present thing, just like pain. Pain is gonna show you something that's gonna call your attention to it. But if it doesn't feel like intuitively you're supposed to work for UPS, then hold the faith.

Something will pop up. Now, if you've talked about teaching in tutoring kids, you have to believe, right? Envision this and believe and hold the faith. Pray that that's something you can do. If you don't internally believe and feel that that's a possibility, something that seems like what you don't want to do and not even interested in, UPS driver is something that's probably gonna funnel into your life. So this is really what the core message of this is. You have to find the thing that's trying to open you to the direction you want to go, but you really have to do it. You can't just kind of push your foot around.

And when you say the universe, I want to be very clear about this again, you are the universe. There is no external force shaping your reality and pushing you towards something other than you. So that's really important to keep in mind because if you keep externalizing your own divinity, your own power, your own shit, yeah, man, you're gonna get knocked around this year. So everyone is. People are getting knocked around anyway. There's no, you don't want to make it harder on yourself by externalizing your divinity. So just hold the faith for real and go back and try to solidify your visions, your feelings, your stability.

And really this is a process of just trusting yourself that when you have a desire and something really want that, not only is it achievable, but you've already given it to yourself, right? Live from the end. Okay, hopefully that helps. You're good though, it's all good. Question number two, a couple of weeks ago, I asked you what it meant to see problems as your friends with the intention of solving some life puzzles. As an answer, you suggested that I ask myself how I figured it out until I got an answer. I tried doing exactly that. It took about a week of dancing around my mind and then it hit me.

I was able to answer the question with 100% clarity. Awesome. It's had this cascading effect. Also, I want to jump in here. I'm gonna go right back to this. People have written in with, I mean, fucking hundreds of stories now, successes. I know I was gonna say I was gonna do a success episode, it's like overwhelmed. I don't know how to organize this. I'll try to give, if people want, when you write in with these, you can say, feel free to share this and I'll share it. Okay, back to this. It's had this cascading effect where I suddenly, I'm very sure about a lot of things that before I was generally confused about.

Then a strange side effect showed up. I've always believed in magic, so I'm not freaked out, but it's a new development to have such direct proof seemingly of super natural activity. The voice in my head that I've considered my conscious has now become a force of precognition. I've always understood intuition, but this is new. I've predicted a bunch of very specific and unlikely occurrences in the span of a week. Two examples. One, I was leaving my house and this voice in my head said, "apartan fire." Very clearly. I went inside and made sure everything turned off and then forgot about it. I learned later that my friends who lives around the corner from me apartment caught fire later that day.

Number two, I walked past the living room and had the thought, "I don't want that TV anymore. "It's going away soon." A few hours later, my boyfriend knocked it over by accident, cracking the screen so we got rid of it. My days have been full of little certainties like those that manifest almost immediately. So I guess what I'm wondering is, do you have an explanation for psychic abilities? I don't really care for a scientific answer. I'm just wondering what it is you tap into when you're able to accurately sense something random without having any concrete clues about what's going to happen. And then here she wrote back, "P.S."

My guess is, if everything is me pushed out, cultivating the self-knowledge muscle also strengthens my knowledge about what happens outside me. And if time doesn't really exist, then the future, mine or someone else's, is also me. All right, you fucking nailed it with your P.S. I'm sure you got that. So much awesome stuff here. So this is something that happens a lot. As you really start to plunge into this, this instant kind of manifestation or this precognition or these other abilities, clairsentience, clair audience, clair, all of the clairs. Clair, all the clairs are coming together. He clairs all the good stuff.

Gosh, did I say he clairs? That's fucking lame. Sorry, I don't know why I said that's fucking dad joke. Okay, I am technically a dad. So, you know, amazing though, right? So you're getting these very clear, and what's amazing about this is you're trusting the process, right? You're getting this confirmation 'cause you're accepting it and you've actually laid out a wonderful path, right? You've said, you asked me what to see with the problems as your friends. And then you fucking batted that around as people tend to do, but you stuck with it. And then it happened. And then this weird clarity pops up and you're like, what the fuck?

This is crazy like that this is actually how things work. And then you get these instant manifestations, right? The apartment fire, and luckily everything was okay, I'm assuming, and the TV, right? You instantly kind of accepted these and then allowed them to show up in your world. This is how everything works. What we call psychic abilities is more of an accurate perception of what is actually going on. So this precognition is just you saying, oh fuck, I'm saying a little bit more clearly about something that I've laid out for myself. Since I've accepted it, I can expect it to out picture in my reality.

