Turning The Corner

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Welcome to Synchronicity. Maybe not the best idea to start a podcast right when you roll a joint and start smoking it. But you know what? Live and learn. This isn't the first time it's happened and it's not the last time it will happen. So we'll just have to deal with that as an issue. How are you? How's things going out there in your reality? Probably pretty crazy. Hopefully better. I think I named this episode in my head turning the corner. That's an energy that I feel like we're definitely in. It's a turning the corner energy. Now, you don't know what you're necessarily gonna find behind the other end, other end, other edge, other side of the corner.

What are, how do we, I don't know, the place you see when you turn a corner, but you're definitely turning one. So that's pretty cool. We're gonna talk about stuff related to that. Just the predominant energy. It's not gonna be as free flowing. It's last episode, by the way. It literally just was like, I should record something and just fucking yak for no notes, no nothing. I organized my thoughts in a semi-coherent way. Before we get started, I do want a promo. Oh my God, Ned, guys at Ned. They got a lot more cool shit going on. They had this sleep thing they sent me, haven't taken it yet, haven't had a problem going to sleep.

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It's like random little things, forgetting that, forgetting this, forgetting that. I don't know. It's easy to blame it on weed. People want to blame it on weed. They say, "Oh, you just moved." No, it's not that. Actually, really, since I've been back, can you tell I'm excited, by the way, I'm excited. There's good things. Since I've been back, I've been smoking way less weed. Fucking ounces less, this is gonna last me a month. That's unprecedented. One gram or less a day, oh geez, Louise, what's going on in the world today? Okay, I want to talk about, before we get into the episode of something else that's going on, patrons know about this.

People will follow my Instagram, probably I've seen it. Twitch, I'm getting rolling with Twitch. I'm not gonna get into every single reason. I'm starting to use Twitch. I like it a lot. You can play music there. You can hang out. There's gonna be Ableton tutorials. Most of the stuff is gonna be on Patreon. Some of the stuff will be public, just 'cause it's fun to do. So you can check me out there at, I don't know why I went into an accent, twitch.tv/syncpod, S-Y-N-C-Pod. That's the only name they had available. I don't even really like the name Pod. When someone's like, "Nice Pod, man." These people have said this to me.

"Nice Pod." I like your Pod to refer to a podcast I hated. Makes me puke inside a little bit. I don't like that. Podcast, sure. We'll tolerate, we'll deal with podcasts, but yeah. So sync pod, unfortunately, is what I'm left with, probably 'cause of my resistance to it. We'll talk about that. We're gonna talk a lot of manifestation shit today. It's the theme 'cause people are questioning it and people are like, "What the fuck is going on?" Maybe sometimes you imagine something in the opposite happens or this very specific thing, according to a very specific timeline, doesn't happen, you're like, "What the fuck?"

Bro, said this shit would work. What's going on? You're fucking lie to me. Oh, you're fucking? Oh, you're fucking? No, I don't think so. You don't wanna do that. All right, so music stuff. I'm just reading my notes. So that's Twitch, twitch.tv/syncpod. Go follow sub there. I'm gonna be a Twitch affiliate partner thing soon and we'll go, it's super fucking fun. I'm also gonna get this pre-ordered, the Oculus Rift, no, Oculus Quest 2 VR. That's fun, gonna do that. And the PS5, whenever that comes out, we're gonna do that. It's gonna be video games. I think you can sort of weed on Twitch. Someone told me?

Is there adults of, I don't know. It's fucking crazy. It's a whole new universe. I love it there, it's cool. So check me out there. Okay, that's it. Now we're gonna get into the episode. Sorry guys, I'm super excited. Things are good. All right, you, actually before we get into the shit I wrote down. I was just giving a reading and an analogy came up in my mind that I think is pretty important. So for anyone who has ever dealt with weight gain or weight loss or just like not feeling like you wanna feel in your body is probably the best way to say it. And maybe you fluctuated through different like spectrums of like being fat or being in shape or whatever it is and you feel like you wanna be somewhere else.

So in my life, the only thing that's ever worked when I felt like that is I just kind of like assume I am a certain way, I feel a certain way in my body. And if that's like fit more fit, if that's more comfortable, whatever it is, my weight or whatever you wanna call it like physical physique, my knees are fucking physique, Jesus Christ, will conform to whatever my belief is. But if I get really specific about like a number, it can happen, you can hit that number, but it's so much less important the number of what you're hitting for, of what you're aiming for and like how rather as opposed to how you feel, how you wanna feel in your own body.

