Metaphysical Health

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But once again, that's hotaliensummercamp.com, you will have a blast, I highly recommend it. So yeah, check it out. I think you're going to dig it. And there will also be posts about this on the Patreon. Check that out. Cool. So this week, we have a really big episode. So this episode is called Metaphysical Health. One thing I've been writing down in my journal, my affirmation journal, if you will, the first thing I've been putting at the very top is, I am healthy. All right. And this of course includes physical health, mental health, spiritual health, all of the things that, excuse me, you would expect health to include.

I'm currently on a cleanse by Dr. Holda Clark, who is no longer with us, but it's a really intense cleanse. I'm taking tons of pills, turmeric, and all this stuff every day. It's really intense. I'm not eating sugar, I'm not eating meat, I'm not eating dairy. It's been really amazing. The first few days were brutal, absolutely insane as I detox from all this stuff. But I had gotten really unhealthy. And one of the things I noticed, and I'm sure you've noticed this too over the course of your life, is if you put shit into your body, it starts to affect all aspects of your life. It's just the correlation there is too drastic to pretend it doesn't exist.

So we're not going to pretend it doesn't exist. So I'm happy that I'm doing that. I recommend anyone who is about to embark or thinking and embarking on a cleanse or something that's just for their overall health, do it. You will see results not only physically, but in all aspects of your life. But this leads us to another kind of topic of debate. And I know when I started talking about this during the pandemic, I lost the good chunk of my audience because a lot of people didn't like what I had to say about vaccines. I wasn't vaccinated. I was skeptical. I wouldn't have considered myself anti-vax at the time.

I still got all of my vaccines when I was a kid. My first two children were vaccinated with all of this stuff. And basically, it was just something that I took for granted. I did it. I was told that public health advocacy, the science supported it, and I didn't question it. Since then I've learned a lot about how all of this work. If you've seen the movie "Dope Sick" about the Sackler family and Purdue Pharma and how they kind of pushed the opioid crisis on the general public, it's pretty corrupt. They're in bed with the FDA. The FDA said it was a safe, effective, and non-addictive thing. It's basically amazing heroin.

It's the best heroin you could get on the planet. Heroin is like pales in comparison to OxyContin. And now they're paying billions of dollars and they're kind of social pariahs. Dope Sick really explored that and it kind of highlighted the relationship between the pharmaceutical companies and the government relationships that they had sort of captured these agencies. And I thought that was bad. And it is bad. It's really bad. What I didn't know is how pharmaceutical companies have pushed a very clear, non-scientific agenda when it comes to vaccines. And this isn't going to be an episode about being anti-vax per se, right?

I don't want to sit here and pretend that I'm a scientist or a doctor and I have all of the information. You may have seen him pop up recently. I wrote him off as a cooke, even though he's married to Cheryl Hines from Curb Your Enthusiasm, RFK Jr., the nephew of JFK and RFK's son. I had heard the same things that many of you have probably heard that he's anti-vax that he's kind of a conspiracy guy. He's kind of nutty. Don't pay him any mind. He causes autism, all of these things. There's no science to back it up. That's not true. And this isn't something I'm interested in getting into a debate about.

And if you are going to be offended about some of the things that I'm going to be saying in this episode, turn it off now, right? Or just lose all your respect for me, either way, whatever you have to think is your prerogative. However, I do want to highlight kind of the relationship about how we approach these type of hot button topics and our metaphysical well-being, right? These are metaphysical health. How do we navigate these situations where it seems as though the government institutions and the medical institutions are completely corrupt, right? There is a direct correlation. Now, again, correlation does not mean causality.

It doesn't mean just because there's a correlation in autism surging up, allergies surging, eczema, all these autoimmune diseases coming up. It doesn't mean that that's because of vaccines. However, some of the evidence is very compelling, and especially how the COVID situation was handled. And listen, think what you want about quarantine and masking and all of those things. The United States did as poorly as any other country, actually worse than any other country, right? About 4% of the global population accounted for 14% of deaths in the world. And you can point to a lot of reasons for that.