So this is exactly what's going on. And everyone is you pushed out. And what it seems like you've been able to successfully do, which congratulations, thank you, you know, congratulate yourself for this, is recognize that everyone is you pushed out, but not in a way that makes you feel weird. It makes you feel like, oh my God, this somehow sucks the magic out of the world. And that's when you're doing it right, right? When you think everyone is you pushed out and it kind of feels like maybe the joy is getting sucked out or like there's no more magic, that's wrong, that's not the right thing. Frog is wrong.

Okay, number three. Great, amazing though, I just wanna say like that. You not only answered your own question, but you've given people clear proof and evidence in your own life, that's amazing. Number three, I keep hearing singing bowls in the middle of the night. And I feel like you're the only one who could offer some advice on that, thoughts, thank you. Okay, singing bowls, let's talk about tinnitus and singing bowls and the sound of humming or these types of things. If you get really quiet and you focus on just the sound between your ears, you'll hear this high pitch sound eventually, right?

That is kind of, that's what I call the music of the spheres. It's kind of the supportive vibrational resonance that we live in to be able to experience what we perceive as physical reality, does that sound fucking weird enough for you? God, Jesus Christ, Noah. But that is what's going on. And as we kind of get clearer and clearer and understand and tap into other senses and cities and magical powers, these sounds can feel and appear to be audibly louder and they can certainly sound like singing bowls, like a humming, like a hmm, higher pitch. I get them as like very high pitched kind of vibrations.

It feels like the amplitude, kind of the intensity of it ramps up. Since 2020, this has been especially prominent in my life. So I would imagine that it's something related to that. And I'll note about tinnitus. A lot of people know this is the phenomenon of hearing these high pitch sounds that kind of ping. Some people live with this as a ever present reality. And one of the interesting things is an adioga, which is the yoga of sound. There's this idea that we have a matching frequency that kind of drowns out the sound of the universe, that the vibrational kind of external reality we perceive.

Yes, I admit there's external reality when we're dealing with duality. No, I do not acknowledge that exists when we're talking about non duality. However, since we're here talking about duality, the point of this is that tinnitus would be kind of the awareness of the matching kind of signal that's not in tune, that it's kind of a missing signal. So you would hear that. I've seen people who have or have been with people who have gone to sound healing things with crystal bowls and gongs. And when they go there, the tinnitus is gone. It kind of fills in the blanks. So it's just a reminder that a lot of people are going through this too.

And I'll just say this, having gone through it myself and seeing people go through it now. And I expect it to continue for a fair number of people this year is a lot of physical body things are going on right now. Sensory things, physical pains, physical kind of just stuff. I don't know how to describe it's having pains, weaknesses, pains, all of this stuff. Don't make the assumption all of the time that it's physical. I'm not saying disregard physical pains. Obviously if there's something going on, investigate it to the degree you can. But a lot of these things are energetic. We're having chakras pop open.

We're having things spin. We're having them level out. We're having grounding. We're having ascension. And there's having expansions and contractions. Don't be too quick to assume that there's some physical thing, right? Consciousness precedes materiality. It would stand to reason that that would almost never be the case. There's clearly a relationship. I'm not saying deny the reality of the physical body. But if you're hearing singing balls in the middle of the night, most likely something to do with your senses being perceived. Maybe you're tapping into a close bite dimension where there are singing balls.

Maybe you're playing a singing ball meditating off somewhere. And this view that you experience here is just a projection. This is kind of like an emanation and a ghost and you're tapping into the real sound. There's any number of possibilities. I suggest investigating it and feeling it 'cause that sounds pretty fun. All right, question number four. What's your advice for dealing with those close to you while they start picking up on things rapidly shifting but still have reservations? I've had interactions where my imaginal acts have impacted my wife, mother and grandmother recently where they were blessed, healed and transformed in ways that have been feeling as if something miraculous was taking place.

The other night my wife could feel herself shifting to another timeline or version of reality as a result of some revisions I had imagined for our lives that had come to fruition in a very real way in very little time and she became alarmed because it was so outside of her understanding in a big way at the moment. In each instance, I was able to walk them through what was going on in a way that made enough sense to them for them to at least begin to process what was going on and contemplate what I was telling them. Do you have any go-to explanations where people were at different places in life and understanding as to relate to them without making them feel like you're off your rocker?