And this goes for relationships, this goes for money and abundance, this goes for career, this goes for expression, creativity. It's how you wanna feel. It's not the specific number, it's not the specific amount, it's not the specific person, it's how you feel. So we're gonna talk about wanting versus feeling a lot in this episode 'cause it's a big, it's a substantial difference in terms of what those two things are. 'Cause sometimes we feel like we want a billion dollars, that'd be cool, but do you feel like you are destined to have a billion dollars? Do you feel like you have a billion dollars?

Doesn't mean you're gonna go buy a yacht, but do you like feel the feeling of that? If you don't have access to it and you don't really want it, then great. You're off the hook, you don't have to fire, fucking think about or put your manifestation energy, even if it's a subconscious protocol into generating a billion dollars, which is great. 'Cause really, who's got the thine these days, you know what I'm saying? All right, Jessa, the other day said something, I'm supposed to do a podcast with her tonight, but I feel like this brain fog is coming in and out for both of us, so we'll see if it actually happens.

But we're doing one soon, don't worry. She said something that I thought was incredibly brilliant on this manifestation episode a few weeks ago, and I'm not sure if she said it was more about balancing the energy, and I'll explain what it is. To me, it served an incredibly useful function when it comes to manifestation stuff, where you're getting kind of an obsessive thought, or you're doubting, you keep find yourself naturally, that's the biggest trick, naturally coming back about something and worrying about it. For me, this can be money things, can be anything, but really, for me, that's what was coming up, and I was like, "Oh shit, I ain't more money."

She said something that was brilliant, and she says accepting that you won't get what you want is the first step to manifesting what you are gonna get, and what you feel like you want. And for me, the reason that's so genius is it's a clear pattern interrupt. This is a classic way of implanting or accepting a new idea is you focus on something that completely stops your regular pattern of doing it. So like, let's say you want a relationship, you know? I really want this, I want this, I need it, I want it, I need it, I want it, you're pushing it away, it's a repellent, everyone, not everyone, a lot of people are familiar with this as like a reality thing, you're repelling it away.

So when you accept what you don't get what you want, you immediately stop that pushing. Even if you don't accept yourself with a new idea, in that moment, you've stopped that at the very least. And then you get to go to this place where you feel the other spectrum of possibility, doomsday scenarios, worst key things, but you're allowing yourself to do it. Rather than pushing away or clinging towards something, you're allowing this energy to come in, you're dealing with it, you're processing it. Even if consciously you don't feel like you're processing it, you've qualitatively changed the way you're approaching this energy.

And when you accept that, even if it takes two seconds, one second, you then can go on and put in what you want. You can accept, you can inseminate, that's a weird way of saying it, feel like it's a little nebulgateria, and he needs the pregnancy and the pregnancy of the thing. But anyway, you literally put in that idea of then you're allowed to have what you want, and you're gonna get what you want. And you don't have to assume that you aren't gonna get what you want. 'Cause that's what comes with this duality and polarity thing is embedded in every strong desire is its opposite in duality. That doesn't mean you're gonna get the opposite.

It actually very rarely, if you think about all the doomsday scenarios, you've ever run in your life, how many have actually come true? Like, actually. And I'm not even saying this specific event may, maybe that happened, but your reaction to it, the circumstances, how many of those doomsday scenarios actually happened? For real. For you, I'm not saying for other people, don't go look out in the world and look at Devastations and woop, woop, woop, but for you, where did that happen? Where did that happen? Jesus Christ. It's happening, but it doesn't really play out ever as much as we think it does, and usually never.

So if you just accept that, you can go into those doomsday scenarios, you can accept you're never gonna get whatever you want, just as a pattern interruption, just as stopping something that's continuously maybe pushing it away from you. Okay. Wanting ways and needs to conform to your specifications is a recipe for perceived failure. Focusing on the feeling of what you want and persisting in that is the key to success. Right? So if you really, like, people do this a lot in readings with like relationships. You know, they'll have a question about a specific someone or should I pursue this or should I pursue that?

And I'd usually try to zoom them out to this perspective and the cards are very helpful oftentimes, but like the basic meta practice is zooming them out of a specific person and then allowing them to focus on how they wanna feel in a perfect relationship. But if you're really locked onto a person or you're locked onto an event or you're locked onto a career in kind of an unbalanced way just because you think that's what it's supposed to look like, you're really gonna just, it's not even that you won't get it, it's just that you're notoriously bad at predicting how things are going to look, how they're going to appear.

