The Pain Game

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Welcome to Synchronicity. I'm back this week with a regular episode. Been planning this one for a little bit. Uh oh, where my notes go? There they are. Ah, it's gonna be a good one. We're gonna be talking about pain and suffering. Everyone's favorite topics because who doesn't love some pain and suffering. We're gonna talk about how you actually can dictate your relationship to those two things, which seems so consuming when they happen. Like think of like a paper cut or something, right? Like, you're not gonna focus on that. But that's one of the beauties of pain and suffering is that there are cute states of consciousness that we can really gain insight from if we know how to use them.

Anyway, we're gonna get to all that. This is gonna be a fun episode. A fun episode about pain and suffering. What could be better than that? We're also gonna talk some Neville Goddardisms 'cause that's fun. I have my tweets ready that I've cold and pulled together. Cold, is that right? Yeah, I guess. Pulled together over the past few weeks. Also, I wanna talk about Westworld. If you guys been watching the latest season of Westworld, hopefully you're not the type of person who started watching it. And then like said, the second season wasn't that good. So you stopped watching it. That was like a test.

That was like a Corona test. Are you gonna succumb to the fear and horror and fucking decay? Or are you gonna fucking see it for what it actually is? Which is just the thing that gets us a lesson, the show is stuff. If you jumped off ship on Westworld, I didn't 'cause I thought it was great last season. You're four, oh, season three. Oh, oh, I don't wanna spoil anything. So I'll try to be tactful and deft in how I speak about it. But man, I saw previous Sunday's episode last night. It was called "The Genre." And one of the characters, Aaron Paul is now on the show from "Breaking Bad." He takes this, he's given this drug unintentionally.

Like he doesn't want it, but this guy slams it in his neck and he basically takes this drug. I think it was called Johnny or something. And or genre, is that what it's called? Basically, the drug makes it feel like reality, feel like different movies, different genres. And there's this amazing scene where kind of every, this whole system that has been keeping the world propped up, basically from the control of one or a very small oligarchy of people starts to break down and all the information about people's lives is released to them. And everyone, it's like the world goes into chaos and pandemonium and there's a point where Aaron Paul goes, he goes, he says, "What genre is this?"

'Cause he's on this drug and he's like, "What is it?" And this dude looks at him, he goes, "Man, this is reality, man." And that's the best drug, isn't it? I really do think that this planet, this incarnation, this dimension is like there's these higher dimensional beings, right? We're up there in fucking 90, 10 D, 11 D, 12 D and sitting around, hanging out, having a good time. I like that sitting around, probably not what we're doing. Floating around, that seems more accurate. Floating around, telepathically communicating to each other and then someone's like, "Hey, man, I just got this "great new drug, it's called being a human, "you wanna try it?"

And they're like, "I don't know, man, "that shit looks pretty fucking gnarly. "It looks like you might even, it's fucking like, "you might think that you're not immortal." It's like, "I don't know, man, I heard it's really good. "I don't know why I've given the infinite being "who has the drugs as stoner voice." But anyway, they fucking have this bag of human, being human drugs and they fucking rip it in a bong and they fucking black out and all the ethereal beings around them are like, "Oh, man, he's fucking blacked out. "This shit is fucking gnarly, it doesn't look good." And it probably only lasts in eternal being time, like five seconds, five eternal seconds, five God seconds, whatever that is.

But what actually happens when someone rips that bong is they incarnate into a human body, right? They go down from infinite limitless, nothing is void to eternal everything in through incarnations, dimensions, and eventually they get to the physical space and then they get into the human space and they go through the birth canal and they emerge and they're like, "Oh shit." And they forget everything. Kids now seem to love a little more access to it, they forget a lot of things and they come in, they're like, "Oh fuck, what the fuck is this? "I'm a human being?" There's all these rules, what's going on?

And that's kinda like what we're doing. So like, what genre is this? What genre, this is what I've been thinking, like what movie did we walk into, right? Well, for real, like we were in the pandemic movie for the past, I don't know, month or two. It was like a horror fucking the purge type movie. I don't watch those things, but I guess in real life it's not so bad, and although the purge would be bad if that was actually a thing, but we're going through like a metaphysical purge. And now we're kinda like, I think we're feeling like we're a little bit past the halfway point where they build up the tension and whatever genre it is and you can kinda see where it's going, but maybe it's a really good movie, so we're not really sure.

