You Deserve It All

[Music] oh welcome to synchronicity we got a good episode this week i like i i'm doing it i just say we have a good episode i literally have about to record it live how do i know how do i know it could be horrible i've said this many times well it's just a dud we just totally fucked up this one just flailing all around would that even be fucking up i don't know what's fucking up anymore hey guys how you doing how's reality going for you are you still in a bardo state of uncertainty and not really sure what the fuck is going on that's cool maybe you have an inkling that you do know what's going on and that maybe there's some connection between the inside of you and the outside of you and what the fuck is going on there it's cool it's cool just relax we're here to have a good time that's what we're supposed to be doing you wouldn't have been carnated at a time and place at a perceived time in place unless you want it to actually hear this that's the beauty of where we are now can you imagine like having to be someone like william blake and like the 1800s and he's like i'm fucking understand imagination creates reality well my friends are morons they don't know what's going on but i i got now i gotta make all this art and make these drawings and these weird plates and poetry and talk about this shit and weird codes that people will understand later but not really in his lifetime that sounds bad so it's not it's cool it's actually a real testament to his courage and determination and conviction that that is how reality works we're in these days you can kind of just be a little more you're like oh i think it works like this this is how it works let me test it out we just have access to everything is what i'm saying it's cool we did a good job we did a really good job in carnating right now right here doing what we're supposed to be doing now let's talk about all this shit that feels like we're not supposed to be doing what is this happening why does this keep happening i don't want that this i mean this i'm ready to be done with that but it keeps coming up what's that about that's that's also you and you're showing yourself stuff right now probably that you really want to deal with here's the good deal if deal with sounds like you got to do a lot huh you're gonna be shitty and it's gonna be hard you know i guess what it will most necessarily be when you go through it but if you're like you know what that's pretty cool that's some child we're all going to die physically right instead of approaching death like what the you just be like oh that's what a fucking threshold to crush crush crushing thresholds crushing now i can't say it right jesus christ crossing thresholds that's a cool thing you don't have to like delusionally say i'm not afraid of dying i think there's this big aspect of acknowledgement that precedes allowing which precedes surrendering which is nice that's a thing that like it's a good energy to be able to surrender to something um especially if that's like grace and abundance anyway we got a lot of stuff to talk about this we're going to get to it all big shout out to lacey free i was just on her podcast horror pod that's great that's horror h o a r pod you can look for it it's the one with the red bush pubic bush popping out of the panties on the the thing you know it's easy to identify we thought i think that part got cut out because we had technical difficulties but she was talking about her logo and what people thought and it's like it's great who doesn't like that everyone does so go check that out it was a really fun conversation her podcast is cool because lacey's cool and she was reminding me a lot in that episode i was listening back and that's where i don't know you just listen to myself on other podcasts avidly but she's so smart i was listening for her all right tell me the good stuff i know what i'm going to say and she's really connected to this body like the body stuff as being like a tool and a medium for perceiving energy and i think that gets lost on us so easily because we feel like we're in our body we're localized around our head maybe we have some perception of like our auric field or just that we're a bunch of things put together but that's kind of how we generally perceive ourselves and we forget that our body is constantly communicating with us all these different things and that's like that's cool that's cool from an energetic standpoint and so she was saying some really cool stuff so go check that out if you like that uh what else was there something else i felt like i wanted to bring attention to no wasn't the dolphins laying a fucking do-do turd in denver can we just blame it on the denver mile high air it's thin air up there good for field goal kickers not good for tula i don't know you know sometimes you just laid i'm trying to approach this as though like i know the dolphins are good it's just imagine being in a traumatic relationship don't imagine that but the dolphins are very abusive for a sports fan to love they're very abusive but i think they've transcended brian floris seems like he understands a lot of things from the marcy projects that's cool anyway they read it that was stupid what are they doing okay anyway past that you can see this is how they get you in this is the dolphins by the way i think i said it in the last episode with mickey and steven my biggest spiritual teacher i used to be so emotionally affected by the outcome of dolphins games and objectively very dumb very dumb thing to do to be like emotionally impacted to the point of detriment based on a sports team that