12 Disciples Revisited

Welcome to synchronicity got a replay this week won't want I mean I I'm putting the replays up because honestly I've even been going back and listening to some of these I remember recording this one in particular. And I was thinking of like what are the 12 disciples again I'm like I forgot. Like I forgot the interpretation of what they all mean. Holy shit if only there was some place I could go and find what that is I was like oh yeah I recorded a whole episode on it. It's amazing how poor our memories can be which is the testament to constantly practicing all the things you learn in terms of like how to create your reality how to shift moods how to catch moods how to sustain moods sustain well being shift yourself in different ways.

Shift yourself in difficult circumstances to ones that feel more aligned and meaningful remember when crazy bad shit seemingly happens that it's usually some obstacle and challenge you've put in your own way to show you your own power that type of stuff. It's hard to remember that sometimes you know what I mean anyway this episode goes into all of that it was a fun real listen I forget when it originally aired I want to say sometimes it must have been 2019. It has to be based on what I was talking about LA and what not remember LA. Basically I was in LA before turning to a hellscape is apparently what most people tell me now it's not the same for everyone depending on where you live but I have spoken to a fair number of people who used to live in LA during the pandemic.

And were like it was insane like it was truly kind of like people can't understand how crazy it was in some of these places sounds like all right. Well I don't remember that I remember being very pleasant and being you know in Laurel Canyon above West Hollywood and just being like this is fucking awesome but things change alas that's how the world works. What do we also got going on the patreon is just rocking we're having a great time there just released a bonus episode on two new imaginal techniques. When I say new they're not new they're just the first time I've spoken about them we're dealing with the not technique and the phone call technique that is on the latest episode bonus episode of synchronicity which come out every Tuesday.

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I offer freely please do not do not worry they are freely there for you to get but if you're interested in it it is going to be available. All right enough I think enough right we're good we're good let's get to the episode without further ado here is the 12 disciples. It's the morning time welcome to synchronicity it is I like it saying I like I like I saying this is going to be a good one. I like that I'm saying it's morning time because it might not be morning time when you're listening to this changes are it's not who listens the podcast in the morning are you psycho path who does that I don't know is that normal who knows.

So this morning when I'm recording this welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome spending my last couple of days on the east coast before I head to LA I have I mentioned which I love LA. I know you guys are sick of it at this point but excuse me oh yeah just coughing all the stuff. How is your week days been going. I'm recording this on Sunday I'm going to put it out Monday I just realized but how is your weekend how is your last week it should have been beneficent and benevolent because it's agitarius season. I did a one of those things called live stream to the kids call those things these days a live stream on YouTube where I went over Sagittarius season pulled some cards you know I came up with a new.

I'm at my sister's and she is the mescau queen and I tell people this and I think they hear me and they're like yeah okay probably whatever everyone likes mescau it's popular. No she legitimately is like she probably has one of the top 10 best collections of mescau and the world that's not even a joke like I it's fucking insane. I know shit about mescau if you know me. I'm not a huge alcohol person just because I don't know it's I don't it's okay I like it kind of loosens it greases the wheels I guess for the psychic stuff sometimes because you lose your inhibition that's fun people like that people like being intuitive.

But you know the propensity for abuse I feel like what has happened is a lot of spirits you know they're called spirits have taken on some negative energy over the past few hundred years thousand years couple thousand years. And that really fucks with people who don't know how to guard themselves psychic way when they imbibe alcohol anyway mescau totally fucking different this is like mystic juice it's like it's alcohol for mystics holy shit. Do you guys know about this stuff it's basic it's drugs let's just be clear. This shit is not like regular alcohol at all and I'll have tests I have tests on an upcoming episode about crystals and stones I have I'll have an episode about mescau the fucking same but anyway.

Yo what the fuck do you guys know about this. Do you guys like it's you don't get drunk and it's really strong but you just kind of get more clear. I don't even know it's definitely loose in a genic too it's. Yeah anyway that has been a revelation for so many ways in so many ways I mean and so I had this reading with them Valeria the Mexican witch go sign up for readings with her it's fucking incredible. And she told me at the end of the reading she told me a lot of stuff she told me a lot of stuff and she told me to look up Maya well and I was like I don't know what that is. Maya well okay whatever I had wrote it down and then so I'm going I'm staying at my sisters and.