But in general, the United States health system is the worst in the world, and we're one of two countries that allows pharmaceutical advertising on television and podcasts and all other media, which is bizarre. And it really is, if you look at the health of the country, it is steadily declined since the '60s. And a lot of this does have to do with essentially government agencies being bought and paid for by pharmaceutical companies. One of the things that always struck me is during the pandemic and the following response to it by government agencies is how all of these people kind of know pharmaceutical companies, big pharma is corrupt and their money-grubbing kind of horrible people, they got thrown to the wind with the vaccines.

And people lined up to take them. If you didn't take vaccines, you were a piece of shit, you were horrible, you were contributing to the deaths of millions of people, you were the problem, you were the issue. And I don't expect apologies from any of the people who felt like that or still feel like that. I do think in 10 years when we see that what happens with vaccines and kind of what has been happening, a lot of people will kind of realize the mistakes they have made. But one of the things that happens, and this goes for all aspects of life, is when you take a stance on a big issue that's very important to you and in general, is very hard to walk that back.

This is a skill that I do pride myself on, I'm not afraid to change my mind. I don't have any attachment to identity, any one identity so much that I can't completely change my mind. That flexibility of mind is something that we do want to cultivate, it is a sign of intelligence and health, and we want to kind of foster that as much as possible. So again, this isn't going to be the episode where I'm explaining why vaccines are harmful or why glace of fate is bad for you or even Wi-Fi or cellular, you know, radiation. All the things which are bad for you now, as an adult, they're less harmful. But for children, they're incredibly horrible, especially when we think about the interaction with developing brains, it's scary shit.

And I know a lot of people in my life who do not believe this, but I am also blessed to have a mother and a wife who have been light years ahead in recognizing some of the dangers of this stuff and do it in a way that is very scientifically based, right? So one of the things that happened with COVID and the global response to it is science started taking on what we call scientism. It became a religion, right? Science is not based on experts having all of the knowledge, them telling you everything and you taking their word as gospel. That's religion. That's what priests do. That's what religious leaders do.

It's the opposite of what science is supposed to be founded on. You're supposed to question things. They're supposed to be put up for rigorous review, debate and essentially, you know, making sure that these things are safe and effective, right? Efficacy is obviously a big thing when it comes to this, but of course, safety is a bigger thing. So how do we go about navigating from a metaphysical standpoint, all these things that are going on, right? If we acknowledge that there are aspects or maybe in totality that the government is corrupted and that they're in bed with agencies whose number one goal is to redistribute wealth and profit to their shareholders and the company executives who run them, we acknowledge that's the main prerogative and not necessarily the health of the general public, then we have a lot of questions that we need to start asking ourselves.

Are we fucked? Is the first one? Is there anything we can do? Is the second one? What can we do? What are the specific things we can do to guard ourselves? And this is where the imaginal stuff and the metaphysical things start to come into handy. Now, the one thing I would recommend that everyone does from an imaginal, a manifestation standpoint is invite and clarity and grace and harmony. Those are skills. I'm telling you to take a stance on one side or another, but please ask yourself for the clarity and the grace and the blessings to be able to see what is going on, to be open-minded enough to really open yourself up to research and just ideas that maybe you hadn't considered before.

That's an evolved state of mind. Blindly following something is the worst thing you can do. Even if it's great advice, you're utterly reliant on an external force and we know how I feel personally about external forces. This is you running the show. This is your imagination. This is your show, so to speak, you're in charge of your reality. So when you seed that control to anything else, government agency, executive, a doctor, you're losing that power. That person is now in control of your destiny. That person is now your God, so to speak. They are your ruler, they are your omnipotent being. A lot of times when people get diagnosed with a very severe illness and a doctor says it's terminal, they may have been feeling okay and like they can beat it before, but if they're told they have a few months to live, what happens more than not?

They die. They die sooner rather than later. You could say, "Oh yeah, well that's because the disease killed them." Of course, sure, maybe. Or is it their belief that that is something that is happening that affects them? This goes for all illness, autoimmune, every possible thing under the spectrum, right? So how do we deal with that? What do we do? So of course asking for clarity, open-mindedness, grace are wonderful things to do, but we also have to have some practical things we can do in our day-to-day life. The first thing we do is recognize that we are in control of our health. You as an individual have sovereign accountability for everything that goes on with your body.