And this is what's going on and this is why I think I've been loving Westworld so much is the writers as they've kind of freed themselves from the park, the Westworld and isolated kind of dome of existence there. Both the hosts, the artificial intelligence, not even artificial though, right? The hosts and the humans now are all in the real world, the hosts, if you haven't seen this, just start fucking watching Westworld, what's the matter with you? Now the writers in a very meta way are adapting with the show, and just like they're taking the shackles off and there's meta commentary on the society we live in, the forces at play, allowing in both light and dark, like it's just really elegant.

They're doing it in a fucking great way and as a metaphor for what we are doing with this dance of existence and being human beings, I think it's fucking, it's about the fuck on. So anyway, I wanna talk about Westworld. It's a different vibe than Tiger King, which I was watching last week, which is also amazing. And I have the woke up this morning with the sunshine in my eyes. Joe Exotic actually has a few good songs, I mean, can't hate. All right, so let's talk about, should we start with pain and suffering? Yeah, let's start, I mean, I'm probably gonna name the episode that, so we'll start with that.

Pain and suffering. Let's talk about what these, let's talk about pain, right? Which is a form of suffering, right? Pain is definitely a form of suffering. You can even say like an itch is a form of suffering. It's something that needs to, not needs to be, but calls our attention to something that happens or we should do, right? And that's exactly what pain is as well. Pain is always trying to show us something, and also just a very clear function of pain, whether you believe this or not, it's true. Sometimes you feel pain, so you can appreciate the absence of pain. The easiest way to think of this is, let's say you've been sick, you had a cold, or let's say you broke an arm, and you can't do certain movements or broke your foot or something, so you can't walk the same.

The amount of joy and gratitude you experience when you get better, or you can walk again, or you can do the things you couldn't do before again, is one of the best feelings in life. It's undeniable, it's this deep sense of appreciation and gratitude, and it's like relief. It's all those things, and that is built up by tension. And pain, just to be clear, is just one of the ways that we can get that tension built up to release it. I've spoken about this before, like comedy, right? Music, you can build up energetically. This is why everyone, not everyone, but people love the drop so much in EDM, which is, I'm not gonna make a value judgment, I'm not gonna judge.

It's a reliable and replicable way of making people feel emotion and maybe a little one shot for the discerning listener all the time, but it's because it's this way of building up tension and then releasing it. And that really is the dance we're doing here. That's what life is. Life and death are the same thing. It's just, they're interwoven. Life is this building up of tension inside all these little microwaves, but this big wave of life, this crest of life, and then death, right? It's just the tension and release. If you think of things like that, it gives you a better idea of what suffering is and pain.

So pain and fear tunnels exist to show you what gratitude and fun feel like, right? So again, pain, the absence of pain once you've experienced it is grateful for that, right? Fear tunnels is when we get caught in these narratives in our minds related to external situations or maybe completely fabricated in our minds. And when I say fabricated, I don't mean falsified. I mean like made, they're made in our minds. External reality is just gonna reflect that, but if you don't let it get to that point, it just stays in your mind. It can be equally as torturous if you don't know what to do with it. So those fear tunnels, and I'm picking this term from, picking up this term from Lacey.

I heard her mention it in the podcast we just did, and I love it, 'cause that's what it feels like when you're stuck in this shit. It's like, you can't get out, you're in this tunnel, you're underground, you're fucking all that you see around you is this fear. And the truth is, is that's just your perception. And I understand it can be hard to pull out of that at times and certainly can feel that you're in the grips of fear. But if you can kind of ride that wave, just at the very least, remember that everything is to your advantage, that's my tried and true, go back to thing. I don't actually, like I've been to the spots in places where you're so acutely in something, this was jealousy for me in the past, like you can't, your mind just kind of defaults back to it and you can't like sit down and do an imaginal technique or even the, you just thought that it would reliably get you to the place you want, isn't working.

If you can just maintain the feeling and the knowingness that everything is to your advantage, that's really helpful. But anyway, you can have fun with these states, you can judo flip, you can a keto flip, right? You can toss fear and use it to your advantage, you can toss pain even and use it to your advantage. Also, let me try to say this as clearly as possible, when you really start transmuting pain quickly and effectively and instantly, let's say you have a body pain, like a pain in your knee, when you can quickly, this happened to me the other day in my hip, I had, it was so stiff, I had thought it was from a certain exercise, that I was doing or I was lifting and moving a bunch of stuff and putting things together when I was moving into my new place and I was like, oh man, and I was so sure it was physical.