ultimately you don't have a lot of control of in you know the main external reality world i'm trying to move in the imagination around with dolphins when the super bowl because i'm very confident that happens in my lifetime it's going to be great um but yeah i used to get so emotionally invested and then over time i was like is this worth it like i was just observing myself do this and as everyone i'm like no it's not and everyone told me like you shouldn't care people telling me that shit didn't mean anything ultimately i see that they were right that's great that's amazing but i i gotta you gotta go through it yourself just like everything in life isn't that cool don't think it's lonely it's not lonely it's actually pretty amazing that you get to go through it within your own experience that's cool and then also there's all the cool like duality stuff of like psychic and interfacing with other people reflections of like the one thing that is all of us but also like we get to phase in it's anyway we'll get to that it's going to be one of those types of episodes i've also been microdosing a fair amount i gotta say it's pretty good acid entromes sometimes together but independently respectively they're good okay here we go be on guard for if statements as they pertain to your imaginal acts if is a subtle did i read pernicious jesus what a douchebag who f*ck rights pronounce is a subtle and pernicious form of doubt who f*ck am i mark twain over here pernicious it just means you know it's shitty kind of like um devious it's a doubt right if you say if you know i'm going to have enough money if this happens i'm going to be in that relationship if i can do that if i can transcend that then i'll be good it's very it sounds positive right you've identified something you want to transcend if i can transcend that if i can just figure out how to do it i'm going to be in good shape that's super subtle you're moving closer to the wall i use this analogy i thought about it as a kid you go to the you you're like 20 feet from a wall and you say you can move half as close to the wall right at first you're gonna feel like you're making tremendous strides towards the wall you go oh ten feet i'm half as close but after a while you're gonna realize you're never gonna touch the wall because there's always gonna be that gap in between there that's what if kind of does so i'll just you know just watch you don't doing anything if i'm failing i'm bad just like oh shit i'm not feeling like i am that got it let's talk about i heard uh also another good pot that's what i wanted to mention i remember jessus laid his podcast uh voided reality check really good jessus and i had a nice text conversation the other day about our respective relationship lives she's great she's cool and she mentioned me on the podcast and you know what she viewed as my ability to manifest is kind of like a allowance feminine receptive type of energy thing and i think it is that i definitely think it is that i don't want anyone to think that they don't have access to that now if your felt internal sense is that you don't have that capacity or there's some special aspect of your being that prevents you from accessing that that is also a belief the beauty is is you always have access to new beliefs that's just the law when you understand this is all quantum and you can ping around any aspect of physical not physical non-physical non-local time and space and everything outside of it you have access to everything including new beliefs including beliefs that you always have access to new beliefs it's like the genie wish you ask for infinite wishes that's always possible if you go through the experience of forgetting that that's fine you're just playing hide and seek when you remember that you're playing hide and seek you can still play hide and seek you just remember that this is a game you may have more fun if you're a little kid and you think oh someone's really gonna get me but you still have fun playing hide and seek if you know it's a game that's okay you also can forget it's a game you can go into the movie theater and forget you're watching a movie forget you're the producer the writer the director the actor don't forget that you and how do we do this with our consciousness with our awareness the scene that implies you are what you want to be you have what you want and when i say want this is like i feel like there's a whole train of thought that sometimes sneaks in i'm guilty of it too where like do i really like want that is that right to want that you don't worry you'll get to the bottom of it set your meta states bliss joy gratitude appreciation unconditional love set those as your real imaginal acts what would it look like if you were the person who lived in those states what would people say to you what would your surroundings be something that implies that has already happened condense that down to your imagination all the other stuff will flow from there it's like having a really pure awesome body of water that flows down in a waterfall you want to get that source that good deep nice purified running water that's what you want to get good wa ta ta ta okay that was the first one cool the good news is we're all dead and just phasing in and out of this reality as disembodied consciousness that we stitch together in a linear progression which is pretty cool if you ask me that's true i like i read it and then respond to the tweet that's cool um yeah we're dead i'm pretty sure not in like a weird way don't freak out just as like dead meaning that what we perceive as being a lie alive isn't a lie it's