She's I was like get the pattern get the at the pattern and she's like okay she gets it and she's like alright I add me and then I see her name is Maya well I'm like what the fuck. She's like I has been my name forever I'm like why and she's like oh yeah mescau this whole thing is fertility I was like oh shit. Anyway life gets let me let me dispel any notion that as you move on an imaginative imaginal whatever the fuck you want to call this stuff consciousness realization that your God waking up popping out of the matrix. It never there's always more layers of weird and all and awesome but it doesn't end it just keeps it's like whoa whoa gosh okay.

Anyway, mescau is good so we'll do talk to the whole intro about mescau before we get started on the 12 disciples and other stuff that I'm going to call for my Twitter as I talk. Excuse me. What was I going to say oh yeah the readings on so I'm only doing in person readings for the next couple of weeks if you're in LA that is where I will be doing them you can schedule with me. I can theoretically come to you if you have parking I've learned that lesson. So if you're parking out will be kind of mobile I like driving around LA unlike some people even the traffic. We'll see how long that last but also I have like really nice spots where you could come through and like it'll be nice.

So anyway those are going on if you're interested in your in Los Angeles go check those out and then I will be reopening the books. I'm thinking around Christmas or no probably mid December somewhere like that I just there's a whole thing just trying to it's going to be good. Okay, that's it we don't have anything else to talk about before we jump into this so yeah just buckle up we're getting into the 12 disciples the number 12 in general is nuts. So in the but so as I would say as I do say often not so in the but so. So it's just there's so many things with 12 right 12 signs in the zodiac 12 hours on the clock.

There's just 12 is everywhere I mean I don't remember them all but I do know the 12 disciples and as someone who did not grow up with any Christianity in my life because I was Jewish or I am. I'm all the things I'm all the thing I don't call myself anything how could you call yourself anything I am Jesus alright. I just sounded like I said I am Jesus which is also true but so are you on a weird way we're all Jesus. We're all Christ for real when you know that and you realize that you live from there it's actually. It's kind of the best okay 12 disciples I didn't know any of them I didn't know them by name I didn't know their function I didn't know their role.

So this made this kind of easier for me to be like oh that's what the 12 disciples are pulling this straight from Neville Goddard. There is a wonderful compilation of books it's the main one that you'll find when you look on audible. What is it Barry J. Peterson is the narrator and he just sounds like a big burly guy he's just like. It's the worst impression of anyone ever by the way I just made weird noises but he's cool and there's a book at the end of it. I don't know the name of it I should look that I hadn't heard before and it's incredible and it's like all this stuff about the zodiac and Christmas and all this weird cool stuff.

So did I talk about that last time I guess I can talk about that too. Okay I'm just going to keep coughing in this one sorry. All right yeah but the 12 disciples bear with me it's early fucking doing this because I'm going to be on the move tomorrow. So I'm doing it just bear with me guys Jesus 12 disciples here's what the 12 disciples are they're disciplines of mind they are not people. Let me keep repeating this even if it we know I'm listening willingly at this point it's going to take exception to this but sometimes I'll say this stuff to people who are like really are externalizing God and the characters in the Bible and they don't like it but remember these are not people their qualities of mind their psychological states they are things related to our own consciousness because that's all there is.