What we're really good at, even if we don't realize we're good at it, is predicting how we're gonna feel in situations. That's, sometimes we can surprise ourselves, of course, but there usually is a precursor to that where we like put in that change or that different perception on something. It can happen, but it's always, that precedes it. So we're really bad again, just to reiterate this, we're not so great about getting the exact specifics. You may get some specifics, like I had a feeling last year that it was gonna be in like an amazing climate in a really great place and that made no sense for I wasn't where I was in my life.

Literally made no sense. I went to LA, that was great, it was pretty close, but it still felt like there was some other aspect. It was kind of matching it and then I end up in Turkey in like the most magical surroundings. And it just keeps scaling up because I get these glimpses, I get these feelings of something I'm going to feel and then I just accept it. That's that you can do, you can accept that, but I would not have been able to be like, "I'm gonna go to LA, I'm gonna live in Laurel Canyon, "I'm gonna take ketamine and make fucking awesome guitar music, "I'm gonna meet a lot of cool people who are fucking awesome "and still important experiences, like critically shaping "experiences that reveal my psyche."

No, I would never be able to do that. I'm gonna be fucking tooling around in a Benz in fucking LA, it was insane, it was preposterous, make no sense. Certainly never would have predicted or would have been able to predict the situation I was in, you know, leaving a marriage. A, getting into any other type of relationship. B, the best relationship of my life. C, traveling to Turkey. D, shit you'll hear about, I can't even talk about all this other crazy stuff. If you can't predict those things, but what I fucking nailed every single time throughout every single circumstance, hard, bad, good, whatever, is the feeling I felt like this.

I knew I was gonna feel like this, I knew I was gonna feel good, I knew I was gonna feel content, I knew I was gonna feel fulfilled, I knew I was gonna feel like I was in bliss, I knew I was gonna feel like I'm the person who I'm supposed to be, and I assume myself to be that person beforehand. So that's what you can do, you can use your consciousness, your sense of I am, that's God, that's what God is, or you can go there, source, universe, whatever, you wanna call it, that's God, that's the only thing you can't get rid of, there's only one God, you can't get rid of it, there's only one God, you literally can't get rid of it, you can try to get rid of it, try to get rid of your sense of awareness.

Taking many a drug, my friends, is there, it maintains, you can be in the most far out fucking DMT trip, I don't even know what other fucking combos of drugs these fucking designer research chemicals people do, you're still you, you're fucking there, that point of awareness is you, 'cause that's God, that's you. That is what you use as your platform for shaping your reality. And to the degree that you believe in that, your reality will start to reflect that. Most people listen to this podcast have seen glimpses of that. So let's talk a little bit about how to stabilize your state of consciousness once you've accepted this as kind of an operative mechanism of reality.

And we go, Jesse, again, I'm gonna reference her a lot, 'cause she's been on a fucking role, even though she's having brain fog. This mess, fuck, now I forgot it. It's like if you tap into someone's brain fog, brain fog? Jesus Christ. Well, we're gonna put that thought aside. We won't tap into Jesse's energy right now, 'cause she really does have brain fog. It's just, it's just the thing, brain fog, there we go. If someone make a T-shirt with brain fog as a thing, and then the logo for brain fog and just send me 10% cut, I'm just gonna give out ideas for T-shirts that people do. This is good, good stuff, brain fog.

Okay, fucking Christ. Wanting first feeling, we'll get back to that, 'cause I have it written down, and that's gonna be a beacon of what I can pay attention to. Okay, wanting something is not, that's more like thinking about something. That's more of like the ways and means and the specifications, wanting. I want this because that will get me this. It's a very logical, analytical way of that. Feeling something, assuming yourself, assuming the feelings, and it doesn't mean you stay in the feeling forever, doesn't mean like you deviate a little, but you might have shit to do, you might have to go for a drive, you might have to talk to someone, you might have to go to a meeting, talk to a significant other, have sex do all these things.

You don't have to like stay in this mental area of feeling like I'm gonna be on this all the time. It's just you'll know when it locks in, you'll feel like you are the person you desire to be. That's it, that's real. I know it sounds fucking overly simplistic, but you know when it happens, and enough of you have been getting in touch and letting me know that this has been a real felt experience for you when it happens. Now, a lot of people freak out, oh, there's the Jesset thing, okay, going to sleep and waking up. She puts it like when she, I don't wanna say loses access, but kind of like forgets that she's running the video game, she calls that going to sleep.