No one else. You can get advice. You can get perspective. You can get experiential wisdom passed on to you, but ultimately is your decision. So if you make the decision and make it a priority to be healthy in your life at all levels, you should start to see some changes. This is akin to when we do the imaginal acts to bring in new experiences that are fundamentally different from how we have lived our lives, whether that's abundance or security or love or harmony or happiness, joy, generosity, whatever it is. This is the same exact thing. We have to develop some process for bringing in this energy into our lives that allows us to see what is going on.

And that comes with cataclysmic changes, think the tower card in tarot, our lives will change. Maybe you are a type of person who thought anti-vax is a pejorative term and it's a dumb fucking stupid thing that people in the middle of the country who are dumb, too small brain to believe are just idiots who don't look at science, which is a popular viewpoint from a lot of people who think they know better. Be open-minded to research. Be open-minded to following the money. Be open-minded to really looking at these things, not because you're parroting some wine that has been fed to you. One of the things that I have always heard about vaccines is look at polio.

Look at the millions and tens of millions lives that it's saved. Look at the Spanish flu. All of these things. If vaccines had been invented, maybe it wouldn't have been as bad. The data does not support this. This is not some rogue theory that quacks are perpetuating and, you know, the minority of people have these weird viewpoints. This is not up for debate. We can debate it, but the scientific literature from respected journals, doctors, individuals all over the world who have made it their life's mission to kind of focus on health and physical health does not support the theories that vaccines are effective.

Just number one. Another thing to know is that there is no liability. Since 1986, when it became a government mandate and through legislation, pharmaceutical companies do not have any liability or culpability for vaccines, and in fact, they're incentivized to make more of them because it makes them more money. Imagine you have no oversight. You have no culpability. You have no recourse whatsoever. Nothing bad is going to happen to you. You can do whatever you want, say whatever you want, and nothing bad is going to happen at any level of government or in the private sector, right? Maybe you pay a fine or something if something comes in that's so bad that people can't ignore it.

But for the most part, it pales in comparison to the revenue that's being made. That's your first red flag, right? Follow the line. I do recommend listening to RFK Jr. and what he has to say. Again, I wrote him off as a kook, too. I don't want to sit here and say that I have been on board with this. I thought anti-vax was stupid. I thought it didn't make sense. I thought it was ridiculous. I thought, of course, they're effective. Why wouldn't they be effective? It makes no sense that even people would even say that. But when you dig in a little bit and really look at the scientific literature and really look into what people have dedicated their lives to this or saying, a lot of things come up.

I recommend the book, I just started it, the real Anthony Fauci. If you want a portrait of how this happened, the pandemic response. And again, this is like all interesting stuff and if you're into it, great delve into it. But I'm more interested in how this affects us from a metaphysical standpoint. What lessons can we learn, what practical steps we can take to kind of prepare ourselves for a changing environment where we do have to develop personal agency. We cannot rely on external forces and government and people, experts, all of these things. It doesn't mean we disregard expert opinions. They're experts for a reason.

But it means we have to have the ability to investigate and research and be open minded enough to really make our own decisions. And that's not a bad thing. It doesn't mean you need to go to medical school and learn all of these things. It's just there's a basic level of investigation that needs to be done and this should be something you relish. It should be something you're interested in doing. It's good for you. If you have children, it's even more important. That's what really got me interested in all of this stuff is because I have kids. I want to make sure I'm doing the best I possibly can for them and their health and their psychological well-being.

And I don't want to just be feeding them poison. It's a reason I eat organic and really try to pay attention to especially what I'm feeding my children and giving my children because I don't want them to get sick. I don't want to be the person who is in charge of their well-being and let them down. And then that of course reflects back to my own personal well-being. I want to be healthy. I want to be someone who feels good in my body and can stay in flow states for a long period of time because I have the natural born energy that comes from someone who's doing well physically. It's why I'm doing the cleanse.

So again, this is not me trying to convince you that vaccines are not safe and they cause autism and that all of these things are horrible. My personal beliefs are certainly verging and veering into that opinion just because it becomes very clear at a certain point that that's probably what's going on. But I recognize that's not something that's going to be palatable by everyone, especially if we've been buying the kind of propaganda and talking points that they are. They're extremely effective. They're very safe, anyone who disagrees with that is just a letite. They don't know what they're talking about and they're actually hurting people by encouraging them not to take vaccines or whatever.

