Ayahuasca + Tuning Your Frequency

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Welcome to Synchronicity. We got an episode this week fresh off an ayahuasca journey. We'll talk about that by we I mean me. How are you? Reality is morphing into this weird bendy malleable Corsa truck is passing. Can you guys hear that? Well, we'll see. In Laurel Canyon in California. Fun times. Reality is bending guys. It's fucking getting real weird in the best possible way. I've been listening to these Paul Selig books. You know, he's got all these channeled books. There's I am the word. I didn't know it was the first one. Started with that. Then immediately went to I am the love and creation that I didn't know that was the second one.

These dimensional being things that he I think it's him right? It's him a higher dimension. I think guides are basically you. They're just fractured off versions of you that are in the future that are helping you and they're also others, but it's also just you at the end of the day. But anyway, those books are fucking nuts. I've been sending them to loved ones and I know that they're enjoying them and yeah, it dovetailed nicely with my ayahuasca experience. So got a lot of stuff to talk about today. How little notebook? I would not say that this is going to be a particularly organized episode, but there's a lot of stuff.

So let's get into it. Yeah, that's it. Yeah, and these readings have just been fucking great. I have to mention them because I'm in the midst of them today. I'm doing this recording this in between a bunch of them. Some of the are the patreon ones and some are the just regular sign up ones and yeah, the best. You got it. Okay, let's talk about ayahuasca. Let me put this notebook down. So let's I'll start by saying I have been asked to do ayahuasca probably like 20 to 30 times by various people over the past, I don't know, 20 years. I know people in my family have been doing it for a very long time. I know people and my friend groups and social groups and professional groups who have been doing it and I've never felt called to do it.

So I was asked by a friend last week, early last week, if I wanted to do it and I said, yeah, I think I do. Let me get back to you. I spoke to my friends Sean and Cass and asked them what they thought and we kind of went through the pros and cons and all of these things and I decided that yet, you know what, I think this is actually the call. I feel I feel good about it and I made the decision that I was going to do it. So I drank on Saturday 111 2020, which is also Albert Hoffman's birthday found out Alex Gray with the tip off on that one. So I was like, this is a very auspicious day and I leading up to it, you're supposed to be on a certain diet and, you know, they say no drugs and all this stuff and all I can tell you is I adhered to the book diet somewhat.

For at least the day I didn't eat meat and I also definitely smoked weed up until a few hours before the ceremony and I definitely have some weed stories for you with ayahuasca and the facilitator. And basically, you know, went in with the approach that like, I'm ready. I'm ready to see whatever is going to come up. So the whole week I felt incredibly grounded and just relaxed about it, which is atypical for me, typically with psychedelic experiences, even with microdosing, even with anything. I get a little like, well, weed I don't. And I have a perspective on that now after doing ayahuasca, but I was really calm. I was like super internationally calm, like, wow, this is really nice and just like magical, I'm in a very good state anyway, but I was like, wow, this is really interesting.

So got there on Saturday, was in my friends apartment, we like set up these air mattresses and these couches and it was with three other people were drinking with me. My friend who has done it many times before and two other people was their first time as well. And then the facilitator, and it was, you know, it was pretty, pretty amazing, the whole experience. So I had brought a bucket. I bought a special bucket and was expecting to purge the guy was like, this particular stuff is not very purgative, you know, one out of three people throw up a little bit. And yeah, I did not purge at all. And I drank three cups. And at first, I wasn't sure if it was working. And then I realized, oh God, it's working.

I didn't get crazy visions. Like, I did get a lot of visions, but internal ones and clear ones. But I wasn't like this crazy DMT tripped out, you know, mind boggling experience. And, you know, we shared all of our stuff afterwards in like this circle about like what we had gone through. And what I realized, maybe after my second cup is that, no, this is what this is reality. This is love. Like, I felt so much love the entire time. And I felt it leading up. And I was like, oh my God, this is the experience. It's not this tripped out insane visionary, not so seeing all this stuff, which of course I've seen that before and Changa was like that and I love it. But it was like this is reality. And it's a very motherly feminine presence.

So I'll say this about the diet stuff. So about a week before I've spoken about this before, the Pussy Church episode is a very good indicator of this is like I'm pretty, my libido is pretty high, just like internally, you know, my own self love and love with others. It's, it's, it's pretty high. But a week before this, before I even knew I was going to do ayahuasca, it dropped crazy, which is incredibly atypical for me. And I think the reason that happened is my relationship with the Divine Feminine, which has been very pronounced for a lot of my life has always, there's always been a pretty pronounced sexual element to it.

