Ep. 58 - Global Clairvoyant, Jessica Reid

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Welcome to episode 58 of Synchronicity. My guest today is Jessica Reed, and I will get to Jessica in just a second. You guys know the drill, if you've listened before. If you don't, I talk about other stuff before I talk about the guests. So that's what I'm gonna do now. Let's talk about this Facebook group, Synchronicity, Facebook group. Oh my God, guys, they were right around 200 people. People are meeting each other, talking to each other, connecting, it's really cool. I think this will continue to evolve, and I'm happy to see that it doesn't, it's not requiring really too much hands-on guidance from me, which is a good thing, 'cause I don't know how much hands-on guidance I would actually be able to provide, but everyone seems to be getting along.

It's cool place. If you don't know what I'm talking about, this podcast has a synchronicity. Has a synchronicity group, closed group on Facebook. It's community. Find it on the website, synchpodcast.com. It's a menu item. Find me on Facebook, add me. I'll add you to the group. It's going pretty well. I think it's gonna be a cool thing, excited to see what can manifest in that space. Also as a reminder, there's an email community. Email community is approaching 1,000 people. I'm really happy about that, because it's consistently the place where I have the most two-way communication with people. So people write back after I send out an email every week, and I've had some really good conversations.

People have relayed dreams they've had, certain transcendent experiences. Or sometimes we just shoot the shit about football. Caleb knows what I'm talking about. So yeah, there's two places. Again, you can join that via synchpodcast.com. There is a pop-up. Sorry if you don't like pop-ups, what you gonna do? Ugh, I didn't mean to be so aggressive with that. As a digital marketer, I have a love-hate relationship with pop-ups, because A, they work. B, if they're targeted, it actually provides value for people, so it's not really a bad thing. And then as a consumer though, it's like, ugh, pop-ups. So I get it, but double-edged sword, right?

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So it'd be like a live thing where you can ask questions, you can sign on and, you know, I think it'll be cool. So, but any other ideas, like I listen to a lot of stuff, I read a lot of stuff, I watch a lot of stuff, so I always have ideas that come up with my own, but I really think the power of podcasts, what's being shown to me time and time again, is that they are, it's a two-way communication channel. You can talk to me, I can talk to you. It's not like me saying, I am this guy, I have all this information, listen to me. No, like this is really a symbiotic thing in every sense of the word.

Okey dokey onto Jessica, Jessica read. Jessica is a global clairvoyant, right? So now, listen to how we got connected. Jessica reached out to me on Facebook, I think she had heard the podcast, or someone tuned her into it. And she's like, hey, this is who I am. I'm a global clairvoyant, I, these are some of the, this is a little bit of my bio, what do you think? So here's what happens to me whenever someone says, I am a global clairvoyant, or I'm a medium, or I have these skills, and this is who I am. I have a little sensor that goes off in my brain that says, is this bullshit, or is this not bullshit?

Immediately, I typically lean towards bullshit, almost all the time. I think it's a healthy thing to do, not judgy bullshit, but just like, I gotta check this out. I am skeptical to a point. So I went through her website, I got a feel for her, on Facebook, I saw what she was up to, I saw what she was going on, and I would be lying if I said there was any specific piece of content that said, oh, okay, well, this makes it for real. It was more of a general impression that I use. I call it scanning someone, someone's being, to see if they are, where they're coming from, and what their intention is.

I got a really good vibe from Jessica, so we set up the podcast, and I thought this would be an amazing opportunity to a, talk to someone who has various skills, or gifts, clear sentience, the ability to feel other people's feelings, clear buoyants, being able to see things, precognition, being able to predict future events. These are all things that, whether you choose to believe in them or not, that they actually exist, are well-documented for thousands of years, right? So if you were in India, you know, 5,000 years ago, and you saw someone with some of these abilities, psychic abilities, you would probably call them cities, which are basically, they're essentially spiritual powers.

And you can hear about this today, 50 years ago, 100 years ago, 1,000 years ago, this is documented throughout history. Now, if you're very skeptical, and you don't believe anything until you see it, it might take you a little longer to accept that these things are going on. So what I thought would be nice in this podcast, and you'll hear it, Jessica is like, I mean, this goes without saying, you'll hear it in the episode, an incredibly lovely eloquent and inspiring person. I think you'll hear in this episode what I felt and experienced during the episode, which was, this is someone who clearly has some abilities, is able to vocalize and kind of translate what this is like for her, and then has also built a business, and her kind of life around the concept of helping other people.

She's using these skills to help other people, right? And so we go into all of these things. I asked her, I played devil's advocate. I say, what do you say to people who think this is bullshit? You know, I say, what is this actually like as you're going through these processes? We talk about it, and I will fess up. I would never call myself a clairvoyant or claircentian, maybe claircentian. I don't refer to myself as someone with any special gifts or anything, but I would be lying if I didn't say, I definitely have experienced many of the things Jessica has spoken about. I've not spoken directly with people who have died or aren't in a body, or I have, but not normally.

It's not something I can turn on or turn off. So this was as much me, you know, asking her about what it was like for her, is me trying to find some context or template that, you know, put my experiences into something that I could understand there. So I also want to talk about cities just a little bit, so these spiritual powers. This is a question that, you know, a lot of people get interested in. See someone bending a spoon with their mind, or supposedly walking through walls, or being able to read people's thoughts, and a lot of things jump through people's heads. It's like the X-Men, you know, mutant powers.

What would your mutant power be if you're a superhero? What would your power be? And how would you utilize these skills or gifts? And my general approach with all of this stuff is, A, city and gifts and things like this, they're very likely to be distractions for everyone. You can get caught up in that they're so otherworldly, or it's seemingly such a great power, that that will actually trip you up on a path towards understanding what the nature of reality is actually about whatever that is. Jessica obviously is using them in service, helping other people. I think that's probably one of the only ways that you would want to cultivate these types of powers.

I mean, you know, we can look down the line, you know, a thousand years assuming humans are still here, and we haven't destroyed the plant, or ourselves. You know, I wouldn't be surprised if this stuff kind of evolves and manifests over time, over generations. I mean, I know some younger people, a lot of younger people I know, they just seem to be more in tune with whatever the fuck is going on in the world. Like, it's a weird. So I feel like this stuff is slowly emerging, and Jessica and people like Jessica, I imagine we'll continue to increase in terms of people who not only have these experiences, 'cause I think a lot of us do, but are also able to kind of understand and use them in service of something.

So, you know, the general gist with cities or spiritual powers, you know, psychic, clairvoyance, claircentience, you know, astral projecting, remote viewing, all of these things is like, yes, they're cool. And they exist, right? I'm fundamentally in the camp, the camp. I'm fundamentally in the camp where I believe these things are real, they exist, people are utilizing these both for quote unquote, positive and negative reasons. The CIA for a long time had a really vested interest in remote viewing, which is essentially the concept where you can look and view places where you are not locally. So, you can, you know, project your mind's eye to some place that physically or actually exists and then look at that.

