Patreon Sneak Peek: Questions Answered

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Welcome to Synchronicity, this is a patron only bonus episode that is gonna be released for everyone. So, something that we came up with over on Patreon, he trion, easy for me to say, how are you doing, by the way? How's everything going? It's pretty gnarly. I feel like we're oscillating recently in the past few days between the bright new future and the dark gold past, and it's cool, like the past isn't coming back, but we're feeling it, we're having awareness of it, just feels like something collectively everyone is doing. So, it's no big deal, write it out, it's fucking cool, the retrospective ability to look back and process what maybe we wanted to change that has changed now or is changing is great.

So, don't judge yourself if you feel like you're kind of looking back and maybe even kind of like a bittersweet nostalgia for something, it's all good, it's no big deal, we're moving forward, moving forward. Okay, so for this episode, we're gonna be doing patron only questions, so people ask questions on Patreon, I'll be addressing those every one or two weeks over there. Stuff is getting more ramped up, I don't want this to be just a huge ad for Patreon, but I'm trying to explain to people that in between the regular weekly episodes that have been coming out, you know, we're gonna be doing other stuff in between their live readings, and I do a lot of public ones too on a monthly basis, but that's kind of what's going on.

This is turning into, I don't wanna say a job, but this is what I feel compelled to do. My two main projects over the next six months, a year for seeable future is gonna be this podcast and music, and those two things, that I work in in tandem, I'm getting my studio set up, over in my new place, and Ryan Cliff, and right by the river, it's so cool. So stay tuned for that. I'm also speaking of music, and Patreon, I'm releasing songs and tracks over there before they hit the streaming services, so if you wanna hear those, you can go there. Okay, so this is basically just a fucking long ad for Patreon, but we're gonna be answering questions which were really good from a bunch of people over there.

Okay, getting started. Oh, nice dovetail. I don't map, in case it hasn't become like totally clear at this point, I don't map shit out, I used to a little bit back when I started the podcast, but I just have all these notes written down and I just go through an order. Okay, first question from Alex. What is your music production creative process like? I have a background in classical and jazz piano, and I'm starting to learn Ableton, feeling a little bit overwhelmed. I've heard good things about Mr. Bill's instructional stuff. Also, you should do a podcast with Mr. Bill, I heard him on Dunkin Show recently and it was great.

I think I've heard a few Mr. Bill tracks, I'm not totally familiar. So I started making music in around the late 90s, 97, 98 on PCs, Windows based computers. Primarily, no outboard gear, I was fucking 15, 16 years old, had no money, couldn't buy anything, so I had a PC and I just started downloading and cracking, illegally cracking as many digital audio workstations, DAWs, as they were called. So reason I used Fruity Loops back in the day, gosh, all of these weird modular program called Buzz, and so like I started learning on those and just basically I was so fascinated with electronic music. So I really got my start because before Napstar, there were these things, they're still around called FTPs, file transfer protocols, and they were just folders on the internet and people would post all this music that they had ripped from CDs 'cause this is right in the early days of like ripping CDs.

So I just would download as many albums from as many different genres of music as I could, and as I did this, I expanded my music horizons very quickly, perfect time, perfect place, and got taken by electronic music. Shit, I'd just never heard before. I was like, oh my God, what the fuck is this? I started with the worst of the worst of electronic music, happy hardcore, which is like 1.40, 1.50 BPM, it's just nightmare music. Like weird remixes of like the Tetris theme song went from there to discovering more kind of like trance, progressive trance, all these different styles, but that kind of, that's how I cut my teeth in terms of like developing an interest in making music.

So a lot of the music I was making early on was either sample based or electronic, just synthesis stuff. And you need sequencers, which is just an ability to basically put together a track and order. So yeah, I was using programs like Reason, Fruity Loops. When I went to Berkeley, they made us get MacBook Pros, and this was the first year that Ableton came out, I believe it was 2003. So I've been using Ableton since then, for that, or right around the same time I was using Logic. I was using Logic, Ableton, and Pro Tools. I didn't have a Pro Tools rig, but I would say this is a long fucking question.