I am the Lord your God you got it okay I'm not saying I am well I am saying I am but I'm just like Noah is your God I'm saying you are your sense of I am is your God. All right 12 disciplines of mind Simon okay what is Simon Simon is hearing the word right hearing the word of God you've heard it right you you can hear it a million times it's just the first step but you hear it and you hear it and you say oh shit wait is my consciousness my sense of I am is that God okay if that's hearing that's Simon Simon is eventually converted into Peter. Peter is faith this is the foundation stone this is what everything else is built on everything else remember this is just one of 12 so this foundation stone is your faith and that your turn from Simon into Peter this is both their number one it's confusing confusing this is we're still in number one so Simon gets turned into Peter you hear it you think about it maybe and then you're like oh shit that's accurate block then you have faith so you can test this faith right this is when we imagine something believe it feel it and then allow it to happen that's faith that's why it's the foundation stone because without that all these other things I'm going to talk about don't make sense and it's basically like it's the first hurdle otherwise you're going to be listening to other people taking their word as gospel gospel just means God spell God's spells you got it I am spells your consciousness spell so you hear the gospel you hear all this other stuff you may not believe it because you don't it's not you that that's the best part of all of this stuff is what makes you believe it is you prove it to yourself no one is like I'm going to tell you something and you're going to take my word for it's like no you prove it to yourself and just it's so like that's what you want that's what everyone wants no one wants to just be given stuff all the time even if that sounds good to you for this for recognizing who you are no you don't want that alright discipline number two the second disciple Andrew Andrew's courage right and again this is directly linked to your faith right second disciple Andrew courage this is the perseverance the willingness to test your faith to really test this principle that your sense of I am is everything and that this is how reality actually works and there it's like you can take it in so many different directions you can any different model any different lens but really it's the courage to believe and test that faith and move forward okay so we got Simon who's turned into Peter that's number one then we've got Andrew who turn who's courage okay hearing faith courage hearing faith one courage number two okay number three and four come together there's James and John their brothers James is the just this is justice this is the you know you look at a courthouse anywhere justice is blind right why are we so mean to justice it's because she needs to be impartial and James is the just and so what we do when we are just is we are completely impartial right we are not influenced by appearances right so what does this mean it seems like now we're getting into duality we're not this is all you do not have the tendency when I say just or justice to slip into another person and thinking about other people this is all you what this means being just to yourself and being blindfolded is you're not influenced by external appearances your senses cease to be your main modality for understanding things now if you're not totally in control and have the courage and the faith to deal with your internal circumstances this is not gonna feel great because then you're gonna be like wait sometimes my senses make me feel good sometimes I look at things out in the world and that gives me validation and makes me feel good about myself when you're miss apprehending that it's actually the thing before that that created that situation it's inside so you don't get influenced by outside appearances you can enjoy them you can marvel at them you can rejoice you can cower you can do whatever you want but don't be influenced by them so that's James the just inside your own mind remember these are not people they you John his brother is the beloved this is the good shit this is when someone does something to you or someone does something to someone you care about or someone just does something on a big stage and you know wow what a hateful motherfucker is operating from a pure place of hate there is not a lot of love there at all what do you do well you can judge them you can condemn them you can hate them back and then you'll just express all of those things yourself and welcome that energy upon yourself or you can actually perform some magic and love send love for hate and don't do this in some bullshitty I love you because I'm supposed to it's the way thing to do that doesn't work I've tried it a million times I tried it for people who fuck my shit up objectively big time just kind of because they were dicks now I look back and I go this is my story I was unfolding I can't judge them however at the time I still felt that they fucked me over so I judge them now here is a little tip and John also you only hear the good and which is love which feel when you feel love and you that's all you allow in it's just love right so love for hate and you only allow you only hear that which is good and you only feel that which is love so that's what you let in and I just forgot the thing I was going to say okay well it'll come back as is a good one I remember it anyway so yes James and John come together and their brothers and it's being just to yourself not being influenced by appearances don't let your shit outside in the world fuck your shit up the beloved is love for hate and you only hear that which is good don't start judging other people yourself and again this is all for you we use the mirror like world to work on ourselves there I just remembered it this is the trick with the enemies okay we have rivals enemies nemesis is so we think and you hear this term love your enemies sometimes and people can mess that up and they're like alright you know I don't like Donald Trump but I'm gonna love them oh I don't like the way he is but I'm gonna love him and it's like that's that's probably not gonna work for you because if you're already saying you don't like him and you're looking at the bad things here's how it really works when someone does something to you or someone acts a certain way and makes you feel upset and you get a man like this is bad you should be so happy you should be so fucking happy