Death and Resurrection

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Welcome to Synchronicity. My guest this week is Noah and this is a solo cast. For the person who asked me today when the next episode was coming out for a solo cast, it's Mondays, Sundays and Mondays. So I guess today is a Sunday and that's why you're asking. Yeah, I know a lot of shit's going on, guys. It's fucking weird times out there, horsing around in such shout out to Sean and Cass. Whoa, guys, just, there's a lot. It's been nuts. Here's the theme for this episode. It's freedom and death and the reason it's death is if you, it doesn't even feel familiar with the Ten of Swords card and the Tarot.

It's this guy who's been stabbed with Ten of Swords. He's laying on the ground. There's a red cloth draped over him. There's a dark sky, but then there's a light sky emerging. It's like it's the card of transitions. And as we're here towards the end of 2019, going into 2020, we're dying. It is death. The old us has pretty much been just decaying and putrefying now and it's time for our new bodies to emerge, our new minds, our new imaginations, our new world, right? It's kind of the coolest thing too, if you really think about it. But it's also fucking crazy. It's like any death, right? There's a whole process involved, right?

Talk to Jill Shock, right? Death duel I've had her on. You know, it's a whole set of emotions and feelings people go through. And this pertains to anything that's a death, whether it's a physical death of someone you love, whether it's a sense of identity or a version of you, whether it's a relationship, whether it's a job, whether it's just a friendship. There's so many things that can die and our relationship to that really, you know, determines how that process goes. So if we can make it kind of fun, what death can be fun? What the fuck are we talking about? If we can make it maybe not even fun, just good.

Okay, balanced, harmonious, then our experience of it will be pretty stable. Now that doesn't mean shit isn't weird and turbulent. I mean, just the energy that's been going on, you can feel it just kind of coming to a head right here as we're approaching New Year's Eve. It's a total fucking shift. Major things are happening in 2020. Those readings I did last week, so many Capricorn placements, so many things related to fear, so many people who were kind of done with the shit that they had to work on personally in a lot of ways and were going in and stepping into these bigger roles. A lot of us are aliens.

A lot of us came from other places. When I meet a lot of us, all of us, we all kind of annex these brains. That's a Neville Goddard term. He says, " Annex the brain, you come down here." And he says, "Our true form is a fiery serpent." And he says, "That freaks people out. "They don't like to hear their fiery serpents." He says, "The face is human, the hands are humans, "but don't ask me about the body. "It's a fiery serpent and it terrifies people." Not me, fucking love that fiery serpent. Call it the Kundalini, call it whatever you want. It's a good shit. Okay, here's how this episode's gonna go.

I'm gonna answer a few questions. No, I'm not, how dare I? I am gonna answer questions, just not first. I'm gonna talk about my buddy Ram Das. And I'm just gonna share a quick little story. I know everyone posted their stuff about him. He affected a lot of people's lives. I'm just gonna say a quick little story. I've said it before. It's just one of my favorite stories. Learn the Hanuman. If you really love Ram Das, if you really, here's your proof, you really love Ram Das? You really love him? Learn Hanuman Chilisa. No, but I do recommend at least listening to the Hanuman Chilisa. If you want a version to listen to Nina Rouse, what is it?

Is it Ocean of Samadhi? I think that's the version that I learned the Hanuman Chilisa on. That's my favorite one. Krishna Das has a great, well, he has a few, but there's one Sri Hanuman Chilisa is, I think the best one that I like. It's a 40 stanza, it's like a 40 line. It's a long ass chant, but it's amazing. And it opens your heart because Hanuman is Jesus, who's a Cyrus, who's the solar symbol. And, you know, like the theme is Kali, Isis, and Jesus, or matraya. We can also use that Christ consciousness boot of mind. Heard, who is it? Jesse, I don't forget his last name on Jessa's podcast, Jesse on Jessa's podcast.

He was talking about matraya. And that is, that's Christ consciousness, but it's, you know, how's that positive divine masculine working harmoniously with the divine feminine. It's pretty great. Anyway, I'm getting off track. Ram Das. I was at the retreat in 2014, it was my second year. I just finished smoking a joint. I was going to the buffet. People were still in the kind of like seminar area. And it was Ram Das getting wheeled by his primary caregiver, Dasima, who is just a saint of a person. And she was picking out food for him. She was offering him like, "Do you want this?" "Do you want that?"