Yeah, if you can explain to people, you have to meet them where they're at basically is the only way to say this. If you're including people into revisions and it's affecting them and they're feeling disoriented and they're aware of it and you can explain to them, meet them where they're at. Sometimes at one explanation is not gonna work for someone else, the more experiences you have, the more kind of, I don't know, what's the word I'm looking for? The more types of situations you have with this, the better off you're gonna be in terms of being able to deal with anything, right? So if it's your wife and she's coming from a slightly different place from your mother or a friend, this is where it's your job to kind of trust your intuition and what you need to do.

If you have the ability to explain this in regular people language, that's a huge skill. A lot of people do not possess that. As we learn more, we kind of collectively level up and it's understood, which is really where I'm gonna go with this. External explanations and things like that are less important than you just kind of tuning yourself up, tuning your frequency and vibration to one who understands what this is and moves yourself primarily to the best timeline, you will naturally emanate a frequency that people pick up on, right? That's super fucking important. Tend to do less externally, move more to the internal realization.

It's a more accurate depiction of what's going on. If you cannot react to people kind of being resistant or just generally, I don't wanna say antagonistic but like, you know, freaked out, then don't do that anymore. Right now, if it's affecting people around you, be aware of that before you start selecting revisions and feelings, you wanna be sensitive to people but not to the point where it's detrimental to you. Pursue what you need to pursue and you should be fine but no, I wish I don't have any to. All my go to explanations are the techniques, the mirror technique, the underlying principles that allow this to work, understanding that your feelings and moods, right, also known as state of consciousness, that, that's it, right?

If you know what you could tell someone is if an experience, if a situation can create a mood, then a mood can create an experience. That's a very powerful, simple thing that you can tell people and it's true and they can test it. A lot of times when people are getting disoriented and freaked out, they want something they can test. That's why this being an empirical method, we can prove this to ourselves as such an important aspect, really helps our logical and analytical minds. For as much as I shit on the logical and analytical mind, I hope you don't think I actually am. It really helps when it understands what's going on.

That's why I like that, how did I solve this issue? How did I solve this problem? Because it gives the logical and analytical mind something to do, which is great, because then it chills the fuck out and lets the intuitive heart wisdom kind of come to the top and do its thing. Okay, question number five, here's a terrible question. How do you see the three of swords as a life purpose? Okay, great question. Three of swords, classic card, foggy rain and the background clouds on top, great clouds. We see a sword being pierced, or a heart being pierced with three swords. Now, traditionally this can be some type of trust issue, but it also can be a contractual, right?

A lot of things to do with the three of swords have to do with entering contracts, entering into kind of karmic contracts. So if that's your life purpose, if you pulled that as a card, I would say just investigate what you're here to do. What is your purpose? Always be open with tarot as well to get more clarity with other cards. Use Oracle decks. And the point with these cards is they're not telling you what's going on, they're showing where you're at. So if the three of swords resonates with you as a life purpose, if it's something to do with a karmic contract or something you're working through, great.

If not, don't be afraid to change it. This is very important. Same thing with astrology. These are not deterministic. They're not boxing you in. They're effective ways of looking at energy, but it's not like some shit that has to fucking box you in. Okay, question number six. I'm doing the imaginal techniques, but some emotional stuff is coming up. Stuff I thought I dealt with. I'm gonna share this, no names. I had an abortion when I was in my 20s. Guilt and sorrow have surfaced, deep sadness. I wanna forgive myself and I understand from everything you talk about how, but my heart won't let me.

I feel I don't deserve forgiveness. How can I feel that I do deserve forgiveness? Even asking the question feels selfish. I feel that I should suffer now because of what I did, but I know that isn't the way. Okay, well, you're clearly reinforcing this feelings of guilt, shame, trauma, and inability to forgive yourself. Drop that immediately. It means when it comes up, and you say, "Oh my God, I feel terribly good." How did I figure out how to not feel terrible? Just keep essentially lying to yourself and saying that. Number one, that'll clip it pretty quickly just from an intellectual logical, but this sounds like a deep thing.

Feels like a deep thing. That's okay, deep sadness is profound. It'll teach you amazing things. This is to your advantage. As you realize you can transcend this state with your mind, with your consciousness, with the technique, with just with the belief that this is possible, it will teach you so much about how powerful you are, being able to let go and forgive yourself for something. This is, and just to be clear, I don't be very clear, no judgment for me. Do whatever you need to do. And I'm sure the reason you did it, whether you were granted or not, was what is perfect for you and everything else, okay?

