What Is Reality with Nick Hinton

Yes, yes, I like it. It sounds good. I'm here now. Welcome to Synchronicity. We got a special guest this week. Nick Hinton. I love his book in my hand. I recorded an intro before I went and did yoga this morning doing yoga twice a week now. Fucking love it. Makes me feel real good. Had a cold. Don't feel like I had that cold anymore. Maybe the remnants, but feel real good. The Saturn time cube simulation is the new book by Nicholas D. Hinton. That's my guest today. I will apologize in advance that the audio quality of this is not great. This is the second episode that Nick and I recorded. That's technically not true because I didn't record the first one.

Was using Zoom, didn't hit record, hard to get the audio when you don't hit record. We did it again last week and it was another great conversation. I was very sure of one thing, it was going to be that, but we got to go into some of what Nick believes and what's going on a little bit more deeply and I'm appreciative that we got two basically like hour and a half long conversations with each other because I just got tuned in to Nick and I'm quite interested in the way he thinks and what he is interested in. So I've barely delved into this book, but I can tell you that one of the things it focuses on is this idea of this reality, maybe not being as solid as we think it is.

Whether we believe in simulation theory or whether we believe in Maya or whether we believe in Samsara or whether we believe that this is a dream, it's that maybe what we've been taught and how the Newtonian world works isn't all there is to it. And so we get empirical scientific validation from this from the quantum world and all these other places, but what does this all mean, right? This is where I like to go back to what does it all mean? Like why? What's going on? I think we can recognize there are clearly operative principles and laws that happen in this reality, many of which we just uncovered in the past few months.

But why? What's the function? What's the purpose? So again, I really always bring it back here. You are creating your reality at all times that logically seems inconsistent with how we perceive everything. There's other people. How could we be creating it? There's obviously some co-creation type thing going on, but don't really concern yourself with that until you are fundamentally have built the foundation, sure that you are the creator and sustainer of the entire world, of the universe, of the cosmos for real. The Lord is consciousness. It's the sense of being aware. That is the Lord. That is the God.

That is universe. That is Buddha. That is Krishna. So one of the things Nick talks about in this book is that what happens is and what a lot of people have noticed is that there seems to be this kind of loop that happens that we put ourselves here to kind of break out of this limited capacity and limited consciousness to recognize like, "Holy shit, we are the programmer. We are the program. We are the simulator. We are the simulation. We are the dreamer. We are the dream." And that seems to be a replicable and identifiable part of this reality. Now, depending on when and where you grew up, hundreds of years ago, thousands of years ago, you're going to have different language to interpret what that means.

What's common today is the simulation theory, this idea that there is simulations being run and we're doing all these things and so on and so forth, which again, if you believe that, you will find evidence that backs that up quite literally, constantly. It's anything though, right? You can think of it like a simulation. You can think of it like a giant movie theater where you go in and watch different movies. You can think of it like a video game. You could think of it like a dream. You could think of it like anything you want. The best way I understand and directly experience what's going on is we can do whatever we want.

I think the best thing that we can do is when we get our shit together and figure out what we want in our lives individually, stabilize all our states of consciousness, right? Maybe they go and help other people who maybe need a helping hand. That's when you start going out and if everyone, this is really my theory. If everyone becomes the best version of themselves, the world is the best version of itself and the world is a living thing too, right? The earth, Gaia, if we want to get all new Eiji, it's a being too. So that's what we're doing here. That's the point of it. I like Nick because there's all these different perspectives and insights into kind of what I would call cracks in the foundation of consensus reality, right?

If you're someone who just believes in whatever, what's his name? Neil deGrasse Tyson says, if it ends all and be always with him and what scientific materialism says, I don't know about that argument. In the same way that I think staking out ground without having experienced yourself as God or as everything and saying, "Well, I do not believe there is a God. I know there isn't." or even agnostic, I feel like agnosticism is the new atheism. It's like, "Well, I'm going to hedge my bets here, but all it is to me is just not waking up to the reality of the situation that you are actually the divine, you're the sacred and the mundane, all at once.

That's the beauty of it." It's hard to understand and I spoke about this a little bit in the fear and desire one and I know I'm going on a tangent here. But rather than record a whole other episode, let's just deal with it now. But part of the point of suffering and pain and all of this stuff is so we can appreciate when we get to the point where we've eliminated that for the most part or completely from our lives and our consciousness. It's hard to understand when you're in the midst of suffering or difficult or uncomfortable situation because it's like, "Yeah, sure, that's convenient. You're not in it.

You're saying it from that position." But we all go through these ebbs and flows and we don't put ourselves through it for no reason. We do it for very specific reasons to teach ourselves things and I maintain that one of the biggest lessons we're trying to teach ourselves is how to stabilize our state of consciousness. Someone we don't have bodies when that means either after you die or when you close your eyes and try to imagine something, you have control of where you're going and why you're going there. That's pretty important. So I heard Jessa Reid just talked about on a recent episode of her podcast that a lot of people she knows who are incredibly good at manifesting and selecting realities kind of gave up all their desires which paradoxically got them everything they want and I've experienced that too, but she was talking about how people then can't really figure out which timeline they want to jump on to or what way they want their world to work and I definitely understand that too.