If you don't like music shit, skip the fuck ahead. But if you do, you probably like this. So basically from there, I learned all of these different, you know, digital production techniques at school, but before that, like, you don't need any of this shit. The music theory is great, I grew up playing saxophone and understood how to read and sight read and do all this stuff, but it's just you gotta, I was telling my friend Sean and Cass about this when I, my electric guitar is over at their place. It's been there for a few months. Luckily they have that there during the pandemic. Thank God. And I was telling them like, all you really need to play music, to learn music, is the ability to feel it, and the ability to want to do it, right?

And everyone has that, maybe a question of how in touch you are with that, but that's it. So in terms of the creative process, once I get inspired by something or I hear something in my head or my mind, that's it, you know, or sometimes I'll just sit down at the guitar and just start playing things. So I think the real beauty for the music stuff is obviously if someone naturally is just adept and they can pick up and know nothing about music theory, that's incredible. But to me, this beautiful harmony between being able to merge kind of the left brain, logical, you know, music theory, structure, notes, why this works, how this works with that intuitive, being in flow, musical, just like, I don't know what to call it, a theory of state of mind, which is probably how I dominantly make music, but that bridge is key.

So to me, it's less about the technical skills. I mean, there are 10 trillion kids on YouTube telling people how to make music and they're all pretty good. I mean, all of them, but a lot of them are pretty good. The tools aren't that important. Find the ones, be aware of the ones that you wanna use, but definitely like understand that this is just you creating something and it doesn't matter if it was just like a pencil and a microphone and your voice. You could probably do something amazing with that. So I find, you know, if you watch the instructional stuff, as long as they're hammering home that point, that it's you who needs to find their own voice, take whatever tips and techniques, you know, I've learned so many little tricks and techniques from people over the years, you know, in like one minute that have completely radically changed my production process.

I mean, there's tons of things you can learn from side chain compression to, you know, gating and compressors and limiters and EQing and filtering and automation. Like all of these things are super important, but like one of the things I love about digital music production or the recording process is it's infinite. You never get to the end. It's like music. There's always more. So that's one of the things that lured me to it. Long fucking answer to a very basic question, but thanks for that. I love talking music stuff anytime. Second question from Teresa. I've been doing more revision and would love your thoughts on how to revise past events while ensuring that the lessons learned from those events are preserved in hands.

Okay. You'll always remember lessons learned. Like that is something, if it shifts into your subconscious, you will effortlessly and seamlessly, you know, perceiving from your conscious mind that lesson. So you don't have to worry about lessons going away. Even if you make a mistake that brings up the lesson again, you'll instantly, it's like riding a bike. You'll get the whole juice of that message or that lesson. So you don't have to worry about that. So that's number one. The revision stuff is super good. I think it's important we don't get too caught up in the past, but as a way of clearing energy that has happened in our minds in linear time, what we perceive as the past, it's really effective.

And I think not enough people focus on it is my hunch. And I'm basing this on myself and other people won't talk about it. We're so future oriented, which is amazing. The future is incredible. But the past feels kind of locked in stone at times and it's not. It never is. And our ability to recognize that loosens up our perspective on time, which I think is important. If we, you know, people sometimes I think I'm joking when I say time isn't real, you know, it's just a construct and I'm like, okay, wait a minute. But it's not. Like you can get direct evidence of this. It is a perceptual thing that happens.

We take the feedback from our senses and we say, oh yeah, it's moving in this way. But when you poke through or pierce that veil and you have these like time synchronicities or just things that there's no way they could have happened, that's pretty, pretty good proof. So if you can really embody and understand that, you understand the power of revision, right? It potentially loosens up a state of mind or shifts you from one state of consciousness to another because you're able to basically go like, okay, this shit didn't actually happen. I'm changing it to the way it should have happened. And then that makes it so much easier for you to act in the present.

So revising thoughts on how to, or my thoughts on revising how to revise past events while ensuring the lessons learned from those events are preserved enhances, you're doing it. The lesson is actually the catalyst that brings you towards the revision, right? That's the impetus to do it. So that the lesson is there. You don't have to worry about it going away. It's not like if you change a traumatic situation, excuse me, I'm gonna take a sip of oatmeal cappuccino 'cause I'm a douchebag, hold on. It's good. I like oatmeal. I'm kind of allergic to dairy. I found out. So that's a thing. But if you go back and realize that the thing that made you revise was the trauma.