So don't just hear it from me, you're good. Like you're super fucking good. You can let that shit go if you need to hear it from another person. But if that's not enough, think about someone you really love. Think about if they did something in the past, not an abortion, but just something. Just something and it hurt another person. This is not to say you hurt another person at all, but if they did something they're not proud of, it doesn't even have to do with her new person. Let's say they did this 20 years ago, 15 years ago. Would you feel comfortable just making them feel like a piece of shit right now?

If your friend did something, and you know they felt bad about it, it was 15 years ago, and you saw them, and every time that you saw them, you just tried to make them feel like shit for it, you would never do that. So do not do it to yourself. You wanna find a version of yourself who feels the sadness, feels the hurt, feels the shame, and give her a hug. Go and just give her a nice warm hug, it'll feel fucking great, and live in that space, and then just allow it to happen, right? In the mirror in your mind, give yourself a feeling of peace. If this is too hard, also find like a movie, or a song, or something that captures the feeling that you want, and transpose that into yourself, give yourself that feeling in the mirror, or a version of yourself in the past that did this, reconstruct the situation.

You can also change it. You can change it that you never had the abortion if that's what you want. Now don't do that because you think abortions are bad, and you know, do it to sweep something over the rug, under the rug. You can process it and deal with it, and move to a timeline in the past where you didn't have to do that, or it didn't affect you this way, and that will cascade up into the future. So you have a ton of options here, but like most importantly, know you're good. You're fucking good, you're gonna transcend this issue, because that's what you're here to do, and imagine how you could help people who are going through a similar thing.

Pretty fucking cool, if you ask me. Okay, those are the questions. For a reminder, you can send them to Noah@sinkpodcast.com, and I will get to them. There's also the form that we go to. That we go to, that makes no fucking sense. Now what, there's a form on the site, the website, sinkpodcast.com, that you can fill out, ask me to imagine stuff where you can also ask questions in there. Okay, trying to keep this moving, 'cause I got a lot of shit to talk about, and we're at 25 minutes in already, okay, okay. All right, let's talk about the topics this week. We're gonna be talking about confidence.

We're gonna be talking about Bitcoin. We're gonna be talking about keeping it fucking light. And we're gonna talk about faith, knowingness, and again, loyalty to that unseen world. Let's talk about confidence. All right, so I recently have been watching this show, Watchmen, on HBO, I finished it, and there's an amazing scene, and I'm not gonna spoil anything for people who haven't seen it, but there's an amazing scene where this character called Dr. Manhattan, who's essentially like a blue god. He's just, he's capable of doing anything. He's omnipresent. His experience of time is such that he lives in all moments at once, so it's kind of this strung together, omnipresent knowing of everything.

And he's got this amazing scene where his partner, who she doesn't know this is, she says partner yet, he comes back and is basically like walks into this bar, you know, and he starts basically laying it down for, he's like, "Listen, we're together. "This is gonna happen when you go out to dinner "with me tomorrow." And she's like, "No, you're fucking crazy. "You look weird and yada yada yada." But there's something about this scene that struck me, and he keeps kind of laying out what's gonna happen, what had happened, why this is happening, and she's not buying anything, but he's got this sense of confidence and calmness and coolness about the way he's asking, and you can say, "Oh, that's just a cool guy."

But what it is, is he knows what's gonna happen, and when you know what's gonna happen, you have a very different relationship to this world. Now, this freaks some people out, because saying you know what's gonna happen when there's no objective proof, or even real mechanism for your belief system that allows that to be possible, that's scary to people, it's terrifying, it's liberating, but when you do know what's gonna happen, for real, even if it's just a feeling you're gonna experience, not the exact situation as in the show, but you really start to operate differently. Go and listen to this show starting before July of 2019.

Just listen to my voice, I heard an old episode I was showing someone, I think it was the five MEODMT one with Martin Ball, as an example, and I heard in my voice, and I knew a lot of shit, I'm still saying things that I believe in, and it's great, but there's a completely different sound to my voice when I started experiencing this stuff and testing it. So what I mean to say is this is there is a natural confidence that will emerge in your life as you understand that your imagination creates reality, that your feelings are quite literally the things that evoke this reality, and that you have all of the power that you could imagine in an omnipotent being yourself, and when you know how to apply it lovingly, it turns into this wonderful kind of magical dance, and it's incredible, and it doesn't mean everything turns utopian instantly, but it means your ability to perceive difficult situations, challenging situations, as opportunities really begins to shine, and that changes your life.