But it wasn't, I went through an experience and a person helped me, guide me through, you know, what this was actually related to, which was my divorce and my kids and my wife and all of these things. And as I acknowledged them and stepped into the role of who I actually was, stopped playing into other people's narratives, but actually knowing who I was on a deep, deep level, I fell asleep, it was so bad and I had never experienced this and I was commenting on it. It was so bad, this pain in my hip, it was like my hip, my lower back area, that I legitimately couldn't get comfortable in any position, not sitting, not laying, not laying on my side, not laying on my stomach, not laying on my back, not standing, not walking.

It was insane, there was no relief. So talk about a fear tunnel or a pain tunnel, like I was trapped in it, but I did this, I stepped into the role of who I needed to be, which was I'm not doing anything wrong. This is good for everyone, even if it creates short term kind of friction and just, you know, other people are catching some of the pain and suffering, but then their lesson is embedded in that too. And I recognized this, I went to sleep and I woke up and my pain had diminished like 90%. And I was like, oh my God, this is not physical. Like the same movements, you know, they wouldn't make the same pain.

And then throughout the day, I just accepted that it was gone and that these are kind of the shadows or echoes of what was kind of a psychic pain manifesting his physical pain, which is all physical pain is always. So this is encouraging because it went away completely within 12 hours, 24 hours at the most. And for me, this is something that I know in the past, I would have solidified this pain as something that I did for moving. I would have tried to, you know, alleviate it with massages or baths or whatever. And I tried all that stuff the day before and it worked temporarily, but I know that I would have been in the grips of this pain for so fucking long that it wouldn't have been productive.

So to be able to see that this physical pain could dissipate so quickly, I think this is one of the great parts about having a body and going through physical stuff is we can alleviate such a cute, I mean, like a virus even, right? Like if you had a virus and then you beat it or like you do something, you have cancer and you beat it through natural medicines or whatever it is that is pretty unbelievable, miraculous. That solidifies something very deep in your being. And what that's solidifying is this knowingness and this realization that you are everything. Your sense of I am who you are, all of the entire everything outside of you exists inside of your head.

We're projecting it out like really cool movie screens, film reels, and it's very convincing and it's very effective. But if you understand inside your mind, your imagination, whatever you wanna call it, your consciousness, your I am, that is the only real thing. This outside world is not as real as it seems. This doesn't, I'll point this out because I know some people can misinterpret this and feel that it's reckless. That doesn't mean you don't operate in this world as well. We've chosen to incarnate here to experience certain things and you wanna go through those things to really make sure you get the lessons and the experience you want, right?

You did the drug of being a human being on earth for a reason, you can't skirt that. And if you do try to skirt it by kind of getting out of this world through something like suicide or not honoring who you're supposed to be, just, you know, suicide can be a long, slow death. A life can be a suicide in the sense that you're not doing what you feel you should be doing. That's a pretty terrible one too. But you'll be knocked back into a dimension much like this one almost looks exactly the same until you wake up and get that this is actually what's going on. And this is the script that you're running and you're in charge of it.

You're the producer, writer, director and actor. Okay, have you realized adverse conditions are incredibly kind yet? This is something I lifted from Milarepa. I'm going back to the book on the 100,000 song verses of Milarepa, I think I'm on the offering of the Pigeon goddess girl, which is just what a chapter. And he's basically explaining to these devies, these divine female beings that, you know, listen, when bad shit happens, when you recognize bad shit, right? Oh, I'm getting a text, when bad shit happens, you can basically use that to your advantage to see that this is an amazing opportunity.

And you don't want to like purposely welcome in shitty situations, like consciously to make this happen, but like stuff is going to happen. There are ebbs and flows in life. I mean, you can realize that, you know, you can enjoy feeling and harmony to the maximum. And you can still experience kind of the dark shadow aspects, pain and suffering, but that you get to determine where on the spectrum you would like to be and when? This sounds blasphemous. I just want to be clear. I know it sounds blasphemous. I know it sounds like Noah is saying, you can be happy whenever you want all of the time. And I am saying that.

I'm not saying that will be your direct experience, but that certainly is on the spectrum of possibility. And I would say for all the shit that's been going on in my life, just some really heavy shit. It's a choice. It's a fucking choice on how you want to feel. I know it sounds wrong and I know it can feel that's not true because we, I don't want to be conditioned, but we've allowed ourselves to believe that that is not how things work. That's all. We just allowed ourselves to believe it. Allow yourself to believe something else. That's really all it is. So adverse conditions, things that are seemingly incongruent or disharmonious, those are incredibly kind opportunities for us.