It's not my role to tell you what to do. It never will be my role. I can only share my personal beliefs. What I do think my role is if you're listening to this podcast is what can we do? What do we do? How do we think about this stuff? How do we protect ourselves and also not succumb to the fear? Fear is a huge component of this and we know fear is a threshold guardian. Fear is something that is inviting us to look at something to deal with it. It is not there as an obstacle to turn us back and say, "Hey, you have come too far. Now you need to go backwards because you're wrong. This isn't for you."

It's an invitation to look at our own lives and determine what's working and what's not working. It's often a signal. It's a beacon for us to move towards the fear, through the fear, to see that there is nothing to fear but fear itself. It is just an idea that holds power over us because it's scary to us and scary things have a lot of power over us typically. Changing our relationship to fear, I've gone over ad nauseum and plenty of podcasts before, how to deal with fear, how to look at it, how to approach it, how to love it, how to deal with it in a holistic way that is beneficial to us and those around us.

That's a good place to start. We can take it to its logical end where the fear is, is mortality, disease, these types of things where we think about, "Well, we don't want to be sick and dying. We don't want to be in a horrible position, dying in a hospital." That's what a lot of people have fears about that and for a good reason. It sounds terrible. We all want to smooth transition into the next thing, whatever it is. We don't want to have a horrific end of life situation. If we can address that and recognize that life is just a momentary, it's just a snap of the fingers. If we could see in Slaughterhouse Five, there's an amazing point in the book where the main character meets a bunch of aliens and the way they perceive time is one continuous thing.

What humans look like to them are this long type of worm where at the beginning you have a baby and the end you have the person at the end of their life and it's this one continuous thing that they view. It's atemporal. It's not linear. They see it all at once, which is just an interesting way of thinking about time. What would that bring up for us? If we could see our entire life in one straight line and look at it at any point, what observations would we recognize about how we're living our lives? What changes would we make? What things would we keep? These are questions that are fundamentally important when we're thinking about issues related to our health.

To me, the most important thing I've said before is inviting in the aspect of clarity. End the faith and wisdom to know that you got this baby. This is your life. You are in charge of it. You determine the direction of every aspect of your thing. And just because we discover that maybe these agencies are corrupted and they're horrible and they're just money-grubbing misguided souls, don't let that be something that crushes your spirit. Let it be something that inspires you and encourages you to look at your own inherent power. And we do this through a lot of ways. I typically have focused on my own personal life on abundance and I've played that game both well and poorly.

Let's say I'm not playing it the best right now. I could use a little bit more abundance. However, I don't buy into these perma-state of beings. This goes back to not cultivating an identity that you latch on to once you identify as someone who is pro-vaccine or anti-vaccine or whatever, you're allowed to have an opinion on it. You certainly should. You should have some intuition about what's right and what's not. But once you solidify an identity, you're stuck there, man. You are stuck there. You will defend that identity. It becomes who you are. If it's challenged, you will react negatively. You will do whatever you can to keep that identity in place.

So the ability to kind of shift through fluidly and flexibly through identities and not be attached to anyone is a critical skill that I think everyone should devote some time and energy to just because that is going to what that's what's going to be that allows you to kind of succeed and do well. And when we come across issues like this, and this is only going to be a bigger issue as time goes on, a lot of things are going to come out in the coming years that just shatter people's illusions about what's been going on with public health in the United States and around the world for that part. It's not just a localized geographical thing.

It certainly has a lot to do with where you live in the government institutions in charge of health, public health policies, but it's not just that. It goes into everything. And I think if we look at these hot button topics, not as, um, errors in the human condition or society or culture, but rather as invitations to look at what's working and what's not and areas that we can focus on to improve our lives, how to play the game of life better. It becomes a positive and that is one of my main hallmarks. I tried and not only just blindly be an optimist, but look at difficult situations where hindrances and obstacles become rather than things that turn us back, but stepping stones that we can then use to improve our awareness, our consciousness, our lives.

So that's the first subtle shift that I invite you to kind of look at is don't look at these things as negatives. Don't look at them as something that's gone wrong, where you've incarnated on this planet and these lives not to realize how fucked up things are, but to teach us broad lessons about what it is to be a being, to have consciousness and the lesson that hopefully we can take away from this is that we have a lot of power. We have a lot of inherent wisdom and love and that quite frankly, that is what creates this whole thing. Do not buy into cynicism. Yes, it can be heartbreaking when we discover some of the things that are being done under the auspices of public health.