When you really start to change your mind and see everything is a positive, not in some delusional fucking weird way, but in a way that like, oh my God, this is an opportunity for me, that's a real game changer. Okay, I wanna talk a little bit also about integration periods. We're leveling up so fucking fast, like insanely fast right now, that it's important to remember to integrate, and that means balancing out all of these high kind of new powers, new states of consciousness, just crazy states, balance yourself out, right? Go hold some lapis, right? If you need to, some crystals, go hold, go eat, if you need to, eat some root vegetables, or meat, or go do some exercise, do some pushups, go running.

Do things that tether you to this world, it's gonna help you process the stuff that you're kind of ascending up to these celestial realms, it's gonna help you pull it back down and ground it, make sure you relax and take care of yourself. It's wonderful to be up in these high states, and the more familiar you are with them, the longer you can stay there, but you definitely wanna fucking come back to earth and integrate your friends, your family, everyone around you, you know, mirror versions of you will appreciate it, and you'll appreciate it because you'll be in a much better state. I know for a lot of the readings that have been coming up, people have been like, hey, you know, the magic is gone, where'd it go, what happened?

It didn't go anywhere, you just kind of normalized it, the way I would explain this is, if you hadn't ever been able to see in your life, I don't know if I used this on this podcast, but if you never saw before, then all of a sudden, you could see, that would be the most incredible thing in the world to you, that would be like, holy shit, what the fuck, this is incredible, and that would last, you know, a fair amount of time, maybe a few months, maybe a year, maybe in a few years, but after a while, it would normalize and you'd be like, oh yeah, that's just seeing. So a lot of what this is when we experience these magical, crazy things, clercentions, all this stuff, dream stuff, we get fascinated and awed, but then when it becomes a common place, we kind of forget about that, and we just say, oh, it's not so magical anymore, yeah, it's just a regular thing, or it may feel like the magic's completely gone.

That's integration, it's not a problem, it's not a block, you should be thankful for it, because you kind of go through these ups and downs, not in a bad or good way, but energetically, and you wanna appreciate them both, it's wonderful. I appreciate the plateaus when you get there. You know, this is a parabolic upturn, so don't be fooled. There's always more weird shit coming, like always, always, always, okay. Got someone asking about Bitcoin, so for the people who hate talking about, hear me talk about crypto and Bitcoin, it's too fucking bad. Here's what's going on, guys, it's happening. Bitcoin crossed $10,000, the altcoins, all the ones are going fucking nuts.

This happens regularly, predictably. The last time in 2017, when I opened my Discord server, which you get access to on the Patreon, you know, it went nuts. It's just a crazy, weird time where we see that money is illusory, not it is a conceptual reality, not as an intellectual reality, but in real time, shit goes bananas. I am a long time investor in Bitcoin, in 2013, I bought it for 100 bucks right now, it's about $10,000. I'm not crazy rich from it, but I've learned a lot of things, and I've made a lot of money, I've lost a lot of money, and I'm telling you, this is the time to start paying attention.

If you want to get started with Bitcoin, the easiest way is through cash app. You can buy it directly through there. You can also use Coinbase, not a huge fan of them, but you can buy Ether and Bitcoin, you know, some other altcoins there. Most people, your best move is just going to buy a little bit of Bitcoin, buy it regularly, here as much as you want, and just hold it. Don't fucking do shit until it's worth way more, and that's it. If you want to get into the more trading aspects, find people who aren't full of shit, find people who have been doing this for a long time. It's an amazing tool, it's something that amplifies wealth if used correctly in a wonderful way.

It has changed lives, not only my own, but other peoples, and I think the people who truly get this, and have made kind of exorbitant amounts of money from magic computer money. I think a lot of those people are going to play a critical part into what Jessa was talking about with her imagination project. Go check out the episode I was just on with Jessa. She also, her Patreon's amazing, I was on a live thing with her. She's got a very clear layout of how she wants, what she refers to as the imagination project to work, which is kind of a network of healers, support systems, financial and otherwise, to kind of just be a better system, be an actual system that supports people rather than some fucking convoluted fucked up shit that hurts people, not intentionally, but that ends up being what's going on.

So, cryptocurrency is gonna be a big part of this, just the rest of the shard. If you feel the calling, I would say the quickest way to find a network and group of people, only because I trust them, 'cause I've been doing this with them for three years is through the Patreon and the Discord server. I know this sounds like a way to get people to do that. I just know at various times having a group of people who've been through ups and downs of crypto, those are the people you wanna talk to. Everyone's gonna say this one's the best, that one's the best, this is when you do it and some people are right.