Russia, obviously, you know, they had a big paranormal, parapsyops operation. So, these things have investigated for many different levels and chains. Ultimately, I think I fall into the camp where this is primarily a distraction. However, if you do experience and have these things, if you can use them to help other people and yourself in a truly beneficial way, go for it. There's nothing wrong with that. So, this conversation, I mean, like I said, Jessica, you will hear very early on. She has a very charming New Zealand accent, but you can, you, I think you'll be able to hear and experience kind of what she's bringing to the table as a person.

You can check her out at JessicaRead on, wait, I don't wanna fuck this up, Jessica, JessicaReadOnline.com, and that's a read, R-E-I-D. And I'll have links to all of this stuff on the podcast page on the actual podcast. But I think you're gonna enjoy this episode. I really do. I invite you to learn more about Jessica. If anything in this episode piques your interest, shoot me an email. Again, no @syncpodcast.com. Let's chat about it. I have some cool people coming up on the podcast. I'm gonna say this before. Usually I say this at the end. If you don't listen all the way through, you might not know this.

I have some really cool people coming up. Had another amazing conversation with J. Winegarten. I'm interviewing a Donald Trump voter today. I am talking to Bard Azima, who has a wonderful website called empathyrising.com. He wrote an amazing article on the election and kind of how we heal some things going on. I have Vic Burger coming back soon. I have other people I'm not even gonna mention in the future and near future. So we got some cool stuff going with synchronicity. Thank you so much for listening. It is now beginning to impact my life and I think the lives of others being able to do this podcast in such a positive way that I really couldn't have foreseen.

I obviously, like everyone else, when you launch a project, you have expectations, you have ideas or goals, but this is far surpassed. We're doing this for a year, all of those for me. So I really appreciate you tuning in. Rate and review, iTunes, synchronicity, if you like. Donate if you want, thank you, Patrick, the coolest person ever who donates every month. You're super cool, but without further ado, I don't wanna take up any more of your precious, precious time, which may or may not be an illusion, but here is, without further ado, Jessica Reed. (upbeat music)

Thank you for coming on. I'm really excited to have this conversation because I think you're the first person I've had on who has some of the gifts that you have and I am fascinated individually about a lot of these things. I've known people who are clairvoyant, claircentient, and I've experienced people who are mediums who I genuinely believe had that skill and it's not like some type of ruse. So I'm really, I'm grateful and honored to have this opportunity to speak to you and also to find out a little bit about you and your life and kind of how this all fits together with what you're doing now.

So really, thank you for coming on.

Yeah. Oh, thank you, nothing key, I'm so excited.

Cool, so all right. First off, let's see, how would you describe kind of what you do and some of the gifts that you have?

So I would describe it in a way where ever since I was a toddler or ever since I could speak, I guess. My parents have been aware that I could see people, speak to people, communicate or receive messages from people that weren't here in the physical realm that were no longer in the physical realm. And just being very aware of my spiritual guides and very sensitive to energies, like very empathic and very, you just very sensitive to other people and environments and things like that. So I would put it down to, you know, clay points, which is the singing and singing through the third eye and the clear, close sentient is a big thing, is the knowing, like the clear knowing.

And then I guess like psychic gifts in terms of seeing things coming before they actually manifest or seeing what direction things are heading in. And of course, the medium ship as well, that's been really present, especially over the last year. 'Cause it kind of all happened when I was really young and really kind of just opened to it. And then throughout schooling, I think it just kind of all got shut down because like I shut it down because it was like, well, not on houses doing this.

Yeah, I get it, I definitely get it.

Yeah, well, this isn't quite normal, I don't quite understand why, you know, I see these things arrive, I feel these things. So I just want to be a normal kid and have fun with the rest of them, you know?

Right, right.

Yeah, so like I 18, I moved to, well, I lived school when I was 16 because I just knew that, like, I know a lot of young people will say, like, the school's just not for me. But, okay, I just kind of had this and sort of like knowing ever since I was like six years old that what I was going to do was going to be something really quite different to what a lot of people do in that it wasn't like a kind of mainstream thing that you would learn at university.

Great, right.

So I kind of like just had this really strong feeling at school that I need to move on with life experience as opposed to, you know, like school and study and everything like that.

Sure, sure.

Because I just had felt this draw to like get moving with my life. And so yeah, I moved to, I started, you know, just working and things like that, I moved to Australia at 18 and set up the whole like socially, you know, acceptable or achievement kind of lifestyle in terms of, you know, like a relationship, a house, a dog, nice cars, a good job and all that kind of stuff. And then just realized like once it was all set up that I wasn't actually happy that I just set up what I was supposed to set up. And I was kind of just like, this isn't really point, the point in my life, you know, it wasn't like, this can be it.

And so I had this like one experience, one like where I literally flashed back to a past life where I had a tech and it kind of just almost like opened up some type of portal or some type of like activation, some type of re-emergence back into my awareness, my since Tilly's, my gifts, my empathy, like everything just kind of got like, it's just like a door brew wide open overnight. And then all of a sudden, I thought I had like chronic anxiety because I was so overwhelmed from that point on because.

And how old were you?

I was maybe 1920.

Gotcha.

And so yeah, for like a good two years at least, I thought I just had like really bad anxiety because I was consistently overwhelmed, consistently having all these symptoms, consistently picking up on like, couldn't stand being around other people, like there's just all this energy and all this information going on that I couldn't process because I didn't know what to do with it.

Right.

And my mind was just going like, what has happened too many times I think. And the only thing that helped, 'cause I went to doctors and things like that, nothing helped and I couldn't put, I couldn't allow myself to take like anti-depressants and then do it.

Yeah, sure, sure, sure.

Something was just like holding me back from ever going there and I seemed like the cancer.

Of course.

And so the more they're delved into like, meditation and spiritual consciousness and just so reading books from really kind of like spiritual leaders and things like that, that was the only thing that bring me some type of sense of, this is the right way to approach it or this is bringing me peace or this is helping me to understand what's going on. And so when I worked with a few clairvoyants and things like that, I learned gradually as I went along how to tap into my gifts, how to become a healer, how to do the mediumship, how to bring the messages through, how to know what energies I was working with, how to work with my guides, like everything all kind of just came back into place slowly but surely.

And then I just decided that I was going to leave my whole setup, my whole life. I left my job, I left my panel, I left Australia to rehome the dog, I left everything and came back to New Zealand and basically just decided like, I'm gonna actually start this business that I've been singing since I was like six years old. Then you had the business, but I don't know what it would be. And then I kind of just realized like this is my gift, this is my passion, this is where I can help people and this is my business that I've been seeing all my life. And so I started it and that kind of just all the anxiety dropped away.

It's like I had two years of chronic anxiety and then all of a sudden it just went because everything came into place.