Some of the things that people have chosen to do in the name of greed and prosperity. Some of the ways that the public has been sold out, don't get me wrong. This can be enraging, infuriating, just really like upsetting. Don't live in that space. Feel it, acknowledge it, don't push it away, but don't live there, don't like I say, don't jump into the ocean of suffering, don't jump into the ocean of suffering, be aware that it's there. Just don't hang out in the ocean of suffering. It's not a place that's going to serve you in the long run. It stays as long as you want, obviously, but it's not my vibe to jump into the ocean of suffering and stay there.

So know that it exists, but allow it to be a propellant that moves you towards a higher state of consciousness, which to me is the fun of it. That's the fun of taking control over your own health, be it physical, mental, spiritual, mystical, psychical, whatever it is, take control of it, flex your metaphysical muscles. And again, I understand that this stuff can be very upsetting for people, especially if you're someone who has believed the kind of standard narrative that we've been told, whether it's vaccines or food or whatever, like it's confusing, it's difficult. We have so many other things going on in our lives.

Now we got to worry about this, like I get it. At the end of the day, it's what you put into your body and what you believe about the impact of what you put into your body, what it has on your life is a critically important thing. Let's just acknowledge that we are not pure energy beings who don't have physical corporeal forms. We have bodies. I'm not a Socrates here who thinks the body is like this thing that's in the way and it's getting in the way of our true nature and metaphysical kind of beauty and spirituality. No, we have bodies for a reason and one of the reasons is to learn about the bodies.

We'll learn about the relationship between physicality and etherealness, right? That's a huge component of what it is to have a body and be human, to have the awareness and consciousness of having a body, right? So don't disregard it is my advice and try to take some joy in recognizing what an amazing thing it is we have a body. What an amazing thing that we have the ability to learn more about the relationship between what we put in our body and what we do and how it affects our lives. That's an awesome thing. That's an awesome thing. That's not a bad thing. So again, try not to stay in cynicism.

Try to recognize your own power, invite in clarity, use difficult situations and experiences as stepping stones, though that's the way to use these things. You judo flip a negative polarity into a positive polarity think each thing, right? This is where you once something is racially it's peak of whatever that energy is. It flips into its opposite and that's how we want to look at these things and that's where these turning points and kind of tipping points, if you will, really become powerful because when we see something is so fucked up, so beyond the pale, so just bad. Know that we are reaching the apex of that energy and that energy can easily flip into something else and usually a good thing, but we have to have the awareness and ability to harness that and understand that we have the ability to make it something good, make it a positive, not dwell in the negative, right?

So I encourage again everyone to listen to RFK stuff if there's anything here that has moved you about kind of public health advocacy. The dude is not a cooke. I know his voice is really rough. He's got a disease and a constrains and constricts his vocal cords and he has this voice that's not easy to listen to, but it shouldn't detract from his message. I hope that he wins the president, you know, as people who think I'm a Trump person, I'm not a Trump person, I just, you know, appreciated the chaos that he brought into an inherently corrupt system and enjoyed watching people freak the fuck out for no reason guys get it together.

I lost a lot of my chunk of audience at the time for that too. RFK is an inspiring figure. He is someone who is about love and justice and equity and fairness and that's something that I do stand for and it is something that I can get behind. So I do hope he gains momentum and is able to actually gain favor in the Democratic Party. I don't think he will, you know, the Democrats have proven themselves to be not only weak, but also just essentially disguised neo cons, you know, the party of war, whether you like it or not, you know, there's a lot of shady shit going on, but this isn't a podcast for a political discourse at the end of the day.

I'm not trying to take sides, I'm not trying to bash anyone for having a political belief or alignment. My beliefs have changed constantly throughout my life and I don't, again, I don't identify with one political party or the other. I have values and beliefs that, you know, if someone is speaking about those and I agree with, that's who I like. So just try to take the opportunity. If you're someone who is anti-anti-vax and you think this is just cookery, foolishness, nonsense, conspiracy, just take a look at what you're doing. Take a look at what you believe. Why do you believe that? How did you come to these conclusions?