But my firm belief and confidence is that if you stabilize your state of consciousness and you can recognize everything through the good and the bad, whatever it is in duality, you always will point your compass in the right direction and when you open up to that and let it flow, you're living in a constant state of grace. That's really what it is. It's love in action. That's what grace is. That's really what it is. Love in action is grace. Grace is love in action. So back to Nick, he is gracefully, I'm sure in his own mind, sometimes we had a conversation the other day that it doesn't always feel like that, but it is.

It's gracefully identifying aspects of our society, culture, and reality that just don't add up, man. It's black cubes everywhere. What do they mean? What is Saturn's influence? What's Kronos doing? How does Uranus feel about this? Kronos' dad. How does Zeus feel about this? Kronos' son that didn't get eaten because he was put in swaddling clothes and given not him, but the rock was and given to Kronos so he couldn't eat him, so Zeus was then suspended in a tree, not on the ground, not in the sky, not on the water, hidden from the Titan's wrath, and then he came up and overthrew them. What does that mean?

I don't know. It has stuff to do with this. Let's talk about it in another episode. That's it. Just go tune in to Nick on Twitter. He is Nick Hinton. That's N-I-C-K-H-I-N-T-O-N-N, extra N for Nice. So go check him out. He's got this new book, The Saturn Time Cube Simulation. It is in my hand. Literally, I highly recommend you hit him up on Twitter and get a copy just because he's a cool dude. Just watch what he's been about. I found out later that he got popular from this idea of everyone died in 2012. If you've been listening to this podcast, you know, I've been saying that for a long time. So we're on some similar wave here.

I also just want to give a big shout out to Tarot. I came home today, there's two new decks. One my friend and yoga teacher Erin made and it's amazing and I'm going through it. She did all the drawings. It's so fucking cool. And I got this other one, this alchemical tarot that my friend Sean recommended. He'll be on the show soon. And that's it's just so great. And I got this cool millarepa tapestry behind me. I found a great place that makes custom tapestries for not a lot of money. It's really nice. Speaking of the reason I got it is we're going to do some YouTube live streaming, both from my personal channel and the mine pod network channel.

So I already spoke to Corey Allen about doing something. So we're going to have some regular feature there. I got to get all the logistics and technical stuff done. And also I'll be streaming from my YouTube channel, which as soon as I get to a thousand subscribers right on the cusp here, I'm going to do some music stuff. So I was thinking hanging out, you know, and make a little music live. And anyone has any questions about anything else? We can do that. And I got this tapestry. So it doesn't look like shit behind me. So that's what happened there. Just a wonderful day. I had a cold and it was like cold, then I just did some yoga and I felt so much better.

Physical exercise. If you're someone like me, it's not an option. And I thought it was an option for most of my life. I actually have to do it to be feeling the way I want to feel. So if you haven't done it and you feel like you should, give it a shot. Don't force yourself. Imagine it. And then see what happens. Okay, tarot readings, astrology readings are up. Syncpodcast.com/readings. Check it out. Fun stuff going on there, some of these emails I've been getting back, honestly, it truly touches me to see how it's resonating with a lot of you. And it's just great. I've fundamentally switched my entire money-making operations and it's gone about as smooth as anyone could ever hope for and I'm internally grateful for that and I love that it's helping you guys.

So check that out if it speaks to you. Rate and review this podcast, share it with someone who listens. Again, I apologize for the audio quality on this. I'm not using Zoom anymore. I don't really want to do remote recordings unless I absolutely have to. I'm doing as many in person as I possibly can. If that means I have to travel to different places, that's what's happening. It's my commitment to you. I just want this show to sound fucking good, you know what I mean? Thank you to all so everyone has been asking about music. I'm plowing ahead. It's now October. I'm going back and revisiting songs that I've made as demos and I'm going to be finishing them up this month and next month.

I'm hoping by December, the beginning of 2020, this shit is definitely going to be out and released and I'm excited for so many of you to hear it. Just cool stuff coming. Check out Nick, everything is great. Learn your astrology chart, learn all your shit that you need to know and relax, everything's good. That's the truth of it. It's all fucking good. Even if it doesn't feel like it's fucking good, I promise you. I pray you could say, "Well, no, there's starring kids there. How is it all good for them?" Well, you know what? If you are keenly tuned in to suffering in the world, get your shit together, remain, bear witness to what's going on out there.

Then when you have the internal and external resources, go solve that shit. You're amazing. That will feel that you identified an issue in the world and you made it all good for those people too. Fuck. Yeah. So do that. So without further ado, here is Nick Hinton. Thanks for coming on, man. Dude, thanks for having me. Again, we'll point out- Yeah, I get it. You know the phenomena of- I mean, granted, this one was clearly me just shooting myself in the foot by not reporting it, but the phenomena of having things go funky and haywire as you're getting closer to potential realizations or truths. Have you noticed that?

