Shadow Realms

Welcome to Synchronicity! This week is gonna be fucking crazy just like every other week this year because it's fucking 2020. I don't think it stops. I know, hopefully that is not an unfortunately for you, but I think this shit is gonna continue. Probably for a long time, what is gonna continue? How about dying a million times? How about your ego getting crushed every single time it wants to flex its muscle? I don't like using the word ego. I use it a lot, but you know, that part of you that feels it needs something to exist. It needs something outside of you. It needs some narrative. It needs some structure, some experience, some person, some relationship.

That thing, that thing is, uh, it's having a hell of a time right now. So I smoked some DMT, uh, the other. I actually, no wait, hold on. I got shit to do before I start going to that. I'm teasing it out, but that's gonna be most of what this episode is because holy fucking shit, I don't even, I don't even know what to say. Let's just say it was dark, terrifying, scary, super grateful, and appreciative to be here in this realm, talking about this stuff with you guys. That's great. Uh, we'll get into that. First, I do want to thank my guys at Ned. They're the best sponsors anyone could ever want.

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Well, I haven't released bonus episodes. I've been doing the Q and A's and the live streams and whatnot, but I haven't been doing bonus episodes. Those are coming back. They're back. Basically part two of the conversation I had with Ryan the other night is on there now. So if you like that, I think that's the $13 tier. Yes, it is. Uh, so, and you can also obviously get access to every single other thing that has ever been on there. Music stuff is also there going to be releasing a ton working on some really good stuff with my friend, Bill. Uh, check him out. I'm trying to get him to do a podcast. Hit him up on, guys, can you do me a favor? Can you hit Bill Patrick up on Instagram and say do your podcast? Do your podcast? Go on podcast.

He's fucking awesome, impeccable music taste, really funny, really cool, really down to earth. So go hit him up on Instagram and fucking give me the added boost to convince him to do this. Probably do a live stream or something with him in the next week or so. Uh, Twitch, YouTube, all that shit. Yeah, I don't know. I mentioned at the beginning because I'm about to talk about fucking crazy shit this episode. Okay, so last Friday had my friend Sean Cass and their friend Mayor over Bill was here. We were making music. It was fucking amazing. We got a really fun house. Um, and it's just a great place to make music and we're doing fun stuff.

I was on, you know, decent amount of ketamine, a decent amount of nitrous at times, you know, here and there weed. It was fine. It was cool. It was normal. Just like regular, weird voyages out of the body stuff. No big deal making music fun times. I had told them earlier in the week, hey, will you bring some DMT? I'm being called to DMT. And weird set of synchronicities happened where I was with Bill last week and I was like, man, I really want some DMT and then this dude hit me up. Shout out to you. You know who you are. He's like, yo, I got these things. You know, you want me to send. I was like, yeah. So I was like, DMT is calling me. I'm going to do this. And I've referenced. There's one episode last year. You can listen to it where I smoke Changa, which is like smokeable DMT and had a wonderful like blissed out. Just totally amazing reaffirming. All my dreams are coming true experience. It was incredible. So it's like, all right, let me on this past Friday, let me do something. I'm getting called to do DMT.

I want one of these transcendent, beautiful, amazing experiences. Let me go to the source of music. That was my intention. So I have never smoked DMT in the traditional way, like from the crack pipe thing. By the way, burns your lips fucking socks. I do smoke regularly. So I know how to smoke things. And apparently, you know, they're like, try to take three big hits. I remember one. Apparently, I took three huge ones. That then started the most terrifying, most surreal, most difficult to process contextually experience of my life. And I I've jotted down as much as I can remember. I believe for my friends who are around me.

I have some pieces of information of what I was actually like in doing. I think I went down, you know, like I laid back on the pillow cushions. And immediately it felt like I was regressing from my current state in time as me back into like pre birth. So like, I quickly, from what I remember, I mean, it was like a pink and yellow grid. And then I immediately like went back and kind of there was just this odd fucking sensation of getting like sucked back in time, going through early childhood memories. And then just kind of nothingness. I don't remember anything. I assumed that like whatever conscious aspect of me exists. I lost touch with that.