And the experience I got from ayahuasca was not sexual, right? It was like this loving, motherly, sisterly, beautiful energy. And I know that's not the whole Divine Feminine clearly, but this was something that I think I was being shown and prepared for. And it was just amazing. So here's a couple of things that happened. One is, is visions would lock in pretty clearly. And I was sitting there, trying to, you know, just, I'm in the space, feeling a little, you know, what's going on. And a vision came up of a woman putting a child into a bassinet, like a wooden wicker bassinet and putting him down the river. And I'm like, well, I know this. What is this? What is this? Like, I know this. I think I know what this is. And like, it just keeps seeing a crystal clear down the river.

Another woman picks up the bassinet and, oh, God, am I going to get emotional on this? Please, no, no, no, no. Please. I'm not into it. See, here's the thing. I'm still integrating the experiences. So if they come up, what I'm speaking about them anyway, this vision came up. I'm not going to cry. I'm not going to cry. So this vision is like locked the fuck in. And I go, Oh, fuck, I know what this is. This is Moses. This is the mother of Moses, who I think her name is Yachabed. I found out later I looked it up. I'm really an overlooked character, but she had to give up, you know, put Moses down because the Egyptians were killing all of the firstborn sons and the sons.

And so she put Moses down the river. And she was found Moses was found by the Pharaoh's wife, eventually. So I just keeps it for like an hour. I can't get this out of my head. And I'm like, what the fuck is like, what is this? Like, why am I being shown this? So I then keep, I start to tap into the energies of every character in this story. That's what becomes clear to me. Like, I go into Yachabed. So Moses is biological mother. And the sadness and, you know, what she had to go through. That, that was a lot. And this is archetypal energy. So it's like, pretty strong. And I'm like going into that crying a little bit, not like sobbing, just tearing. Like, I have to qualify.

Everyone was also, I got to say, like, this is the chillest ayahuasca. No one made sounds. It was so awesome. It was great. So basically, and everyone else just to be clear had the same gentle love sensation. And everyone was like, at first, like, wasn't sure if it was working, but then like, they opened up to these emotions. And I have theories. We're going to get into it in this. And I think this is just something that I am emanating at this point. It's kind of this frequency. And anyway, all right. So I'm going into Moses's biological mother. That's the first place I go. What she had to go through to do that. Then I go into baby Moses, right? It's like baby Yoda.

So, Ben Allorian, pretty good, pretty cheesy at times, but also pretty good. So Moses, you know, what the child must be going through. Child is pretty cool. Child didn't really, you know, baby is pretty cool. Just probably a fun ride. Then the pharaoh's wife, you know, which she goes through finding the child. And so like, I'm going through emotionally all of these things that's going on. And again, this is like an hour, I think. It was like a long ass time. So that was definitely like a visionary thing that was important. And I think I understand now what this is. So like Moses, right? Let my people go, right? That's this whole thing.

So people write characters in the Bible, all this stuff. The people are not the people are us. It's you and me. And we're slaves. It's not about Jews and slaves. We're slaves to our own beliefs and conceptions of who we are. When you free your mind, when you let your mind expand, when you understand and you test the boundaries of what this reality is, which is what this podcast is, you really like that's let my people go. Let yourself go free yourself. That's Moses. And what I bet as best as I can interpret the, you know, sending Moses down the stream is this maternal energy. Fuck. Don't cry. Don't cry. This maternal energy guides us. Let's us go releases us into this stream of emotion where we gently glide down the stream.

We allow ourselves to and then are gently picked up by another motherly figure. So this is, we can think of this as Kali destroying conceptions of our reality that no longer serve us. We then become Christed Christ itself down this emotional water. Five D picked up by Isis. You know, and the whole Moses story. There's more to it. We'll get into that in other episodes. But that's the scene I got this time. So basically female destruction, divine feminine destruction. That was my intention was to meet the divine feminine. Fucking a guided down the stream picked up. Beautiful. All right. So that was one, I was good thing. Some other things, all of like my, my grandma on my mom's side, but actually all my grandparents lined up in like these light columns.