And don't shy away. Don't run away. Go into them to try to understand the lesson. And this is the beauty of pain. Pain is there. Also, if you're like a claircentian, if you can actually feel in your body things that are going on, that's also a tool, right? You know, so I remember this podcast I did with Jonathan Faust and he was saying that he once got this really intense pain in his back and it was so overwhelming. He didn't know how to deal with it. And he started to realize over time that this was a representation of him being betrayed and kind of psychically stabbed in the back by someone he was working with who kind of like did him dirty.

That's, it's funny how these aphorisms or these terms of phrases, you know, pain in the ass, whatever these things, they can actually manifest as, you know, physical emanations of psychic issues. So that's really important to remember. Pain isn't just this random thing that happens to you. You didn't just stub your toe by accident. Like there are always messages embedded deeply in this. This is like if we were watching a movie and we knew it was a movie on a screen and we knew that the character was going through some emotionally difficult circumstances, right? And then there was this quick frame in of them stubbing their toe.

We would know that that has some significance. That's one of the beauties of film and art is they can kind of hyper focus onto these moments to show us something 'cause we're so clued in. Do it with yourself. This is a movie. It really is. I know, I know that sounds crazy. It probably doesn't sound crazy at this point. It's fucking movie, all right? It's fucking, you can, why don't you start writing it? Why don't you start producing writing, directing and acting in it? You're already acting in it. You don't have a choice. You're here. You've made that choice already. I shouldn't say you don't have a choice.

Okay. Should we do Neville God-er-isms? No, let's go stick with the observations in the tweet. So that's pain and suffering. Spend, what, a good 10 minutes on it. That's all the time we're giving to pain and suffering. Laughter, music, art, food, relationships, that stuff should be propellant and the tension that you can use to propel yourself. Upward doesn't have to be fear and suffering, but there is of course value to it. Denying the value of pain and suffering is strengthening it. When you deny the value of anything, you strengthen it. When you, let's just use it. Everyone's fucking the most hated example.

When you deny the value of Trump, the shit that he does, whether it's something that helps you form an opinion about what you'd like to change or do. When you deny the value of that, you strengthen that energy. That's condemnation, it's judgment. That's what that is. Denying the value of something. Don't deny anyone's value. Don't deny anything's value. There's value to everything. Pain, suffering, everything. Okay, even murder, right? Don't murder people though, Jesus Christ. Okay. A ship isn't built to stay safely tied to the harbor. You are building an imaginal arc for yourself. You are building the core foundation.

And when I say building, it's not really building. It's kind of like unveiling. It's kind of like the ship has always been built. And you're just like, have you seen Moana? Have I spoken about Moana enough? You know, when she goes into the secret cave and there's all these huge boats that are meant for sailing off the island? That's what you're doing, right? They were built there and now you're revealing them and then you go and sail out into the sea. And it's the best. And that's what we're doing here energetically. You're building such a solid foundation of who you are that this is going to be the vessel that carries you out into unknown territories, which is where we're going 'cause that's what this existence is.

We don't know what's going on. There's always mystery here. It always is more mysterious and magical if you allow it to be. So just, you know, strengthen your core. This means when things come up that kind of shake you, the waves get rocky like you know what to do. Your vessel is strong, your arc is strong. Okay. What role are you playing, right? This goes back to this whole directing and acting and writing and producing. What role are you playing? What role do you determine that you will play in your life? Who do you wanna be? What do you wanna be for yourself? Other people will have you playing lots of different roles.

Jessa talks about this a lot. By the way, go sign up for Jess's Patreon. There should be a bonus episode out already or coming out soon that I just did with her. Get pretty candid on that. Some behind the scenes shit, so that was good. But what role are you playing, right? Are you playing someone else's role? Are they defining it for you? If someone says, let's flip this on its head. Let's say Bernie Sanders says you are being oppressed. You are, this is unfair. You're being oppressed. This is unfair. These 1% is a, listen, objectively, totally right. Couldn't be more right. There seems to be systems in place that benefit the few at the expense of the many.

But if you buy into that role and you go, holy shit, I'm oppressed. Oh, things are so hard for me. You're buying into someone else's role for you. If you go, oh, no, no, no, I'm just playing a character who's oppressed right now, but like a Robin Hood, I'm gonna go figure out how to get all these resources and things and distribute them to other people. I'm just playing the con game here. I'm just saying, oh, yeah, yeah, I'm oppressed. Sure, sure, until you blow it all up and you make sure that things are more equitable, that's a cooler role. So determine the role you wanna play for yourself. It's okay if you found yourself in other people's roles and you shift into that.