And also granted, I was on like other stuff. Oh, and acid. I forgot. I was on like 40 mics of acid. So all of these things was like this weird cocktail. And I'm going to get to how this factors in and it shouldn't be taken as like a hedonistic reckless attempt at like plunging into deep aspects of reality. It took me three, four days to process what I experienced. Anyway, going back. This is all great. All wonderful. Weird fractal stuff. I do have a feeling that something other is present. I don't know how to describe that. Just felt like something other people call them entities, whatever. I didn't see anything. But what I do then remember is phasing back into this reality relatively slowly.

And what I then experienced on the faces of my friends and the energy around me is what I can only describe as vampiric, parasitic, shadow-like, desperate. Later, what I've identified that as I believe that was my consciousness traveling through the hungry ghost realm, right? With the Buddhist know as one of the bardos, six bardos of existence, the hungry ghost realm. This is a realm where beings and energy, essentially, is just can never get enough. Always needs more. Always has the most is never satiated. Just please give you more. And I'm going to do an impression now. It's pretty scary. I saw one of my friends basically say this to me and my, like, I don't think she definitely didn't say this. But it was like, yeah, you like this, right? You want more? Yeah, do it. Yeah. Get some more. Yeah, money isn't real. Just do it. Yeah, more and more.

We love it. We love it. And I get chills still talking about it because it was my real experience. Very horrifyingly creepy. Just, like, absolutely the scariest thing I've ever encountered in my life. So then I'm starting to, like, phase back into myself. But it feels very distant, almost like a faint home of who I am that I had to claw myself back to in terms of, like, scaling the ladder of reality, get back to this, like, baseline dimensional place. And I'm doing that. I can't remember if Denise is real. I can't remember if my kids are real. I can't remember. Is this just, am I dying? Certainly felt like dying, but it felt like, am I just, like, an old man at the end of my life, like, phasing in and out of reality and remembering things and just being asked to let go. And I've constructed this reality. Just, like, I'm going everywhere in my fucking mind at this point.

And all of it feels relatively real. And it's very difficult to kind of pin down my consciousness. And then I have an experience that I've had multiple times when I first started smoking weed back when I was, like, 13. It feels like reality is, like, buffering in. Like, my conscious mind is aware of the structure of, like, this reality coming in in fragments or frames. And it's like a very, I don't want to say disconcerting because I got used to it because it happened so much to me, even before I did, like, ketamine and things like that. It's, like, it's, you know, it's weird. It's not normal. And it's kind of like, you can't function totally the same, but you have an awareness of what's on around you.

That then turns into, eventually, me recognizing that, like, love, that basically is, like, what pulled me out of it. It was like, oh, yeah. Okay. Love is thing. They're beautiful things. They're beauty things. This is great. I kept saying, I love you guys. At one point, my friends told me that I was on my knees going, what do I do? What do I do? Like, really innocently? And then I said, oh, I got it. Yes, I got it. And I'm pretty sure that's music and just talking about this shit. So that was nice. But the actual experience was incredibly jarring. I encountered, not by a conscious will, essentially the darkest shit I've ever seen in my life.

Whatever. I was very close to latching on to the narrative. And this is basically what I'm here to talk about today of other beings sucking your soul. I'll mention that I spoke to my mom about this because she's been doing Ayahuasca for, you know, since, like, the late '90s and, you know, has had DMT experiences. And she told me the last one she had was, like, her 10th. She went to a place and there were these beings and they were like, yeah, we're tricking people to come to DMT world to suck their souls. And I was like, fuck. And when she said it felt very true. So I was very close to accepting a narrative of there are beings and energies out there that are really trying to, like, do this to you.