And she got to these rice and beans. And she was like, "Do you want rice and beans, Ram Das?" And she was like, "No, I don't want them." And he was real grumpy and had a sour place on. And I was like, "This is the best." No one gets to see this shit, except Dasima, the people are close to them. And me, and the reason is it's a nice reminder that Ram Das was a person too, right? Everyone's a person here, even if they're fucking beaming love and light constantly. And I think if we forget that, we can be a little harsh on ourselves until we realize it's great to be human. And even those little kind of bursts of emotion or non-holy-nution purity, that's actually being authentic and quite literally the purpose, right?

And it's pretty fucking cool. So, big love to Ram Das, named Karole Baba, all of the people it loves to have remember. Lots of love to you all, you guys are the fucking best. All right, now we'll do some questions. Then we'll get to some tweets. Then we'll get to a technique. Should I just give you the fucking technique first? Why do I gotta bury the fucking lead? Like a news thing? Oh, I will say this. 2020 prices, after this episode comes out, 2020 prices for readings are going up. And they're going up, not in significantly in price. So, if you're already mad at me for how expensive this is, you can see the comments on YouTube where someone accused me, what'd he say?

He was like, dude, you've been doing divinatory stuff for less than two months and you're already charging money, way to be like the prodigal son who takes the money and runs. And it's just like, brah, I just wrote back LOL. Which is if you ever want to enrage someone, not that it was my intent, but someone who writes this, you know, think of the thing that makes them mad, then type the thing that makes them mad, then push enter on them, they review it and they go, yeah, that's good, that's gonna get them. Enter it. If you just write back LOL, it's like, oh fuck. Didn't have to, it's just, you know, you get it.

Anyway, prices are gonna go up. So, if you want a reading at the prices that they are now, you can go to syncpodcast.com/readings. There'll be links, book it now. And then the prices will be lower than they will and like a day after you hear this. If you get it quick, if you get the podcast quick, otherwise it went up, sorry. Okay, you can also join the Patreon. I think there's maybe like five spots left at the annual level to get the free bonus reading, the 33 minute one. The Patreon I'll launch on the email list this coming week. I got a lot of shit going on. Who doesn't, right? This fuck is crazy.

That's where I'm getting to the questions. Okay, excuse me, hiccuping. I've also like been oscillating between eating like incredibly healthy and incredibly not healthy. And I mean, not healthy in the sense that the foods would not be traditionally thought of as healthy like McDonald's. And I just had Chinese food. And boy, there's too much, too much to take us. Okay, question number one, you mentioned previously, you were anxious and focused on how to do things perfectly. How did you move out of that? All right, yeah, I mean, it was just kind of like, I like to be, I don't even think it was detail oriented, but I like to kind of just like, I wanted things to be an exact representation of the purest, most authentic part of my soul.

And the way I got out of that is A number one, realizing whatever I did was to my advantage. Whatever I was doing was the perfect expression and not in a defeatist kind of passive way that, you know, I will just do a shitty job. I'm like, that's great. But like, just accepting that. And then imagining a very high caliber of output and work, that even if it wasn't like max peak level objectively, like couldn't have possibly been better, it was perfect in terms of what it needed to be. So I kind of became a perfectionist, but one who is not as attached to the outcome. Does that make sense? I know, it's kind of weird.

But really the key here is imagining. So yeah, oh wait, I was supposed to give the technique. I will go with the questions and then I'll fucking do the technique. All right, you can fast forward if this is annoying to you. Okay, in terms of healing the divine masculine and feminine within, any resources you'd recommend, I'm trans masculine and probably I've worked with you in both realms. Okay, there's a big question, right? Resource wise, I don't, gosh, I don't know that I've really read or listened to anything specifically related to Jess's podcast is great. I'll just keep mentioning her because it's a really good podcast and she's awesome.

And she's a resource for me. I like to listen to her because she gives me perspectives with her guests and by herself. In terms of like, I can then think about it and play off of it and if I agree or disagree or have different perspectives, I find that helpful. I haven't really read any specific books. I mean, I can tell you that through the course of my studies and looking at the divine masculine and feminine, getting a lot of downloads throughout the years just internally, that's where most of my information wisdom, I don't know what to call it, about this stuff comes from, but I will say this about the divine masculine.