That's a psychically kind of merging and setting our boundaries related to other people. But really think about the role that you're playing in your life, in the movie of your life. What genre is this? Is it a comedy? Is it a horror film? Is it a romantic comedy? Is it a documentary? Is it a war movie? What are all the types of movies? You're just gonna name them all? I don't know, all of the types of movies. Figure out what you wanna be doing. Slapstick, I love my life so much. You should love your life so much. I'm getting all the texts. So that's what you should be doing. Just, even if you're like, I don't like my life.

I'm not attractive enough. I don't have enough money, but why? Just be like, no, this is, I'm writing these roles for myself. And watch what happens. People physically, go look at, I don't have that many pictures up with me. But if you look at pictures of me from like a year and a half ago to now, I look like a totally different person. Fucking crazy. Like physically you can change things. Psychically you change them first. Imagine, you just, you know, imagine, you go up. And you know, if people are wanting more techniques and things, I'll dish out a few that I'd discover and find. But go back to the original ones.

They're just really good. It's just, these are ways of interfacing with our intuitive heart or subconscious mind, which is the real generator of our experience here. Not our conscious mind, but we can use them in tandem. The masculine energy of the conscious mind with the subconscious feminine energy of the intuitive heart. That bridge that we build there is the key to our success. Okay. The stuff being, oh no, here we go. The gods are real because you make them real. This is true. Anyone who believes in astrology, anyone who believes in religion or God or myths or anything like that, it's real because you believe they're real.

This is important as a reminder to not get too caught up in modalities like astrology. You can make your entire life astrology. That's not what I'm saying. But don't believe that it has any more power than the power that you give it, right? It's a stable imaginal act because people have been looking up at the stars and the skies forever. But that doesn't mean it's any more real than the power that you give it. That's super fucking important. Otherwise you are externalizing stuff, whether it's energy, whether it's God, whether it's you don't, just remember that, okay? The gods are real because you make them real.

Jupiter can be nice to you because that's possible. You know, energies like Saturn can be constricted because you allow them to be. Don't fight too much against this stuff. They're stable imaginal acts. It's like you don't jump off a roof because you know that your imagination creates reality and gravity is just a construct. Subconsciously, you are picking up on everyone else's and your own deep-seated belief that gravity is a thing. Soon we'll be levitating. I think like 10, 15 years, that sounds real. So just give it its time and place in linear time. Time doesn't exist. We know that has spoke about that plenty of times.

But yeah, the gods are real because you make them real. The stuff being cooked up behind the scenes, oh my God. I'm privy to all the stuff I'm doing behind the scenes. You're privy to all the stuff you're doing behind the scenes. Lots of, I just see what people are cooking up and just like get ready for like a really, really, really, really, really fucking awesome time. Like when we can commune again in person, we can commune again in person now if you want. Don't be crazy. Someone call me typhoid Mary on Twitter 'cause I said I don't wear a mask. Jesus fucking Christ. Guys, you gotta chill out.

I'm not saying go and lick rails and fucking sneeze on people but Jesus Christ. Okay, grace is happening. Grace is love and action and it's constantly around us. A rowash. It's constantly around us, we live in it. Just allow that to happen, accept it into your life and watch how you move with grace, everything amount. This is what grace feels like. Infinite synchronicity is constantly conspiring to help you with whatever you intend to do. That's what grace is, love and action. It's beautiful, catch the wave. Today's episode of Earth should be pretty good. This is, I love that I wrote all these things before I saw this Westworld episode.

It's just a movie, it's a TV show, it's a series. Fucking you write it, determine it. Widen your conception of reality. Don't get to focus on one narrow band. That can be very useful if you're doing something. This is maybe where I disagree a little bit with this mindfulness axiom of only focus on one thing all of the time. If you're doing this, don't multitask. Only do this one thing. Use your intention and focus to focus on this one thing. You are 82% more productive when you do that. I don't know if I totally believe that. I know there are certain aspects and things that focus and laser like focus are incredibly helpful to getting something done, but you're doing something.