I think it's a pretty good analogy for what actually, it feels like, now the important thing to remember is that's not a bad thing, it's a good thing. I think it's an integrative process where we kind of like put ourselves back into the dream and kind of like shut off this meta awareness. How long you wanna maintain that meta awareness is up to you? If you wanna live in that state of always having awareness from like a higher self perspective of what's going on, that's great. I think I'm one of those people who strives for that. Just be aware that you're gonna go and throw, you're gonna have to carry that higher perspective in situations where it's not comfortable.

That is something that happens too. It's a hell of a thing when you get perspective on a behavior you've been running that you think is a 100% correct, there's nothing wrong with it, and then you get a higher perspective on it from yourself and you're like, oh shit, fuck. Ah, shit, I'm the asshole, I'm the guy that the dumb stuff, fuck. So like just be aware that when we get this higher perspective, we're seeing all of it, right? We're seeing all of it. And that's really important. We're just a lot of shadow work stuff, a lot of feminine energy continuing to come out this season, this year. And with that is a lot of shadow stuff, a lot of things that we've tried to hide underneath are like proverbial carpets.

We're putting this thing in now, it's like, all right, it's gotta come out. And it's like gross shit sometimes. And it's cool, you're not a bad person. It just, it happens. I can say this to someone who probably like, there are probably people in my social spheres who are like, no, it's a bad person. He's probably, he's not exhibiting great behavior, but I know who I am and I trust myself. And I know that where I kind of like, that's a big part of all this is really trusting yourself and knowing that you're not, that's like a really stable foundation to build on. You're not a bad person. You're a good person.

You can trust yourself that you're gonna give yourself the experiences you need to be the best version of you in reality, express it in this world, out in this world that we call there, that we call there, oh my God, that we call reality. You will, you will do that. Okay, another thing that's coming up is a lot of boundary stuff and balancing energy. I've noticed people who are very susceptible to the entire spectrum of energy, should we call it, are learn, you know, there's boundary issues in a lot of different ways, whether that has to do with physical space, contact space. I don't even think this is people, like there's this guy in my life, there's no ways listening to this podcast, but I'm in this fantasy.

I was a commissioner of a fantasy football league for like eight years, and it was just a bunch of fucking degenerates and like, you know, I've been other leagues and they're totally normal, but I'm the commissioner of this league, so I've been responsible. And the league didn't happen this year. It was just like a weird start. No one was fucking into it. And the thing he's upset about, I'm not gonna get in, it's not to flame him, but he was so combative. And just like, he wasn't recognizing that like, what was important to him about this league literally didn't matter. Like it just didn't, it's not a priority for really anyone and I wasn't trying to be rude, but after like kind of ignoring it for a few days and engaging and like just seeing like he was just trying to like express something and I just was like, dude, like I'm gonna have, I never blocked people on the phone until this week, I blocked two people.

I was like, I can't deal with this right now. Like I'm sorry that you are acting, not even, I wasn't even trying to be rude. Like, you know, sometimes you send a little message like, I'm sorry, yeah. And you're trying to send a little to him. I wasn't, I was just like, I can't, I can't deal with this right now. It's just like so ridiculously insignificant and an objective and subjective way. And I think even he knew that. And I was just like, nah, I can't deal with this. So boundary stuff is coming up for a lot of people. I think this is also really being teased out with Mars retrograde. Again, I'm gonna keep mentioning it just because there's the potential for conflicts to arise because of something like boundaries is just like super high.

Like it's a super easy energy to get kind of caught up in. Like you've been fringed on my boundary. I've been fringed on euros. I didn't communicate my boundaries, blah, blah, blah. It's a whole thing. So just be aware that these issues are coming up to be dealt with. It's not a big deal. If you've been going through it, it's all good. Lots of oscillations this past week. Having awareness of that and not succumbing to things that feel out of your control is really important here. And there is a power of surrendering and we'll get into that. But like, recognize like when you're oscillating or the collective feels to be oscillating.

And if you're one of these people who's like transmuting energy for the collective, then you'll probably get familiar with this as a principle. You can have awareness of these oscillations without succumbing to like, it's out of your control. It's out of your control. There's nothing you can do. You can ride those waves and still be in control as you're riding the waves. You are generating the wave. So you might as well recognize that and not feel like you're just getting tossed about by some fucking cosmic sea of disaster. It's not happening. The power of surrendering is also, this is a big theme.

I think for the end of this year, we're gonna be experiencing a lot of this potentially into 2021. It's never a power to not be invested in, but just letting go. Just letting what happens happen really is a very powerful act. People think of it as like this weak kind of excuse me like I'm surrendering, I give up, mwang it. It's like no. If you're really like doing one of the strongest things that anyone can ever do, willingly allowing yourself to grow and heal and be kind of like a vessel of healing is a very powerful act, but you can't manicure that into exactly what you want it to be. So you might as well not try.