that you have this opportunity to be pointed out where the little kinks in your armor are right where your little vulnerabilities are you should be like oh my god thank you so much in the same way a lover or a partner did I just say lover I sure did same way in a significant other or a partner will show you where your strengths are with love they'll also show you your weaknesses so will your enemies so will your difficult people so you that's how you love them you don't love them because they're doing some fucked up thing and you think by loving them they're gonna stop doing it that's just dumb what you do is you go oh man this person dicked me over oh my god I thank you so much for showing me where I need to tighten up and solidify my own shit I actually genuinely appreciate it and that's why when you encounter demons and demons this is what Miller Rep is doing like he's like there's this thing where he's on this song where is it a lot I don't know where he is I'm in the book where I am right now but he's like man when I love where I am it's so pretty there's these mountains there's these trees there's these leaves even when it's snowing I love it and he goes oh bad shit comes up I fucking love it he's like I love it even more because then it shows me that I can transcend it and that is what is meant by loving your enemies okay and that's John the beloved and I didn't pull that from Neville Goddard or anywhere and I want to make this I'm really gonna keep hammering home this point because we're using Goddard as our template as our launching pad we don't look at Goddard and say this is it this is everything and then just parrot all of the stuff he says without adding our own takes on it and that's what Goddard was trying to tell everyone I think and he also grew up in a time remember where he was so influenced by his teachers and the ability and access to information and most of it came through this kabbalistic kind of mystical Christian mystic Judeo-Christian mysticism lens you know we have the benefit the state of being able to look at so many different cultural reference points right we have all the eastern traditions we have the South American we have African we have all of the continents like the Europeans like Norse it's just like there's fucking everything right so it's fun is what I'm trying to say and don't don't deatize right um you can I guess but like don't think that like Neville Goddard is is your is your ending point he's your launching pad because you do this yourself don't make him a god to you that he's not God to you you're God to you he's also God my gosh that's a paradox but seriously I only bring that up because I see what happens to people with Neville Goddard sometimes I'm really thinking of the subreddit you know I check in there every so often and you can just see people getting caught up and stuff and like you want to intervene but then you realize you don't actually say anything because that's not how reality works and so I just say it on the podcast where people were actively tuning in okay enough rambling number five there's 12 of these so buckle the fuck up number five Phillip okay Phillip is shown the father is consciousness and its expression are one this is making the word flesh so I again I'm not really great at the Bible I don't know the parables but I do know what this means but I believe Phillip was like crying out like I need to see I need to see the father like I don't I need to see it he needed proof and they're like all right Phillip baby I'll show you and then so what happened was is they showed him and then what this means is is that again not characters not characters it's you it's that point in time where you've imagined you're seen or you've set your goal or you felt your feeling and you know it's gonna happen but then you go but where is it I don't shit I want it now right why that's that and that's this is like everyone does this so much not everyone so much but people do this I've been guilty of it plenty of times it's just impatience it's like not understanding how the time delayed mirror of reality works it's not anything more than that so there is a way to speed that up but paradoxically it involves not being so what's the word I'm like not grasping or avoiding grasping the thing you want or avoiding the thing that makes it seem like it's not here because you're then just reinforcing the state and it's like yo don't do that like it's gonna be fucking great just let it happen right so Phillip is actually shown the father which means oh shit that thing I imagine just happened what the word the image that I had in my head is now flesh in this world so that's Phillip that's a good one that's like when shit really starts to get weird and remember you can go up and down these are disciplines of mine these are things that as you stabilize each one of these you get more control you basically like if it's like an RPG you're getting like a different armor you're getting like your helmet and your sword and your boots and you're thinking of Diablo basically you know you get all your stuff and then you're cool and you'll level up it's easier to level up with good gear right feel me mmm okay disciple discipline number six Bartholomew don't have a cow man I don't like I thought of it and I was like don't say it don't say it and then I'm saying it and then I said it it was dumb awakened imagination all right Bartholomew is the awakened imagination this is when you go whoa this is how reality works whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa wait wait wait that's a lot of possibilities that's kind of infinite variations of what is going on that's amazing and it's disciplined it doesn't like run amok on you you know because that's a big part of you know creating these scenes and living from them is you don't want to just be like whoa I'm going to carry away to this whoa I'm getting carried away like you want it to be disciplined that's why it is a discipline he is one of the disciples Bartholomew and people can write in and tell me like oh yeah part part was this dude he did that sure I mean like I want to know the story is just cuz like it does give you more context for the psychological reality of Bartholomew number seven love number seven Thomas doubting Thomas as he's known I have heard of this one had heard of it before so Thomas people are like oh well Thomas is a dick like he didn't believe in Jesus he didn't believe in any of this stuff no remember not a person Thomas denies that which is not in harmony with that which is good you understand?