It's funny how something that you're describing as anxiety kind of was the impetus or the movement to get you to do something that it seemed like you've always known you were gonna do. There's so much to unpack in just that little bit. I mean, I'd like to, I mean, there's a lot of awesome stuff there. And I think it's amazing when anyone can find, get in touch with what they're really wanting to do. I think it's even more amazing when that thing is actually helping other people. I mean, ultimately I think that's what everyone is trying to do in some way, whether they realize it or not. But when it's fundamentally like, I also like you have been lucky enough to start and make a career out of kind of my desire to help people.

And it is, it's when you weave your business life and kind of internal pull together, it really is a special thing. And I want to get to all that. But I also, I'm just genuinely like fascinated and interested in what it was like kind of growing up and kind of learning, especially when you were young, but then going up and kind of having to suppress a little bit but then having to come back some of these skills. I mean, you know, to be clear, some of the things you're talking about to look at it through kind of like a Vedic cosmology would be described as cities, right? They're spiritual powers that can be cultivated throughout many, many different traditions throughout all of time.

Like these are spoken about. I personally don't have trouble believing in any of this stuff 'cause I've experienced these things myself. I know people who have some of these skills, but I also, and we can get this maybe a little later on, I want to kind of lay out the devil's advocate point of what someone who would maybe skeptical about something that they can empirically prove. So I'd love to get to that too. But first, let's start back. Like what were some of your earliest memories where you, like your parents were recognizing that you were communicating with something that wasn't there, right?

But what were your own personal memories of what kind of these experiences were like? Like clairvoyance or claircentience? Like what were the clues to you that something was not everyone was perceiving what you were?

So big thing was like the house that I grew up and was a really kind of like old characteristic house and it had like a lot of energies in there. And I later found out that the lady, the French lady who bought and not built the house, but first kind of had their house built for her and that she lived and she actually died in there as well. So I found out these things later on. But there was just so many energies in the house. And I always said to my parents, like, I can't sleep in that room. I can't stand being at the end of the lounge. I can't stand in this particular spot by the couch. I would like just notice different areas in the house, like specific areas where although I would walk past them or stand by them, I would go like cold or just kind of, something in me was just like, ooh, yeah, like something.

Something's there and it's not physically there, you know? Like just the intensity of the energy or the, you know, something and at that age obviously I didn't know what it was but I just would say to my parents, I don't like, it's cold there, it's a cold spot there. Like this area I have to run past every time I want to go past it. And at night, like I would lay in bed and literally just feel the presence of like these energies or what I thought were just people in my room. And I'd literally hide myself, like I'd pull my sheets up just kind of up around my face, just enough so I could still breathe.

But I'll pull them right up and I'll just lay there and just roar, be as silent as still as I could. I wouldn't breathe too heavy or too loud to make too much noise or movement and I would literally just sit there. Like, you know how you kind of shrug your shoulders? Like all your tints, your shoulders?

Yeah, yeah.

I'll just lay there. And I now have like these huge trap muscles because I built up so much tension in my traps and my shoulders when I was little.

So you can start a workout routine for being frightened and scared, that's funny.

Yeah, and like I would just lay there and my mom would be going, you know, what is this, is it a booking monster? Is it, like I would go through this kind of, I'd try to relate it to movies or cartoons and things like that 'cause I was only really little. And I'd be like, why are the people in my room? Are they here to bliggle me or like, what is like, I'd always just like run to my parents' room every night and just be like, can I stay with you? And I'd be like, no, you know, you needed to sleep on your own.

Right.

But I would literally just feel like these presences in my room every night and just be so stressed and so scared. And then as soon as I fall asleep, obviously it'll be okay. And like my mom would take me to the chiropractor and my chiropractor would say like, your child has mistress on her shoulders of like a 30-year-old, if this is not normal. And my mom would be like, I have no idea why. Like she's, you know, she's like a five-year-old. She shouldn't have any stress at all. You know, there's no stress at home or anything like that. So I think I was a little bit of a mystery to a lot of people as to what was going on with me.

Yeah, totally. - And I would talk, because we're back down to a school. And I'd talk about all these energies. And I remember seeing them. I remember seeing like this tall lady in like almost like a cloak, like a teaching cloak, like a really old-style teaching kind of cloak thing. And I'd see like little kids, I saw a baby one time, like always going up and down my driveway.

And like you're physically seeing this with your eyes or it is kind of like a third eye. Okay, you're physically seeing this, I gotcha.

Yeah. And then when I'd concentrate on it too much, it would almost like kind of disappear.

Totally.

So I'd see them and then think, what? And then I found out later on that, because we're back down to the school, our driveway used to be the alleyway. You know, like the walkway to the school.

Sure, sure, sure.

So later on, I worked out. That's why I was used to two people happening in the alleyway. I mean, I'm down the driveway.

Right.

Because the east school alleyway. And so my mum was quite aware of, you know, intuitive gifts and people that have these kind of experiences and things like that. And she wanted to learn more, so she could understand me a bit more. So she took me to a clear point. And the clear point basically explained what I was seeing, who I was interacting with, why I was, you know, so sensitive, I guess, and what make I swear and that I would grow up to do this, basically.

Sure.

And so, yeah, I think my mum was like an angel in my life in terms of having someone that was interested in understanding me more and kind of, yeah, just down the--

You know, providing the conditions.

I was.

Yeah, absolutely. I'm fostering what, yeah, totally. That's awesome.

Yeah, 'cause I don't know what it would have been like if my parents were just like, you're imagining these things, you know, like, you know, that's not normal, shut it down, you know, like, that would have been horrible because it would have just felt horrible to have those experiences discounted, if you know what I mean?

No, yeah, the psychic pressure of having to suppress something like that, not by your own volition would not be something I would want to deal with, that's for sure, yeah, I get it.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, and it was just kind of like, different experiences like when I'd go to the symmetry with my dad to see his dad, you know, I'd go off and talk to all these people and my dad would be like, "Cheese, what are you doing?" Like, "What are you talking to?" I'd be like, "Oh, there's a man here "that's sitting on the fence, and my dad's gone."

So, you know.

What is the experience of speaking someone who is not in a physical body? Like, what is that like for you to actually, like, what's the process like?

It's almost like telepathic for me. Like, I don't experience it in a way where it's like I talk to them and hear them like, so you and I are talking to each other and hear each other right now. It's almost like thoughts get, it's the easiest way I could explain it would be, it's almost like a transfer of thoughts going back and forth and there being like a telepathic communication from a different realm. You know, it's like, in this physical world, we need to use like our voices in a speech to be able to communicate, but in this other realm that I would kind of, I guess, step into when I would communicate and see and interact with all these beings.

It's like stepping into a different realm where you just communicate through some type of other telepathy or like, yeah, there's no language for it, it's good.