And that was cool. Everything was just cool. So like, I just to be clear, I kept trying to go to the dark places. I was like, yo, show me how fucked up. Show me how, you know, I, I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing. And every single time I tried to do that, it was like, there, I was like, no, you're good, like you're fucking good. And I'm like, wait, no, no, no, like clearly I've done some objectively not great things. Show me where energetically I can improve. She was just like, no, you're good. You're so fucking perfect. And I'm like, oh my God. So eventually I just gave into it. I was like, all right, fuck it. So here's some other things that I, I basically found out.

You know, love people in your mind, love them with your consciousness because you will quite literally transform yourself and them by doing that. It's the quickest and easiest thing to do. You essentially are tuning your heart up like a guitar, like an instrument to a higher frequency. And as you do this, you're people who come into contact with you physically and energetically will resonate at that frequency. And so if you stabilize your shit, as more people do this, it's like bells being rung. And as more bells are rung and people stabilize their consciousness and embody love in like, not a dorky loser dingusy way, but in like a cool, authentic interplay of light and darkness way.

This world becomes the best. And it is the best. Okay, other weird things. I was craving meat and cheeseburgers for both. Not only did I not purge. I was, I wanted meat. So I asked, I was guys that, hey, like, what can I have meat? She's like, yeah, it's good for some people. So that's just the thing that's interesting. I don't think you want to be hedonistic and reckless about it, but sometimes as a grounding mechanism. Okay, I asked, I asked about weed. Here's my weed thing. So I asked Iowa, I was honest, like, listen, I love weed. It's an aspect of the divine family. I just, I love it so much.

Is it cool? And she was, yeah, it's super cool. We're, we're homies. I was like, amazing because I had heard some conflicting things. I know people have taken Iowask and they're like, get, you know, maybe they have a shadow relationship with weed and like, it tells them not to do. I know Graham Hancock famously called it like the green bitch and like then had to double back and be like, I'm not going weed the green bitch. I'm calling my dynamic. I'm like, dude, you call cannabis the green bitch. No wonder your relationships fucked up. Like, how dare you? So, yeah, weed's good guys. I asked the facilitator, like, after my third cup, I was like, what do you think about cannabis in Iowa?

And he's like, right at this moment, I'm opposed to it. So then I asked again afterwards after the sharing circle and he's like, you can smoke weed. I'm like, yeah, man. So then I smoked weed and it was fucking great. Weed's the best. All right. Just to be clear. It's fucking amazing. We'll do a whole cannabis episode, not this one. I have too much shit to talk about. Maybe the next one. I'll do a whole cannabis episode. Also sending questions and YouTube stuff. I'm doing a lot of run through a lot of questions there. So you can go find those not just for patrons, although we are going to do a patron one only next week. So sign up for that if you want and you get your questions in there.

Okay. Like I said, ready to face demons and shadows, but she kept telling me I was good. Like, I was so ready to do gnarly shadow work. She's like, now you did it. I'm like, what? There's no way. She's like, now you get. So that's fun and proof that it can be doing good things. Okay, let me now go into my notebook and then we'll get to the other stuff I wrote down. There's no rhyme or reason to this. Just go with the flow. Okay, so a puzzle, right? Figuring out who you are is a puzzle. And I like to, when you're teaching a kid how to do a puzzle, right? Like when I was teaching Eli how to put together puzzles.

You know, you want to show them tips, like find the edges, find the colors that match, but you don't want to just put the puzzle together for the kid because they're not going to learn. Right? That's not how you learn things, really. You're just doing it for them. But if you teach them techniques and are able to kind of show them how they can do it themselves, that's what this is. That's teaching a man to fish. That's teaching a person to fish. Okay. So you don't want to put the puzzle together for people all the time, but you can gently show people how to tune themselves up. And this is for people who understand kind of what their jobs are and recognize their jobs are maybe more than just taking care of themselves.

So that's important related to the puzzle. I'm going to mention this Paul Selig book again. I am the word and then the second one I'm on, I think love and creation. If you're ready for them, they're great. This is the type of shit that if I would have listened to it at any other point, I would have probably been like, this is interesting, but I'm not really sure what I'm listening to. I'm not totally on board, but when you get it, it's perfect. My conception of it. I was talking about it with a friend last night. You know, this is, I think this is him. Everyone creates a narrative of how we wake ourselves up dimensionally in duality.