You're not gonna lose the lesson of the trauma or like, oh, I burned myself with fire, you know? You don't forget the lesson of fire. If you went back, you're super a cute example, but like a cute example, not a cute example, you know what I mean. Basically, if you burned yourself with fire by putting your hand on the stove and you revise the situation so your hand wasn't as burned up, you're still gonna remember you don't put your hand on the stove. That's kind of the easiest way I could put it. Okay. Number, the next question. From Lisa, I'm a rascal. I literally have no questions. I know who I am in truth.

I just wanna say thank you. This is not a fuck. I just wanna say thank you. I was in the twin flame archetype loop for four years and these techniques have set me free. And don't ever feel bad for being at a total piece while all this stuff is happening. That's what we're meant to do as light workers. You know that though. Thank you for being a voice for us. I appreciate that, Lisa. Yeah, the twin flame archetype for four years, I think I've been doing that my whole life in many ways and yeah, it's a really powerful one to break out of because you can stop feeling bad about how you wanna feel because you know you're a good person.

This is a really important thing and I'm gonna talk about this in this week's episode, the actual one coming out Thursday. But you know, you gotta just accept that you're not a shitty person. The chances, I say this so confidently and so clearly. 'Cause there's not an insane number of listeners at this point. But if you're listening to this podcast, you're probably not a bad person. Like chances are like 99.9% like you're not at that. 'Cause like it's a very specific message that I am laying out here and the truth is that I think people who wouldn't be able to control or use their imagination lovingly, the vast majority of the time, they probably just think I'm insane.

They probably just think I'm totally crazy. Oh no, it's not sort of like they're waiting for a crash or they're like this, you know, he'll see that it doesn't make sense. So my point is if you get this shit, like you get it, like then you're good. That means you're a good person. Like you're gonna use it responsibly and lovingly and you don't have to worry about fucking up. And this also gives you the perspective of recognizing everything is perfect and that you're doing everything perfectly all of the time. That's a big lesson to learn 'cause that really helps loosen the judgment we have of ourselves.

And you can say, oh, what if I did a shitty thing and I heard someone was that perfect? Yeah, it was perfect, right? Yeah, it was perfect. And the same way that people dying is perfect. Oh my God, how could we say that? Our limited perspective gives us a very warped sense of what death and change and right and wrong actually mean. And that's cool, we're growing, we're learning. It's a more, I don't wanna say enlightened perspective, but it's a higher up perspective, not a value judgment, high low, just you get more a better view of something. Okay. Then someone said, dido this, actually. Thanks, Donnie.

Next question from Christian. Since I started using visualization techniques, it literally flipped my life in mainly my thought patterns which used to be inflicted with lots of anxiety, negative self-talk, paranoia, and intrusive thoughts. I feel like I'm finally getting control over my mind and life and have so much more energy. However, I still have bad dreams sometimes, but the way I interpret them have also flipped. When I dream of scenarios from my childhood being bullied or not accepted by schoolmates, I used to wake up thinking that the dream was showing me how flawed I am by people pointing it out in my dream.

Recently, I've started to interpret the dreams as pointing out old subconscious beliefs about myself and where they come from. Showing me that I have more work, so I'm loving myself and need to let go of all beliefs about being flawed. Do you think this approach is on the right track? Basically saying that the flaw is thinking that I'm flawed or is this just naive thinking? Nope, not just naive thinking. Fucking nail in it, Christian. That's exactly what it is. So this is like a judo flip. This is like a keto, it's like judo. It's like you take the energy of something that used to fuck your shit up, say in this case, a dream of being bullied and you go, oh, it's not.

I see this person is coming at me. This energy's coming at me real strong, but rather than fucking run away from where I get tackled by it, let me just do this quick little flip and then it becomes completely useful for me. And this is transmutation. Spoke about this in the reading we did, the Oracle Deck reading earlier this week, how to transmute the underworld stuff. This is it. This is exactly it. This is the whole kind of like mechanism that allows you to deal with pain, suffering, trauma in the most effective way. And it's a meta program that you run that you don't have to do it like with effort each time something traumatic comes up.