And I want to say that that is true. All of that exists. There's not, like, something that doesn't exist in infinity. So I don't want to make it seem like that doesn't actually exist on some level. But what has really been shown to me more than anything is what I encountered. If you know anything about resonance or just harmony or how the structure of this reality from a fundamental level is built, there has to be resonance for you to have awareness of something. You have to, to be aware of something, there has to be some form of resonance. It's going to be a very dissonant clanging together type of thing, which is kind of my experience, but there has to be some chord or connection there, essentially, some vibratory field.

And I believe what I went through is not only the layers of my subconscious, but literally going into, like, deep archetypal energy that does exist, but is me too. I don't want people to think that if you have one of these experiences or you encounter something that you label objectively evil or dark or bad, that that owns you or you can't do anything about it because these things are doing something to you. You ultimately have the power to dictate your reality, your gratitude, your appreciation, your love. It sounds corny, you know, and I was talking to Jessa about a bunch of this stuff because it was, you know, we were catching up.

It's just been insane, by the way, like all the galactic people are getting together and talking about how fucking crazy the shit is because it is nuts. Who else saw the news that that Israeli scientist was like, yeah, there's a galactic federation of aliens. They've been working with the governments forever. Of course, duh. Anyway, this all gets to the point that this is your consciousness. This is your awareness. I got shown something the first time, and I also did Changa like a couple of hours later and went back to the same place and countered the same energy, right? So it was definitely something that exists and it's real, but it's also you at the end of the day.

I got shown a negative polarity within my field of awareness. I could take that and run with it and say, yeah, there's some malicious force out there and I got demons all up on me and I got to fucking be careful of this person and that energy and this. Totally. Sure. And I was really close to doing that the first two days, like it just felt so other, so something else. But from what I know about everything I talk about, every, you know, mystic, wise person, whoever who has ever spoken about this stuff, it is ultimately you. They are manifestations of you. What I encountered, I would say, is very bardo-like after death states and that fits in with what I think a lot of us are going through, which is death.

Like just like an absolute death of this avatar of who we believe we are as people or believed we are. And what that feels like to certain structures of our minds is very dark, very scary, and it will throw up almost every single kind of fear and trauma and negative pattern quote unquote that you have until you're just like recognized like, that's cool. That's me. I get it. That's an aspect of me. It's not something to be afraid of. It's not anything outside of me that owns me. Does that discount the narrative that there are parasitic, um, vampiric-like entities that may be sucking souls? No, it doesn't. I think if you buy into that narrative, you will most likely encounter that as well.

It just means you don't have to be affected by that. It's not like this is constantly going on and you have to be, oh, I got to be on guard for dark entities. I think another reason I want to talk about this, and this is a conversation that I came out from, Jessa, is like, don't indulge that type of stuff. You can be aware of it, but you don't have to make it the dominant thing you're speaking about. If you talk about soul sucking entities, don't do it to freak people out or open up a gateway that's kind of going to, like, invite that energy in. At the end of the day, there's just energy. It is just energy.

It crystallizes and takes forms based on our awareness. That's how it works. That's how this world work. It's how that's one of the things that was happening when I was coming off of it is each breath I would take in and out. It would go into void when I would take in in breath and out breath would then recreate this reality. That was like a good 30 seconds of the experience, which was insane. Again, I would like to say that when you have an experience like that, either on psychedelics or in life, if you can baseline to intense gratitude and appreciation, we could live there all the time. I could live literally in that realm all the time. I think that's a timeline that most certainly exists, but I don't. And neither do you. Really, that, that, that level of desperation and just, oh, God, it was so, it was what I would call the astral crack house.

That's basically where it felt like I was. And it was terrifying. And I just would like to say that it's you. It's inside of you. It's not a bad thing. You don't have to try to avoid anything, but it is important to honor and acknowledge all of the shadow and kind of dark stuff that leaves within you. It's fine. It's okay. It's not a big deal. We're going to probably weave in some more, but that, yeah, the experience was crazy. I'd love to, you know, I'm going to do some more voyages into the realm. If I keep encountering it and the message is, hey, like, you don't need to be doing this. This isn't something that is beneficial. I'll hang up the phone. But to me, it's a very fascinating experience that really reveals like deep layers of our being and our consciousness.