It is not really a gender thing. So much as it is kind of an energy thing and understanding the qualities and energies associated with masculine and feminine, feminine, is important, which is why I use that conscious subconscious slash, you know, what's the word I'm looking for? You know, thinking mind versus intuitive heart, right? The thinking mind would be the conscious, the subconscious would be the intuitive heart. That connection and learning how to foster that bridge, what I, if anyone who's gotten a bridge of destiny reading from me, that's what I talk about a lot, is creating that bridge between our conscious and subconscious minds.

And that is a masculine and feminine energy thing going there and as we kind of get clearer and get a better understanding of what that means, it gets easier to do that. And then that becomes like the signal that you're doing it, right? You're like, oh, my shit must be balanced because like I'm reacting like a balanced person. So that's your proof. Okay. And then also not judging if like you act a little like off center, like not reacting to that, like you're the fucking worst person in the world. Like, oh, shit, I just went to work and you're like, okay, well, if you want to, you know, wedding in the idea that things can be easy if you want them to be.

They're actually precisely as easy as you believe them to be. That's what's so mind bending. Okay, a few episodes ago, you mentioned healing ancestors and blessing others. How does one go about doing this? Okay, the ancestor stuff is a little more, at least in my experience, you really want to have your shit together. I mean, same with blessing others, but I think you can move into blessing others before healing ancestors. And I think 2020 in general, right? We're going to have this, all this Capricorn energy. It's going to be a lot of ancestral healing in 2020. And I think it's going to naturally happen for most people who are open to it.

So the first thing is you got to be open to this stuff and believe that you're actually doing it or that it's possible or that this is your role to do that. So that's number one. If you're asking those questions, you're probably one of those people. Blessing others is pretty easy. When you get in a very positive energetic state, let's say you just start on the train or you're on somewhere where a lot of people are around you at a party or something, just out in public, walking. And you just catch the wave. You're like, oh shit, I feel great, I'm fucking God. This is the best. You just find a spiral that outward energetically and you can even look at people.

Don't be creepy about it, you're weirdo. But just kind of like, you know, you can do a little finger flutter or your little thing in your mind and just bless people. You're gonna have an amazing day. You're not gonna know why. You're just gonna, something is gonna happen and it's gonna feel so fucking good. And just do that for as many people around. You can expand your energy outward and do that. That's how you bless people. But again, you wanna start with yourself because if you don't have the capacity to do this for yourself, innately, you might kind of question this at various times. And if you're doing this type of work, like extending energy outwards and you don't have kind of that faith or confidence or security in what you're doing, you can take on people's energy by accident.

So you'll see this with a lot of healers, not even just in a metaphysical sense, but people who are like nurses or doctors or therapists. Like they're very good at what they do, but they'll take on, you know, people's leaking energy and it's like, oh shit. Then they'll just burn out and all of these things and it's like, oh boy, oh boy, oh boy, oh boy. All right. All right, let's go to number two. Then I'll get this technique. I really will. It was like the endless tees. Okay, I recently tried to apply the system for lack of a better word. You discuss and had some curious results. It's fair to say that I am an adherent.

It's a tough, I am an adherent to the idea that consciousness precedes our material world. In fact, it's the substrate for reality. So it's not the concept that I have trouble with, but I'm thinking that perhaps I'm bringing some personal hang ups to the table that are frustrating my attempts at imagining. All right, let me just, this is a first paragraph. There's four, three more. When you say that it's not the concept that I have trouble with, it's almost always the concept they have in trouble with because if you really, really believe that consciousness precedes our material world, like for real, like you have to like fully believe, you can believe that like 99.9%, that's not 100%.

Then none of this would have any trouble for you because you would just be like, okay, I accept this fully. Now the next thought I'm gonna have is that anything related to consciousness is effortless for me. And that would be, you would be open enough and receptive enough to change it. And I'm not shaming anyone. I mean, like the purpose of kind of testing this and expanding our awareness of this, that's the whole fucking point. It's incredibly satisfying and fulfilling as we test our boundaries and kind of allow our minds to accept the full concept of consciousness preceding materiality. But if you say it's not the concept you have trouble with, just look at when you say that, it's really like, I am definitely not having trouble with this.

Just look at it, okay. Without going into specifics very shortly upon waking up, the morning after trying the technique, I've gotten strong indications, very solid information, actually, that strongly suggests that I've imagined is not going to happen. This has happened twice. The timing and the clarity of the message is such that it's almost like I've imagined the very opposite thing happening than what I intended. I had to laugh the second time this happened and the information was pretty damn definitive. Almost like a higher power saying, nice try, bucco, but no dice. Doesn't completely rule out the possibility that what I've imagined may occur in some highly improbable roundabout way that I can't even really fathom at the moment, but it makes it very unlikely.