denies he says I don't believe it so if you imagine something I imagine myself to be fearless and then fear comes in Thomas goes and I don't believe in that that I deny you entry into my consciousness I will maybe look at you I will maybe say okay that is something that exists there certainly seems to be something in some way shape or form but I deny you entrance now there's two ways of looking at this especially if it's fear you can deny it by just shutting the door and be like bye bye or you can be like let me just go right up to you and see that you don't exist therefore my skeptical ability related to fear proves that Thomas most certainly is a doubter so what I'm saying there though clearly or as clearly as I can is when shit doesn't line up to your imaginal scene this is very very much like John right hearing only that which feels love when something doesn't line up to that loving feeling or what you have imagined deny it just see what happens I've done this so many times it's true ah yes yes yes Matthew this is a very important one number eight these are the gifts from God remember who God is it's you your sense of I am so what does that mean it means when your desires pop up that is quite literally a gift from God you would not be aware of something you didn't have that you wanted if you weren't meant to pursue it now I do believe that you're meant to have it as well but I use the word pursue because I have found this is the wonderful wonderful wonderful reality of how this stuff works is sometimes as you're pursuing a desire you may change your mind you'd be like oh you know what that's not actually what I want and you need to be clear and concise and make those decisions not waffle constantly but you do add that ability but every single time you pursue a desire it will most certainly prove to you that it is a gift from your own consciousness from your God and it will make it leads to all the things you want to feel for real I know that can be like well I want to be a millionaire and it's like okay well maybe you really do and maybe that's going to make you fulfilled for sure okay but by pursuing it you're certainly going to learn if it's true won't you and it's totally fine to be a millionaire if you want to be there's nothing wrong with it gosh okay so Matthew yeah that's a huge one number eight disciple number nine let me make sure I got enough room in this session that was going to be close hold on got a move it okey dokey oops I made a baby all right I'm just editing real time guys no props no props okay number nine James son of Alpheus I don't even know how to spell that this is discernment and this is the clear seeing of the mystic and this again is very much related to Thomas and John and it's never being misled by appearance so you can see how a lot of these are similar in terms of their it's hammering home the point that this world is the effect so if you're just looking at the effect and trying to like gain insight based on that like you're done messed up you know what I mean like it's not like you're getting a chance to work through your shit when things get a little wonky here but if you start being like oh this is what's actually going on your father Jesus it spirals in ways that you don't intend it to usually so this is discernment James the son of Alpheus so what this means is just be discerning about what is going on yes that is using your intuition yes that is slipping into mystic states of course but it's also just recognizing how this stuff works and mystic states you know there's a lot of ways we can get into them there's but it's just clear seeing right it's really accurately perceiving what this world is and yeah it's okay if you get thrown off a little bit it's totally okay but what we're doing here I it is my hope and expectation that by the first quarter of 2020 there will have been a clear blueprint from the first first imaginal techniques number one episode in July to wherever we are then in 2020 that is literally a path towards having the clear seeing of the mystic because that's what I've been doing and I've been talking about it pretty much nonstop on this podcast I've been putting out a lot and I've gone through a lot of these disciplines unintentionally that's how I know it works if I like I didn't know about it but now that I do know about it it's my obligation to share it in a practical and real way that's why I'm doing it I don't know why I just wanted the fucking mission statement of what I'm doing but I did okay so just be discerning and what that means is it's not like oh I gotta figure out what's right it's just like you know how this world works you know who the one true God is your sense of I am it's consciousness you know what Jesus Christ is it's waking up to that realization we're gonna get there okay discipline number ten Thaddeus thanks and praises praise and thanksgiving this is when you say thank you father and you go I don't want my same father that's weird okay whatever just say thank you them it's when you have the feeling of something you know what's happening and you just go thank you because you feel it so deep thank you thank you yes that's the feeling when you just accept it because it's an acceptance right it's a surrender and acceptance it's just like yes and you're like cheering you're like yay saying it to yourself and you're saying it to the one true consciousness and yes I want to be clear when I say yourself I'm referring to the big eye right you're also your individual sense like a by the both same thing but there also is that distinction of like consciousness being everything which means you're everyone everyone is you pushed out but I don't want you to make it seem like when I say like think you me think you me you're only talking to your individuated individual sense of self it really is this larger kind of embodiment of something and that's also where I think people can get trapped in their ego if they get too caught up in their individual sense of self and forget the bigger one and so that's a nice way of loosening that up but yeah Thaddeus is just like yo thank you this is just what I want thank you that that's happened thank you and even if it you don't have