Your mind just kind of like meta programs yourself to be like, oh, you fucked up thing? That made me feel weird? No, great thing that's gonna help me so much. There's a pema children quote, I saw Julianna McCarthy posted today related to Easter. Where she was saying like when you wet pema children was saying when you welcome pain and suffering not as things that are meant, like I say this all the time, but basically not as things meant to trouble you or worry you or give you anxiety, but as welcome reminders of where you can grow. That's big. I would take it just one step farther and say, not only are they there to help you grow, they're amazing lessons you've laid out for yourself to show you that you transcend them.

That's the real thing there. 'Cause otherwise they can kind of hang around. If they're like, I'm supposed to show you how to grow, you need to grow now because of me. It's like, oh, well, maybe I need to keep this thing around that's gonna help me grow, but you don't. I mean, the energy, if it's needed by you for you or for you by you, I should say, trust me, it will be an easy way, it'll keep coming back in different forms, but when you're ready to transcend it, fuck yeah, I mean, then the dream world is real world, the dreams you have at night, that's a real place, that's real, listen, it's just as real as this place.

I might even argue because it's not as physically bound like this place, it's not more real, but it cascades down from that realm into this realm. But I think if your approach is correct as yours is, basically the flaw is thinking that you're flawed, you're good, that's such a key thing that I think a lot of people are starting to tap into. It sounds so crazy because we're used to judging ourselves and going, oh man, I'm so bad, but you're not, you're great. Next question, for Mia, hi Noah, you mentioned in your reality to a one podcast that anything that we perceive as wrong or something that is bothering us is a reflection, I get that.

When I'm starting to notice being home 24/7, it's my roommate is kind of dirty. I've asked my roommate to wipe surfaces after eating multiple times and I still find crumbs on the counter table couch. I've approached it from different angles, being compassionate, cleaning up after them with love, going into meditation and setting the intention of acceptance. However, I still find it really bothering me. Now I'm noticing that I don't wash their hands for 20 seconds after using the bathroom. After hearing your last podcast, now I'm wondering what it is showing me about myself. And there's the two part here.

Another thing I've been having some interesting dreams where I start sleep talking and waking up because of it. In one dream, I was hysterically laughing and it woke me up. It's kind of cool and weird. Did this ever happen to you? What's up with it? We'll start with the dream thing quick first because it's quicker. Yeah, there's a bridge that's being built from your dream world to your waking world. And a lot of people are becoming more aware of that. People are having entities touched them at times, not hopefully in a bad way. But the veil between the dream world, the astral world, all these other ethereal worlds and where we are is really, it's merging and it's thinning and it's becoming more clear.

So yeah, laughing and waking, that's good. It's a good way to wake up from being asleep. It's great. You know, people have smiles on their face and they're sleeping now, which is great, a lot of people. Okay, let's deal with this. Other people bothering you think. Okay, there is a certain level of awareness you can have about your being about what bothers you, what irritates you and knowing that is a clear way of setting boundaries of what works for you. Now, the trick is, is to make sure you're not just externalizing judgment because you're uncomfortable with some aspect of yourself. The washing the hands for 20 seconds, that is, I don't know.

I don't wash my hands for 20 seconds. I adhere to most of the social distancing things that people are saying. I'm not going out as much as I was before, but I don't wear a mask, I don't wear gloves. So the 20 seconds thing sounds like an arbitrary thing. I mean, you've heard me talk about what I think the virus is and all of these things are, you know, the 20 seconds thing for me seems like a more in line with kind of a personal thing rather than actually some real concern about where your boundaries are. But if that bothers you, it's something to look at, I guess. The other thing about just like living with someone and having these annoyances pop up.

Now, if you can communicate clearly and consciously that this is important to you and they say, you know, I really hear where you're coming from, but I don't know that I can adhere to that. You can't necessarily take that as a lack that they don't care. Some people don't have the awareness that these are things that they should be doing and trying to compel someone to do that can often have the opposite effect. So for you, here's what I would do. You know what I would do. I would imagine having a conversation with someone else who's not your roommate saying, wow, this person really cleaned up, they cleaned up so well.