We can create kind of aliens and guides and all these things and they're real because we believe they're real. But when you wake up to the real reality of you being everything, you can move up to unity consciousness and kind of just recognize that everything is an emanation of you. I'm not going to kill the magic, but yeah, these books are great. I think it's very cool. I'd love to have him on someone make that happen. Okay, big thing that's coming up in these readings is not reacting. Right. This is very important for the mirror technique. I'm going to go back. Maybe next week and record. I'm going to start this on Patreon and just record techniques, like just the techniques, none of my rambling in between qualifying.

Maybe not reacting to stuff is certainly going to be something I address in this mirror technique. Just because if you react to shit in your life, external, external circumstances, you're just, you're perpetuating those circumstances. So if you can have something come up in your life and not react, that's a huge hurdle you're overcoming, especially for big things. Blessing. Bless other people. It's really bless yourself and then bless other people. You can do that. You're allowed to do that for real. Like, it's amazing. It's so cool. Cosmic love. Let's talk about cosmic love. I didn't even know it really existed, but it does. When you become a perfectly clear mirror reflecting back the pure light of everyone you meet, this liquid light.

When you find another pure mirror, one that is reflecting back to your exact reflection, something very interesting happens. You become in love. There is this thing and there's many forms of love, but this thing that kind of blesses the both of you. It's this Trinity. And it's incredible. And it's something that I think everyone is looking for and know that you're going to find it. Your job is to make your mirror very clear. What a lot of people do, especially in relationships, I was just talking about this in a reading with Natalie. Thank you for this metaphor. These people will look in anything that's shiny and reflect something back to them, right? So that could be a puddle. That could be a doorknob. That could be a dirty mirror. It could be anything.

So they see a reflection. They go, "Oh, it's me. Amazing." But they don't recognize it's not polished clean on the other way. So they keep reflecting back things like a dynamic in a relationship that does not energetically balance jealousy or loneliness or clinginess and all of these things. And you're looking in mirrors that aren't lining up with you energetically. So as you tune yourself up, as you give yourself qualities like unconditional love, acceptance, forgiveness, attractiveness, balance, clarity, you will begin to embody those. And as you do, you attract people into your life who are the matches for that. And this cosmic love is something that a lot of people are moving through.

And if you really tune into it, just watch what happens in your life. The energetic matches that will funnel in are just incredible. It's truly incredible. So Orpheus, that's an energy we should be looking at. Very important to look into that relationship between Orpheus and going to the underworld and music. This is important. That's all I'm going to say about that. Had some dreams. Not going to talk about those. Okay, that's all I have in the notebook. Cool. That's not that much. All right, great. I do have a lot of stuff here, though. And let me just move this session file out a little bit because I think it's going to be another 20 minutes at least. Okay.

How we doing? You guys good? Everything's good? Hopefully. I know it's so energetic. We're literally in like a dream world now. If that's not clear, I mean, we've been in one, but now it's so obvious how our consciousness, you know, precedes materiality. That can be disorienting. Don't worry about it. It's all good for real. It's so all good, guys. Like, I've seen, I know we're on the best timeline. I'm actively moving every day onto better and better timelines that eventually end up in just like the most positive, amazing things that you guys could ever imagine. And I know what I'm doing. So if you're hearing me, you're here with me.

Every day when we go to sleep, when we wake up, it's a different place. We think it's the same place. It seems consistent. We have this sense of self, you know, the music exists, the events exist that existed, the history exists. But it's a new place every time, and we get to construct it based on our beliefs and resonance. So keep waking up with me here. So good. All right. Awareness is 90% of everything. If you're aware of something, you've basically solved the whole issue. So note that we're opening up new worlds. This is worlds are phasing into each other, energies, spirits, all this stuff is happening. Gifts are being kind of unlocked and given, you're giving them back to yourself.

So don't get freaked out. A lot of these are psychic gifts. They'll feel like you talking to yourself or being aware of energies that maybe feel like they're you at first, but then you recognize it's something else. For me in 2020, I am so incredibly sensitive now to other people's energies in my physical space. It's it was overwhelming the first week. And now I know what it is. Some of us have a tendency to want to transmute and flip energy into the positive. It's negative. Not always the best thing to do. Sometimes you need to release it. Catch and release, catch and release. So know that I'm just figuring that out.