the proof okay Thaddeus is great do that a lot gratitude man gratitude so good all right number 11 Simon of Canaan this is hearing the good news con being conscious of an abundant life and preaching the good spell the gospel right so the good spell spells like we've gosh guys everything is spells right we don't we're like how do I do spells what weird ritual do I need to do to do spells do I need to get a blood of a lamb and a new in a pot and a witch it's like you can or you can just realize that spells are in your mind and you imbue everything including your actions your words your way of being your dreams everything becomes a spell so that's preaching the good spell it's not like getting up on a pulpit and being like I know everything listen to me it's like that's no one makes no one not a single person no one likes that I'm pretty sure it doesn't change any minds if it did like everyone would have been converted by now but that one guy standing up there and be like this is how everything works like no you preach the good spell by casting good spells become a glen to the good witch and you're just like boom spells good for you blessings blessings blessings blessings blessings that's true and so Simon of Canaan is hearing that that's possible recognizing it's true I think Simon must Simon must mean hearing right because he turned in yet to Peter so this is another Simon Simon of Canaan and then conscious of the abundant life this is the awareness and acceptance that wealth in all its forms is ever present and it is yours to accept okay that's a big deal and I'll talk about this more later but relationships can there's a really big thing going on and I know I've just the conversations are coming up if you don't know how to get yourself if you don't know how to protect yourself energetically and you're in relationships with people which you are because you're a person yo you may be picking up on some shit that is totally fucking your shit up and I don't want that to be a cop out you shouldn't blame other people but in the world of duality we certainly know other people's energies exist we can perceive them so until you figure out how to transmute and preach those good spells make sure your make sure your your energy is tight right and that's that courage that's that Andrew okay number 12 my favorite disciple my favorite discipline oh god it's my favorite oh I love it so much and it lines up perfectly perfectly with the 12th house in astrology just making this connection as I'm saying it this house of self undoing the subdivision where your ascendant is in astrology is the subdivision between the 12th and first house 12th house being the house of self undoing the first house being the house of self so it's this destruction this liminal boundary between undoing and becoming what does that sound like birth and death oh Scorpio oh I love it Judas people don't like Judas right because he killed Jesus didn't he fucked up dude why did you do it no it's not a person guys not a person Judas is dying to that which you will become which you already are it is mystic suicide it is being born again it is assuming the consciousness of that which you are and would want to be let it go suicide detachment psychic week killing yourself colleague right killing limited versions of yourself this is Judas and it's the best he's my favorite disciple by far I don't I'm gonna love them all of course they're all me they're all you but wow when you master create destroy expand and Sagittarius season guys we got a month here in what are in late November 2019 sad season here oh guys just come on get on this get it catch this wave catch this fucking wave and just start mystic suicide is the best because guess what it means when something pops up and it makes you feel weird and uncomfortable just merc that motherfucker just not you can kill it now don't be don't run away from it that's not what I mean you fully engage it you stare it right in the face and you say adios amigo nomas see you later so Judas is I mean it's just such a powerful discipline to possess because it allows it's the light switch the first time I ever did psychedelics was fifteen it was a music five week music program and Berkeley in Boston and I was on a lot first times three tabs very powerful sunshine acid gosh she's and there was a point where I think things were about to get a little wonky and like rough and I had this realization that there's this thing like there's a light switch and you can just flip the light switch from light to dark or dark to light and that is Judas it is so powerful that it of all the things I've mentioned I think that's the most powerful for most people today because so many people have their own karma their own trauma their parents trauma generational trauma ancestral trauma and to be able to quickly dismantle that and destroy it is such a powerful gift and discipline of mind that that's why I focus on that's I mean I am very open to the raw feminine divine energy that allows for destruction sacred destruction let's call it a fucking with it if that's your vibe if you're a sacred destructor and you know what that means we are on the same team we're on the same team anyway but in the world of duality oh man I fucking love it so it's a vibe I very much enjoy and then we have the 12 disciples and then we have Jesus Christ right and I'm spoken about Jesus and Jesus is just the realization the waking up inside of your own mind that oh my gosh this is all true this is not a delusion I am not crazy I am is actually the source of everything I know how to bend reality I know how this works I now take accountability and responsibility for everything which means I first stabilize my mind with these 12 disciples right that's why he's got him around him very helpful and then I start blessing myself and everyone else and you do it in a way that is fun I do not want this to seem heavy for people it's not heavy it's super fucking fun alright let's see if I have the other notes note we'll just go to the Twitter stuff then because I got stuff to say even if I don't remember what it is here it is okay let's talk about some more Jesus stuff since we're here so Jesus fishing right we all