So just surrender to that reality. And I think you should find it to be much easier. Being humble and acting with delight leads to people enjoying your presence and enjoying what you're doing. So do that. Humbleness is a really important thing. I usually will get knocked about. I don't consider myself to be terribly a modest or like egotistical, but if I do exhibit those tendencies, humbleness usually comes around and teaches me a lesson. That's not like a threshold guardian. That's like a good wise like motherly person. I think it is like a kindly old black woman. Like in, what is it, the Matrix?

You know, like the, what's her name, the mother? She's just like, she's nice. She's like, she's gonna teach you. They may be your fucking idiot, but in a nice way and she'll be strict. If she has to be, that's what humbleness is. And it's a pretty, are we, is that, I don't think it's a racist, right? I mean, at a certain point we have to drop these connotations that like calling humbleness, you know, a motherly black woman is not like a racist connotation. It's just, that's the image that comes up in my head. I'm sorry, that's what it is. We're dropping this also for people who are still getting caught up in like race, politics, all this stuff.

And I don't mean to sound like, that's not a thing anymore. It's clearly a fucking thing. But like, you don't have to berate yourself over it. I've gotten enough people who call me up or ratings about like, you know, like not feeling like they're an activist enough and then they became a really big activist and then they felt weird about that. It's like deal with your own shit first. You'll be fine. You don't, most people I know who are like very like tapped into the collective and energy. Like, alien don't give a shit what you look like. They don't care who you are. Rarely talk about racial issues outside of like, you know, maybe if someone is dealing with something specifically or personally or something came in their field of awareness, but it's just like not, it's not the vibe of what you, once you realize you're just like kind of this floating orb of consciousness, it's like really hard to get pinned down and just in what people physically look like.

But still a useful construct as humbleness being embodied by a kindly black woman. Great. Going with that one, did it. Take some mushrooms and play music. That's just good advice. That's amazing. I recommend it. It's very rewarding and cathartic. I highly just take mushrooms and play music. Okay, let's get into some other stuff. Here are some Neville Goddard things. As you pray for your friends, you will discover your own captivity is lifted. Hmm, your cross becomes lighter and lighter until finally you are late itself. Here's the thing. This is where most of us are trying to get. First we save ourselves.

We go, oh my God, I save myself. Jesus Christ, this is amazing. Incredible. I can do this. I save myself. You keep saving yourself. It's incredible. Then you go, well, I've saved myself. Well, this is great. But maybe I can actually be like a vessel for healing and like pray and imagine awesome things for other people and that will happen. And then it does and you're like, oh shit, this is going on. It's what's just constantly this game of figuring out like cool and fun ways to do that. That's all cool and fun ways to be helpful and awesome and kind and loving. And also like you can be edgy too.

You don't have to be like when I say kind and loving, you don't have to be like a pussy. You don't have to be a fucking loser. You don't even have to love it baby. It's like, nah, you can do cool shit. Do whatever you want. Just be, make a commitment internally that whatever you do, you'll be spreading light and kindness everywhere. Also, I'll point out for some people, just the parable of Jesus. Jesus hung out with fucking degenerates and the whores and all these people don't think that you can't be into whatever you're into and be a vessel of healing. There's not like some way you're supposed to look.

If you're in a place and you're like, oh, I'm not, I'm hanging out with a CD. Whoa man, it's just your impression of them. Maybe they're fucking amazing saints and disguise. Who knows? Maybe you are. You are, okay, got it. Imagine your desire as though it was true and then you walk your way not knowing how it will become true but it will become true. I invite you to test it. Just try it. It'll cost you nothing. This is my whole spiel. This is why I think Rameen is gonna, when this episode comes out, you'll hear the people think I'm Neville Goddard. I'm not, I'm not Neville Goddard. I think maybe I am.

I don't know, it's birthday had a weird spiritual experience. Maybe we're all a part of each other but I'm not, this is like, I'm not trying to sell you anything. It costs you fucking nothing to do this. There's not some secret plan to extract money from you and get these things and sell you this fucking philosophy and then you gotta buy this course and do this. No, it's literally, just imagine your desire as though it was true and then walk your way not knowing how it will become true but it will. That's it, test it, try it, toss you nothing. It's really like that's, that's it. Imagine your desire as though it was true.