Like Asian Smith and the Matrix coming to fuck shit up. Exactly like that. Have you noticed that? So I feel like that happens not too commonly here, but we were talking about some pretty powerful shit really related to your explorations of the world, yourself, kind of reality, your new book, which I'm eagerly waiting for. Now we don't have to be genetically buying it because I bought it and you sent it and I'm super- Oh. So can we start there, we'll get into all the other stuff like for people who don't know who you are and what you're doing, but I do want to start with this book because Saturn just went direct yesterday or the day before and actually started to- we saw it move forward.

It's stationed, it stopped for a little bit after it'd been going back and now it's going direct. And then we also yesterday looked at your chart, which was- Yeah. And Saturn obviously plays a role in that, but what's up with your book, man? So I'm just going to read you to the back. It's really short, but I think this explains it the best. It says, "A critical look at the strange synchronicities in our world that point to its existing inside of what I like to call the Saturn time-keep simulation." And so basically the whole book is just how I tie together simulation theory and its connection to Saturn and Saturn potentially being representative of the Gnostic dummy urge.

Excellent. And Saturn typically is associated with Chronos, right? The father of Zeus. Do you know who Chronos' father is? I just found this out yesterday. Is it like Uranus or something? Yeah, it's Uranus. Yeah, yeah. It is. I didn't know that. Do you know who he copulated with to produce Saturn? Neptune? No. Guy. No. Guy. That's crazy. Isn't that interesting? Yeah, I didn't know any of this shit because I was like, "Who's Uranus?" Like, I see Saturn gets like big bad Saturn, gets all this stuff, gets like... As I understand it, and I'd love to hear your thoughts on this, Saturn is the constraint and impact of time.

Saturn is a lot of things, but this dimensionality of time that we experience predominantly as forward-moving, right, is Saturn's influence. Now we know we have some wiggle room with time because when we close our eyes or just in our minds, visit a memory that's backwards revision, right? We're going backwards, and we know if we're thinking about something in the future, we're in the future. So we do have this somewhat of flexibility, but in this world, in this waking dream of life, Saturn has such an influence. So what led you down the path towards recognizing this Saturn time cube and then unraveling the mystery and then writing it down in a book?

How did you get there? Dude, honestly, I started studying this or like fell down this rabbit hole like five years ago, and I don't know. So once I started studying it, there was a few strange things that happened, and I don't know if they were really real or not, because they could have just been stupid coincidences. So when I first started studying Saturn and stuff and started hearing about its connection to time, I started getting into Philadelphia Project and all these different time travel things too. I was studying just everything about time and time travel, and within the same week or something, my friend comes up and he's like, "Dude, me and my dad found this coin.

It says like it's from 2055." And they found out, I'm pretty sure they found out it was fake, but I was like, I don't know, so there was like a lot of like things that were just like about time during the time, so I was just getting really obsessed with that theme. But yeah, so I just fell down the rabbit hole and discovered that Saturn is correlated with Chronos, the God of Time in Roman mythology and Greek mythology. And the craziest thing to me is that Saturn has a giant like 20,000 mile across freaking hexagon. Yeah. It's a storm. And so that's where the whole cube idea comes from, because if you draw some lines inside of a cube, or if you draw some lines inside of a hexagon, you get a two-dimensional view of a three-dimensional cube.

The reason it's a time cube, a time cube is a Tesseract, you know, a four-dimensional cube. So when you see these black cubes everywhere that are literally an altar to Saturn, they're paying homage to Saturn, that's supposed to be like the three-dimensional view of a four-dimensional cube. I see. What do you think the metaphor here is as we can get lower dimensional representations of higher dimensional realities? What do you think this? Because theoretically, right? Couldn't that just keep scaling up? We get a four-dimensional representation of a five-dimensional reality. Oh, yeah. Yeah. What do you think the ramifications of this are?

I think this is just like we're just getting started. There's no, we have no idea about any of that yet. So that's like jumping the gun maybe just a little bit. Welcome to my world. I understand wanting to go there, but like, yeah, so this is just like the first step is just recognizing this stuff. We're just moving into a five-D, aren't we or something like that? Yeah. I mean, I hear more about it. I've had a few people who I've got tuned into and now are starting to reach out to me talking about five-dimension consciousness and reality, and I believe that's because it is a predominant narrative that runs through.

So I look at almost everything in this world, kind of like a meme, right? Yeah, yeah. We have these digital representations of memes, but everything is a meme, and that's originally I believe how the word was conceived. I mean, it's a relatively new word. I forget the guy's name who came up with it, but basically he looked at culture and saw how things moved through them and called it memetic, like a meme. So for me, the meme of five-D consciousness is very strong right now. The meme of astrology is incredibly strong right now. It's just everywhere. It's so nuts. But in terms of actual what's happening, what I feel is happening, what we're calling five-D consciousness is in many ways a large contingent of people, individuals collectively experiencing a large event, but it's perceived individually.