just kind of like a magic trick and it's super cool and totally buy into it and it's wonderful except if you think that there's some external thing causing it to you you will put yourself through a lot of things to really make sure you believe that including collapsing timelines and realities that you may have thought that you want it and you could be like wow this is just an elegant dance you do to accommodate the chaos of the world all right sure cool totally get that argument why don't you go inside and internally reorganize your inner cosmos and your psyche and how you are and how you feel and see if you still think that that's all see if you're an optimist or nihilist or a pessimist no judgment either way my hunch is you will be like oh wow this is great feel really good cool that's nice that that's the answer to the complicated equation of life supposed to feel good you also can feel anything you want right what did i just want just stranger things there's like a weird the stranger things the latest season by the way it's okay it's fine right i'm gonna talk shit about it but there's a scene where like one of the characters like his revisit she's 11 and l is going through this thing and she sees the two billions like mom dad is beating his mom that's like jesus christ got very emotional went there felt that wow it's cool that art and things like that can evoke that type of emotion in us because that is also a way for us to transmute and process things art energy healing readings all of these things really work right therapy whatever you want to do talking to friends all this shit works make sure you do that stuff if you don't do that your life will probably get pretty chaotic if i don't exercise not because i want to be in good shape the moment i decided that i was in good shape that i was the way i felt in my body the way i wanted to feel i always stay in that range now and it's not a chore to exercise and i don't have to watch what i eat i'm just cool about it now and that really had like a huge impact on the way i feel and that really changes kind of your physical body but also your mental kind of like a theric body so just know you can always change your mind inside i think they say the same fucking thing all the time it's cool i keep saying it because a i think people keep forgetting it i see myself forget it at various times and so when i do remember it and kind of getting in front of the microphone and talking about this stuff with friends for my whole life before i had a podcast for the microphone stuff this is just something that i naturally felt like doing why wouldn't you share this information i tested myself when you start sharing this type of stuff don't think there won't be pushback plenty of pushback that's your own internal doubt being reflected back to other people don't say that's other people by the way what if you it's like an inception when you like draw attention to your subconscious mind and they start attacking don't do that shit just be cool man be cool my baby clean up your physical space it does wonders it really does if you're living in a chaotic space you will likely take that in either as feedback or it's a reflection of how you're feeling and so clean up your shit and fear the person who needs to hear that great i did it this week i cleaned up my house it's fucking it feels so good i have to yeah stay on top of it also i do so many dishes holy shit having kids i only have them like three days a week holy shit they without a dishwasher so many dishes so many dishes all right it's kind of fun i'm enjoying it in a weird way looking up and holding your breath oh yeah okay so there's this guy Raymond grace didn't he's put me on to him it's very cool has a lot of fun things that he likes to say he's a dowser from west virginia is pretty sweet or is he from western Virginia he has a technique that i like very much i think there's various reasons it works and we can get into that a little bit but here's what you do you write down on a physical piece of paper something that you this is like the desire thing right michorowitz has a great way of saying this where uh you focus on something you really want that's the first thing that was the biggest catalyst in my life is recognizing get being clear about what that is or those things are incredibly important um write that down on a piece of paper and put it up high tape it to somewhere in your room where you have to look up at it okay so you're gonna look up at it and you're gonna be able to read it what you're gonna do is you're gonna look up at it and hold your breath for 17 seconds or more and just kind of read the statement say it in your mind stare at the statement and it kind of embeds it in your subconscious because your mind starts to go into this like oxygen deprivated mode flater response you're like synchronizing lizard brain with neocortex i don't know if any of this shit is true but what i do know is it sounds super plausible there is something about looking up as well it's like a state of all the theory i think from ramen is is that when you're a child that's what you're doing is you're looking up and receiving information so there's something that it activates in the brain anyway do this i did it i will tell you my statement it's working though it's totally working it's fun play around with shit like this the two cups thing i never did the two i did i do the two cups thing i don't remember dimension jumping mirror jumping all this stuff it's great don't let it get to the point where it defines how you have to do these things let them come naturally to you that's