But having a wider conception of reality and broadening your awareness also gives you access to a multidimensional kind of basis for reality. And you can tie things together that maybe see disparate and not connected, knowing that everything is connected and pulling different things. Now, I'm not saying while I'm recording this podcast, I'm doing 10 different things, but I am paying attention to a few different things in my mind, on my phone, on the computer. So like, just don't challenge what you hear if it doesn't feel right. If someone writes something and you know that they're cool and you know that they're wise and you know they have wisdom, but it doesn't fully resonate with you, just use that as an opportunity to pass it through you and see what sticks and what doesn't.

And don't feel like everything you have here, you have to adhere to, okay. What I mean by this is if you are someone who's accustomed to feeling lonely, sad, depressed, attached in a unhealthy way, codependent, mark yourself, brah. Mark kill yourself, the version of yourself psychically that is doing that and die into the state of that which you desire and feel the grip. You will literally feel pulled by the version of you that is how you wanna feel. It's like it almost is like you can feel stepping into a different version or you move timelines. It's borderline a physical sensation. Inside of my mind when this happens, it feels like something is actually happening, like almost physically.

So just die from your former state to that which you desire and feel the grip of your salvation. Oh, these texts, oh my gosh. All right, animals are cool, it's like tweets. God love you if you follow me on Twitter, all these things out of order with no context. Animals are cool. I think using them as totems, we did the how to be an animal episode. I'll revisit that because I think jumping into primal animal energy. Oh, I think I got this from Tiger King because what was happening in Tiger King is you would see the spirit of these big cats. The people who were drawn to them acted like these tigers.

If you look at tigers in the wild, we think of them as these beautiful peaceful or, you know, just like majestic creatures, but like when food gets scarce and there's only so much resources to go around, they get vicious, right? And this is what was ending up happening in Tiger King. So it was very cool for me to see the spirit of the tiger, the spirit of these big cats kind of get injected into the people, them picking up on that and playing that out with their own lives, right? Very interesting stuff. Fucking Carol Baskin, Joe Exotic, what was the doof is his name with a big guy with the wife and the tigers in Las Vegas?

It was just great, it was a great show, by the way, but animals are cool and you can choose like which ones you want to kind of merge with spirits. This is the totem animal thing, right? I'm not super big, I don't know that much about the Native American stuff, you know, enough? I'm not enough, barely enough to know that how animal totems work, but you embodied the spirit of the animal whose qualities, you feel like they're, you attach yourself to them energetically. You can do that with gods and deities as well, but animals, you know, the other direction, no value judgment, low high, just is a very cool thing to do as well.

Make a move man, state your case from the weave song, weave song, tender situation, make a move. You gotta make a move and state your case if there's something you want. Can't just sit idly by and just think it's gonna fall into your lap. That's not what I'm saying with imagination creates reality. Make a move, even if it's just imagine, make a move, state your case. What do you want? How do you wanna feel? Make that move, super important, okay? Fine, sure. I guess I'll help build a new world based on love and harmony. How many of you feel like that? It's like I, it's fine. Okay, I guess I signed up for this shit.

It's cool, it's fun, it's just, it's fine. It's totally cool, it doesn't mean you're just a love and light. Everything is great all the time, type of person. I mean, everything is great all the time, but you focus on the stuff, you make dark jokes. Like, you gotta be hit with it, right? You gotta know that you can be someone helping to build the world on love and harmony, but still have like, you know, you know, a cutting side to you that recognizes that this shit is also kind of like a game. And you don't wanna be too lame about this shit, don't be a lame-o. Oh, everything is wonderful all of the time and I shall only eat these foods and behave this way and associate with these people.

Don't be that person, ugh, blarf. And that is a value judgment, I guess, but jeez. I've been around too many, I've embodied those qualities, it doesn't feel authentic, just be a full person, light and dark, it's worth it, it's working. But love and harmony is where we're skewing to. It's surreal, so the last 10 seconds of this podcast is a psychological snapshot of me, okay. Hold the line, my friends. This was more when like, the pandemic stuff we were waking up in the reality and everyone was totally freaked all of the time, Cuomo screaming, "Eventilators, they're all gonna die." Everyone, everyone's freaking out, just hold the line, we're good, we're fucking good, don't forget it.

I know people close to me who have lost people in the virus too, all right? Personally, I know them, okay? My friends with those people, but I know they've lost loved ones in their family. I'm not demuring or saying this shit isn't happening, but just hold the line, just hold the fucking vibe. Like shit is good, okay? These people chose to die from the coronavirus long before coronavirus was known about, all right? For real, it sounds so, it can sound so like, you're just like, you're not paying attention, I pay attention to this shit, I feel the pain and suffering, right? That's why I'm allowed to talk about this stuff.