So everyone feels like they're the only one kind of going through it, and then they connect with someone. They're like, "Oh, you're going through it too. Great." So then they come up with a narrative that says, "Well, what the fuck is this? What's five-D?" And just to be clear, I totally love that narrative, and I live in that world because it's super fun. What I really think is happening is people are waking up to how this shit all works. That you, every individual, as crazy or as weird as this sounds, is literally the creator and sustainer of their world. And we're co-imagining it, and we're co-doing it, so there's a lot of other areas of this, but from a very basic standpoint, that's what's happening.

And as people wake up to various degrees of that truth and reality, they start experiencing different dimensions of reality and consciousness, one of which we call five-D, which is this kind of like, "Oh my God, everything is a synchronicity." But here's what I've determined, at least for my own life, about what synchronicities are. I've said this many times, right? Your life is a symphony of synchronicities, and you're the conductor, and the song you're conducting is one to wake you up to who you really are. And that's really what is going on, and sometimes it's easier to believe that synchronicities are set up by some external force, because it just kind of makes a lot more sense, especially if you're a conception of higher dimensions of consciousness as something some other being outside of you.

But if you don't recognize it's actually you creating that being on a very deep level, and you forget that little dance, it can be kind of this ever going around and around the mountain while seeing the peak from where you are, and even getting there sometimes, but not recognizing it like, "You know what, you're fucking, you're doing all this shit." So that's why I always say like, "What do we think the function of noticing all these things are?" Because to me, it is another stepping stone up the spiral of kind of like, "Oh shit, I don't know why we're here now. What are we supposed to do?" And it doesn't take the fun out of it.

It's my favorite part. I think a lot of people think if you figured out the theory of everything, it'd be boring. It's like super not, and it's like not to say we know everything, it's just that we recognize what creates this world, we can figure that out. That's not even like a stretch anymore. As you've noticed, Bill- Right, right. So true. So I guess the way that my model fits into your view is that I just think that the Saturn prime cube thing is like, the dimension we're in right now and sort of leaving, and it's just the restrictions that we had, it was just the rules of the game we had to play by at this time.

And something I find interesting is that they're discovering that Saturn's rings are actually disappearing as we're moving into this age of Aquarius. Wow. Wow. So I really think the matrix structure, power structures, whatever, are just falling apart. Yeah, it seems like the dissolution is happening. I have my little guidebook here, I don't know where I put it, but I wrote down a bunch of things related to the planets and also the signs like a month or two ago, and now that I keep revisiting, like, so Saturn is, it rules Capricorn and Aquarius. It's exalted, meaning it's like, has beneficial qualities in Libra, which we're in right now.

And the qualities typically associated with it are focus, precision, nobility, and karma. And big part of this 5D stuff and just, people don't even need to be any new age or rule about it, is this idea of what's happening right now with karma. It is all coming up, like, right before we got on this call, my email, and it made me upset. And I was like, I reacted to it on then right after I reacted to it, I was like, Oh my God, I got to work on this shit too, like, all up is coming up. And that's what Saturn does because Saturn really is this, like, paternal authority, emperor figure, that isn't, if perverted, you get an authoritative dictator who's like a tyrant, but if used responsibly, like, you want an authority figure, you want someone, not in like a shit way, they're going to tell you what to do and how to do it, but like, Hey, let me offer you some guidance in this situation.

So that's why I love that, you know, I agree. I think this paternal Saturn time base, it's not rigid, but disciplined, structured logical way of looking at the world is absolutely doing what you said. It is dissolving in front of our eyes and people, for the most part, are kind of like, what the fuck? Right? Yeah. Like what? There's fucking synchronicities everywhere. And there's a hexagon storm above Saturn. It's like, what the fuck is going on? But it's like pretty amazing that we are all, or many people are tuning in to that this is happening. Like this is what's going on. Right. And that like, like we said, or like we talked about last time, that's why I think the information I'm putting out is getting such like a positive feedback or it's resonating with a lot of people because all of this new information is coming out and people are just like, what the fuck?

You know, they're seeing this, they're seeing the shit dissolve before their eyes and you know, I think that's like post-modernism. I think we live in a post-modern age and I think that's what people are seeing is like a worldview where there is no absolute truth anymore. And you know, to me that already, to like the Neville Goddard stuff, we like talk about that there's no such thing as fiction. I think that's like becoming way more evident that it's like, like also what Nick J said, like there's no such thing as facts or interpretations. And so like the world, the solid worldview that we've been taught for so long is like becoming more liquid and we're seeing that.