Who told you that? Where'd you get that information? Are you willing to look at counterpoints? Are you willing to look at people maybe you don't agree with and see what they have to say? That's a healthy mindset that feeds into other aspects of your life. That's also how you develop the flexibility of mind to do the imaginal techniques well. This is not necessarily easy and natural stuff for most people, thinking that your consciousness is God and that sense of I am is truly Jesus Christ and the manifester of your destiny. That's not an easy switch for a lot of people, but being flexible and inviting and clarity is something that really helps with that process.

It can make it an easier and more palatable course for you to embark on. That's what I look at all this stuff as. To be clear, I am concerned. I am in awe of how public health is and has evolved and how the mechanisms and machinations of how these institutions are in bed essentially with the people they're supposed to be regulating. It is not pleasant. It is not good. Again, watch the movie Dope Sick to get a taste of what's going on with the pharmaceutical companies. That's nothing compared to everything else that's going on. This is not a downer episode. We don't have a lot of downer episodes.

Personally in my life, things have not been the best. I've been dealing with some abundance issues. I've been staying in company of lack mentality and I've been working on those things and to me, the first thing I came across is fix your body, fix your health. That gives you a platform in which to address every other aspect of your life. That's a really important thing. Please take care of yourself. Love yourself. Love your body. This is if you've been thinking about getting healthier, if you've been thinking about the ways in which you're not healthy and what you can do to change those, take this as the sign.

Take this as the message that you have thought about this. You are now manifesting another voice that is telling you, yes, it is time. Please. There's a possibility for your own health, metaphysical and physical. I really just like, this is it. We have a lot of stuff coming up energetically in life in 2024 and 2025 and beyond. There's a lot of stuff that's going to be coming out. There are a lot of metaphysical realities and truths that will be blasted upon us and these transitions are not over. They're really just beginning. The world is going to look radically different. We addressed on one of the live streams recently, the AI stuff, there's so much stuff going on.

The Chinese, Axiom, the curse that you'd be born in interesting times. We are cursed to my friends, but it's not really a curse. It's kind of fun. Isn't it? But just ground yourself, do the things you know you need to do to be healthy, set up positive habits for yourself, address the things that you know aren't good that you do. And don't beat yourself up. Do not beat yourself up. Maybe maybe I was so unhealthy two weeks ago, apex of my unhealthiness from every possible thing you could be doing that was wrong to be doing to your body. I was doing 10 days later, I had a completely different world.

I'm not there yet. I'm not there yet, but I can see already the clarity of mind just how my life is working, my relationships, how they improve, please, please take this as an invitation to get a hold of your metaphysical and physical health. Okay. Let's do some cards. We haven't done cards for a little bit. Let's do a little preview for the end of June and going into July. We will make this relatively quick, but we'll pull some cards. A reminder, there are no readings open right now. We've kind of pivoted over the Discord server is very crypto focused. The market has been very brutal and rough for a lot of people.

I will be opening up readings again every Monday. I do. I set aside usually a block of three or four hours for Instagram readings, 15 minute readings you can go and check me out there if you want to do those. That's where we're doing the tarot readings. Otherwise we do have the Patreon every Thursday. They're about sometimes Wednesday, sometimes Friday. We do a live stream over on Twitch and those are recorded for Patreons. I highly recommend taking advantage of those also that gives you access to the private section of the Discord server, which is only for active patrons, everyone else can join and then quit if they want and get access to the public server, but the private one where I share like personal signals and trades that I'm in and just any other alpha that's going on.

We call it alpha degen squad. You have access to that as well. Patreon's been going well. We're having a good time over there. Do some music making. Do some fun stuff. Yeah. Okay. Let's pull some cards for the end of June and July and see what we have going on. Mm. Reversed. Reversed. Reversed. Okay. Two of Wands reversed. Nine of Pentacles reversed. Knight of Swords reversed. Let's talk about this. Okay. We're talking about difficulty in seeing the future, not really being able to see clearly what it is that is coming up and what it is that we want. This is time and a reminder to focus on a goal, a desire, and really try to be okay if we don't have the specifics of what it is, just the energy that's behind it.