What do you think the issue is here? Am I somehow self-sabotaging, maybe my subconscious? Or maybe being presented with an important lesson, I'm not grasping. What do you think? I'm not dissuaded that the technique is effective, but I'm also a little flummox. Thanks. All righty. I've spoken about this before. Here's what happens when you imagine something big for yourself. You're gonna test yourself on that shit. And even if you don't perceive it as a test, this is what happens when you imagine some new life for yourself, some new way of being, just some new thing, a big thing. Your life is going to crumble.

Everything around you may start to go fucking haywire because guess what's happening? Remember that 10 of swords I spoke about in the beginning? That's what's happening. And that's what's happening to everyone right now is we move into 2020. This is why this is a great question. Yeah, shit looks objectively like it's going wrong. Shit objectively looks like it's chaotic, but that is the portal in which we move through into which our new life emerges, or we jump onto the new timeline, or we move into a different dimension. However you wanna put it, okay? Whatever the narrative choice you wanna use, that's the portal.

But if we react to it, then we are going to interfere and impede the process and delay it. We're not gonna fucking end it unless we choose to, but we're gonna delay the process pretty significantly. So what people react to, unfortunately, and not unfortunately, it's the process for them learning, is when something comes out, you imagine something and the exact opposite happens, if that's a test, you're gonna react to it or not. If you react to it, you're gonna delay it, all right. And so now I'm gonna get into this technique, just because it's a good point. There's one more question I'll get to that afterwards.

All right, so here's the technique. So I've given you the imaginal techniques. If you don't know what I'm talking about, go to the imaginal techniques, number one, it's starting around mid-July, go from there, there's the techniques. This one's different. It's a combo of something I learned in Tufti the priestess from her and something I kind of extended out into it. And I've used it and holy shit, it's pretty nuts. If you're ready to kind of really pop out of your body and just see this world as a dream in like a very present way, this is the technique for you. Do not use this lightly. I don't wanna make it seem like it's a big fucking deal, but it's just effective.

And so it just like be aware of what you're doing, really embed those positive feelings into every state you're trying to do, or experience or relationship or whatever, because this shit works. All right, here's the technique. So here's the concept. This world is a mirror, okay? Think about an actual mirror. You look at a mirror, you see your reflection, it's very easy to understand, it refracts light, right? And then your reflection is given back to you in the mirror. We have no trouble understanding it when we move out of the frame of the mirror, there's nothing there, it's reflecting back the other stuff, we're not in it, right?

Super fucking easy. This world is also a mirror. And I've mentioned this a little bit, but I'm gonna give you a very specific technique related to this. So there's no boundary to this mirror in this world, right? I mean, there is a boundary, it's not going to sleep, but just for all intents and purposes, what we visually see and perceive with our senses, there's no boundary, okay? So do I just think okay, like Mr. Mackie, Jesus Christ. So I think I noticed I was doing that during reading still, I'm gonna try to not do that. So basically this mirror has no boundary either, but it also refracts something back to us.

And what refracts back to us is our consciousness. So you can think of our consciousness as liquid light. It's this kind of malleable flowy golden light that we can make things with and think of this world as crystallized liquid light. It's tangible. We have visual sensory detail. But this mirror of our consciousness that refracts back this crystal light or this liquid light that then crystallizes, there's also a time delay. And so this is exactly what was going on in the beginning, this prior question is, if we imagine something and then something happens in between that makes it look like this isn't going to happen or our world is crumbling or something else or an aspect of ourselves is dying and it feels terrifying.

If we react to that, we kind of interpose and interject ourselves into this mirror. It's like putting something in front of a mirror after you've moved away. And weirdly, since time is a construct and it's, we sometimes experience it linearly, that can come before the original thing we imagined and it has to do with the intensity of what's going on. And so it is related to your subconscious. It is related to your beliefs, but I have a very effective technique that kind of uses these principles and it's fucking mind blowing. Okay, here's the technique. In your mind's eye, in your imagination, you are going to imagine yourself in front of a mirror, okay?