Yes, that's the 5D thing, 5D is associated with cups, it's what I've been saying before I knew about the 5D stuff was that they flood is a biblical flood, not of water but of unconscious material which is right by water and yeah man, I try not to get caught up in it because my name is Noah so I don't want to get like too like messianic about this shit but like I fucking when I popped up and it's a William Blake and read his interpretation of Noah and the Bible and I was like alright, fuck shit. He's awesome. Yeah, he's awesome. Excellent. But I love that I agree with that because I was comparing the age of Aquarius to a flood of information like we're literally going to be living in a sea of information and that relates to the simulation theory too like you know if you're literally going to see electricity information because I'm pretty sure Aquarius has associated with electricity as well that just makes sense by the simulation models becoming so big right now it's becoming a meme.

Yeah, yeah we spoke about the simulation model you know I view it as a simulation in the sense that we're running these kind of phantom projected physical bodies onto a blank canvas of void and emptiness not like nothing but like a projector space so I buy it from that level the simulation theory where I branch off from and it's just my perspective it's just my choice. It's valid for whoever believes that like I really do believe on many levels that if someone is full blown thinking that there's a program or programming a computer and that this is the simulation that specifically their conception of what happens and when they die that is their chance to recognize the truth of that just in the same way that I think a Tibetan Buddhist who dies is going to see all of the Tibetan wrathful and peaceful deities just as I think when Neville Goddard had his visions he experienced it as biblical strict biblical scenes personified so I do really believe that any conception that leads you to the truth that you're the programmer and the program is valid and I think it's wonderful I do think that's why we see that meme spreading everywhere we're also looking at it through the lens predominantly of what we experience in this world what do we experience in this world digital computers video games so that's why those are the language and syntax we use what I find fun is going through time going through cultures both backwards and forwards and laterally and seeing like how there are essentially infinite perspective saying the same thing through their lens it's the coolest fucking thing right I was just gonna say like simulation theory to me is more of a metaphor than anything but I think it still works but it's just different language like you said for the same thing people have been talking about for all time simulation also means Sam Sare to me and like so the simulation I think works just because we literally do kind of live in an organic quantum computer that we just call our brain but yeah but yeah like you were saying it's just because science has taken over the mainstream narrative right now that we use that we would more relate to scientific words like computers and simulation and codes and stuff like that you're clever Fox you're you're using I see I like that I think in the past for me I've actually done a pretty good about face in a lot of ways but I try to find kind of the contrarian or the non mainstream modality and I even found like an old tweet where I said like you can't subvert the system by working within the traditional power systems and it was such like a like angsty teen angsty like rebellious like of course you can and you should and that's usually how it's gonna happen because that what is has the most awareness and attention of course you can do it underground and write books and put out podcasts and you know have Twitter accounts and all of that stuff but I do see the value in interfacing with the traditional language culture syntax political systems even financial systems even because you're gonna reach more people and if this we spoke about right from jump in the last one that didn't record is you've told me flat out your pursuit and desire and wish and aspiration since you were very young is to just talk discover and put out truth right talk a little bit about that so yeah I I've never seen myself just like I've always seen myself is doing exactly what I'm doing right now and it's crazy because it all started happening within like the last two or three months and I like I visualized it and I talked about it for years and years but once it really starts happening it's so different and weird it's cool like it's not nothing like I expected or it doesn't feel exactly how I thought it would feel or anything like that it's so different but but I called it at the same time it's just super strange it feels surreal and dream like almost and sometimes I don't even feel the emotions of how awesome it is in the moment until like I'm looking back on it again it's interesting yeah yeah it's really weird like I got to talk to Duncan the other day and like that's so sweet that stuff yeah he's a really nice guy it's just funny to me because like a year ago I could never imagine that happening you know just watching Joe Rogan podcast and be like you ever talk to this dude like that's some people say that's a crazy thing to think but no it's not well we have a mutual love and admiration for Neville Goddard and you know his whole thing even with all these techniques that I've taken put out there and kind of tweaked a little bit you know what you begin to realize is that it's all just a clever kind of stage show for getting you to feel and believe that this is actually how reality works it's like he started with cars and houses and relationships and these things because that's what people think they want and you get those there's no one saying well you don't really want that get it so you can realize whether you really wanted it but what it shows you more importantly than the material stuff that's the law stuff is his the promised stuff is yo you're gonna wake up to who you are and your god your source your Buddha your Krishna your the programmer your everything and then when you get to there and stabilize that really stabilize it this reality becomes such a different place and allows you to function in a way that is really in line with what and who you are which truthfully at the end of the day let's be clear is a loving benevolent generous helpful kind being like that's what that's right so I'm still in the state personally right now or it feels all kind of spooky but it's still kind of weird but so yeah I've always just wanted to be I've always thought I was just going to be someone who spoke truth I always thought I was going to have this purpose like I just always wanted my life to mean something and for me that wasn't like I don't know no offense I think that people need regular jobs like we need that we like everyone has a different puzzle piece to fit and there's something that everyone