What would your life look like if your life was what you wanted it to be? How would people react to you? What would you be doing? How would you feel? That's the most important thing. Then don't worry about it. Don't worry about it's gonna happen. If you start worrying about it, it's not the worst thing in the world but it is like digging up that seed that you planted and being like, is this seed gonna grow? Let me look at it, let me expect it. Probably not the best way to make a seed grow, okay? But it's cool. You can do it, it's fine. We're just testing ourselves. It's great, you're testing yourselves.

You're doing it for a really smart reason too, trust in that. You can believe anything if you will not accept the facts your senses dictate. For nothing is impossible to imagine and imagining persisted in and believed in will create its own reality. These are facts. These are the only facts that I know that your reality, if you persist in it, your imagination rather, will create reality. That's the only thing I know is a fact. If you let your senses and everything else dictate to you what's possible, good luck. Good luck figuring out the world that way. Good, just good luck. You're in like a feedback loop.

You're gonna be glitching out for a long ass time because you're in like this circular fucking loop of you've created this world. It's giving you feedback. You think you need to look out for the feedback to get what it is. You don't recognize you're creating it. It's just, it's gonna feel frustrating at a certain point until you break out of it. And I think that's it's function is like we keep catching on and we're like, oh, wait a second. Oh, wait a second. And then we go, oh, shit. We're just openly spooky weed at this point. Oh, shit. This is how it works. So if you understand that, literally nothing is impossible to imagine anything.

Duppy conqueror, I tweeted that. There's a lot of people feeling like they got demons up on 'em. Just you conquer your own shit. You become a vessel of love and light in a positive cool sense. And you just don't let fucking weird fucking distorted shit into your reality. Doesn't mean you can't bring it in and process it and transmute it, but like you just in charge. That shit don't rule you, you rule you. You're allowed to be happy. This is something that I think more people need to hear because they're like, of course I'm allowed to be happy. I wanna be happy. And then they're like, they don't realize that they're not allowing themselves to be happy.

Like you just totally allowed. You don't have to feel bad about things that you've done. People listening to this podcast don't really do bad things. I know that's like a grand scheme, a grand scheme, a grand thing to say, but it's in the grand scheme with things, it's not. Like you're not really doing bad things. And if you've done bad things, that's cool. You're not that person anymore. You can always be whoever you wanna be. You're in this fluctuating time nexus wormhole where you constantly are creating portals and you can walk through them into whatever reality you want. And the only thing dictating that is your belief as the trigger and your feelings as the kind of directive device, directive, what do they call it?

Think of my job, ooh, Jesus Christ. The thing that directs your intention. That's where it gets you where you wanna go. That's your feelings. Just remember that, your feelings. So when you catch yourself feeling in like a minor chord, a sad melancholy feeling, acknowledge whether you wanna feel that or not, acknowledge that you feel it, decide whether you wanna feel it or not, and then make a decision. That's it. It's no big in deal. It's no big friggin' deal at all. Here's an awesome Neville Goddard thing that can tell me if this is appropriate for nowadays. Recently, a great doctor was asked about the flu, which is spreading all over our country, questioning where the bug goes when the flu subsides.

He answered, "It doesn't go anywhere. "It remains in man to be activated again." I say moods activate it. Facts. Facts. The virus, sickness, health, cancer, losing arms, all of this stuff is moods, it's feelings, it's ideas, it's beliefs. You allow it in. You don't fail if you let a virus in. You don't fail if you get a disease. You don't fail if you get a thing. But it is information and data for you to process and figure out how you wanna interact with it. If you fight it, if you hate it, if you load it, probably not the best way to do it. If you accept it, you integrate it, you transmute it, you purify it with your amazing body, your amazing immune system.

Think of your health, your physical health. When it's an optimal, it just deals with everything. You may get some symptoms of something or whatever, but it just deals with it. It's a fuckin' optimal, amazing immune system. Imagine that for yourself. It's great, I highly recommend it, it's amazing. That's what you're doing with your feelings too. Your feelings are also, it's a trigger as to like symptomatically what you're expressing. You have an internal gauge inside of you that deals with these feelings, that is an immune system. If you let in a heavy, toxic feeling and let it spread through your body, that's no different than having cancer.

And I guarantee that if you keep allowing that feeling to persist, it will turn into probably some physical thing. And it doesn't mean that like a kid or like someone who's led a very meaningful, kind, benevolent life, like won't get cancer. But it means even if that person does get cancer, they'll know if that's really what they've been doing, that this is something that was in them and it's expressing themselves for a reason and it's not to fuck their shit up and it's not because they're a bad person. But they believe it to be true and a mood has activated. That's okay. Allow it to be a teaching mechanism.