One of the things I realize about myself is, I'm not allowed to, I know when I'm talking Kaka and I made a decision for myself to not talk anymore Kaka, oh, I don't know, a couple years ago, a few years ago, no more Kaka talk, only allowed to say truthful things, even if it's not pleasant, only allowed to say truthful things, make a deal with yourself to do that, that's a good idea too. It's endlessly entertaining to me that the world caught up to how weird I am, endlessly entertaining. This is so weird, it's hilarious to me that now I can just speak freely about everything and now people are like, oh yeah, that makes sense, amazing.

It was not like this 20 years ago, just wanna be clear. Today, today, resolved to be the person you'd like to be, just make a deal with yourself to be the person you know you're supposed to be, that's it, just make a deal, just be like, all right, I'm gonna be that person, I'm ready, that's cool. All right, deny any sensory input that appears to invalidate your assumption. If you assume yourself to be a wealthy, kind, generous, loving, compassionate, hilarious, sexy person, deny any sensory input that appears to invalidate that. That's it, does your senses are cool, they're fine, they're great, but I'm telling you like, they're, the best tools for understanding reality, because they're based on looking at external things and that's not the reality of the situation in which if you were God, how to do that in song form.

Everything's on the inside, the external reality is merely a shadow, it's a dead world, as Neville Goddard would call it, not in a scary way, it's just, it's already hardened, it's already crystallized. Today is the most magical day of my life and that's saying something, oh, let me talk about this, okay. Last week, there was some, it was, as I mentioned, getting a divorce, my wife separated for eight months or so, and we have two small children, it's been pretty gnarly, it's been pretty crazy at times, and a very crazy thing happened to me, related to that hip pain I was talking about earlier.

I made a decision that I wasn't doing anything wrong. I kind of looked like an asshole, if you looked at the facts of the situation, I probably am an asshole for doing what I did, but I knew it was right, and I stepped into the role where I actually, for real, knew it was the best decision. I knew it was intuitively, but I had consciously stepped into it, and I saw my wife change her mind and perspective on a situation. It didn't take away her pain and suffering, right? It didn't take away her having to process what she needed to process, but I saw her step into the best version of herself, and it was the most incredible thing I've ever seen, and it was the most miraculous thing I've ever seen in my life.

It was just truly, like, I was just saying to people, like, someone could have offered me 10 trillion, they could have been like, no, you just won the lottery, and I'd be like, I don't, that's nothing, I don't give a shit. Like, I just saw the most miraculous thing I've ever seen, and when you see that, when you step into who you're supposed to be, and you see how the people around you are changed, so good, so fucking good. Miracles every fucking day. That's just the way we are over on this side. Miracles every fucking day. If you're on team fucking miracles every day, welcome. Do you remember when we dreamed this?

We dreamed this so long ago, and now we're getting to play it out, and that's really fun, and I love that. Your ability to feel is your superpower. I've spoken about this, use it wisely. Don't use it recklessly. Don't feel bad because it feels, you don't have control of it. Feel the way you wanna feel. Your ability to feel the pain and suffering of others is a wonderful superpower, but don't get caught up in it. Don't just live there because that's what you know how to do. Use it wisely. Your ability to feel both positive and, quote unquote, negative experiences, negative charge, maybe in the electrons sense, and the, you know, what is it, electrons, neutrons, and protons?

There's charges to everything. Feel what you wanna feel when you wanna feel it, and use it wisely, 'cause this is how you summon fourth reality, the future, as we would call it, in linear time, this is how you do it. When you find truth, you'll recognize her, right? I say this not as a gender thing, but truth, she is divine, and she'll reveal what she needs to reveal to you. This doesn't mean masculine energy doesn't have truth embedded in it. It just means that she's around these days. We call her Isis, we call her Kali, we call her mother, we call her daughter. She is amazing, and she's around.

All right, whenever you go, whenever Stevie Wonder is playing, you can rest assured you're in the right dimension. If you walk into a store and Stevie Wonder is playing, you're in the right dimension. That's just my clue to you, okay? Have you realized how to fly the plane of existence yet? Have you? The plane of existence? You get it there? A little worm play. Fly the plane of existence. It's good, it's fun, you're here, it's great, I love it. Shh, don't tell anyone, but imagine all techniques are just elegant bait and switches that show you your God. Oh, don't tell anyone though. Don't tell anyone that all this manifestation stuff and getting everything you've ever wondered and having all your dreams come true is just a trick to show you that you're God.