a big thing that's coming on now let stuff come to you that is a feminine energy thing high priestess sit down let it come to you don't have to be the magician up on stage twirling your wand all the time it's cool bro if you want it that's fine that's great i love to do that sometimes too but also you can just sit and let shit come to you here's some double-goddard stuff self-confidence on your part and the thorough belief in the truth of your mental assertion are all that is needed to produce results that's it self-confidence on your part and through the belief in the truth of your mental assertion he's calling it a mental assertion i would say it's emotional mental it's kind of spiritual connection or all that is needed to produce results self-confidence though this is how shit works and you do it super important set that as your first imaginal act if you're having trouble with other stuff let's see you really need money start with self-confidence boom start right there trust me don't worry you're not going to be one of these people who's so out of whack and like has false sense it's a false sense of self-confidence jesus that's what you're saying um you're fine you're fine i don't think anyone who listens to this podcast truthfully like has to worry about being a shitty person and like we're all kind of shitty people but like not in a bad way but in a way that teaches us that like everyone's the same ultimately that's important doesn't mean you're going to be a serial killer but all of us have some aspect that we understand what it is like to be a serial killer not that we would do it but we see it out in the world we've seen many serial killers watch shows about the mind hunter it's a great show that's us projecting into people's space art is a really good like 5d 60 vehicle which is why i think art and beauty are like huge things to aspire to beauty the love of something is i think a major propellant if not the propellant that pushes us through time and space it's like rocket fuel for us just the love of beauty and beauty can be anything there is a beauty in decay there is a beauty in destruction there's a beauty in everything there's a beauty in sadness there's a beauty in anything you can imagine that's our propellant so honor that do we imagination is the beginning of growth of all forms and faith is the substance out of which they are formed does it that's it there's substance this is your faith your belief your conviction that's the main thing and then your imagination kind of like shapes that right it shapes it and allows you to grow it's like sculpting something with your not just visualization i think that's really important it really does help because this world is like you know and a lower dimensional reality than things not in the physical that's not a value judgment not we don't look at 2d things like cartoons be like you're a stupid cartoon you're not even real dummy that's what higher dimensional being they're not like it's not a value thing it's just that's the dimension of consciousness that they're in that's all i had a thought there and i lost it probably some higher dimensional beings laughing at me you and i have descended in consciousness you and i have descended in consciousness to the level where we now find ourselves and we see imperfection because we have descended when we begin to ascend while here in this three-dimensional world we find that we move in an entirely different environment okay it's a lot of words level but it is kind of what i was just saying we descend and ascend to the level of our consciousness where we believe ourselves to be to an ideal to the pursuit of beauty and love we ascend to that in our world when we descend to like a state where we don't have access to that and we feel kind of burdened by people relationships circumstance look the gods fate whatever we're there all right but if we ascend while we're in this three-dimensional world right if we move our consciousness to me i've been experiencing this i don't know if anyone else has over the past month it literally feels like sometimes in my mind like it's going up vertically like orientation wise from the top of my head it feels like it's going up it's like oh i'm in a lighter state of consciousness now interesting and i'm able to stabilize it which is very interesting to me because it's a lesson and always been like that that's what it's like you're ascending through the dimensions still while maintaining awareness in three-day that's fucking cool that's what we're doing very confident that we're gonna do a whole episode on like mediumship and dead people because i think a lot of what this world is i got this kind of on many dose of mushrooms the other day is like a training ground for energy beings to transmute or bridge gaps between what is perceived as living and what is perceived as dead across physical and astral planes it sounds so crazy going out of my mouth but this is what it felt like what's happening and people were learning and that's what this world may be and it is right in a lot of ways but i think it's becoming more apparent that that's what some of us are doing so to ask you many are inclined to blame others for their predicament man finds it so difficult to turn to himself to his own consciousness as to the only reality yeah this is so easy to blame other shit right isn't it i don't have any money that's not my fault come on like it's an unfair system it's bullshit you know it's fine i can't do anything you know that person was a dick to me what they're just an asshole that's all there is to it oh well it didn't work out