I totally get it. I mean, let me see if I can liken it to a couple of experiences that I think people can relate to. One is, I've experienced, first of all, in, I don't tell a lot of people this 'cause it's not something I rely on or use quite often, but I definitely have some clairvoyants and certainly claircentians, you know, abilities myself. And I've used them in a variety of different ways and you realize that I think a lot of people, some who don't realize it, also have these skills, but they wouldn't know that and classify it, that's what it is. The two experiences that I would kind of give to kind of maybe get at when you're hearing something or communicating is one, if you've done psychedelics, I have had experience where I've ingested psychedelics with other people and you're basically mind-melting.

You guys are thinking the same thoughts, you're seeing the same things that aren't in physical reality, you're able to communicate just by a glance or psychically without, and like, this is a validated thing after the fact. The other experience that I think is probably more relatable to people is when you're dreaming. When you have a dream and you're communicating with people, it's not like you're actually moving your mouth and hearing, even if it may feel like that, there's often times you're actually just aware and there's that knowingness that's coming through the dream and I love dreams for a lot of reasons.

One, I think they're great kind of maps and symbols for understanding what's below the threshold of our normal consciousness, but I also love dreams because they're an allegory for what I, for real life, what we call real life, waking life. So I think there's a lot of parallels and language and kind of metaphor that we can pull from there to kind of describe what this process is like for someone like you and who does communicate with non-physical beings. So yeah, I mean, I get that, so let me always, I definitely want to play devil's advocate here because if I thought you were someone who, you know, if I thought you weren't telling the truth and this was some made up thing, I wouldn't do this, but because I can intuitively tell that this is something that really your life is about and you've been doing this and have these experiences, I like to ask the question, like, what would you say to someone who says this is nonsense, this is some psychological issue that is manifesting in some weird way, these aren't real things, like what's going on, like what's your response to something like that?

Laughing is, by the way, the perfect response to it, so let's start there. (laughing)

So, like, you know, you do get those people who want to question what you do or want to question it because it doesn't really sink into their own belief systems and you get a lot of religions that are kind of like, they think it's really like, you know, a bad thing that you don't know or it's kind of like, you know what I mean? It's like it's, it differs from different belief systems and so other people like to question what you do because it doesn't match up with or align with their system or their belief.

Right.

And so, one of the main things is that I never actually, when I have people that kind of question it, and that's not too often, but when I do, I kind of, I don't feel like it's my job to convince them, or not because it's kind of like, well, if you're happy in your belief system, then like, good for you, like, it's not my job to make my belief system or my experience, everyone else's belief system, everyone else's belief system.

Right, you're not a missionary to convert someone, right, right.

Yeah, no, like, everyone has their own way of going about life and their own beliefs, they support them, but if there's someone that, you know, is actually kind of, they don't quite get it, well, they don't quite believe in it, but they want to know, they want to know a bit more about it, or understand it a bit more. Like the main thing is within, it's kind of like the provision the pudding, if you know what I mean, like, when I do the readings, when people that I've never met before, they, you know, bookin' a reading, they show up, and then I start describing the father, the grandmother, the, you know, the last likely, the kind of past loved one to them, with like, specific details and personalities and things that they would, the only that person would know about them and what their relationship was like with them, all this kind of stuff, that's, that's where, like, I find the power is in terms of, like, I'm not out there to prove this to anyone, but when I, when I do have the readings, and I do bring these details forward and all this information and guidance and people kind of will just say, you know, like, there's no way you could've known it or it's exactly the description of, you know, my grandfather, whoever it is to them.

But it's kind of, or even if it's not a password, even if it's not a past loved one, even if it's just details about that person, their life journey and what's happened to them so far and what they're kind of learning and what their challenges are, what's kind of being created forward for them, you know, just all these details and things like that, but I couldn't possibly know.

Right.

Even if I stalk them all over face, like, you know, like, all these things, it's just like there's the kind of the evidence or the--

There's a resonance there, yeah. I mean, that's undeniable. It's what I refer to as direct experience. Like, it's something that, it's something that I think really helps cultivate this aspect of faith. When you have a direct experience, whatever someone tells you, you still have the experience. You have the memory. You know how it's continued to make you feel. So I know exactly what you're talking about. Okay, let me answer this. So what do you think, and I want to get to the medium stuff and some of the out of body and asshole stuff too, there's so much here. I'm really genuinely excited to have this conversation.

What do you think or do you have any inclinations as to what the mechanism is that, what's going on here, that you're able to transcend, seemingly the liminal boundary between life and death, physical and non-physical, everything we know and understand are at least can empirically prove. Although I will say a lot of this stuff, you're talking about a clairvoyance and claircentience, this does fit in with the most modern science that's coming out, non-local awareness, non-local consciousness. This is not like who we hear. This is actually stuff that's beginning to be validated. But in your experience and with your experiences, what do you think is actually going on?

How is this working? I know you mentioned, you started reading and studying with who are some of your influences or teachers. What's your basic cosmology of what is going on here? So I find, I guess for more of the logical one, or I guess the lifestyle of the brain that needs the evidence, that needs the kind of understanding of what's going on. I find quantum physics to be one of the best studies to really explain it in the sense that, we're not really in just this physical world, but everything around us is solid in the sense that, the world is a different place to many different people, almost every single person, the world is a different place.

It's almost like an illusion. And we're creating our realities. And so it's not really as real as we think it is, or as solid as we think it is, or as... That's right, yeah. You know, it's really kind of an illusion that we think it's the only reality. Yeah, neither are we. I'll interject that. Like neither are we. We're not as solid as we like to think we are. Yeah, yeah, exactly. And the way I explain it is, like this world that we are in is one dimension. This is in the sense that, you know, this is the physical dimension, but there are many, many, many, many other dimensions that exist that transcend a lot of our beliefs, or a lot of what we can even comprehend, non-physically based.

They're of a much higher vibration, higher consciousness. Anyway, even if you just look at the galaxies, the universe, you can tell, like, if we believe that this one world is the only thing that's going on, we have to be insane. Right. You know, like, when you look at the biggest spectrum of it and the galaxies and the, you know, how that, you know, like the black holes and everything like that, that just goes on infinitely, we must be insane to believe that this world is the only thing that exists.

Either insane or egotistical, so. (laughing)

Yeah, and so I think it's like, this is the physical dimension, the physical claim, that there are multi, you know, millions of other dimensions that are non-physically based. And each and every one of us, I feel like we are all multi-dimensional beings and that we can exist within this physical dimension. While also existing in or interacting with other dimensions at the same time. But for the most part, most of us only focus here in the physical dimension.

Right.

Because this is where our soul is meant to be. It's meant to be living this life experience in the physical dimension. And for most people, they're not meant to be distracted by or going off into other dimensions. They need to be here and grounded in this experience and really have this experience for what it is. But for myself and for many other people, it's, I explain it in where it's like, I can be in this physical dimension and live my life here in this physical way and this human way. But I can also at the same time, tap into other dimensions and communicate and be the bridge between the dimensions.