And this makes a lot of sense. There's a lot of conflicting information. There's a lot of chaos going on. This is a natural response to that. And of Pentacles, I very much abide with this reading right here, nine of Pentacles reversed, right? You may not feel that you have the ability to be self-sufficient, to take care of yourself. You may feel reliant on other people. That's okay. It's temporary. And let me tell you that you do. You absolutely do have the power and ability to do whatever it is that you want. If you don't feel like that right now, it's okay. It's an energy thing. It's just something that's moving through, we're still in a clip season.

There's still a lot of shadow stuff coming to the surface. It's okay. Process it. Again, use it as a stepping stone. You're good. You are good. You are loved. You love. You will be okay. If lack is filtering into your life, know that it's temporary. There are always options. The worst case scenario almost never happens. You can entertain it. You can play around with it. Hey, you can even fuck around and stay there for a little bit, but it is temporary. Night of Swords reverse. This is energy of haste and kind of making mistakes when we're going too fast. Pull back. It's okay to take a step back.

You don't want to move so fast that you're moving reckless. If you felt that things have been progressing too quickly or you're scattered, that energy is alleviated by taking a pause. And this is certainly kind of where we are energetically right now. There's a lot of confusion and chaos. And that's just the vibe of 2023. It has oscillated up and down. It's choppy. Go look at the markets, right? It's chopped fucking city out there. This is just where we are at this point in time. It's a little bit wonky. Can you sense it? Can you feel it? Hopefully you're navigating it well, but it is wonky. And that's okay.

Like we got to get these wonky periods for the juxtaposition of the flow periods. It's just how it is. I've been doing this podcast a long time. There's ups and downs. You will see me personally go through the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. I've gone through like three or four cycles since I started this podcast in 2015. And you will too appreciate the good times. Don't get beaten down by the bad times, oracle, animal card, moth spirit, surrender now. We've spoken about the power of surrender, just let it go, that pencil thing, right? Grab that number two pencil. Imagine what it's like to hold it as tightly as possible.

And then that feeling of just opening your hand and letting it drop. That's what we're asking to do in the process of surrendering. It's just anything we are clinging and holding to so tightly, you do not get results like that. Yes, diamonds are made under pressure, not like that. That is not an energy that is going to work for people. The more you cling, the more suffering you're inviting into your life. Think about end of life. Think about fighting the process of dying. No, you go with it. You flow with it. Once you know it's time, you let that shit happen. And that is what a lot of this is. It is psychic death.

It is spiritual death. It is allowing yourself to transform and metamorphize into something new. That's how we get changed energetically. It is not just a linear progression upwards forever. It just doesn't work like that. It's okay. Next card. Gosh, so many reversals. Ace of Swords reversed. Page of Cups reversed. That means too funny. And nine of Cups reversed. So there's a lot of energy going on. I can sense with everyone where it's just difficult. Self love is one of the things that comes up with Ace of Swords too. Like please have the clarity of mind to know that if you're in a stagnating point in your life, just in reality, again, it is temporary.

Page of Cups reversed. You were taking things way too seriously, way too seriously. Please lighten up. Please be playfully curious about things. Do not let yourself get hardened and beaten down by the seriousness of life. I am guilty of this as much as anyone else. Man, when things are bad, I think they're the worst. One of my beautiful things is when things are high, life is heaven. When things are bad, life is fucking hell. But one of the anecdotes of that is just to remain light. Allow yourself if things are so bad, just laugh at it. Fucking laugh at it. That is what it's about. Like don't, it's not so serious.

I know it can feel super serious. I've been to a week ago. I was just like lamenting the fact that how horrible things had gone and how fucked up my situation was and how am I going to take care of my family I can't do it. It passes. So just don't dwell in that and don't crystallize it, don't let it harden and solidify into your reality. You'll get a stater for a very long time if you allow that to happen. Nine of Cups reversed, again, it's discontent, right? Not being satisfied with where you are, desiring some other aspect of life, feeling emotionally kind of not at ease, upset. And this is, it's okay.

I'm here to tell you, it's okay. It will pass. I say this from personal experience. I say this from gaining perspective throughout. I'm going to be 40 in July, had, you know, a bunch of time on this planet. I know people done, you know, done it a lot longer. It's just, it's, it's temporary. It will pass. I promise you. I can tell you, 2024, a bit brighter of a scene. I just made another micro-dose solution. It is going to re-invite the magic. I'm a big fan of that. I was spoken about how to make those in the past, not just the little LSD here and there. Never a bad thing. Loosen up those neural networks and be open to create, creating new neural pathways.