because you know there's that thing that happened i mean if that's those sound like familiar train of thoughts in your mind just catch it you'll be like yo i don't want to eat this shit anymore i don't want to feed myself this as part of my mental diet but when you turn to yourself and you go oh shneebity dibbities i got to start thinking about this a little bit differently let's just see what happens if i do that oh i'm the type of person where good things happen i win a lot i feel good i'm able to provide for myself and others just like basic level shit i feel happy live in a state of grace and abundance nothing you can do really can knock you out of that that's those try to get into those things whatever you need to do high magic sex magic uh turtle magic what other type all the magics what's turtle magic that sounds fun i'm into that anyway just uh we're good your only job is to have a good time and ride these fucking waves that's it that's it does that mean if you're feeling not good you're doing something wrong no of course not that would pretty much keep you in a perpetual state of feeling not good everyone goes through ebbs and flows we do it for various reasons when you are ready to move out of that state truthfully you won't move out of that state i promise you but you have to really acknowledge and feel that and know that to be possible and the only thing that can do that is you accepting that you're in control of that that's it and if you're not ready to try to figure out what you're telling yourself that's cool there's so many things that we do so many times i've been like this is out of my control until i basically took responsibility and accountability and this isn't spiritual bypass isn't looking at someone you're a victim of your circumstance go fix it yourself it kind of is that but it's not in a callous way it's in a way like this is how consciousness and awareness works so if you understand that apply it just fuck around and try and that's why i try to be as accommodating as possible and it's also why i talk about kind of the same few concepts phrased in different ways um so consistently and i try to weave it into shit that i'm actually interested in because that's just how i navigate this world but it's kind of the whole thing it's not the whole like it encompasses everything else you're going to perceive because it is the prism in which you see this world and experience yourself through so it's like it's like you can't do it you need that to do it here i don't know how to describe it but it is true you are creating this it's cool and of the more you can appreciate and handle that psychologically emotionally spiritually the broader and more expansive your perspective will get life is really fucking good no matter what just try to remember that when maybe things don't feel good and see if you can just rephrase that internally just try it it's what it was the worst case scenario it works and you have to give up feeling bad what's the real word doesn't work and you wasted what maybe cumulative in time five minutes if you did a few nights in a row right before bed five minutes what else i mean some energy i guess as you're going to sleep please come on give me a fucking break this world is your inner monologue projected outwards right it's when you believe to be true in this world that's what comes out into the world you perceive it as real and then sometimes it informs your decisions and then you miss the subtle action of you believing things beliefs can come from anywhere and they do and some of them are orchestrated and propagated and not because they're nefarious or bad or evil has nothing to do with that it's neutral it's an energy that's being expressed through people through systems through all this stuff and it's fine but if you judge it and react to it you're basically binding yourself to it basically like you've then fed that image and projection um and it's cool that's you how cool is that that you have the ability to do that but take responsibility for that take responsibility for that ability well do it because it is true like that doesn't ever cease to be true it is always operational i think one of the reasons i initially shied away from the term manifestation is it implies that there's some schism between consciously perceiving or observing um i heard jesse get into a whole perceiving observing thing on the last episode we'll see if i have thoughts about that but um whatever you're perceiving ah fuck i lost my train of thought should we talk about perceiving observing observing to me feels like the witness consciousness stepping outside of this personalized identity that feels like observing it feels like a impersonal stance and of looking at the circumstances of who you are your life perceiving feels from within the perspective of you that is where i think we have a lot of leeway in terms of shaping our perception and then the more you're able to attach that perception and observation together so that detached impersonal kind of unity consciousness viewpoint with the dualistic individual avatar perspective you then really have like cool fucking spaceship it's like one of those fucking star wars things goes in all the directions and you can navigate through time and space pretty effectively that's how i think perception and observation kind of fit together um there are various practical applications of both of those observation is really useful if you find yourself getting too emotional right if you find you've been pulled so much into this world capricorn energy devil energy getting pulled so into it that you can't