Allow it to be something that you transcend with grace and harmony. That's fuckin' cool. That's fuckin' cool. It's just, you know, that's what we're doing here. That's all, it's no big deal. You're not gonna get stuck in a shitty state. We're on the best timeline. You still listen to this. We're on the best timeline. We're not leaving it. As far as I know, I'll let you know if we deviate. You'll hear me. Oh, I'm wrong, worst timeline. Fucked it up, it's like that community episode where they go to the wrong reality, the bad reality. Imagination is the beginning of creation. You imagine what you desire and then you believe it to be true.

Every dream could be realized by those self-disciplined enough to believe it. That's it. It is the only self-discipline you need is that your imagination is reality and that whatever you imagine will inevitably be expressed in the world. If you forget that, that's fine. If something doesn't conform to your beliefs or conform to what you thought was gonna happen, that's fine. It's not a big deal. Don't freak out. It doesn't mean this doesn't work. It means there was some reason, something you were doing. You didn't do something wrong. It's just a part of the way. It's on the way to where you were going.

That's what I think a lot of people fuck up with. I've also been guilty of this. Is if like you don't get the exact thing that you want, you think then, oh, it's not happening and you give up. You're like, oh, it didn't have way enough. You just gave up then. You didn't give up before, you gave up right then. And that's why it didn't happen 'cause you didn't really believe it. If you persist in it, it will happen and you believe in it. This doesn't mean every single step along the way is gonna be exactly what you thought it was. It's not. It's just not how it works. You also, this is all malleable.

You can change it. Whatever your particular level of belief, whatever your proclivities are for believing this stuff, that's gonna be your experience. All I'm here to say is that you're in charge of that. That's it. I'm not saying it has to be good. It has to be blissful. It has to be great. It has to be content. It has to be fun. I find those things to be good, so that's what I do. For me, that's cool. Doesn't have to be any of those things. The only thing is that you're creating it. Your dream is real. Your fear is a mirage. Just understand that. It's a mirage. Your fear isn't. That's the thing that you just go whoa.

It's just made of mist and I walk through it and everything I wanted is right beyond it. That's true. Your dream is real. What you deeply desire, right? Wanting something is not a deep desire. There's plenty of things that you could want that isn't a deep desire. When you really got our inflow, though, you'll find that things you want are real desires. But there are things sometimes we want and we don't really want them. It's no big deal. Doesn't mean you can't have those things. It just means you don't really want them. It's cool. Okay. What I think is going on just right now in reality, what we're experiencing is a new reality is buffering in.

You know when your computer's loading or buffering and it's like loading, loading, and it's choppy, and it's like, "Hurry up, I see the thing. "I want to see the thing." If anyone remembers back in the day on the internet, I remember this with porn. You download a fucking photo of a naked girl and it would take fucking forever. It would literally take forever. It was like nine megabytes and it would take like 10 minutes. You're just watching this thing slowly going down. Okay, all right, there's her face. There's her boobs. Who's getting to the vagina at that point? Not me. I'm just saying, that's what reality is going on.

What does that say about me? I don't know. I like to think I'd let, oh, we'll talk about that. We'll tie it into the manifestation is coming thing. Okay, cool. We got a whole little circle thing going here. But anyway, reality is buffering in. We're probably at like the top of the boobs right now, okay? Sorry, this is, from my perspective, maybe if you're not attracted to boobs, you don't get it. Just think of it as a picture of something you like. If it's a really nice meal or a dick, a big dick. If you're into big dicks, I don't know, pubes. I don't know, whatever you're into, fucking whatever.

That's the image that's loading through, but you can only see like the top third of it. This is, this analogy is maybe one of my finest. I am very proud of this one for talking about downloading porn when I was 12, 13 years old. Okay, let's just jump ahead to the reality is manifestation is coming analogy. Okay, manifestation is coming and you're constantly doing it. So that's a nice thing. You're constantly coming, all right? Sometimes in the coming process, it's beneficial for delayed gratification. You don't come as soon as you have the urge to do it. You know, for various reasons. Maybe you wanna extend the experience for yourself.

Maybe your partner isn't there and you wanna come together. Who knows, whatever it is, that's something that people are familiar with. Delayed gratification. Some people just come right away. Just go, I can't control myself, right? That's fine, but you're always doing it. So you can set up, in my experiences, the longer you can kind of wait for coming, the larger and more kind of cataclysmic, it will be. I also feel that's the same principle of play from manifestation. So if you can be detailed and curated about this big kind of awesome thing you're building, you don't have to feel weird if you're not coming right away.