Be good to yourself. Just be really good to yourself. Treat yourself. Just be so good to yourself. Love yourself so fucking much. It's the best and you're so worthy of it for real. Relaxation, acceptance, harmony and trust. Those are the themes this year and for your life that if you can sit into those relaxation, acceptance, harmony and trust, you get to go. You're basically immune from all issues in this world. Relaxation, acceptance, harmony and trust. Yeah, cool. 19 and 20 year olds. I asked this on Twitter. I don't know if I mentioned in the last episode of the episode. What? Did something happen to you around 19 or 20 years old that completely changed your life? Now, you can analytically and skeptically look at that as like, "Hey, shit happens all the time, man. You're just picking an arbitrary date." This is based on Neville Goddard's something he said that I've tried to disprove.

My efforts to disprove continue to get more and more anecdotal evidence that this shit adds up. His theory is that when you die, if you don't wake up to the reality that you're God, that you're everything, that you're the Christ itself, for real, you just go back to a 20 year old version of yourself. So this reality, this body you have now is kind of the final version of you when you wake up, but you kind of stay here in this holding pattern until you do. And so when you die, if you don't wake up to it, you go back into this like 19, 20 year old version of yourself. And then you run the pattern over in a world much like this one, almost identical, but same opportunities to wake up. Maybe you take that chance. Maybe you hear something that shows you how to do that.

Okay, so I was like, dude, that's insane. These Neville Goddard talks I have. I give them away. If you sign up for the email, that's why I've heard people have been asking. You know, most of the stuff the content is the same. It's pretty similar. He's talking a lot of Bible stuff. He's talking about imagination. He's talking about Jesus Christ, all of these things. But then he'll drop in these weird fucking stories. He'll be like, I was going to sleep one night. And as I did, I start talking about moving into these dimensional realities where he ran into he woke up in his bed, got up. Same world, then ran into someone who died like 15 years earlier. And he's like, what the fuck Fred? What the fuck? You're dead and Fred acted exactly how you would think someone would act if they're not dead.

And you saw them and said, you're dead. He's like, get the fuck away from me, dude. You're freaking me out. And he's like, what is going on? Where am I? And it occurred to him that he was in this other dimensional reality, right? There's an infinite multiple, multiple dimensions, right? And this one, that guy hadn't died yet. And so this happened to him a lot. And I've had people tell me that in dreams, this happens to them. They'll meet people who have died and they don't know they're dead. And that's the same place. It depends on how solidly you're aware of where you are in those worlds. And basically, he's like, oh, what happens is they're there and they don't know that anything happened.

But they are on this track where they can wake up there as well. So I was like, this is crazy. Let me try to disprove this. And I just kept getting more evidence that this is actually accurate. I also had an experience then with psychedelics that fundamentally changed my entire world in many ways. I've spoken about it before. So I started asking a lot of people. A lot of people were in car crashes, accidents or new people who died or they had near death experiences or major, major health problems or deaths around them that shifted their consciousness in a serious way. And so what the theory is here is that you kind of get downloaded into your annex your brain at that moment, right? Your consciousness, your disembodied kind of spirit here goes into the body.

And it doesn't feel like anything to you. It just feels like waking up in a normal day. But that's actually what's going on. So yeah, I wrote on Twitter. I said anything happened. So many people hit me back with those types of experiences. And again, you can look at me like, oh, nothing happened to me. All right, cool. You know, can happen at any point. I'm just saying it does seem to be a correlation for some reason in that age range. I don't know why. Kombucha been drinking a lot of that. Here's a little pro tip. Learn this from a loved one. Kombucha mixed with sparkling water. That's good shit.

It's a little more effervescent. It's really nice. Wean on Valentine's Day. I just wrote down a bunch of shit and I'm going to be talking about it. Wean on Valentine's Day. New York City. That's going to be amazing. On January 10th, I don't know if anyone kept track of this electronics went insane. Everything around me started breaking. The apple store was packed. I never go to the apple store unless I have to. And I did. And it was like, whoa, what the fuck is going on? It just occurred to me. I'm going to go for a job today. Got new shoes, dolphins colors. Best reality. Every Nike's started making everything in dolphins colors. Miami dolphins colors. Amazing.

Everything is your advantage. I'm going to keep saying this every episode that it comes up because problems, situations that seem negative. They are actually showing you the solution and your ability to transcend those. Whenever you're ready to do that, go ahead and do that. It's literally that simple. Cancer moon eclipse on Friday. That was crazy. So amazing. So, so amazing. So much emotion. I'm a cancer. And it's just, oh, God, I love it. Emotions. And set your intention. Hopefully you did for six months. All right. Let's talk about meditation for a little bit. Got a bone to pick with meditators. What worst take ever, but it's true.