know you teach a man to fish you don't go fish for a person now I do fish for some people right those are the imaginal acts like if you write in on the website on the imagine form and say hey can you imagine this for me I will most certainly imagine it for you and that is catching a fish for real and what do I mean by fish and what do I mean by teaching someone to fish you catch a feeling you catch a mood or you catch a desire okay let's say it's the one when you don't want alright let's start from that place a lot of people come from this place they want something but that also implies that the thing that they don't want that's what they're thinking about that's what they're feeling so I don't want this I don't want to feel anxious I don't want to feel codependent I want to feel wanty and needy okay so that's a feeling that you don't want what do you do let it go just let it go release it throw it back and you can be all that sounds so easy it is throw it back and then you cast your net on the other side this is what Jesus told them to do I forgot the exact parable he said cast it on the right side I'm like alright I mean there's clearly no fish and you know it got this one and it's not what I want there's not even fish on that other side you think on this side there's going to be that's someone saying oh we think my imagination is going to create reality yeah okay yeah whatever I didn't catch what I wanted so alright I guess I'll do it and so you cast it on the right side what does that mean it means that when you throw your net over you're going to use these these imaginal techniques and you are going to feel and believe yourself into the state you're going to assume it's true you're going to say oh my gosh this is incredible this is amazing I feel it you have cast your net correctly as you pull it up is this what you want is that truly what you want then it's yours then keep it and then just let it happen by relaxing into the situation that's teaching a man and women how to fish right that is literally it that's what is meant by that parable okay it sounds like whoa you know it's a nice axiom for teaching people things nope nope it's literally teaching them how to bend reality pop out of the matrix do all the fun stuff assume that what I just said is true assume that anything is true because it is assume that it's not true because it isn't that's how everything works that's the dual quality of mind if you assume something is true it is if you assume something isn't true it isn't you can say well I assume that gravity doesn't exist so it doesn't exist do you really you facetious made up prick but like that like yeah you really actually have to assume it and believe it and the more kind of facts that exist the more facts I put in quotes air quotes you can't see them the more likely it is that subconsciously it is seeped in and you're not going to just start levitating out of the blue now people do so it is proof that you can get around it but it is that is a very high state of mind okay you're already living the life of your dreams now you just got to let it happen that's the main thing we want to think we have to do something to get it to happen just let it happen I've been noticing something where the need for the imaginal techniques although I still use it not as often if you don't need it as much because you're just like I'm on track I know I'm on track now I just have to let it happen and just you know use these disciplines of mine my twelve disciples just let it happen you know you may need to make moves for sure but make them easily with your kayak you know just put your or in the thing you're floating downstream just let it happen okay in my experience my own personal direct experience sometimes I haven't wanted to hear that everything is effortless if it if I wanted to be like I had someone someone could say well it's really easy it's not but that doesn't make it untrue so I'm gonna say that again in my experience sometimes you don't want to hear that everything is effortless if you want it to be but that doesn't make it untrue it is actually effortless if you want it to be you need to be open to that you don't need to be I recommend you're open to that because then shit just gets a lot easier right you don't get stuck you don't get caught up and if you do you know right out of that shit okay I'm just going through my tweets teachers are great but they're not the way you understand you're the way teachers are great I'm great but you're the greatest do you understand you are really let that sink in teachers are fucking great I love them everything is my teacher but it's me and it's you remember that you are it I am is you okay if you place your faith in anything other than yourself what you place your faith in will ultimately destroy you now you can look at destruction is like a bed or good thing it's not one it's not for me to judge it's all good because you'll always get more chances until you get this right your faith must be placed in you always if it is not you will be disappointed inevitably it may not even be in this life it could be in many lives from now who knows but I'll be in this life because this is kind of the final destination we'll talk about that more but anyway don't place your faith in anyone outside of yourself this doesn't mean to be nihilistic and have a sense of existential dread that's not what I'm talking about I'm just saying you are your rock you are the foundation stone do you know why because nothing can shake you then nothing and then you have the confidence in which to pursue the pursuit of the true nature of reality you understand and you know maybe I'm a ballsy motherfucker saying I know the true nature of reality well test this shit out buckaroo that's all I can say and I know people have been hitting me up and they're like you know what I've been doing this you know for a couple of weeks or like a month and it's not working and I'm like all right well you've already acknowledged and admitted that so that's probably why it's not working but second of all like guys I had a direct experience for three months where everything was validated and proved to me that I know now today and that shit didn't