So whether it be with the bridge between a person here in the human form and bridging them to the higher dimension where the spiritual guides exist and communicating between the two or whether it be the dimension where the past loved ones exist and spirit and bridging the communication. It's really, and it's realizing that it's not like here and why over there, it's all existing.

Right.

You know, it's non-local, it's all existing in essence. So I can, yeah, I think some people get caught up with it because they're like, so you're hearing this, but you're also like light years away in other dimensions. You know, like, it's not over here and over there. It's really something that you can access from, internally within your consciousness, right here and now.

That's right.

If that makes sense.

It makes a tremendous amount of sense. I mean, it's, it's truthfully what mistakes throughout the age allude to and talk about explicitly that the here and now is really all that exists. Time is like akin to an optical illusion. It's like, you know, it's a temporal illusion. It's how we play out our experiences in this dimension. But when you, I mean, Einstein was confronted with these questions when he started realizing the relativity of time and space. So I mean, it makes a tremendous amount of sense. And I love that you also gravitate towards quantum physics. I am in no way an expert in quantum physics, but I've read, you know, plenty of books and understand the basic concepts of non-lucality and, you know, when dealing with things on a quantum level, you know, one one thousandth of an inch long, the world functions completely differently than it does big up here in like Newtonian space.

So it does make a lot of sense. And I love that you point out that it is this kind of multi-layered overlay rather than something over there. And I'm going back here. So I love, there's two, two. Okay, let's talk about, since you alluded to it with some of the spiritual guides, what is the experience like for you? And has it been kind of being a bridge with some of this mediumship stuff? Because I have a very interesting relationship with mediumship. Half of me think, first of all, there's an aspect of myself that's skeptical about everything. And then there's another aspect that I really use to parse and kind of scan things to be like, is this legit, is this not?

Or not even if it's not legit, is this something that is going to make sense to me where I'm at this time? That's really how I look at it. So, and I know that mediums, like I, there's one guy in particular who channels allegedly, I'll put that in there, but beings called the Hathors who are from the Fifth Dimension, Mated Light and Sound. And I've seen this guy, he's a sound healer. And he, regardless of whether you believe in sound healing or not or channeling, this guy has like an incredible vocal range. He's doing some amazing chanting with these crystal bowls. But I've had the direct experience where this is something that's going on.

And I brought my skeptical friend, whose birthday it was yesterday, hello, Zach. I brought him to one of these things. And he's not someone who's really overtly into this stuff. And he also experienced what I experienced. So, on one hand, but on the other hand, I also know there are a lot of people who are not genuine, who will latch on to something like mediumship or being a psychic or having clairvoyance and use it for their own purposes and gain. And we see people do that in India, the groove, the fake grooves and all of this stuff. So I point this out to A, highlight kind of my own perspective and B, for listeners who are like, well, I don't believe in mediumship.

I don't believe this is the thing. I want to kind of buffer that kind of reaction against it, which I know some people have and allow the space to exist for you to kind of explain what's going on and what it's like for you when you're getting in contact with via mediumship.

Yeah, and I totally agree. Like, I think it's really healthy to have like a healthy level of skepticism in terms of making sure that you're not just kind of like naive and just, you know, just going with whatever someone else says because they say they're, you know, a psychic medium, whatever, you know, do you have that healthy level of skepticism, but also with that level of skepticism and using more of the logical brain, you know, then you can utilize that to allow you to see the evidence and the facts and the kind of the proof and then know when you've connected with someone that's genuine, you know, 'cause there definitely are a lot of people out there that I think see it as a, I don't know, like an easy way for them to, I don't know whether it be that they're just, their intentions are to make money or to fool people.

I don't know what their intentions are, but I know, you know, I agree with you that they are out there and what does happen a lot of time, but I feel like if they don't have any genuine gifts or they don't have any genuine connection, it will become pretty damn obvious, you know, by the time that you realize everything that they just said or everything that they're claiming, anyone could say or anyone could claim that there's no specific details.

Let me point out some horrible fact that kind of pokes holes in that, and I agree with you fundamentally, but Donald Trump just got elected president here in the United States and Donald Trump, like I am not someone who's railing against them just because that seems to be the popular thing to do and everyone's angry and I don't think he's a great guy, but I also realized that by yelling at people and calling them names, you don't solve anything, but I mean, Donald Trump ran his campaign talking nonsense, you know, 90% of what he was saying was just fundamentally not true. Most of it was just made for, you know, to make a point or say something to galvanize like kind of a feeling or an energy, which was mostly rage.

I mean, I bring this up just to say that as much as I would love to believe, like I had to do this too, right? Like you hit me up and you're like, "Hey, you know, I'm interested this is who I am." I had to do the whole being discerning thing too and you know, being able to be, you know, look at something and say, "Well, this is someone who's genuinely," like I get a vibe from this person, even if we haven't spoken on the phone or Skype, I had a sense of it, but I recognize that a lot of people, especially new people to a path or a seeking kind of mindset, it can be tough for people to do. And especially if people put on all of the wardrobe and they study, I mean, there are people who study what real genuine people do and copy it.

And this is across all industries. This is in every business and every, you know, so I point that out only to say, like I am totally with you. I think if you really get in tune and you're open-minded but have some level of discernment, you can naturally gravitate towards the people who are genuinely doing this. I do agree with you on that.

Yeah, and it is kind of one of those things where I feel like anyone with a human body, you know, anyone with a sense of some type of gut feeling or intuition or anything like that or just a general sense of the, just what they're feeling about a person. I just feel like if someone is not genuinely, you know, in what they say they're in terms of certain different gifts and things like that.

Yeah.

And you have that healthy amount of discernment. They become pretty obvious, pretty quickly when you realize there's nothing there that gives you any sense of, okay, this is for real, this is, you know, this is legitimate. You know, I feel like, and I also feel like the people that are in that field that aren't genuinely with those gifts or that I guess talent or whatever you want to call it, I feel like the proof is in the pudding in terms of they're not going to really, you know, succeed and have a lot of referrals and have a lot of people raving about them and, you know, things like that, because, you know, that only happens to people that have the genuine connection and authenticity that people, you know, pick up on and then share with others.

And I think also a lot of the time why people get, I guess, fooled by, you know, fakes and things like that is because they, it's almost like they prey on the disparate or the kind of the naive people that just want to hear what they want to hear and so they just tell them, you know, what is it they want to hear or just tell them all the good stuff and things like that. So I feel like if someone say like you, but, you know, you're not disparate for the information, you're not kind of a naive, you're not needy for it. If someone like you were to go along to someone who was a fake and you have that healthy amount of discernment and intuition and gut feeling and everything like that, I feel like it would be pretty.

It is very easy to tell, you're absolutely right. It's happened and it's, it can be mildly uncomfortable when you realize, but yeah, I mean, it is definitely, you're totally right. Once you kind of cultivate that level of discernment and intuition, it does become rather easy to tell. Yeah, you're right.