Now, that's if you're in quarantine and it's clear that you can't actually change your living situation in the immediate future. That is what I would say is an acceptable level of puppet stringing. Now, make sure that you know what happened in the perfect way, building that imaginal scene that, you know, implies no one got hurt or like, you know, the person is still there, but outside of that, rather than focusing on the imaginal scene where you say, oh, well, it's so, you know, it's so perfect now. They clean up all the time. They're really considerate and compassionate. I love this is figure out why you're in the position that you are in with this person right now.

Try to figure out what situation you should be in. I don't think it's totally wise to try to change people's behaviors with your imagination unless it's just like a loving, compassionate way. If you can truly wish that this person is the most fulfilled, happy, best version of themselves and, oh, by the by, that happens to mean they clean up a little bit more, that's acceptable, in my mind. More than that, though, is this person is you pushed out. There clearly must be behaviors that you are engaging in whether you're either judging yourself or you're doing something that bothers other people that maybe you don't have awareness of.

So use it as the multifold blessing that it is in terms of A, figuring out where you are, B, trying to figure out what is the ideal living situation for yourself, and C, trying to take the meta approach. Is there a C? I just said C, 'cause it felt like there was one. C, yeah, though, the meta approach for what these situations are meant to teach you, both as everyone as you pushed out, but also, you know, your relationship to yourself, right? And your relationship to other people who seem to have existence and appear to do. And we'll acknowledge that they do. So I hope that helped. I mean, basically, you don't tolerate bullshit from people, right?

If everyone as you pushed out, if everyone is a reflection of you and someone's doing really rude and nasty things, and you've communicated clearly, you don't want this, and you've imagined it, and it's not changing. This is you saying, okay, I need to change the situation in a more practical way. I'll imagine myself living somewhere else. I'll imagine having an ideal living situation that shows up very soon, you know? And really, when I say soon, what makes stuff happen soon, what makes that Sabbath period of waiting for the thing you imagined to come to fruition is just accepting it. That's the whole thing.

So soon is relative. I don't want that to seem like just a linear time thing. It's just, as soon as you accept it, it happens. Okay, next question. Michelle, what are we out here? 23 minutes already, yay, yay, yay. If you were living with a partner who was going into the hospital every day, going into the grocery store every day for their job, how would you handle it? Would you have your kids stay with you? Would you social distance from your partner? Would you just believe catching the virus is not what your intended outcome and so live as you normally would? What if your partner ended up sick?

Would that change anything? Thank you in advance. Great question. I'm probably more, in my role has been for most of the pandemic, has been the person who has been out more, doing more things. Now, I haven't been directly involved in the hospital, so that's a little different. I think this is a really interesting, karmic situation people have put themselves in or energetic situation, both as the person going into the hospital and the person dealing with a partner with kids to go there. I think the best thing I could say is, yeah, lean towards, you know you're not gonna get this shit, and even if your partner gets it, and even if you get it or your kids get it, the chances of any really serious outcome are slim to none, certainly not worth the time you worrying about it, given that this is a situation you find yourselves in.

If it's not realistic for your partner to stop being in the hospital, or you to be in the hospital, then, you know, then it is what it is. You know what I mean? You can't lament the fact that we have physical bodies and find ourselves in this place in time and space. That's a childish thing to do. So, for me, I would lean towards you, you're not gonna get it. And let me just say this, just not to freak people out. I bet so many of us have already had this physiological virus. This shit has been around for way longer than people think. Most people have had just little colds. We're hyper-focused on this right now.

We're seeing deaths ramp up parabolically, but still at the end of the day, you know, most of the news coming out is that the curve is being flattened and blah, blah, blah. This stuff, it's not gonna be as deadly as people think. It's just gonna be a lot of quick death, and that's freaking people out, and it's good because we're being asked to focus on our mortality. And this is where I would say the real message of your question is, think about mortality. Think about that your partner is gonna die someday. You're gonna die someday. Your children are gonna die someday. Now, if you can face that and move through it, and not conquer it, but live with it, and feel it, and not let it fuck your shit up, you're gonna have so much more time and space subconsciously to start planting the seeds of maybe how you would like those deaths to go, maybe what you would like to experience in life, maybe imagining the things that are most important for you in your world, 'cause this is your world, as it is your partner's world, as it is your kid's world, your children's world.