control yourself taking a step back going into observer role witness role that's pretty helpful that can be not helpful if there's a situation you need to involve your heart and emotions into kind of more it's not mind heart so much it's just kind of this fusing of energies this dichotomy that we use for terms dark light you know good bad even subconscious conscious they're blurring together that's what's happening when they blur together they'll form some new new thing and seeing as we're still mainly in duality that will probably have its own opposite generate and it'll be interesting to see what that is over time and consciousness but this is just what we're going through now it's pretty cool and i think essentially if you recognize that you always have this power it is always your internal felt decision of how you perceive and observe your reality that's always within your control and it's only as hard or as difficult as you imagine it to be i know that sounds stupid or like maybe it sounds like short cutting it's it's not short cutting and it'll be very satisfying if that's the story you want to tell yourself it's great like take it from me i like moving through various states it's fun i also like setting very firm dedicated loyal faith towards like joy happiness love beauty i i really really love those things and that's how you do this we want to know what the active mechanism for all this shit is talk about observation perception manifestation it's just love fall in love with the best version of you you don't need to know exactly what that looks like can you feel the best version of you what does that feel like just for a second if you can catch it build a scene that implies that's what you are it will happen when you can catch it even without building a scene and like a technique type of way and sustain it then you're really going places because then you're walking this world kind of like eyes wide open right that's cool it's in the the toothy stuff it's like a firefly as opposed to snails it's pretty harsh it's pretty go around going people's snails although in the never-ending story which i watched recently at least the beginning part of it there is that snail it's a speed snail moves pretty quick still a snail sure snails are great you know it's fine uh but you really are kind of like an illuminated being in the sense that you're better than or you have like something you know different than other people it's just like you're just walking around seeing a little bit better you know you don't need glasses maybe everyone else needs glasses and they don't and that's not everyone else see that's the trick here when you really do embody this type of 5d 60 70 christ consciousness you don't look at it like other people if you start finding like you here's what happens this is the one benefit i think now that the political thing is kind of tamping down and trump is like yes of course he's gonna leave he's not a fucking dictator sorry guys you know he may not like him but he's gonna leave um you know this is i lost my train of thought again fuck is that the third time this episode it's you know what it is i called my shot again in the beginning i said it was gonna be a great episode this is still a fantastic fucking episode i just i did forget my train of thought three times pro-level shit here i you know i didn't write stuff down got a lot of thoughts a lot of energy going around it'll come back to me political stuff good that it's doing what's it feeling that's good that's probably why i can't remember it it's like what is the political system doing it did do good though well i don't know i'm not gonna run it back it'll come back to me you can write to me and tell me what the fuck i forgot in this episode there has been a fair amount of i think phasing in and out of perspectives and if that's something you're not comfortable with that can feel of disorienting at the very least and potentially very like jarring at worst and jarring can feel like anxiety tension i'd call it like do you does anyone else want to get like take mushrooms or psychedelics that have like a come up and they get like like jittering they feel like that do something but they don't know what it is that's kind of that that's been going and coming in waves for i think a lot of people myself included primarily when i'm coming up on psychedelics but it is an energy that i think is present and we're we're in a gestation about to be borrowed phase i do feel that is true collectively um i've accepted that i'd say collectively i could stubbornly be like no we've already arrived and we have like his time and space or just constructs we're moving ourselves through right now like how we perceive it but we have already arrived part of my like maybe annoying optimism about this shit is like we did it we already did how do i know we did it i proved it to myself this doesn't mean i'm the center of all the universes everyone is the center of their universe that's not a mistake there's also a collective outside world that we totally need to honor they do not negate each other but really honoring yourself and the power you have and how that shapes this reality we perceive i remember what it was okay when you think this is what people do in political situations when they think of someone else they build up an imaginary character or maybe a character in their life in their imagination they go oh this fucking guy this fucking lady she does they do this he does this is probably the type of people who does that you don't catch what you're doing but if you can slow it down slow go right slow it down