And in this, I just said, okay, again, in this mirror, you're going to give yourself any quality thing that you want. You're just going to give it to yourself. Lovingly is what I recommend. Let's use the example of a relationship. Let's say you want someone who is unconditionally loving, attractive, funny, cool, just anything you want. Even a great cook, that's totally allowed. Give yourself those qualities in the mirror. Just give them to yourself. Just give, just give, just give, anything you would want from another, give to yourself. States of consciousness is what I recommend, fearlessness, balance, you know, any skill or talent or belief that you would want, continue to give it to yourself in this mirror.

So what eventually happens is, is you accept and embody these qualities. And as you do in this world, situations, experiences, people, all this stuff filters into your life, basically reshuffles itself, and these things are delivered to you, basically to your doorstep to validate that this is what's going on. It's pretty insane. It's actually one of the craziest things I've ever seen in terms of the time, like the Sabbath period, Neville Goddard talks about, is really reduced. It's kind of weird. And I have an explanation for why that is. So, what's going on here is, we have this base level reality.

I've spoken about Noah's ark before. Think of this level reality here as, I've used it as, you know, physical reality, understanding, then psychological, then spiritual. I'm gonna use a different three layer concept for Noah's ark. And this is the beauty, you can do this shit, it's amazing. This world is the physical. Our imaginal world is that middle ark, and the top world is this mirror world. And let me explain why that is. When we create an imaginal version of ourselves, that's a higher dimensional reality than this world. When we then created a mirror world version of ourselves, from the imagined version, that's a higher dimensional reality than that one.

For some reason, because there's two degrees of separation from our physical selves, it seems to be easier for us to accept these gifts, these qualities, these things, that we're giving to ourselves in the mirror. I don't know why that is. It just, it seems to be something related to the distance of who we think we are here. So it's easier for us to be like, sure, I'm in a mirror, I'll take it, whatever. So what's really fucking trippy about this is that version, as we accept the gifts in the mirror world, it cascades down to the imaginal version of us, which then cascades down to the physical version of us, us here, where you're listening to this, and it just flows into our life.

Sometimes, I'll give an example with money. If I look at my bank account, and there's only like 200 bucks, and then I say, I'm rich, I have $20,000 in my bank account. The feedback from my sense is, and likely to feed into my subconscious until I know how to control my mind and heart, you know, it's gonna be like, no, you're not, you're fucking dangest, looking for any of your face, you're delusional. So that's like barrier number one. Now, if we go into our imagination, which is significantly more effective, especially if you'd like, you know, listen to this and understand it and experiment with it, it's still more effective, but when I open my eyes, if it doesn't happen, or something funnels in that says it's the exact opposite, and only some improbable way could it happen, that can flummox us, right?

It can make us a little like, what's going on? However, when we give it to ourselves in the mirror world, it's just like, all right, whatever. This is not an issue. It's like not even close to a real version of me. I guess I'll just fucking take it 'cause some guy told me to, or it sounds like an interesting thing to do. But we accept it nonetheless, and since it's a higher dimensional reality than this one by a magnitude of two, it just, it happens pretty quickly. So use that technique. It's the mirror technique. It's something I gave every single person in these readings 'cause I had just discovered it.

Wasn't hiding it, so I'm giving it now, but it's just fucking effective. Let's talk about this third question then. If you have any questions, know@syncpodcast.com, by the way. That's where they are, okay. Number three question. You know those physical changes? We can see in our bodies during Ascension downloads. Do you do with these changes that are visible only to us? Or do you think that they're apparent to other people as well? I have a kind of, they're apparent to other people. I mean, this is really your body. Your perception of your body is what other people see, right? So when you feel bad about your body, when you judge your body, it's not like people are gonna just immediately pick up on it, but you are kind of putting that out in the world.

As your body really begins to change and you click into who you are, you'll accept it, you'll stabilize it, and then, yeah, that's what other people say. They'll say things like, "Wow, you look really good. "It's having me the other day." I've never been an abundantly stylish person. Yesterday or two days ago, I was in the city and a few multiple people, friends, and other people were like, "You look like a movie star." I'm like, "What?" I was like, "What? "This is the regular shit I wear." But then I caught a glance at myself in the mirror. I'm like, "Oh my God, I do look good. "Fuck yeah, this is great."

So yeah, other people can see it. Cool. And people don't know what I'm talking about. As you kind of step into the best version of yourself, you kind of get your best body. There's no judgment on what that should look like. There's no weight criteria or attractiveness. Well, it is attractiveness. You should be incredibly attractive, no matter what you look like. But there's no like, it's just your best body. That's all, it's a good sign. All right, all right, all right, all right. Tweets, are we doing this? Oh boy, there's a lot. Okay, righteousness, let's talk about righteousness. That's a word that has such a negative connotation right now.