And I don't want to discount all of these other narratives that there are. There's like a dark and light war and all of these things. Yeah, totally. But don't get so sucked up in it that you forget that that's because of you. You could have no awareness of anything if it wasn't you. That's really like a critically important thing that I don't want to be overlooked here. Okay. I'm just going through my notes. Yeah, fucking infinite blessings. I do know that we are blessed infinitely to be in this realm really, really just like remember that no matter how dark or crazy or hard anything seems like we're really fucking lucky to be here.

Just the fact that you stabilize your consciousness, even if it's not pleasant sometimes, like, trust me. It's good. It's a nice. It's a pleasing thing. The whole thing at the end of the day for me is really about empowerment. Like, that's kind of the core message that was coming through that we don't go through all of these experiences to show us how weak we are, but it is to show us how strong we are. And so when we encounter an energy that's dark or even potentially malevolent that we perceive outside of ourselves, that's not something we have to indulge in at all. That's just not true. And it shows us that when we kind of like center our own internal awareness, we will always calibrate to like a very powerful position.

And I think power is a term that's going to be, you know, mean a lot of different things to a lot of different people. Power can mean making other people do things or getting, you know, having the tools to get other people to do things. Real power is an internal sense of like, I can do what I need to do. I am able to transmute any internal distortion that may reflect back out and cascade into any of my external awareness. You can do that. There is no outside of you, right? That's super important. It does exist, of course. I'm not discounting duality. But ultimately, there is a unified consciousness that expresses itself.

And the cool thing from what I can tell is we have levers and the joystick. The way I was describing it in a reading the other day was like, think if you're like in an X-wing or like some spacecraft and like Star Wars. And you have control of the joystick. You're moving around space. It's fucking great. You're shooting things for fun. It's cool. And you go through an asteroid belt and you have this like force field around you. So when you're going around and maybe hitting the asteroids with your force field, you get jostled around. And the joystick maybe feels like you don't have as much control over it.

If you make the misapprehension that you have no control, that's not going to be good. But if you recognize this just bouncing around a lot and it's like turbulence and you're going to get through it, you're good. So that's kind of how I feel what's going on here at our deep level and our deepest core. You always really do have that joystick. Our lower dimensional selves here may buck and fight against where we're placing ourselves. But it doesn't matter. It's still pretty fucking accurate. So the other thing I want to talk about is how to approach dark energy in general. Like when you encounter this stuff, what you don't want to do is deny it.

If you deny that these things exist inside of you, outside of you, you know, as reflections of you, it kind of owns you. It's like fear or anxiety or doubts. It's like you don't want to stubbornly deny something. And this kind of goes a little bit against, in some people's mind, maybe what Neville Goddard says is about denying aspects of your reality that you perceive with your senses. It doesn't. That's like you don't deny an internal intuitive sense of how you feel. You can change it. You can modulate it, but you don't deny it. If you fight against it, if you push it away, if you try to use masculine energy to like basically be like, no, that shit fucking owns you.

And what eventually happens is it will start to form these like energetic distortions inside of your being that you may then encounter outside of your being. And that's okay. I also think about this Bardo state and these fear state stuff is like in Buddhism, I really love this, especially Tibetan Buddhism. You will get thrown every, there's the wrathful and peaceful deities. And I'd say my first DMT trip was like the peaceful deities, bliss, amazing. Oh, I love you so great. And my second one was the wrathful deities, both things you're supposed to do, both to reach like true realization in both of those scenarios is recognized.

They're both illusions. They're all just you. They're projections of you. There's now any real reality to the blissful celestial, heavenly, amazing deities, and of course they exist. I'm not denying that that's not an experience, but just like with the demon dark fucking evil shit, it's you, right? Just remember that we're moving through Bardo states here. I think it's important. I'm the fucking jackass who's going to take a cocktail of drugs and get into the archetypal layers to talk about this shit. So that's cool. You give yourself so much, just appreciate it. That was like the most resonant message that I was able to kind of take from this experience.