Yeah.

Yeah, so what is being a medium like for you? What is the experience like when someone is coming to you and saying, hey, you know, I'd like to know who my guides are or what, you know, I resonate with specifically, what is the process like for you at that point?

So say with like the medium shift, medium shift, the images can start kind of appearing or connecting with me, it may be like days or hours before the actual reading itself, you know, if they've booked a reading, I might start picking up on energies and just different, it's in different, I guess like things such as the other morning, I woke up and all I could think about will see was the word grandfather. And then I thought, okay, interesting. And then for the rest of the day, I had a couple of readings to do. And within each reading, there was grandfathers, you know, for the different clients and things like that.

So they'll just be like, yeah, names they'll pop up in my head or I'll just fill energies around me. Some energies are really like excitable. It's like they can't wait for the reading, you know, sometimes I get younger energies. They're really like, yeah, they'll just be bouncing around, I can feel them in the kind of just anticipation to connect with them, you know, the loved one. So things with the medium shift, so I think that can happen like days, hours before the actual reading itself has stopped picking up on different things because it's like the loved ones or their guides start tapping them and start communicating with me before him.

And then in the actual reading itself, whether it be that they want to connect with your spirit guides or whether they want to connect with their past loved ones.

Right.

Specifically say with past loved ones and with the medium shift. What will happen is mainly for me, I'll start getting images of different details about how that person appeared. So I might get like bits and pieces like I might see there here, what they hear was like. I might see what their skin was like, what their face shape was like. What were they, you know, if it's a guy, whether they had like a mustache or facial here or whether they were shaving or with their wore glasses. Sometimes they'll show me that they used to smoke a pipe or a certain type of head or different. They'll show me like what kind of clothes they moved on, like some are very casual, some like will show that they like to dress up or be quite formal.

They will show different pieces of jewelry that they used to wear. And then once I start getting that description through and they start recognizing who it is, I'll also, like sometimes I'll just get that sense of I feel like this energy is not either a father or a grandfather or whether it's maternal or paternal. And then they'll start to literally give me feelings or experiences in my body or in my consciousness of what it was that was significant to their passing. So sometimes I might get like a real tightness in my chest or I'll feel like it's not like physically happening to me, but it's like I get the experience of it.

I get it.

So my chest will start getting tight. So like if they had a heart attack or something, one time there was an energy that made half of my body feel numb and the other half was fine. And I said to them, did they have a stroke? And I said, yes. So I'll pick up on whether it's like my whole body feels like it's ill or I'll pick up on whether I feel like I've been hit all this time, I've been excellent. There's just all different types of sensations or they'll give me images of what was going wrong with either their body or like one time I hit this lady and she lost her son who was like five years old and he was giving me the experience of, he keeps giving me almost like the experience that I felt like I was in her shoes and I had to decide to let him go and then I had to make that decision and I had the time to say goodbye.

And so she said, and I explained it to her and she goes, what do you mean by that? And I said, it's kind of like the scenario of so if someone that you love was in a coma and you had to make the decision of whether to keep them in the coma or whether to let go. And you had that time to decide and say goodbye. And she said, okay, yeah, my son had cancer and he went into a coma and I had to make that decision and I got to bring him home and say goodbye to him and tell him to go. Like, so it'll be different types of senses of describing something that's significant around the passing so that that person can have a validation of how it is and what happens to them.

And then they'll just start burning forward a lot of their personality, a lot of the things that they want to say, a lot of things that they want to acknowledge, different types of messages. I just leave it up to them as to what they want to. And if my client has any questions but just to describe some different experiences, it all can come forward in images and feelings and bodily experiences almost.

Right, right. This is quite interesting.

Yeah, it really is. So what is it like when contacting or getting in touch with guides who aren't necessarily related or past loved ones in this incarnation, what is that experience like for you? Does that also follow a question to that before you answer? Does, I mean, I have had experience, I'm gonna liken it to a couple of examples. One is, I always look at someone like Carl Jung who is one of my favorite just thinkers and just an incredible person and he had this experience where he wrote and he didn't write it but it was put together over a course of his life, something called the Red Book.

And what the Red Book was, was his kind of investigation with voices in his own mind. One of them, which he eventually named or called Philemon and that is these deep psychologically penetrating conversations he's having and he thought he was going crazy. Like, and he wrote, this is the most, one of the most world-renowned psychologists at the forefront of intellectual and psychological thought and he's there when he's going back home like having a conversation with himself and I think he's going insane. Has, and I've also personally had experiences where I can easily tell that what is going on in my head is not me as I know myself speaking.

It is some foreign thing and I've sometimes had it, a clear example of this is sometimes when I've been very sick like if I, periods where I've gotten the flu or something where it's just like a really nasty, not just like a cold, but something like, "Oh God, this is attacking me." I, my mind, not only feels disorganized, but I can feel like these different like voices and things like, you know, like this. It's a very, and it feels like I'm getting in touch with the virus or whatever it is going on in that particular sense. But for you, are there times when things kind of peak in or come in unannounced or you didn't invite them in and how do you deal with that?

And then also, you know, what's it like when you're actually serving as a medium for these things for other people?

Yeah, so like, with the spirit guides or the energies that are not, I guess, like past loved ones.

Yes.

It's a slightly different experience 'cause I guess it's more ethereal in a way because it's not attached to the human experience like a past loved one is. You know, they are showing up as a human being that they were in the most recent life, even though they're back to being a pure soul, a pure energy that will present the way that my client, the person I'm working with, is expecting them to present because otherwise, like...

Yeah, yeah.

Like these are anything.

Yeah, exactly. (laughing)

So when it comes to spirit guides, it's a bit more like ethereal, I guess it's one of those things that, with spirit guides, there's not as much proof. There's not as much, the spirit guide area of it is more something that people will tip into the intuition and feel that they resonate with the descriptions that I bring forward of their spirit guides because obviously, it's not something that we can proof, you know, because with mediumship, they know what their past loved one looked like and how they died and what their personality was, but the spirit guides, it's a bit more ethereal in the sense that I feel the energies around a person and to make, it shows up in like, feel different senses of like colors and things like that because colors to me hold different energies and vibrations and frequencies.

Absolutely, absolutely.

Yeah, and you can see that in things like color therapy and things like that, you know, they hold different energies or effects. And so those sharps, like, color forms, they'll, and it's like they show up slightly as something that would be recognized by the human in a way that they might show up very tall and cinder and very kind of like, to just show like a presence to them because the very tall and slender energies I find them very kind of like elegant and very kind of like wise and very clear and focused or some energies are very like bubbling fluffy energies and some of them are really kind of like quite broad, very strong, very directional like straight forward energies, you know?

So they'll, it's almost like they show up as part human to try and associate almost like a personality or a description if that makes any sense.