When we talk about righteousness, like that guy's a righteous prick. But here's what righteousness is. It's just the consciousness of already being what you want to be. That's being righteous, righteous, that's not sinning. Sinning is just missing your mark. Nothing more than that, not a value judgment. You just missed your mark, correct your aim. Hit your target, bullseye, righteous, boom, that's righteousness. Would you believe me if I told you the point of being alive is to love and have fun? If you do, then you get it. If not, keep working. Have you realized you can always trust yourself because you're amazing yet?

Because that's the truth. When you get that who you really are, when this fucking shit clicks in for you, for real and you get it and you go, "I am, oh my God, I get it." And you get it, get it. And you realize you're fucking amazing and you're everything. And anything you believe great about anyone else or anything is actually you or any God. That's you. You can trust yourself forever. So just let it go. It's not freaking out. You got this shit. Some of us have taken on being the sacrificial lamb so others can transmute their suffering through us. Okay, what I mean by that is if you're familiar with the Buddhist practice of Tonglen, it's where you take in other people's suffering and you transmute it kind of in the through this black cloud, you take it into your heart and push it out this black cloud of like your mouth and your head.

Think of taking on some people's suffering is sometimes you look like the bad guy. Sometimes you look like the person who's doing the wrong thing. Sometimes you look like someone who's just not doing what's right, but you know it's right. And that's called being the sacrificial lamb. You have to be real careful if you're in one of these positions that you're not just justifying negative behavior, but sometimes that happens. And if you can be aware of that and still do it, good for you. That's an advanced level of shit. All right, don't forget you love what you become, okay? That's pretty easy. You become your ideal by falling in love with it.

That's it. But what you condemn, you also become. And that's not great because you have a tendency to judge and condemn shit and you usually don't want to become that stuff. So be real careful about that. Okay, have you realized you're immortal yet, right? We've descended from God's state into individuated states. We ascend back to that, which means there's an immortal and this fiery serpent version of us, right? It's immortal. So it's all good. We came to the world of death to experience this because we're awesome, we're cool, we're badass. We're like, yo, that ride seems crazy. Let's fucking do it.

Let's fucking do it. And they're like, yo, yo, wait, wait. You're gonna have to go through like death and see all these people die and you're gonna get attached to it and you're not even gonna remember your God. And we're like, yeah, we'll give a shit, man. We'll fucking do it 'cause I'm fucking cool and I'll learn stuff. I'm like, all right, well, I'm like gonna do it and they fucking stay somewhere else. I don't know who they are. I don't know, some aspect of God that does not come here, but we're like, no, I'm fucking doing it. So you're immortal, that's cool. Persist in your assumptions and then rejoice as they unfold.

That's it, simple. Accept life is good and then watch what happens. If you assume life is good, guess what it is? If you assume life is bad, guess what it is. All right, we flicker in and out of this world. We don't perceive it very often, but this is what we're doing, our consciousness. It's flickering in, flickering out, flickering out. It's very quick. It feels like the stable kind of cohesive identity we have, but sometimes we interrupt it. Psychedelics, meditation, all this other stuff. And what we're really doing is when you flicker in and out, you can flicker to these ascended states of consciousness, flicker back in, bring it down into this world, and you're going up and down the ladder of ascension.

I'm gonna talk about this in an episode because I realized even some of my very tuned in, people were into this shit and get it and they're not weird about getting it and representing it in cool, easy ways. This ascension thing still trips them up, going up to unity consciousness and then coming back down all the dimensional stuff because we think collectively we shift into 5D and 60, but we can do it individually whenever we want. That's what's so cool. So I'll talk a little bit about the ladder of ascension another time. All right, you're always doing this shit, so you might as well enjoy it, right?

You're literally always doing the imaginal technique. You're always doing the mirror technique. So these tools help us learn that, but just enjoy it, that's the whole fucking point. Again, if I've incarnated for one reason, it's to remind you that this shit is super fucking fun. That's the whole point. Okay, I promise you, you'll get that. Have you realized your Hanuman yet? That's a fun one. Don't take anyone's word for anything, even if it's the truth, okay? You need to test it and prove it through your own direct experience because when you do that, you'll reveal an unshakeable foundation and that's what you need because if you don't show yourself that it's you, you're always gonna be serving up some aspect of you that can be destroyed by anything theoretically.