Don't fixate. Don't get hardened. Don't, again, this goes back to the identity thing. Don't cling and create an identity that you now have to adhere to. This is one of the issues of, like, the pronouns thing. It's just creating harder and harder identities. I'm against that. I'm not against if you want to be called something. That's fine. It's totally fine and I will respect it and I will do it. But just like this idea of creating an identity that you have to cling to, trust me, 10 years less, you'll change your mind on a lot of those things too. So just try to be a little bit flexible. Try to move through.

Make like the ketamine school of thought. Disassociate a little bit. Move through things, right? Go listen to my song. Shout out to dead people. If you want a sense of what that's like, it's pure ketamine song. Oracle card for that set, Koi fish spirit. There's always enough and this is the real truth of reality. There is more than enough. There's more than enough joy. There is more than enough money. There is more than enough love. There's more than enough prosperity, harmony, everything. There's more than enough. Just know that. Once you acknowledge that and truly and really know it, watch it flow to you.

Watch it flow to you, okay? That's where we are. One more card. See if we can get an upgrade. Okay, we got a good reversal. Five of cups reversal. This is like really letting things go, not dwelling, being able to take that surrendering move and allowing it to happen, right? Should we go until we get one upright? Let's try it. Another piece of cups reverse. Self love though. Again, it's not a bad card reverse. Just focus on yourself. Don't let your emotions overwhelm you. I know it can be difficult, but you know, you got this shit. And here we are. First one. Upright six of swords, transitions, transitions, transitions.

You are moving to a new place. Where are you moving to? Let's find out. Beautiful. It's a reversal, but it's a good one. Nine of swords reverse. You're moving past anxiety. You're moving past obsessing and worrying. That is something you are moving past towards the moon, your emotions, your feelings, your inner world, okay? Your intuition, your divine feminine will be percolating. It will be coming to the surface and that's going to be happening probably at the beginning of July, right? We don't like to progress too much, but just see how you feel at the beginning of July and get back to me. Finally, Lizard Spirit dreamed the world into being.

Is there a better card to end this with? That's what we're about here. Life is but a dream. Row, row, row your boat. You feel me? You're creating this show. You got this shit. You're the best. I love you. Right? That's just what this is about. A reminder. Go check out. I'll say it at the end of the episode. If you're looking for a community of people, I know Jess's community. I know the people have surrounded it, I talked to Jess regularly, she's one of my favorite people and although she may not be there, hotaliensummercamp.com is a group of people who kind of have surrounded her core message.

Great group. They're fucking awesome. Go check it out. There's a ton of stuff going on over there. I know for a fact that if you go to that, if this resonates with you, I can guarantee you will have an amazing time. It's just one of those things where the group of people, it speaks for themselves. Do you know what I mean? That's how things work. There's also an auction going on. It runs till the end of June. This is an auction for low bids related to Reiki attunements, intuitive art, card and soul plan readings, crystal grid. You can go and auction this out. This is people who are offering their services and you can get something probably for a little less money than it would normally cost you.

All this stuff is affordable. I looked at the price points for all this stuff. You can go. Whatever your situation is. You got a camper. You're not. You want to camp out. You want to be in a nice room. They got that. You want to be in a tiny home? It's cool and it's dope. We need community. It's also something that is really important that I'm focusing on. I kind of lost touch with interacting with people socially, which is very easy to do when you have three children. It feels like your life is a never ending rollercoaster of responsibility and obligation. Hang out with your friends. Guys, I'm saying this as much as myself as anyone else.

Hang out with your friends. Get out there. Do the shit you need to do. You will go crazy if you don't. I'm an introvert. I could stay by myself all the time. Make the effort to go out and be with people. Good talk. See you out there. Probably do another podcast next week. It's not going to be that long of a gap. You know, had some shit I was going through. Had to get it done. I also will not record an episode unless I actually have something to say. I'm not going to feed you some fucking bullshit just because I have a podcast and I feel like I have to get it out. That's whack. It's stupid. Not doing it.

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