click it in for me do you know what I mean three fucking months of this state of consciousness and that didn't click it into me of like what everyone wants to experience of like the real illusory dimensional vortex layer of this world three fucking months of that and it didn't click into me in fact it actually reversed me back because I didn't know how I got there and I thought reality was something different so you might have to put in the man hours and the woman hours to do this and you might not it's just a belief thing if someone would have told me back then like hey here's what's going on it's actually really easy if you understand this and you can make it effortless that would have been amazing and I you know but my life worked out perfectly but it would have been very nice so that's what I'm trying to tell you just place your faith in yourself your magic your everything okay let's look at some techniques on my Twitter I copied this from Reddit user Reddit user moonlight sonata someone posted it in the discord Oh this is a good time to say for people who are really into the shit the sync crypto sync discord is now public access we've walled off the crypto stuff and everything else is open so you can find on my Twitter the links for that right let's talk about these techniques revision revision is super simple this is when we go back in time where time travels travelers we we heal situations it can be for the day it can be for years ago millennia ago could be for anything you want just recreate the scene recreate the feeling boom multi dimensionally healed that part of yourself clicks into the present fucking a I remember when this is a really good way of living from your states you say I remember when I used to doubt myself I remember that ha oh yeah oh yeah those are weird times you know you are living from the state by saying I remember when you are living from the state so embed that into your imaginal acts in just a way of being congratulations this scene from someone to you this is how you use your friends angels they say to you oh my god congratulations you got that you did that oh my god that's so awesome great you hear your friends say this you hear other people say this fast forward you can move forward in time with the details so you can move 10 years out you could have your family if that's what you want and you could have whatever you want your success your career you can fast forward except it live from that place you can pin it down in time if you want or you can just let it happen naturally it's up to you eavesdropping this is a good one imagine you're somewhere you know walking you know in a house and there's people in another room and you over hear them saying wow look how great that person looks look how great you look oh my gosh look how amazing she looks look how great he looks look at oh my god they're doing wonderful that's a good one okay then here then now so you make there here so if you're in your house and you want to be in Barbados you think of Barbados and you make it here right you do this probably with eyes closed um that's it you just move it it's pretty cool uh isn't it wonderful and thank you this is when a desire comes up like and you just go oh my god thank you amazing that's a real quick one time is in real so you can do it I am just repeat I am I am I am it'll lift you into a state and then from there all bets are off all bets are off do what you want golden rule super important don't neglect this one do unto others this one can get tricky okay um let me let me just say this because the relationship stuff does come up if you're in a relationship and you want uh you know something that your partner isn't okay with that doesn't by default mean you're not allowed to do it you have to be okay if your partner wanted to do that thing and then you need to have a conversation about it like clearly don't just be a dick but that is very important and that's how like when we can say like well you know I think I want this thing and it doesn't seem right it doesn't have to be just be like a relationship it could be a business thing it could be anything but you need to be communicative about that and you really need to apply the golden rule am I okay if the person who I want you know is that okay with me very important very important great first principles uh yep here they are be still and know that I am God right you are God use this throughout the day when you're stressed confused angry tired or need a break okay that's it and then how did I how did I become so successful at achieving my wish fulfilled effortlessly and easily right because when you're asking how it's past tense which is thinking from the end you're eliciting the experience not seeking an answer so how did it just become so great at this oh man amazing how did it become so easy for me in the best possible way amazing so that is what that is I am getting to the end of this episode I am realizing because I have to go drive somewhere um guys this has been a good one it's been a pleasure I will put this out on Monday early I will see you in LA if you are there you will hear me doing lots of fun podcast while I'm there um looking forward to it hey I'm saying hang in there because I know this is like the final push alright I'm gonna keep saying it every episode until we have clicked in and I get the sense that everyone is just like and a lot of you a lot of you I did this thing on Instagram I asked people what their dreams what's your dream and and then oh gosh I don't know like a hundred plus of you probably got in touch with me I don't know how to reply to all them because Instagram keeps like popping the screen away I wanted to reply to every single one but it keeps like I don't know what's going on there but um that's a huge first step when you acknowledge what your dream is that's huge and then when you communicate it to another person in a safe space that's also fucking huge you're crystallizing everything is liquid light this world is liquid light it's crystallized liquid light for real for real for real okay that's it for this episode I will see you sometime later this week love you 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