You get like so much. You probably don't even recognize just like the place you live is like probably an amazing place. Even if it's not your ideal place, like it's much better than the astral crack house. Let me just say that. It's always better than you think it will be. This is a really nice mindset to embody. It's also true. Anyone who's done these imaginal acts, anyone who's modulated their reality by kind of dealing with their internal states of being, knows that you can't ever totally nail how great it's going to be and it's usually fucking better. Even when you're going through hell, even when you're going through hungry ghost realm, even when you're going through just like the darkest shit ever and your ego is getting crushed and who you feel you are, you're losing it completely, I promise you, it'll turn out better than you possibly could have imagined.

Don't seek out validation, external validation that you are who you say you are. You can appreciate that the things are the way you feel they're supposed to be are coming true or are true. But if you're seeking external validation that something is true, it's basically a subtle form of doubt. It's like, yeah, but if it's like an if thing, it's like, well, if that's true or I see now that they're doing that, so it must be true. That's a tricky one, but it's true. Always use yourself as an internal kind of generator of your own validity, your own confidence. A couple of them have got her things. Take me, I love this when he talks like this.

He goes, take me seriously, know what you want and then claim you have it. Tell a friend about it and feel his excitement for you. Persuade yourself that what you are imagining is true. Believe in its reality and it will come to pass as an objective fact on this level. I promise you, he's right, he's not lying. When he's saying tell a friend, do it in your imagination. Hear their joy, hear their thrill, hear what you actually know to be true. This prompted me to just quickly go over the rough outline of what these imaginal acts are. Because as much as I talk about them, I feel like we all forget them at various times.

So here's the recap. The first step, this one took me 37 years to do, 36 years thereabouts. Know what you want. Know definitely and clearly what it is you want. If you cycle through things and some fall away and it's not really what you wanted, great. You're getting to the thing. It's like you're Michelangelo-ing. You know Michelangelo had a big fucking block of clay? Clay? No stone, Jesus. He had stone and he said the form was already there. My job is just to take away the parts that aren't it. That's essentially what you're doing when you're drilling down and knowing exactly what you want. So let's say you know exactly what you want.

You're then going to put yourself into what Neville Goddard refers to as a state akin to sleep. It's just a drowsy kind of like sleepy like state. You can get there with substances. You can get there naturally. You can get there through meditation. You can get there just through going to sleep at night. Which is what I typically recommend because I don't want to say lazy. But it's something I do every day. It's not hard to do. Almost every day. And then as you're in the state akin to sleep, you're going to envision something that implies it's done. So you're going to create something in your mind.

Now I know some people cannot actively visualize. That's okay. You can hear something. But it's going to be something that implies it's already done. That's it. Not that you're going to do it. Not that you're in the act of doing it and what it would feel like. That it's already happened. You're basically stamping down in a perceived future reality. A timeline if you will. That this is inevitable. This is going to happen. It has in fact already happened. Living from the end. You're going to replay that scene. Give it the sensory detail that you would have in this reality. All your senses if you can incorporate them in.

Five seconds or less for your scene. Don't expand it. Your mind may tend to wander. Don't worry about it. It's okay. No big deal. Just go back to the scene. Replay it. Replay it. When it feels like it's done. Go to sleep. I like going to sleep. We do a lot of building of our reality as we're unconscious from this world. We disengage our awareness from here. We go to the creative source and we actually reconstruct what we come when we wake up. That's the imaginal technique. I just felt obligated to talk about that because I think a lot of people forget it. We talk about a lot of other stuff on this podcast.