Here's what I mean by meditators. If you think you have to every day, five to 10 minutes, sit down with your eyes closed and observe your thoughts. There's nothing wrong with that. That sounds like a great practice to do, but that is not meditation. That's very specific form of meditation. Everything is meditation. If you fight with your mind because you think it's what you're supposed to do because you see people who seem calm and relaxed, do it. A, know that those people who seem calm and relaxed, if they're telling you a very rigid way of meditating, are probably not as calm and relaxed as they seem.

Take a good look at their lives and make sure that they're emanating the frequency you would like to emanate. That means adequate sense of humor, similar interests, similar, you know, sensibilities and, you know, make sure that they seem fulfilled, happy and loved. Those are the most important qualities to look for in terms of a teacher or someone you want to take skills away from. You know, this is good for like creative idols, you know, idolize someone who really seems like they have their shit together in the ways that you value and seem similarly aligned. Everyone has been talking about mindfulness and meditation now for about 20 years. It's become a meme and it's so easy to pair it.

What looks like, why is advice related to meditation? And just know that everything is meditation. When you really get that, you will understand what I mean. Your whole life, you are meditating, you are off somewhere. A higher dimensional version of you with your eyes closed and lotus posture, imagining this version of yourself here. So rest assured, you are meditating perfectly in perfect balance somewhere. If you want to replicate and emanate that here, by all means, know that you can do it in your dreams. You can do it as a subconscious protocol that you're running and you don't have to actively do it.

I love to lay down for five, ten minutes a day. I love to take naps. If I want to do some closed eye meditation and go into my imaginal realms and the mirror worlds. But just know that everything is meditation. Do not think you have to self-flagely yourself into sitting down with your eyes closed and lotus posture. In X amount of times in the day and don't judge yourself if you're meditating, you can't meditate it. In the same way if you exercise and you don't exercise for a few days in a row, don't beat yourself up about it. You're good to go. You know what you're doing. Your body will take care of itself.

If you have faith and conviction that the state you're going to is where you are actually going to end up, just do that. So that's really important because I see a lot of people talk about meditation. It also helps them. It can reinforce this idea of a negative ego. Get rid of the ego. Smash the ego. Ego is going to trip you up. It's slippery. It's going to fuck you up. No, it's not. It's there. It's you. Love your ego. It is great. It is the lens in which you view the world. If you can align your ego with the Christ itself with this version of you that is everything and is there for everyone's benefit, including yourselves, that's the ego you want to embody.

Don't be pejorative towards your ego. If any meditation says, "Subdue your ego. Beat your ego. Get around your ego." That's a red flag. For real. I know this is counter-advice. We identify this aspect of ourselves that we call the ego. It's just a fear-based paradigm. That's it. If you're operating from fear, your every lens you look from through is going to reinforce your fear. Love is the antidote to that. I don't mean like love and light in the corny way. I just mean like love yourself. Love is also the dance between light and dark. Very smart person pointed that out to me. It's not just love and light.

Yes, we lean towards love and light because it feels amazing, but the interplay between light and dark, these shadows in this realm, love is there as well. That is, we find the dark to illuminate it. Without that, if just thinking and making the misapprehension that everything is light all the time, we overlook the function of this dual universe. It is this balance. It's this balancing point. We should be thankful for the people who do evil things as much as we should be thankful for the people who do amazing things, because without those evil things, there wouldn't be the amazing things to do.

It's a tough non-dual perspective to embody, but when you start getting into conversations about Hitler and sending Hitler love with your friends, you're doing it. Love it all. Love yourself. Love the dance between light and dark. Love it all because it loves you back. That is how this works. Have you realized your ability to feel is a superpower yet? It is quite literally a superpower. If you can experience transcendent feelings of love, desire, that is a fucking superpower. Even anger, even fear, what you may look and judge as a negative state of consciousness, that's a superpower for real. Think of X-Men and mutants. That is the best superpower ever, because that is what summons forth reality in this world. What I call reality is our external reality here. Not real reality, which is infinite and we have everything.