Don't shh, don't tell anyone. Don't let the secret out. They think this is all about manifestation. They think this about getting cars and stuff. Shh, you're allowed to have the cars, by the way. Ah, no longer, there'll be cars. Maybe they're Teslas and shit. Dreams love being written down. So why don't you go ahead and do that. Write your shit down, script it out, write it down. Write out your shit. Write out exactly what you'd like to experiencing. Write out, I am this, I am that. Write out, how did this happen? When did I do that? When did I become the most successful person? When did I find the person of my dreams?

When did I start living the best possible version of my life that I could ever live? Write this shit down, I'm physically pen and paper. Get a fucking pen and paper. You can do it in your phone, I guess. Do it on a computer, I guess. You can even say it into a microphone, I guess. Write it down, write it down. That's for me too. Naps are great, take more of them. You do a lot of work when you're napping. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, they're fucking great. Don't nap to escape things, but nap to do work. So that's when you can do work. I like to do my work when I'm napping. Out here I like to play.

Everyone is playing a role, don't condemn them for it. Okay, just fucking condemn people for playing a doof as you roll. They chose that. Maybe you're binding them to it by condemning them which are ultimately condemning yourself because they are, you don't do it. Don't do it, they're just playing a role. Are you writing that role for them? You hate Donald Trump so many, you think he's the worst person ever. Are you writing that role? You're bound to him now in that way. Lame, don't do it. I just, you keep using Trump 'cause he's so acute on my Twitter feed every day. I see how mad they are at this dude.

What are you doing? And I see the same shit they see that they get mad about. It's just like really, really? And all these people now who like hated Joe Biden 'cause they were burning people, have to like Joe Biden like doesn't anything exhausting having to switch sides all the time. How about you just realize you're on everyone's side and they're just playing roles. It's no big deal. Is it exhausting switching? Oh, now I have to hate this person 'cause they did that. I don't have to do this 'cause they did that. Where's that logic gonna get you? Okay. We're just reality jousting. That's what people are doing until they figure this out.

They're forcing and fighting and it's like two guys on a horse coming at each other with the big jousting poles and they're slamming into each other and the best one's gonna, just keep out what we just jump into the reality where everything is great. Is that cool? It doesn't mean pain and suffering don't exist. I remember the title of this episode wherever I called it. They exist, but everything is great. It's perfect. Doesn't mean we can constantly be striving and linear time to work towards a more elegant, pristine, beautiful version. Beautiful, elegant, pristine, doesn't mean only pleasant looking things.

Death is a part of this world, but we can change this. If we could start treating the elderly better, if we could start treating the sick better, we could start showing people how to heal themselves, tackling ridiculous problems like homelessness, food shortages, just dumbass shit, right? And I mean dumbass shit, like it's perfect. It exists to show us that we can transcend it, but like we can do this stuff. And if you're one of the people who sees that stuff out in the world and is inspired to take action, go ahead and do it. But don't complain about it if you're not doing anything about it. It's so lame.

It's like a person in a meeting trying to solve an important problem. It's like, well, this is the problem. This is the problem. And they're like, what's the solution? Do you have anything? I don't know, but this is the problem. Look how bad the system is. It's so broken. Here's what's going on. You wanna talk about global macro systems? They're not gonna blow up the way you hope. They're not gonna fucking turn. It's not gonna be a fucking revolution and fucking everyone's. No one wants that. What's gonna happen is these systems that are really efficient at making money, that's what they're good at.

They don't know that they're at the expense of other people, they're systems that have been created. Sure, people created them, but then they started running themselves. You shift them towards better elegant solutions. You see this with the virus. People were able to get their shit together pretty fucking fast to mitigate aspects of what was going on. That's all, shift the systems to more productive people. You know what people who work at Monsanto wanna do? Why do I say that names are Monsanto, Monsanto, Monsanto, Monsanto, I don't know. They don't wanna be fucking raping and pillaging the earth.

You may think they do. What they want is money. What they want is some advantage in the marketplace. If you can convince these big global corporations or even individuals to shift their priorities, not to being the best to serve some falsified ego delusion. I don't wanna say ego. Some version of themselves that is lonely and hurt and scared and thinks it has to dominate, do-facy, unconscious, divine, masculine energy. If you can shift them towards working for the betterment of the planet and for the people, the systems will be amazing. So we're doing that, this money shit. People are getting direct deposits, deposited in, shit and loans and do all that.

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