If you don't feel the fucking exactly how you feel right now. If external reality hasn't caught up to this internal feeling, you can come. You can feel the thing internally whenever you want. That's a real thing. But in terms of it expressing itself out in the world, maybe it's not instant. Maybe it's really something that you have to pull in some pieces of reality and your belief to kind of express itself in the proper way. But it's up to you, it's coming. It's not like someone tells you how to come and that's how you have to come. No one does that. It's like, you will come like this for the rest of your life.

It's however you wanna do it. And this isn't partner dependent. It could be masturbating, it could be whatever. It's no big deal, it's totally fine. Just it's coming. That's all manifestation is. It's releasing something inside and internal, emotional, physical, physiological, spiritual experience out into the world. Out into the world. You don't have to squirt if you're a girl for that to happen. Just, you know what coming feels like. And you know like it reverberate. If you really get women get this loudly, it reverberate like the thing. That's also kind of like shaking the world into existence.

That's the action there. So I really do believe I'll be fleshing this one out. I know pun intended that manifestation is like coming. They're the same thing. It's that same process. And you can do it however you want. You can come right away. You can feel like, and it's also a feeling thing, right? Sometimes, well, I came too early, or I came too late, or not I came too late. No, or I can't come, right? There's those are things. Those are both things that everyone experiences guys too. Can't come, what was that? Sometimes drug enthusiasts, who knows? Just saying, we're well versed, hopefully, with coming.

So let's get this to be the new slogan. Manifestation is coming. It is. Manifestation is coming. Whoa, that sounds nice. That's a nice little slogan there. But it is. It basically is the same exact thing. So just understand that, and it gets a little bit easier. And you don't have like all this pressure. It's getting a pressure of coming and all this thing. Just good, you're good. That's a really good analogy. I think this is very good. I like this. I'm proud of myself. Okay. If I really believed that imagining creates reality, then I would be more careful and more concerned about what I am imagining.

Hmm. What are you thinking about? What are you imagining? What do you feel about yourself? Are you paying attention to those thoughts? Are you dealing with them? Are you engaging with them? Emotionally, spiritually, psychologically? Maybe you should. Control your mental diet just a little bit. Be aware of what you're thinking. You certainly will have less of a tendency to blame outside reality. That's for sure. If you're doing all this right stuff, then you'll certainly, you'll certainly be in a better position to deal with what's happening out there 'cause you know what's inside. If imagining creates reality, you do not need the qualifications that the world thinks you need.

All you need to do is boldly assume you are the man or woman you'd like to be. That's it. People are learning this now with the internet and all of these things because it's more apparent you don't need qualifications technically to do whatever you wanna do. People are literally just doing this thing. Whatever they wanna do, playing video games for money, whatever it is. Sex stuff for money, showing their feet. People paying them millions, millions, hundreds of thousands of dollars for, you know, showing body parts. I am all for it, by the way. It's fucking amazing. But like, what do you don't need any qualifications?

That's it. Don't get fixated on a certain way of something happening either. It's just not, it's not worth it. That's all I'm saying. You can do it too. I am also the jackass who will tell you that if you do it specifically and believe it with enough conviction and faith, you can actually have it exactly the way you want it. I think you'll find that it's more fun to open up to the mystery of everything else than like curating and manicuring your reality. Exactly how you want it to be. There's probably another place for that. Where it's like, I want my reality to be like, let's please all the time and you plan on.

That's not where we are now. Those people are doing that there. That's their game. Maybe it's an aspect of us somewhere else. That's me. Please, would you not do too much suffering? Well, this is how we do it here. We do it like this. This is the people where the cool people went. We're like, we're gonna fucking take it all and we're gonna fucking harness it and transmute it and be bad asses. That's where we are. Also, I'm pretty sure we're all dead. I'm pretty sure when we go to sleep, we go back to the real world. When we die, we go to sleep. Whatever you want to call me, go, okay, let's play out a new, let's put on the continued story where this person thinks that they're Noah and they're gonna play through this life and they're gonna do that.

That's all I think we're doing. So pick your experiences. Summon them up. This already happened. Pick the parts of the cool thing that you want to do. Pretty sure we're all dead. We're gonna talk about that in the Romine episode that's coming out. We'll do a regular one next week. I'm sure he'll get me those files before then. Go hoorang Romine to get me the files. A lot of good stuff in there. Okay, that's it for this episode. Patreon, $7, $13, $22, levels, livestreams, Twitch stuff. The Zoom meetings, I've been negligent. We did one this month. There was not that many people in it 'cause I sprung it on the last moment.

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