So make your world as good as it can be. If you find yourself anxious, worried about this, you probably just, it's glitching out. You're glitching out, you're running this loop that's not really getting you where you need to be, which is either A, making a swift, confident decision on how to handle this, pragmatically, practically, or just energetically knowing shit's gonna be okay, and it's not reckless to think that, and I know a lot of logical, liberal, scientific-minded people will be like, oh, well, this is reckless. This is like faith-based healing, and you're no better than Joel Osteen saying, whatever people saying, you're just gonna heal with faith, and you know what, maybe I'm not.

Maybe I'm not better than them, and maybe they have some shit figured out that people can't see because the personas that are being shoved in their face. But my point is this is like everything I've seen in reality, dealing with the sick infant, dealing with sick children, dealing with people who I'm concerned about, my reality is such that I know how healing takes place, not only within ourselves, but within the people we love, and that may sound reckless. I'm not saying go lick fucking light poles and go catch sneezes from sick corona people, right? Our subconscious beliefs, because of the collective, and our willingness to believe and what the collective believes in, certainly makes it pretty possible, and likely that we're gonna get sick, because it's like, whoa, this is something that I know makes people sick, even if you don't consciously admit that, subconsciously, you probably believe that.

So if you wanna change those deep-rooted beliefs, start living your life the way you know it to be, you know? So I would say like, you're good. You know, if someone's going in and having to work at the grocery store, if they seem good, if they seem like they understand this, rest assured they'll most likely be good, and it's just up to you, and I know this is an uncomfortable truth, like we don't wanna believe that we have the power to make well or make ill, to power to destroy and create. But if I'm saying your God and your imagination, imagination I am is God, then you have the ability to make well and make sick, okay?

Get it? All right, next question. What do you do to really get to the root of what you really want, desire? I feel that within myself, I think I know what I want, but really what I truly want is something completely different that I'm not even fully aware of. I've been using this imagination technique to imagine myself writing down exactly what I want, what I truly want deep down, but is there another technique you recommend? So, how about that, ah, after the oatmeal cappuccino, fucking amen. Sponsor me oatmeal cappuccinos. (laughs) What I truly want, okay, I love the writing down, I think it's incredibly important.

I've heard this a few times, people not really sure of what they want. You don't have to actually know what you want, specifically the thing, the experience, the person, whatever. You need to know how you wanna feel, and you wanna feel fulfilled. You wanna feel at peace, you wanna feel satisfied, you wanna feel accomplished, successful, loved, loving. Those are things that everyone wants. Just, I'm telling you, everyone wants it. They may be out of touch with that, out of resonance with it, and not understand that that's a possibility for them, but that's what everyone wants. You imagine that feeling, and then if something pops up in your awareness, that's a specific thing that would be tied to that, go for it, that's great, go for it, but you don't need the specific experience to have that happen.

It's a fun thing to do, 'cause it shows us the power of how this stuff works in this reality. Some people are like a little over to imagining specific situations because they feel like they're taking too much control away from the mystery or they're dampening the beauty. Okay, please, tell me, someone who says that, tell me when the last time they were totally bored with existence, they're either bored right now and worrying that's gonna play out or they just don't know how this shit works, 'cause the mystery is never killed. I never wake up and I'm like, "Oh, another boring day of imagination creating reality.

"Oh, it's so fucking boring 'cause I pre-selected "amazing states of consciousness, never." And if you really feel like that, I guarantee you throw yourself some curve balls and pain and suffering, which we will deal with the next episode this week on Thursday, I guarantee you throw yourself some fucking curve balls because it's not ever boring or unmysterious, it's always mysterious, it's fucking great. So yeah, the techniques I use is just lock into that feeling of knowing you're doing exactly what you're supposed to be doing and then I keep writing stuff down, drop your mind, don't try to get at the problem.