It makes a lot of sense, it makes a lot of sense.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, so because you wouldn't, it's kind of like, you wouldn't look at someone who's very kind of, I guess, overweight and hunched over is someone who, who's very kind of like, is very kind of strong in themselves or very kind of, I guess, like, what's the word, like, there's just different senses of personality or energy that you get from different ways that they present. So they'll kind of form like almost like a being, they'll form like a kind of a presence or an image of themselves, but they're really not like a human being. They're a pure energy, a pure consciousness. And they'll explain to me or help me feel into the energy with the very soft and loving or we'll be very kind of like straight forward and they like to guide you in a very direct way or they might be like a hearing guide.

They might be very connected to, like say, earthly shamanic, like elemental element. So they'll just show all different types of descriptions about themselves and they'll communicate what they're here to guide this person with. So they'll describe whether they've been with them throughout their whole life or whether they're just here for a temporary kind of period of their life and what they're helping them with. I find a lot of women get guides coming forward from the beginning of motherhood because it's a kind of,

It's a journey, it's like a new beginning. Yes, yes.

Yeah, and a journey will be responsible for bringing another soul into the world. So they, I feel like a lot of mothers receive new guides when they become mothers to help through that process for the highest good of the mother and the child. And they'll just pass on certain messages to the first one about what they would like them to. Either focus on or heal or shift or embrace or, yeah, but, and they might associate themselves with different cultures as such. Like some energies feel very close to the description of what you would call like an Egyptian energy or some will be very close to the description of like an Indian energy or like a tribal or like Indian and American Indian or, you know, like, you know, like either a shaman or.

Yeah, yeah, totally.

Yeah, they'll describe themselves. Some of them are very like connected to the almost like a Japanese type of energy. Like, yeah, they'll present in ways that we in the human form can relate to.

Right, conceptually, right.

Yeah, to build like an understanding of the guide in a way that like, yeah, it is a lot more ethereal.

I get it, I mean, I've come into contact myself with various energies at various times from various traditions too. I mean, I've been lucky enough to have those experiences. So I know I, you know, a lot of what we're talking about is very interesting for me, not only from like a podcasting standpoint, but from like, this is useful for someone who has cultivated and been in touch with these scales to validate some of my own personal experiences. So let me ask you this. What about quote unquote negative or darker energies? Have you had experiences with those? And if so, you know, have they come on, I know people who are Claire sentient or Claire buoyant and have had experiences where they can't really deal with or shut off an aspect.

And sometimes some people even feel kind of possessed or like, you know, they have this energy or something has kind of like stuck onto them an experience I always find, not fondly, but I remember in Robert Monroe's book, "Journey's Out of the Body," he describes like he was, you know, learning a technique for how to astral project and how to have these experiences. And one of the times when he rolled out of his body and started to float away a like goblin-like creature jumped on his back and then another one came and jumped on. And then some other being came and was like, "Hey, you got to get these things off you.

They will hang onto you and drag you down and kind of mess with your experience." So I always am aware of the light and dark aspects, not that one is good or bad per se, but that there is a duality for some of these things in dealing with dualistic realm. So what have your experiences been along those lines?

Mm-hmm, so I mean, I acknowledge every end of the spectrum in terms of, there's almost like a quote, I can't remember who it's by, but if anyone has ever imagined or thought of or kind of day-drinked about anything, you can pretty much guarantee that it exists somewhere in somewhere. - Exactly. Yes, you're pulling front, yes, exactly, yeah.

You know, like I acknowledge everything. There's nothing, you know, yeah, I thought there's nothing that I don't believe exists because I acknowledge that there are things that exist beyond our realm, beyond our consciousness. - I think it's a Picasso quote. I think it's everything you can imagine is real. I think that's the Picasso quote, yeah.

Totally, totally. And so I don't deny any of that, but just personally within my own experiences, I have had energies that would be quote-on-quote negative energies or attachments, which I feel a lot of people, if they had the same experience, they would feel very vulnerable or scared or victimized to them. But there's just something within, whether it be from my guides or just something that's internally that I've kind of come forward with, I guess, is that there's something within me that always says, like, just love, don't fear these things, because, and how I've practiced it is, say, for example, when I was in Bali, it must have kind of been like, the thing that I felt from this energy that I felt kind of attached to me was that they are the past in Bali or I must have walked past, were they passed over or something like that, right?

And it's like I walked past, and it's almost like they're energy attached to me. And it was like a young male energy, and I could just feel him, like, attached to me. And at first, I was kind of like, ah, get out of my energy for, like, you know, like, 'cause it didn't feel very happy, didn't it, and most people would experience him as like a negative energy. But I realized like, okay, this is not something for me to resist and push away and to feel victim to, this is something for me to learn from a space of love. And so what I experienced with them that was when I actually took some time to acknowledge him like I would acknowledge any human being and said, what is it that you need from me?

Why are you attached to me? Why do you feel so sad or so down, right? And the thing that I felt him communicating was that he was in such a desperate search for love and for loving energy, 'cause I felt like in his physical life, he had a true absence of love in there. He was very lost within who he was and where he was going in life. And so I feel like the reason why he attached was because, not to be like at myself or anything like that, but because I do practice coming from like a space of the heart space and of love. And so it's almost like he was explaining that he attached to me because he almost just wanted their energy from me that loved that kind of nurturing, 'cause I am a very like nurturing or motherly type of person.

And what I did was I explained to him, that I understood him, but I explained to them if you actually pass over like completely move on into what people would say is the light or the kind of the complete ascension process or transition as he turned like you will feel the most infinite and describable love on every like on a cellular level throughout your whole being. And like, so just like trust me, the love that you are trying to clench on from me is not even comparable to the amount of love that you will feel if you allow yourself to go. 'Cause I could feel that he wasn't like, he was scared to continue moving forward.

And I asked like my angels and I came to Michael to help him guide him to completely go of the human kind of attachment and just move on. And then I felt his energy release from it. So, and it's happened with other experiences in the past where energies have been quite negative. But it's kind of like, I think of it as a human being experience where you will meet a lot of people that have like a negative attitude about them or a negative kind of energy about them. But most of the time, those people are hurt people, you know?

That's exactly right.

Yeah, why they're angry or why they're sad or why they hate their life. And a lot of the time, if they open up to you, they will say, my father used to beat me. My parents never loved me. I was adopted or, you know, like, I was raped. I was bullied throughout school. And people were hurt, and that's why we then pick up on the so-called negativity. So, I think about it in a way where it's like, don't just class people or energies as like, negative people and just come from a place of love and understand with compassion why they feel that way. And you'll have a totally different experience. You come from a place of compassion, love, healing, and if it does continue to be something where you just don't feel like you're getting anywhere, I feel like you have to remind yourself that you are the master of your own energy field and that if you know your power within your own energy field, nothing else can either power that or make you victim to the energy, if you know what I mean.