We zoom in to a lot of 3D stuff. Practicality. We live here. That is the technique. Of course, as I've been mentioning, it's diamillion death season. This is very useful shit. When you're in this nexus of opportunity. When you're constantly reconstructing who you are and catching on that you're creating this thing, it's good to do this type of stuff if it works. There's another Neville Goddard thing. What are you doing saying I once imagined it and not imagining it now? For God's name is I am. Not I did. Do you understand? You're always doing it. If you say I did it and I imagined it and it didn't happen, you gave up.

That's all. You just moved your state from a place of confidence and grace and you said, oh, yeah, I gave up. It's cool. Just start imagining it again. It's like a motor. You just turn the key. It's no big deal. It's always their infinite source of energy. We're so good. Just don't forget it. Just don't just don't forget it. You might forget it for a little bit. That's cool. This is a new world. It is beautiful. But what essentially is happening here is you can't be. The version of yourself and move into a new world where all of your dreams are coming true. You actually understand how to do the internal alchemy to deal with your shit and create the life you want.

You can't live there if you're trying to cling to aspects of yourself that are limited, are bound by fear and worry and anxiety. It's not that you'll never encounter those things again. We're in a world where they're pretty prevalent. It's just you won't be able to dwell in them and it won't feel like the new world to you. It's cool. It is for everyone. It's just remember when we go through difficult things. It's not there to fuck us up. So our egos, whatever you want to call them, those clingy, needy aspects that have to feel a certain way to be something. We're being asked either gently or not so gently to let that shit go.

My advice is do what you got to do. Sometimes I'm gentle to myself. Sometimes I'm not. I like a hard teacher sometimes. I've realized that about myself and that's why I get fucking vampiric parasitic energies when I do DMT. Great. Fucking awesome. Okay. Do what you feel like you're supposed to do. This is really important because a lot of people think that this is bad. Now, what do you feel like you're really supposed to do? You may have a craving. You may have an urge. You may have an obsession. But if you just start doing what you really feel like you're supposed to do, what do you think is going to happen?

You think you're going to turn into like fucking hedonistic, reckless fucking murderer? Guarantee that's not going to happen. You don't have access to the podcast if that's what's going to happen. But if you do what you feel like you're supposed to do, what you will see is you're putting yourself in positions where you really are who you imagined yourself to be. You're not fighting against something. There's not something nagging you in the back of your head. I had a great reading with someone who made a big life decision and it wasn't easy. And usually people come to me for readings when they're about to make a big decision.

There's some energy that's aware of them. But she had made this decision. She was kind of fighting with subtle forms of doubt. I was like, you're so good. You already did the hard thing. You did what you feel like you're supposed to do, even if it didn't feel comfortable to do that thing in that moment. That's such an energetic catalyst for your life. The amount of like grace and beauty that flows in when you do what you feel like you're supposed to do. Watch what happens. Maybe it's a little herky jerky when you start doing that, but you'll get comfortable with it, I promise. And then you'll start to calibrate to your true nature, which is really like you're here to teach yourself to feel good.

Because from a space of feeling good, peaceful, hot, peaceful, peaceful, happy at ease, you can really start creating pretty amazing things. And when I say create, it's not so much like this asp at like a new thing. You're just synthesizing all of these like material in your life into something new, into something beautiful. It's not new. It's the wrong word, but something that is beautiful. That's really what we're doing here. So that's fun. Another Neville Goddard got him peppered in here. He begins, though, say when people don't got to say, man, when people begin to discover the power within them, they never play the part that they formerly played.

They don't turn back and become just a reflector of life. From here on, they are the effector of life. That's really important because a lot of people feel limited or like they just can't do it. It's a vibe of like, you know, I'm just one of those people, it's not going to happen for me. It's great. It happens for them. You're sitting back in energy and you can call it parasitic. You can call it whatever, but that's us. That's you. There's an aspect of you that believes that and if that's true, it's cool. You caught the belief. You have it in your hand. Let it go. You don't need that fish. You want to get a better fish?