You're logically, most likely logically trying to get at the problem, which just doesn't work. You need to drop below that and just let shit flow. So do some free handwriting, just talk out loud, make some gibberish sounds, start to play. Playing is a really good way of getting this stuff out. If you can keep a playful attitude and a playful mind, you can get to like really novel things pretty easily and you'd be surprised how great novel things are. The novel coronavirus, Jesus Christ. I mean, so just try to get into a playful state of mind and that also can just mean relaxing. I like also just like showers and baths are fucking amazing.

I find water to be really soothing but check out your astrological chart, check out your elementals where the major planets are positioned elementally and just try to figure out which element works for you, right? Fire being passion, air being clarity, intellect, earth being pragmatic things related to the world, maybe gardening or something like that, something earth-based and water being emotions and feelings and relationships and sensitivity. You're like, I want to give water the most burn there. But basically, there's so many different things that you can use to get inspired by. Follow your inspiration, follow your passion.

That will certainly lead you to what you really want. But again, the specific experience isn't what's needed. Don't let that trip you up if it is tripping you up. You can just imagine being fulfilled and happy and the things will pop up into your life. It's like you're the producer, you're the writer, you're the director, you're the actor in this world, right? So this is like the producer being like, I'm going to fund some amazing thing that you really want. You're going to be like, what is it? I don't know. I'm just going to fund it. I have the money available to fund your dream. Then the writer goes, all right, let's start getting to what you really want.

And that's kind of where you are right now. The writer is going to start creating the script. But again, you don't even need to know that, okay? You're the actor right now. So the writer writes this whole elaborate script, which you're not privy to, you're the actor, you haven't even gotten the script yet. Then the director goes, oh, read the script. Oh, I want to direct this. This looks amazing. This is going to be great for Daniel's life. Oh my gosh, this is incredible. Let's go find the actor who's perfect for it. And then they find you. And then they go, oh shit, this Daniel is perfect for this.

Here's the script. And that's the point where this starts to be out pictured into your life and you're running the script. You're ad-limbing it. It feels like, but it's already written for you because you've written, you've produced it, written it, directed it, and now you're starring in it for yourself. So just know, you just have to have the, just fund it. Be the producer who funds it. Also just to talk a little bit about what this life is. Here's how it works. You're God. You're this infinite everything being. You're everyone, you're everything, you're omnipotent. It's all these things. And then there's this world created because we don't have to go into the whole because right now.

But there is this world that exists 'cause God was a little bored. And he was like, I need some duality here. I need some hide and seek and elaborate hide and seek game. And then it created you, all right? It created you and God was like, oh, I love you. I love this so much. This person is my favorite person. I've never loved anything more than this. I'm going to become this and forget that I'm God just 'cause I love it so much. And that's what you are. That's what your individuated consciousness is. Whatever you call God, source, infinite creation, all of the things, that's exactly the process for how you have incarnated as this being, as this individuated being, not just as a human being, but as, you know, multi-dimensionally individuated states of consciousness.

I know a lot of people worry about losing this existential, you know, having existential dread about losing their identity and personality. Yeah, maybe you drop an aspect of it just for me, the noa-ness of it, but the actual being who I am when I drop a body if I choose to actually exist in that state as a dominant mode of consciousness, I'm still me. Trust me, I'm still me. Aw, who's calling me? Come on, bro. And so that's really important to remember. I'm still me. And you will still be you on a deeper level than you understand yourself now. And that's really important. So that's this for this episode.

I think those are the questions we have from patrons. Next episode, I will do, what do we have here? We have observations, Neville Goddardisms, and we'll do pain and suffering. Pain and suffering is really, really, really a big episode. We're gonna go through that one. I'll have that out in a few days, but I wanted to get this out. So this is, come hang out, it's fucking fun. We do these live readings, can be more candid, tell you what's really going on in my life. And yeah, it's fun. This is like a fun group of shit. Fun group of shit, well, that's a bad way of saying it. It's a cool place, come hang out.

I'll see you in a few days, everything's great. Like I said, we're oscillating back between the old and the new, it's no big deal, it's fun, it's fun, we're gonna have a good time. Until then, happy imagining, see you in a few days, bye-bye. (upbeat music) (upbeat music) (upbeat music)