A lot of the time, some people have clear strategies that have served them well, but for the most part, you want a group of people who are kind of like, "Is this cool, is this legit, did you get burned here?" And it's something that, as someone who is not abundantly interested in financial stuff, it made money incredibly interesting to me from a consciousness standpoint to see the direct relationship between saying, "I think this is gonna go up "and then seeing something shoot up," saying, "I think this is gonna go down "and seeing it shoot down." So, there's something really cool about it. I'll try to do a bigger Bitcoin episode and a bigger crypto episode, but I try to keep this stuff somewhat separate, because not everyone likes it.

Some people are like, "I don't give a shit about crypto, "it's fucking stupid." A lot of those people have weird money relationships sometimes, but it's totally cool, it's like anything else, it's just energy, it just happens to be a real fun one, and I end up getting fascinated by it, especially when things are moving upwards in a predictable fashion, okay. Let's talk about staying light. A lot of people are kind of getting bogged down by energy right now, and I get it. There's a lot of stuff going on. Just remember to play. It's the easiest way to get anything health-related, relationship, job, anything, just stay light.

Your job is to not react to the things you have set up to test you in terms of reactions. If you react to things you perpetuate them. If you allow them to happen, they dissipate, and they go away if that's what they're meant to do. Trust your desires to propel you forward in the direction that you wanna go. It's super important, right? Like, they're gonna show you what's going on. Your fears also will, we're still in Capricorn year. You know, it's gonna be, 2020's gonna be a lot of facing our fears, a lot of purging and releasing of stuff that's been with us for a fair amount of time, but it's a necessary process.

If you fight it, it makes it worse, right? If you've ever thrown up, if you get in that weird state, really I don't wanna throw up, I don't wanna throw up, I don't wanna throw up, it makes it so much fucking worse than just getting it out of you. So just allow this stuff to come up. Don't judge it, don't freak out. And you'll feel a lot better as it happens. Trust me on that. Okay, speaking of allowing things to happen, I wanna talk about this concept of being a vessel. In these Paul Selig books, there's this phrase that he uses called, I Am Word. So an example of this would be, I Am Word through this situation.

If it's a difficult time for you. And what this I Am Word is basically saying is you're embodying this frequency of Christ consciousness, which is this higher self, this ability to be in the frequency of love and accept and see things as they actually are. And one of the key parts of this is you recognize that while you have an individual identity, at the end of the day, you really are just kind of a conduit for this broader sense of self that you are. This God, this source, this everything. I Am Word, right? At first there was the Word, Christ consciousness. That's a really, really important thing.

We've been talking about ego and how I like to feed the ego and make it feel good, but we wanna make sure that ego or that version of ourselves that thinks we're doing something like I'm doing this for sure. We wanna make sure it knows that it's kind of not. Not in like you're not doing anything. We consciously can direct it. We can set things and feelings and moods and express those. But at the end of the day, this broader aspect of ourself is actually doing that. And if we allow ourselves to kind of have that remembrance, have that knowledge, have that wisdom, we keep the tendency to get attached to kind of sticky situations goes down significantly.

Really just letting yourself experience all of the energy moving through you and allowing it to happen, especially like, let me tell you this. If there's someone who says, I am a healer, I heal you. I use my powers to heal you. Fucking, they don't know what the fuck they're talking about. Let me just make that abundantly clear. If I say I'm a healer, I put my hands on you and I heal you. That's bullshit. They may actually, there may be healing going on, but let me tell you what's actually going on. They're healing you, but what's actually healing you is healing through that person, right? It is not them doing anything.

They're just kind of harnessing this abundant energy that is them and you and everything else and allowing it to happen. Now your belief, your subjective belief and acceptance of that certainly would make it seem like someone is healing you, but know that you heal yourself. You're the only person who can heal yourself. You're the only person who can heal anything, period, 'cause it's your reality, truthfully. We're all living in it and we're all here. It's a fun time, but this is really what's going on. So just know that you're kind of like a conduit. You're like a beam of light that things get moved through and don't let this diminish your sense of importance and uniqueness and awesomeness.

You're fucking great. You're a very, you're a very, you're the only expression of this particularly, particular energy signature like this. That's you, that's pretty fucking cool. So enjoy that. So yeah, you're a vessel, fun times. Spoke about confidence, all that stuff, faith and knowingness. Yeah, just remember, faith is loyalty to the unseen world. You have to know that that's true. You really have to experience it and that's what I mean by know it's true. All right, let's get to these tweets that I'll expand. I've been living this, which is the best day of my life forever, right? But I remember that last year.