That is really, really important. The degree that you can feel, you have the exact ability, the exact reflection to have this world be everything you want it to be. So know that. And if you get shaken up by your emotions this year, or in general, that's okay. You're going to stabilize them. I promise you that. It's all good, right? It's all good, right? We're just embody a state of calm, loving awareness, not in a nerdy, dorky way. I want to be very clear about this. I don't want to shift into like a fucking, you know, just chirping to the... Like this, you know, people get into the weird voice with the thing and the talking about love and light and all that stuff. That's fine, but it's not just that. It's cool, badass, calming, loving awareness, right? It's cool. You can be cool. Don't suck the shit out of your life. Don't suck the humor in front of your life because you got to be this light being who wears white all the time and runs around with fucking beads on their head and, you know, does a million ayahuasca ceremonies and fucking, you know, puts crystals up to butt all the time.

You can do that if you want to. There's nothing wrong with any of those things. I'm just like, don't get to, don't get to airy fairy about this shit. Be cool and embody love. That's what we're going for. Okay? Have you accepted how amazing you are yet? Just accept it. Just stop fucking fighting it. You're amazing, right? Know that and then just experience it. It's literally that simple. All this shit is effortless if you want it to be. For real. Okay. I got to the end of my list and I wanted to say something else. Should we pull some cards? Let's pull some cards. We love pulling cards. Even pulling cards all day.

I've really changed up these readings. They're just, we're drilling down in people's problems. There's no conflict, guys. Five of Wands. Justice is coming. Just embrace it. I don't know. These are the last three cards, but we'll still do it. And that cosmic love. Know that it exists. It really does. Ten of Cups. The completion of a cycle, balancing our energies. Just things are good, guys. Yeah. You'll be able to put down these, what feel like heavy weights whenever you want to. They're there because your natural tendency is to rise up and you weigh yourself down because it's fun and releasing and feels great when you cut those cords, the things weighing you down. You'll be able to put them down.

A lot of 10s coming up here. Just make the choices you want to make. Everything is a choice, right? It's always a choice. That's what's so beautiful about this stuff is you're always in the driver's seat. You just have to wake up in the driver's seat and then control, you know, just set your GPS and then go where you want. It's really, it's really a fun thing. And that's the other thing. Like, have fun. When you balance your energies, just don't ever forget. This world seems so high stakes. It's not. It's just fun. Make it fun. That's a choice you have. It seems maybe like that's not possible, especially if your external circumstances aren't validating it, but it is.

It's so fucking possible. So, to recap, ayahuasca. Definitely going to do it again at some point, but just, it's all love, guys. It really is. And it's love that is cool, relaxing, accommodating, peaceful, funny issues that come up. Like when I say I was going towards darkness and like really being asked to show things, it's not that I wasn't able to see these situations. It's just the light that was shed on them was like, no, this is good. Like, this is good. That you've made wise decisions and you know why you've made them. And that reassurance from that, you know, it's just a great thing. So, the fool is the last card we pulled here. New beginnings. Like, we're really turning some chapters over the next couple of months up until about like mid-March.

We're going to be working through a lot of these Capricorn stuff, a lot of fears related to relationships, jobs, careers, energetic jobs. Just don't react. Don't react negatively. Just let the old stuff die. Let the new stuff come in, right? That's the Moses story, right? Let the old life send away the best version of yourself to the new reality. And then they'll come back together again. That always happens. And, you know, let my people go. Free your mind, guys. It's good stuff. I'm in LA. We have in-person readings going on. We have selected dates over the next few months where you can get readings. They're great. I highly recommend them.

That's all I can say. I've never felt better about something I do in my life than those readings and they're just fun. I have a few more today and I love them. So, that's it. Rate and review. This podcast. We got a guest coming this week. Yeah, there's a lot of stuff. I'm trying... I think I'm going to be in Phoenix for this jesseried soberish meetup. It's seeming like it's in the cards. I just got to figure it out on my flayed info and stuff like that. But we're in pretty good shape with everything. Everything is lovely. Just, you know, know you're good. Know you are loved and protected at all times and just accept it.

You know? That's really what it is. More than anything. And life is so fun and magical. That's the best part. It's so fucking cool. Holy shit. I don't want to underplay that aspect of it. But as you settle into this like calming, loving way of being, just chicken's so fucking cool and exciting. It's both relaxing and energizing. It's the way I would describe it. So, that's it. Have a guest a few days. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Lots of love. See you in a few days. Happy imagining. (music) (music) (music) (music) (music) (music) (music) (music) (music) (music) (music) You mean soccer? Right. Soccer. Polymarket is proud to be the world's top choice to trade soccer. Know the game better than the market?

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