So you wanna show yourself that it's you. So I'm fucking, I love myself. I'm great. I talk about amazing shit that I've experienced directly and people hear it and it's resonant with them, but you gotta take the shit I say and test it or you're selling yourself short. Same thing for everyone. Like every single person you hear something from, it's just an aspect of you. So you can be happy that you seem like they've, if they've seemed like they've realized something, but you gotta test this shit, okay? I just said I'm okay again with the fuck. It's a Mr. Mackie episode. Have you realized you're always loved and protected yet?

Because when you do, shit gets a lot easier for real. And the process here is that you'll learn your unconditional love quite literally and as you learn that you'll be able to share it and that's the whole kind of game. That's the Ouroboros of unconditional love, right? It's this loop of, oh, I am this, I can share it. I am this, I can share it. And how do you share it? You just beam it out. It's not that hard. Just beam it the fuck out of your body. It's so easy. I already did that one. Silence, oh man. I have a friend, she's been getting me into these tuning forks. Man, they're cool. And just the silence has been turned up which means you can tune into it.

And silence sometimes is noisy. Do you know what I mean by that? Happens, I went to this cool event of some friends we're showing in, it was in Queens and there was this train overhead and we were doing these meditations, literally trains going above the top and we're doing the silence meditation and this train comes. It was awesome. You could still hear the sound of the bowl, the singing bowl right still through the train. It was pretty amazing. Trains are cool, by the way. Okay, wow, I ran through those way faster than I thought I would. That's pretty amazing. Do I have anything else I wanted to talk about?

I don't know. Happy New Year's guys. I don't know, I won't have an episode up. So the next one will be a guest and it'll be in the new year and it's gonna be fun. Lots of big changes and things are coming. I am LA bound. It's gonna be great. There's lots of fun stuff going on. Check and see what's going on. In-person readings are also taking place at the healing house. That's a thing, check it out. That's it? I think that's it. I think I fucking nailed it. Oh, no, Mercury, you gotta talk about one thing. Mercury just moved into Capricorn too. This is the time. It's all happening. Shit is getting weird.

Your fears are going to come up in 2020. Do not be afraid. The proper method for dealing with fears is to move towards them confidently, move through them, get the boons that are on the other side. There's gonna be a lot of healing of the divine masculine this year, a lot of the unconscious divine masculine. So if you're someone who knows how to hold space, this is gonna be for men and women, both. They're not, it's not a gender thing. And you're, you dealt with your shit. Just when people are freaking out around you, hold space for them, bless them. Imagine the best versions of them. Imagine them calm and getting it because this is what, this is this purge.

And Mercury here is here now, that's Hermes, that gives us the capacity to understand both conceptually and intellectually and felt what's going on. And there's a lot of stuff. It's gonna be a lot of bloodline clearing, ancestral stuff. So just, just, it's gonna be fun. 2020 is gonna be really fun. If you're listening to this podcast, you're probably gonna have an amazing 2020, but it doesn't mean it's not gonna be turbulent at times. And you just wanna be chill and cool and click into your best reality and make it easy for yourself. Make it effortless, right? Play, that's the fucking word to tap into, especially for 2020 'cause it could be chaotic.

Play, play, play, 2021, 2022, 2023, fucking amazing. Also, the dolphins, anyone see the dolphins who are in the Patriots' day today? That was amazing. Yeah, Patre's trying to get that first round by. Nope, didn't happen, didn't happen. Fins up, baby. Fucking Brian Flores, I love you. I'll be at games next year. (sighs) Things are good, that's it. Just hunker down, it's all good guys. Listen, know that I'm sending out so much good vibes and positive energy, I'm spinning it out at all times. You're gonna be fine, it's all good. That's my catchphrase. That's the catchphrase for 2020. It's all good, for real.

Everything is to your advantage. Okay, hoo, hoo, la, la. I think we're done, that's it. I will see you in a few days with a guest. Till then, have a good match. (upbeat music) ♪ Come down, down, down, baby ♪ ♪ I will be perfect ♪ ♪ Down, down, baby, we go ♪ ♪ We're up and then going down, down ♪ ♪ Baby, we know, we go, baby ♪ ♪ And down, down, baby, no ♪ ♪ When you're out, when you're out ♪ ♪ And I'm damn confused ♪ ♪ 'Cause you were ♪ ♪ You were all learning ♪ ♪ All the tools to see ♪ ♪ You were learning me ♪

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