I forgot about that. I was like, oh shit, some days are bad, some days are not. No, they're actually the best day of my life over and over and it's like groundhog day for awesomeness. Have you realized everyone's success is your success yet? When you do that, watch what starts to happen into your life. It's not just this exercise where like, oh, I'm happy for other people. No, it's like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, why am I so successful all of a sudden? Okay, let's talk about some nebulgoddard stuff, right? Imagination is the beginning of creation. You imagine what you desire and then you believe it to be true.

Every dream could be realized by those self-disciplined enough to believe it. Let's talk about discipline a little bit here, right? You have to allow yourself to believe this if you want evidence that it works. If you think it's something else, even if you think it's a technique or the mirror or anything like that, it's you and allowing yourself to believe it. If you're self-disciplined, if you have that ability to hold yourself accountable in terms of when you are and are not believing something, you will see that this is true and it's not just some cockamamie theory or some weird guy with the podcast, that would be unfortunate.

Okay, people are what you choose to make them. A man is according to the manner in which you look at him. You must look at him with different eyes before he will objectively change. This is another way of saying that your conception of a person, your belief of that person, is quite literally creating it for them, right? Especially if you understand that imagination creates reality. So release people from negative beliefs, release them from your clutches and your grip. If you imagine them being a shithead or a bad person and you're free, it helps you. It's kind of a selfish way of releasing people.

So wow, okay, well, my reporter died and there's been a long journey of me going to a gas station and getting batteries in between there. So that happened. I have no idea where I left off. I'm gonna assume it was somewhere about the confession of yourself that you don't know. Basically, when you describe anything out in the world, you're talking about your conception of yourself. So if you find someone is pessimistic and, oh, it's not so good out there, they're really expressing how they feel about themselves. And that's cool and we don't judge people for that. We just let it reveal to us where they're coming from.

And maybe if we can kind of emanate that shit's all right, it's not so bad, they kind of pick up on that vibe. And that's really what we're doing here, more than anything else is that. It's just we were emanating a fun, fun, positive time 'cause that's the truth of everything. Okay, hold on, I was a smoked weed in between because, oh, look at this perfect thing that's coming up. Next, not a segue that was planned. Great Bob Marley quote I saw. "When you smoke the herb, it reveals you to yourself." And I've been thinking a lot about weed recently, right? It's something that I partake in daily. It's something I love and enjoy.

And it's taken, you know, it took me at least 10, 15 years to figure out my relationship with weed and why it's great and why I love it and why I don't judge myself. And you know how I know it's not detrimental to me or anyone around me. But I see that a lot of people are writing in and be like, "Hey, I don't know man, like I'll smoke weed "and shit gets weird." And that's good. What she's doing there and I refer to weed as a she because it's the female part of the plant, right? If she's the divine feminine wisdom, she'll show you what's going on underneath. She'll get you in touch with your intuition and your heart.

Now, you may not like some of the shadow stuff that pops up, but it's there for you to deal with it. So I'm not saying if you have a hard time when you smoke weed just to keep smoking weed to deal with it, but you will find that she is a very effective teacher. Especially in this age, this day, this year, it does feel like a day. Also February, moving so much faster than January. I know it's a shorter month, but like January was like 25 fucking years of February. It's like, I feel like we're already in April. Jesus, basically, this year is so much to do with fears that weed is gonna give you this perspective and it's gonna show you where you're at.

So, I don't know, I find it to be an incredibly effective teacher. It's one of my favorites. I don't know, it probably is my favorite. There's some other ones we'll talk about, but yeah, it's something that I think if you allow it to show you who you actually are, it's one of the best things we've found. And I think we see this expressed and seen in society, like the medicinal benefits of it, the psychological benefits. I think we're about to see some of the environmental benefits when we start talking about regenerative growth that cannabis offers by pulling CO2 out of the air, putting it back into the ground, improving the land quality and the soil around it.

It's pretty amazing. Anyway, it's an expression of the divine feminine and it's the best. So, weed is good, nice tangent. That's what happens when you smoke weed when you go into the gas station to get AA batteries 'cause there's no AA batteries. So, I got 'em now. I think we're pretty much at the end of the episode should we, let's pull a card. I'm feeling pretty frisky now. We're probably just gonna wrap it up. So, in some ways, it's good that it ran out of batteries. I don't know where it did. (sighs) There's stuff going on, guys, right? It's good times. Ah, the Nine of Pentacles reversed. Now, this makes a lot of sense.