Maybe you have a fish where like, no, you really are the person you imagine yourself to be. You really are. Set that destination in the future. Go back and revise things in your past. This is what DMT was doing for me, fucking went back, twirling my hair, twirling my mom's hair. It was insane. Anyway, we have this ability to modulate our consciousness in either direction linearly. Time most certainly is not as real as we perceive it to be, but use it as your friend. Time can be your friend. Have you ever thought of making friends with time? It's a good idea. It's super cool. Make friends with money.

Make friends with resources. Make friends with all of the things in your life that maybe feel like they're not going so well. I don't know. Do not have enough of it. Make more of it. And allow what comes through to come through. If you fight it and push against it, I don't know, it's not pleasant. It still happens anyway. We're in big time legacy energy right now. The card I would use in the tarot to kind of communicate this is Ten of Pentacles. Ten of Pentacles had been coming up reverse from me quite a bit, which is kind of like fear of or like looking back in a life not well lived, regretting some decisions.

That was coming up for a lot. And it's certainly how I felt for a little bit. But now it's popping back up right. And I think a lot of people are starting to get a clear vision of what they want their life to be, how they want to be remembered in linear time, more importantly, how they perceive themselves. So if you can catch that kind of legacy, who you are on like a deep level, that's future zooming. Plant that seed. That's a good one. Memory. What a fucking concept. If you ever just think about that, what is that? What a weird fucking thing, Jesus Christ. How about instead of being mad at everything, maybe just come up with a cool idea that makes things better.

Just the thought sometimes. If you're mad at everything, if you're judging everything, it's fine, I guess. But like you could just maybe come up with something. If you really think something is wrong, either do something that feels good to you or come up with something that makes that better. It's just the better idea. There's another never god, never godder. Here's another Neville Goddard. There's no stopping the person who can think from the end. Nothing can stop them. They create the means and grow their way out of limitation. Just get accustomed to accepting the beautiful and amazing things into your life.

Accept them. Accept their truly great ones, states of consciousness that are immune or know how to deal with them, fears, doubts, worries, anxieties. Just start planning those like, can you imagine yourself to be living in a state of abundance and grace and peace. That's it. That's all you have to do. What's something that implies that? Find that thing. Maybe we'll do a little group imagining at the end of this one, feel frisky. Desire exists to be gratified in the activity of imagination. Through imagination we escape from the limitation of the senses and the bondage of reason. Reason is bondage.

It is objectively real. It is also something that if you cling to, you will be disappointed. Things don't make sense in solely a logical way. There are two hemispheres of our brain. There are subjective and objective. There's masculine, feminine. There's light and dark. This is duality. This is these energies coexist and create this place we live in. If you recognize that there is something inside of you that is outside of that, that is broader than that, that is in fact creating this experience, you're then no longer bound to the state of reason and logic alone. I love reason and logic. I like that.

You know what's just occurring to me? All of the digital audio workstations, logic, reason, Ableton, Fruity Loops doesn't really fit in there, does it? No, not so much. Well, maybe it does. Who knows? Anyway, all of these things, desire exists to be gratified in the activity of imagination. Just remember that. Desire exists to be gratified in the activity of imagination. You would not have the desire if it was not meant to be gratified. It may be gratified by just like whisking it away. There may be a desire that you don't really actually want to experience in this world. That's fine. It's still gratified in the activity of imagination.

I have to fucking experience literally everything. I want to do in a weird way, but like not in a conscious way. Here's another one. If I want something, either for myself or another, I immobilize the physical body, then I produce the state akin to sleep, and in that state, just feel happy, feel thankful, which thankfulness implies realization of what you want. Do you understand? Like, this is another thing that came up in a reading. Your ability to feel grateful and appreciative, for that which your senses have not yet experienced, what do you think happens? You're charging yourself with such an intent, like, how can you be grateful and thankful for something you don't have?

Can you do that yet? Try doing that. That's like fucking elite-level shit. Just try it. Expect joy. Just expect it. Have you realized you always have enough yet? Literally always, always, no matter what. And just let yourself be pulled by the subtle force of what you love. That's essentially what the message was to me, is that will always calibrate you to where you're supposed to be. And now let's boot. We'll put this at the end stuff. We'll talk about the DMT stuff. I want to go back to the dark shit. Don't be afraid of that stuff. Don't think that anything owns you. Don't think there's a conspiracy.