Yes, I do, I do.

You are 100% the master of your own energy field. So, sometimes I'll like approach it from a place of how can I be loving, how can I help them, how can I heal, how can I be of a positive impact to this energy and not just judge it as negative, but if it does get to the point where it's either draining you or not getting anywhere, I will just remind myself that this is my energy field. I set the boundaries, I set the tone or the rules, and I will use that powerful intention or visualization and detach myself from the energy or ask my angels or my guides or Archangel Michael to detach me from the energy.

But I just want people to know that if you come from a place of life or you come from an understanding that you are so much more powerful than you think you are with when it comes to these other energies, you will realize that it's a very empowering experience and that it can be so different to what a lot of people fear about it because if you transcend the fear around it, you can learn a lot.

That is pretty much a great mantra for anyone to take into any aspect of life or death. No, that's awesome. I mean, I think that you're talking about this amazing transmutation that can happen when you meet things with love instead of fear as hard as that could be. So I have a few more questions, but I want to get to a big kind of question of mind because we alluded to it at the beginning. I'd love to know how you kind of, what exactly, you've turned your path and your incarnation and it seems as though you've recognized what you're doing here and that's an amazing thing. And when anyone can get in touch with that, that's incredible.

What were some of the things that gave you the confidence or belief that this is what you wanted to make your career and business as well, not only living through your reality. I would love to hear that because, and then you could also describe like you've alluded to it a lot, but like what your business actually is and how you view your helping people.

Yeah, definitely. So the anxiety was a big push for me. That gave me like the direction to have my gift and my purpose as a business because a big thing for me was like whenever I felt, when I was working for other people, where I was working in cafes and offices and things like that, there was just like a strong, strong, strong anxiety or feeling within me that was just like, this is not what I'm here to do. Like I'm not here to just be a piece of the puzzle of someone else's vision or like, this is just like the strong, almost like tantrum like feeling within me.

That was just me. - I know that feeling, yeah.

So it's like this is not it, like this is not it. And as I said, like I've had this vision since I was six years old that I would have my own business. And so that's been a huge thing for me because even though I didn't know when I was six years old what the business was gonna be, I always knew that I'd have my own business and that stayed consistent through, you know, I look back on old CVs that I wrote when I was like 16 and things like that and I'd say like, you know, I'm going to own my own business one day but I need to get some experience, you know, through working. So one of the big things was like, just that strong knowing that I wasn't meant to be in another form of working terms of working for other people or in other people's visions that just didn't fill my soul, didn't feel good for me.

So that gave me a big push to just go into the direction of my own venture because just the idea of going to another job just like hurt myself.

I know, I know that feeling.

And it's not just the normal like, I don't wanna work a job type of thing.

No, no, no, it's much deeper, yes, I get it.

It's like a strong like stab in the soul when you think about it. So that was a big thing was like knowing like I'm here to create my own path, my own venture, my own business, my own, you know, I think that was supporting me throughout my life. And the thing was just when I did begin, when I did start just like meditation classes and workshops and things like that, the response of it in the universe is responsible in terms of everything being supported, everything being appreciated, everything being of a positive impact, everything working in a flow state was giving that confidence. It was giving that sense of like, I can do this, I can do this, I can do this, like this is working, people are loving this, I am fulfilled knowing that I'm helping people in this specific way.

And then it kind of just become to a place where people were like, you know, can I have one on one time with you, can I have a reading, can you specifically help me with this? And so that's when I began my self-consciousness readings, which I still do now. And that was like another level of, okay, this is actually like a legitimate way for me to support myself in terms of, you know, creating an income and really helping people. And then it kind of just took off from there in a way where I was getting booked out with readings and started doing bigger like working workshops and stuff. And then I started traveling and doing like an online membership and doing mentorships for three months at a time and doing this, you know, playing around with all different types of things, like just a little kind of offers or different services to kind of just really find the niche, I guess.

But I think it was mainly the big push in the first place that was just like, you've got to create your own way to go forward and the big push to have my own business was a big thing to give me the confidence. And then when my guests were being appreciated and promoted and, you know, like people were really kind of raving about, I guess like the experiences or responses and things like that, that's what gave me even more confidence to just say like, this is my zone of genius or my zone of, you know, what I thrive in.

I love it. I love it.

That was a lot of confidence.

I mean, it's pretty amazing when things, this podcast for me has been a big kind of validator of, you know, these conversations and what I kind of view my overall mission here is. And I just love when I meet other people who are doing that. That's awesome. All right, so I have three quick little questions and then one question after that and then we're gonna wrap it up. We'll definitely have to do this again too. And I wanna stay in touch because I think there's a lot of crossover and I love that, you know, you're someone who I would refer to as very authentic and genuine and I get that vibe from you before during and I'm sure after.

So we'll definitely stay in contact about this stuff. But okay, here's the questions. What is your favorite color?

Pink.

Awesome. What is your favorite number?

Three.

Awesome. What is your favorite animal?

I love some animals. I probably have to say dolphin 'cause I just connect with like just the magic owner.

So you and I also love all animals. My name's Noah, I have to, but my favorite animal is also dolphin and you win the prize. You're the first person to who I've asked this now for probably like 20 or 30 episodes. You're the first person to say dolphin. So wait a, wait a big. Okay, and last question is what is a practical tip that has helped you in your life that you could share with people listening?

Mm-hmm. I just like the practical tip would be to be very conscious of what is going on your internal world, more so than what's going on in your external world. Because if you can create a sense of daily awareness of what you're thinking, what you're feeling, what your perceptions are, what you're believing, what you're focusing on, that is going to be so key in whether it be finding your purpose, whether it be making sure that you're on your path, whether it be the people that you interact with, whether it be opportunities that you align with your take and just how that is, you know, your internal world is then reflecting in your external world.

And, you know, if you can be aware of what's going on within your internal world that is either unhealed or painful or up sitting or negative, you can become more aware of what you are needing to heal or shift or look go off so that your life experience can be much better. You know, like, one thing I always said was if you can journal every day, either it just be what's going on for you, what you're ready to let go of, what you're ready to heal, what your intentions are, what you would like to manifest, what you would like to achieve, what your dreams are, what your vision is. If you can have that kind of internal connection with yourself and that doesn't have to be overly spiritual or etheric, you know, it can just be practical, self-awareness of your internal world.

I just find that that's like my daily key to life.

It is, you know, like it's so simple, but it's so powerful if you create the internal awareness in relationship with yourself and consistently, you know, evolve with it.

I love it. I love every, this is conversation has been fantastic. We're definitely gonna have to do it again. Jessica, thank you so much for getting in touch and for agreeing to do this. This is really, it's been excellent.

Thank you so much, I've absolutely loved it. And again, I love the name of your podcast, it's so good.

Cool, we'll be in touch and thanks again.

Thank you so much.

All right, bye-bye Jessica.

Bye. (soft music)

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