wants to do for me that just was never what I wanted to do and so I wanted to come to school and study philosophy and I wanted to eventually become a philosopher and that's what I'm doing yeah yeah becoming a philosopher is a really cool aspirational thing to want to do let's talk about when things aren't in flow this is something I want to spend more time talking about with people not because we want to bring people out of a flow state but I've recently realized when things aren't going well when we react rather than wisely respond when we just don't have our shit together or even just if we feel like we do internally but external situations are not conforming to our reality I've begun to actually and truly and genuinely appreciate those moments because as you continuously get to the other side using a bridge the other side of the stream the river whatever you want to call it whenever you look back at the times that weren't in total flow and happening exactly how you thought they would immediately you're always like you know what that dichotomy the polarity that I can view here makes this so much fucking better like that's that's kind of what you're alluding to now like it doesn't feel like you're stepping into your power you're also stepping into it as am I and a lot of other people at a time where we're also releasing and in the process of releasing a lot of fucking baggage a lot of psychic baggage a lot of emotional baggage a lot of just trauma and shit all of this shit all of it's there so it's a very interesting dance we're doing I think that's what you're probably referring to it doesn't feel exactly like you thought it would because it's like yo I have everything I want but also I have to deal with all this shit right right it's cool man I totally get it but what is it like for you when you're aware essentially that you're creating your own reality that there also is all of this kind of intense spooky psychic synchronistic stuff happening and then you you know for like every shift out of it for a few hours or for half a day or for maybe even longer for some people or for someone listening maybe you could explain to them that maybe they haven't even shifted to the place where they know that that's just the temporary state so like how do you deal with that typically well it's really interesting how you said do you like really appreciate it because like yesterday we were supposed to get a podcast I was like dude I seen a personal day I just came to do it like I was just so I guess not in my flow but as the day went on I really started to just see how beautiful it was it felt like so in mysticism right now the class I'm taking at University of Toledo we're studying John of the Cross and he talks about the dark side of the soul a lot and I don't think I'm even close to being a mystic I don't think about to have this crazy frickin experience like that but I don't know it's pop it's possible you never know but I definitely felt that dark night of the soul type pain where I was like I've never felt like this before like I don't know and I felt like not to get too personal with it because there's some reasons that I'm I may have done some stupid shit to trigger that but I definitely had never felt like that much guilt for something like average that people would normally just shrug off and basically I went out drinking I'll just say that and I felt like shit though I was like dude I can't believe I would do something like that and you judging yourself for going out drinking yeah I was judging myself and I never judge myself that hard before and so I was just like God must really be changing me or something like that I must just be turning into a different person who just doesn't do that type of thing and yeah but I started to love that moment I was like this pain is good like it's giving me motivation to get up and go like I went to the gym and I ran two miles and I sat in the sun and I loved it and I don't know but so even when you're not in the flow and you're like in pain I think that's still part of the flow I think like I'm a big believer in the doubt and I think we're always kind of like even if we're not in tune with ourselves that's still part of your path that you're just supposed to be on and there's no other way it could have happened so the best thing you can do is just accept it in the now moment because who you are is an exact product of like whatever just happened 30 seconds ago and ever from the big bang until now there is nothing you could have done to change all those things so the best thing you can do is just say it happened the most perfect way it happened exactly as it should have and so that's how it's feeling yeah yeah man and that that is a powerful thing that some people may look at like a cop out but when you understand the truth and reality of that statement it really allows you to navigate this world just so much more easily and with ease and junk joy and comfort in a lot of ways you know you'll still go through some shit but what you're saying about the doubt and the stream is really important like we can get we're gonna end up at the destinations that we've laid out for ourselves no matter what it's a right that's predetermined people talk about like the schism between free will and determinism you determine what's determinism the free will is how you get there if you're going up going down the stream and all of a sudden you decide you know what I want to go upstream on a wall stream we wrote a paper about that about determinism first free will and I was like I believe that people are product of determinism until they learn to cut their strings yes and that's that's like awakening or like learning learning that you are the creator basically you are and that you can always change it too people forget that and I mean I was talking about this on the astrology thing yesterday I did because you know people look at all these amazing modalities and tools and divinatory paths as revealing something that you don't know that's gonna happen and that's not what they are they can be electional you can use those things for really eerily accurate predictions however it's you you're doing that it's a hundred percent you all of the time and that's you know people I get in a lot of these questions like how do I do this how do I do that and I answer as many as I can but the truth is is that you will always you're doing it anyway it's not like this is something we have to unnaturally summon forth it feels like that consciously because where we logically it doesn't make sense to us but everything in your reality at all times is a reflection of your current state of consciousness just how it is and you may not be able to see that because it's a deeper part of your conscious mind but yeah there's free will is actually the only thing that I don't see as you know where I would say well there is one deterministic thing which is every single person who incarnates as a human being that's what I'm saying as a human being will wake up to this reality at some point at one