Oh, I know what I wanted to talk about. Thanks, Nine of Pentacles reversed. A lot of people are hacking money collectively right now, independent of where you are in the socioeconomic spectrum, right? Meaning if you don't have a lot of money, you don't make a lot of money, you have a lot of money, you're feeling this pull. You may be getting hit with bills. You may have sources of revenue drying up. You may have increased expenses, all of these things. It's cool, man. Hold the faith. This is how shit actually works. This is typically how things go before they flip around. I have found, if you can just chill, allow it to happen, process of what's going on.

Be open to the possibility that abundance is funneling into your life, and this is what happens right before. Just hold it. Even if it seems like some passive hippie-dippy bullshit. Try it for a week. Try it for a week. Also, imagine the smell of money. Can you imagine the smell of a rose? Can you imagine right now a smell of a rose right in front of you? I smell it, I sure do. It smells fucking delightful. Well, where the fuck is that rose? It's just your memory, it's your imagination. Well, where the fuck is there a rose around you? Imagine the smell of money. Cold hard cash, do you know that smell?

Just give that self to your, imagine that smell, except that it's in your life. See what happens. You can do that. The smell is very effective. It's said that, you know, and the vated traditions that ghosts and the off ghosts, offerings to spirits and gods and goddesses, you offer it through scent, because that's the sensory input that is through the spirits. That's how they perceive. So that's a good one. What else we got? Oh yeah, the Nine of Pentacles' Reverse. So this is the card of self-sufficiency. So any resistance, any kind of, I don't know if I can do it. I don't know, I think I need to rely on someone else, or it's just not working for me.

Maybe imagination works for everyone else. Maybe recognizing the true nature of reality is for everyone else, but not me. No, that's bullshit. It's specifically for you. Embrace you being a badass. Embrace you being the coolest fucking person. Not because someone else told you that shit, because you know it yourself, right? Embrace what makes you fucking cool, right? Don't not do things 'cause you're afraid of how other people are gonna perceive you. All this trite, platitudinal bullshit, it actually is true. But you have to prove it to yourself. That's why I say it over and over again. Don't take my word for it.

Don't take anyone's word for it. Don't even buy the complicated, amazing narratives, like astrology and dimensions and timeline jumping. It's all great. It's all great, it's all real. It's all fucking true in duality. But at the end of the day, you wanna fucking change this shit? You can change it. It's totally up to you. That's just the truth, my friend, is just the truth. I think we're good. I think we're good on this episode. I don't know how long it is. Whenever I say it's gonna be an extra long one, I feel like it's not, and I get done about the same amount and the same amount of time. So that's just some kind of bound to that.

Oh, I will say this. There are going to be about two guest episodes a month now. So I've been doing two episodes a week for a total of eight and a given month typically. I'm only gonna be doing two guests a month now. So there'll be six episodes a month instead of eight. This is partially because I'm putting more stuff on the Patreon. This is also partially because it's much more difficult for me to do a consistent output of 52 guests, a year and 52 solo cast. And the solo cast is kinda what the podcast is turned into. So there'll be some bonus content and shit I'll release. I'm not gating everything behind Patreon, but it is a really nice way.

People who are over there understand it's a kind of different level of communication, especially with the live events. The next one of those will be February 22nd. So if you join, you can do that. I think there are two more annual spots. So if you wanna book a reading, you can pay for the annual subscription. You basically get like a free reading. I think it's a 33 minute. So it's a bonus one. I think there's two more spots for those. I think I limited it to 20 and we've had 18. So those are available. Shit's gonna be a pop it over there. The Discord, I also highly recommend Buy Bitcoin. Even if it's $50 with you really gets all expensive now, it doesn't matter.

When it's $100,000, when it's $50,000, it'll be five times, 10 times as much. It's not that complicated. Music is coming. Just got back to New York, getting settled next week, finishing up songs that have, you know, basically been ready to be finished up. Some are done. Gonna be having multiple projects coming out this year, ranging from remixes to pop stuff to electronic stuff to acoustic guitar stuff and vocal stuff. So just bear with me while I get the strategy out, but the shit's coming. I'm super excited to share with you. Live events are happening. It will be a link on this episode, page notes.

I know I said at the beginning, fill that out if you want me to come there. Brooklyn, that shit's happening. Cool stuff, collaboration's coming. Lots of love. I love you. I love you so much. I will see you next week soon. Or no, this week, maybe I guess this week. Who knows? Let's see what happens. I love you. Happy imagining. (upbeat music) (upbeat music) (upbeat music)