Don't believe any of that. You do not have to discount that there is dark energy. Of course it exists. Of course these things happen. Don't push it away like a child who doesn't want to deal with it. But also don't give it more power than what it deserves, which is it's an aspect of you. Ultimately. Finally, that's what it is. There's no other real substance to it than your resonance and awareness of it. So if you recognize that, you're fucking good. You may go to some dark and scary places. I also just like in general, I'm not going to be doing fucking that many drugs together like that. I think there is a very important component of doing these types of substances, medicines, whatever you want to call them, and you have to honor it.

It's like in the same way you honor your own being by kind of imagining beautiful things, like honor what you're putting into your body. It doesn't mean I'm still a McDonald's fan. I'd KFC the other night. It's fucking great. That's what I'm talking about. What I'm talking about is honor the experience. I was a little reckless. I kind of went into the DMT world with a bit of a grabby energy, which is maybe why I went to Hungry Ghost Realm. I wanted some music. I wanted to get in touch with something and bring it back and maybe, you know, beings in other dimensions don't really take kindly to that.

So all I'm saying is recognize the direct connection between your energy and anything you're doing and honor your experiences. I think that's why for a lot of people, ayahuasca works so well as there's a genuine love and appreciation for the plants, the shamans hold space. They play music, they sing, they channel this divine energy. That's a very like holy space. If you're just fucking going in like, let me hit this shit. I think that's when you go to the astral crack house. I'm very grateful that I have people in my life. I have my own perspective that helps me calibrate back to like a very nice place of love.

I recognize people sometimes haven't set up all of those systems in their life. I imagine that they inevitably have and they will experience that and that's a lot of what I talk about on this podcast. But just know that like dark stuff, of course, it exists. It's good. I'm so grateful I got in touch with that shit because if I didn't, I would be a fucking idiot. I'd be out here fucking talking about, you know, just love and light all the time, be like, you got to come and touch, you got to get in touch with that shit sometimes. Remember it's there. Remember that there's aspects of your subconscious mind that are fucking running those patterns that are desperately trying to cling to some sense of existence, honor them, acknowledge them that they exist.

Keep them moving. That's basically what I'm saying. Okay. Wow. Holy shit. Spoke a lot on this episode. We're going to do a live stream tonight for patrons. That's going to be cool. What else we got going on bonus episode next week, some cool shit. Christ Consciousness readings are now open. You can go to syncpodcast.com, S-Y-N-C podcast.com/readings. They are open. They are $100. They are 30 minutes. They are recorded astrology and tarot sessions. I recognize that's not in the budget for everyone. If you want to check Instagram, I do do do. I do smaller readings for 15 minutes, really in the $30 to $40 range.

So if that's what you want to do. I get it. The Christ Consciousness readings are very different than the other readings. People who got them last year know what that's like. We will probably talk more about Christmas stuff and the 12 disciples as we circle back on to that energy, the solar energy that is coming with the solstice. So we'll be talking more about that next week, certainly tonight on the live stream. So that's what's going on. Anything else? Fucking DMT. Jesus Christ. Jesus. Fucking Christ. Oh man, just you know, when you're going to Bardo's, just make sure you recognize them as such.

All right guys, stay safe out there. Until next week, happy imagining. I'm going to be a little bit more comfortable. I'm going to be a little bit more comfortable. I'm going to be a little bit more comfortable. I'm going to be a little bit more comfortable. I'm going to be a little bit more comfortable. I'm going to be a little bit more comfortable. I'm going to be a little bit more comfortable. I'm going to be a little bit more comfortable. I'm going to be a little bit more comfortable. You can't predict the future, but you can prepare for it. Arizona State University is building degrees for what's ahead taught by world class faculty who are shaping our future.

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