time or another I know that for a fact the way for a fact in a certain lifetime well here's in a certain way here's a thing my conception of death is the Goddard conception of death I just it's not that I think he had some special power or anything it's just as I have put pressure tested it and looked at it over and over again and compared it to all these other things it makes way too much sense for me which is that when you die if you have realized this reality in this truth that you are the creator and sustainer of the world you can do whatever you want right what she calls the promise right this is the promise right this is the whole the whole gist of it and it lines up with every tradition but if you haven't then go through an experience like the Tibetan Buddhist may go through right you have this opportunity to see the clear light you have this ability to see the wrath for when peaceful deities and what you're supposed to do is not turn away for them but recognize they're you when you do that same thing so these bardos they can lead to that but Neville Goddard says this you know mitts all that he says if you don't wake up to this reality hmm die in any way traumatic not traumatic end of life happy peaceful whatever it is you go back to a younger version of yourself in a world almost identical to this one and you have a whole other opportunity to do the whole thing again until you keep doing it this also lines up with Nietzsche right this idea of this infinite loop that we experience which he thought was hell basically like the worst and that is your hell if you can never get out of this infinite loop however if you wake up to it one of those times it becomes the exact opposite it's heaven on earth it's completely different so I do believe that that is essentially what happens with physical death if you go through all of the mystics cross culturally cross religion cross philosophies they're all kind of saying the same thing and that to me is hard to refute in linear time but more importantly than that going internally right going internally and weighing it against what you know to be true it lines up it lines up now I'm not saying this is true for everyone but I'm saying for my personal how I see people are doing and kind of the trials and tribulations we put ourselves through here that makes a lot of sense and to be clear how he came up with this conception was he was basically doing these imaginal techniques and he sent himself to higher dimensions of reality he'd wake up and it'd be just like this one so there'd be no distinguishing characteristic between this world and the other one and then he ran into someone who he knew had died in this world he knew he died so he's like oh yeah what the fuck it's going on this guy died how the fuck is here so he goes up to me he's like yo Tom like you're dead and imagine me coming up to you Nick and being like you're dead you'd be like yo bro what the fuck just like please don't hey that's what's the matter with you you've lost it you've totally lost it no it's gone but it keeps time and he realizes because this guy is acting exactly how a normal person we would act if you told them they were dead he's like oh fucking shit he's like I am in a world that is almost exactly like this one you know the small difference is but this guy hasn't died so he just moved one reality over like one gradient one fraction of an over where this guy hadn't died and that's what the guy moves into and it's like doing that until you wake up at the end or whenever you decide and you're like oh cool and then that reminds me of Mandela effect almost right why wouldn't it be that right and right right actively in 2012 that we shifted like it it really all this imaginal stuff just it adds up to like I'm waiting for the thing where I can't synthesize it I love synthesizing things I've learned and until I can't like I'm just like oh fuck the man the imaginal stuff for me makes it makes everything make so much more sense so much easier like we're all struggling with this like scientific problem of how did the big bang even happen I'm like dude if you start with the imagination it makes sense because I'm like a bunch of dust and fucking particles and you know some bullshit in space can't visualize me but I can visualize a big bang pretty easily really yeah so to me that's just like makes it so simple and think of it like this where does the majority of our science and relational quantum physics stem from it's Einstein Einstein in case people don't know I've mentioned a million times he came up with the theory of relativity and special relativity relativity by literally I'm not talking about any other way imagining himself on a light beam and imagining what he would see were he to be traveling at the speed of light he talks about it all of the fucking time and I was even aware that yeah that's why he's goofy that's why he's got his tongue out everywhere this motherfucker cracked the code and he's like you know what here it is I imagine it therefore it's true and that's why also people get caught up in this whole theory of everything right they want it to be their laid out mathematically and maybe it happens maybe it doesn't but them just seeing the mathematical formula will not give you the direct experience of the truth behind the theory of relativity and special relativity and unified consciousness and quantum physics and the observer effect and all these things it is the recognition that oh my gosh what it goes on up here in our heads and what we believe and feel to be true actually is unfolds in this world I mean what you're alluding to with the scientific materialism and I'm not being pejorative about it all I think it's wonderful the empirical method is what I recommend people use to prove to themselves that this is how it works but it is this kind of reductive if you're looking at this world which is literally the effect this is the effect it is not the cause it is never the cause it is always the effect it is essentially a dead world but Blake referred to as a shadow of mortality it is not a real thing it is like don't don't take that too literally and mean that we don't aren't here for a reason but I mean if you're going for insight based on this world you're doing it backwards as we move into this shift that you're seeing this Saturnian age right kronos kind of moving into this water based unconscious emotional intuitive flowy world we're going to see the imagination really fucking take off like in terms of like how this stuff works not theoretically but not proving it so we might even be we talked about this last time kind of how I think that we're moving towards the technological singularity and you didn't really agree with that that much but something we might see that would make sense if we're moving into a world more of imagination is let's say you know AI and robotics do become way way more advanced well if they start taking over factories and stuff and you know all the little jobs that no one wants to do we might have a lot more time to