and see what you're doing there you just created an imaginary character now that person probably exists somewhere that's the trippy thing probably in this reality too but you're tapping into it and then projecting and getting mad at it thereby creating it if one you're doing that you can see that you're doing it be like oh let me reel that back let me take that one back right now just imagine that person sure they're demonstrating that type of behavior there probably are people like that but i'm just going to imagine people kind of like you know being good people even if there's disagreements even if there's moral and ethical disagreements there's still a way that the best kind of outcome happens not in a passive kind of defeatist type of way that's super important the more you can do that internally instead of descending to a level where people are just like always trying to fuck you or like shit's going wrong or people aren't good see what evidence you get in your world and a lot of those times beliefs like that like are not yours they're never yours they're like constructs that people who didn't understand reality epigenetically passed on basically spiritually karmic way they just didn't it's cool you don't get mad at someone who doesn't know something because they haven't learned it yet or weren't aware that they could do that that's not cool it's not the right approach you don't get mad at a kid because they don't understand something they haven't been taught yet or forgot it's ridiculous so don't do that just be cool much of this episode is just saying just be cool it is good advice i gotta say last thing i'll leave you with here with the talking feel deserving jessa also mentioned this and i think she did key in i think she was going to use the word entitlement and try to like make it sound better it's totally entitlement it's feeling deserving why wait a second tell me why i shouldn't feel like i deserve everything tell me again why is that no just tell me why and why should you feel like you don't deserve everything what's the reason because you're not good enough because you did a bad thing because you're doing bad things because you're not that type of person what just give me the reason just keep asking yourself that track back who am i that question forever the romanima harshi the might mystic thing keep tracking that one back where do you end up what is that thing what is the ultimate self you're telling me that self isn't deserving of everything hmm okay just give me an answer to what that is why you shouldn't feel like you deserve everything that's all so just feel deserving what is the reason you can't effortlessly gracefully move through your fears and transcends your doubts worries and anxieties what's the reason you can't do that again because that thing happened to you try the revision technique if you need that construct to help do it whatever but you always have access you're always deserving of being the best version of you doesn't cost you anything either that's the beauty it doesn't you know it does cost you something my patreon bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah kaching kaching kaching sides it's cool bitcoin's going up just join it for the fucking server you can leave after a month if it's annoying to you it's not people love it it's one of the best patreons ever created in the history of patreons maybe it hasn't shown itself to be that yet no it has it's fucking great doing readings twitch is getting going youtube's going live streams bonus episodes uh q and a's twice a month uh just cool shit the discord for the bitcoin and the crypto stuff is fucking fantastic you get early access to music before it hits the streaming sites other fun stuff we're going to be doing uh i'm trying not to say what those things are to not have to commit to something that i can't deliver but i feel pretty good got my drum machine hooked up there's a lot of good stuff you can join that at patreon.com/synchronicity think i'm going to do some like radio shows there too with music behind me that we don't put up on the main feed uh because of copyright stuff so maybe some like dj stuff and talking and cards and smoking fun stuff like that go check that out uh readings are like i block off sometimes i'm just you know just trying to gape my time appropriately if you see him on instagram that's the best time to do them um other than that probably blocking off most of the spots for a little bit maybe we'll do the christ consciousness readings again did i i'm i'm going to record them again i guess i could do recorded ones should we do like half hour 15 minute christ consciousness reading they're super intense i know those were probably the most popular last year did like fucking 45 readings the week of christmas it was so nuts and they were hour long they're not going to be an hour long this time um and i recorded them their astrology their terror was pretty sweet so maybe i will do those depending on how everything is going but we may be bored and want to do shit like that so we'll see all right that's it i love you just for me just hang in there it's cool set your intentions start making art again if you feel compelled if you just want to play video games just play video games can everyone imagine me getting a ps5 that's a very frustrating process that i believe i have transcended so let's get me one of those i'll stream that's it i'll see you next week until then happy amount so yeah so yeah so yeah so yeah so yeah so yeah so yeah so yeah so yeah so yeah so yeah (upbeat music)

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