be creative and you know that will be the types of jobs that will like flourish is like things that deal with love and creativity you know people people aren't going to hire a robot to take care of their kids while they're at work or whatever or you know well dude that is such a wonderful and I think accurate vision of the potentiality of robotics and these things that are going on obviously the doom side is like what happened in the Matrix but I really don't believe we're living in like Terminator and Matrix worlds in terms of the gloom and doom I think that's a metaphor for this psychological state we've been in for so long and that's why we're already there yeah we're already there and like you see it constantly reflected back in culture like the superhero movies right the X-Men and all of that stuff like I love that shit when I was a kid from the comic books and the cards like it is just pointing to the reality of the situation that you're a mutant you have superpowers I mean I tweeted it out yesterday and I think when people fully get this it'll just change their lives if you feel deeply if you have the capacity to feel anything deeply that is an incredible superpower because that means if you can sustain and hold and know that feeling to be true in any direction you will actually absolutely experience it without a doubt now where people kind of don't recognize that is if you feel really bad if you feel really sad if you feel really raged well you don't want to believe that feeling creates reality but I'm telling you it's it does and when you feel amazing you feel waves of gratitude and ecstasy and joy and you wonder how you could share this with people just believe in the feeling and guess what you start sharing with people it's just an incredible superpower that really beats every other superpower in the Marvel Universe like yeah shooting web well that wasn't even his power for Spiderman but but having getting bitten by a spider and getting like being able to climb up walls is great and all and slinging around city seems great from the game but you know is better if you could just immediately make everyone feel good and make yourself feel at ease like that's the best power ever that's like Jesus superpower it's good that's the goal of all the other superpowers isn't it to do something to make people feel good right eliminate the bad to get rid of things that make it exactly so that really is a superpower that everybody has and it's the best fucking love it man so I don't want to get too far away from the other interests you have like the fatal project so now I want to talk a little bit about that because I now know more about it I understand it and I was reading something that caught my attention which kind of is what we started this conversation about which is some of these coordinates that are generated by the random generator random number generator people will find that there is quite a bit of resistance for going out of their predetermined reality tunnels is it's right right yeah man tell explain to me your involvement I love the 333 thing the whole freedom spiel I love it okay so in the spirit of synchronicity I will tell the story of how I got involved in the fate of project because it is quite synchronous synchronistic so yeah there was just a random normal day where I was scrolling Reddit and I started noticing a bunch of people were tagging my research on the OA subreddit saying like oh this guy has a lot of theories about cubes and octopuses and then all lines up with the OA and I was like what is the OA like there's a TV show that talks about cubes and octopuses because if there is I want to watch it and so around the same time there was like yeah I was explaining to you the other day how there is these people the dimensional jumpers and on Reddit there are a group of people who really think they can dimensional jump but at the time when they added me to their group they must have just found me through all of my posts or something but they added me I was like why are these people adding me I do not believe this is too out there for me yeah yeah but um you know things have changed since then but you jump through portals every day so yeah right and so they added me to the group and they were like Nick have you ever watched the OA have you watched the OA and I'm like no I haven't but I keep hearing about it so like I guess I'm gonna have to watch it even though you know I hate sitting down and binge watching anything on TV it's so boring to me but I decided I would do it because it seems important you know it seems like I was being I was being led that way and so I started watching it and at one point in the show um there's these kids who are using an app on their phone and the app takes them to a dimensional jumping spot basically a place where you can jump dimensions and um launch pad type thing yeah launch pad area and um it's this weird mansion and inside the mansion um there's this poem on the wall and it is a poem by T.S. Eliot that's something like after all of our exploring we all arrived at the place where we started and no for the very first time and I was like holy shit I love that poem and I made it my background on my phone and um it's still my background right now and um is that you okay I thought that was me I was like I thought I put this shit on airplane mode but um so the next day like literally after I watch that episode um actually okay so the next day after I watch the episode where they find that weird app frickin I come across an article that's literally about the same thing almost like um I just find this article on Reddit it's like these people think they're hacking the simulation it can jump dimensions through through a phone application I'm like dude what the hell so like I feel like I found the real app and then I go to class and my professor starts reading that T.S. Eliot poem the first thing he's just like I want to read a poem to start the class I was like dude so I felt like I was in the TV show and I was like this is really weird it's all meant to be and I so I found the project I joined it I'm the 333rd person to join now there's like 8,000 but I thought that was crazy I was like okay I'm definitely meant to be involved in this and you know I posted about it I was like I'm the 333 person guys look at my username it's 1633 or 323 and like you know no one cared they thought I was a asshole but yeah yeah no one cared you're probably about your problem if I know Reddit they probably thought you were waiting there huh oh yeah I was just lucky and then yeah so like you know no one even paid attention I was like pretty upset but then over time like I started making like I made the original logo and then I started writing articles about it and eventually one of my buddies to buy us I just learned his name I've been frickin if I have a phone number I text him and call him I just call his user what was he in your phone as just his username com read yeah like the longest time but yeah so he's like dude you earned your spot man like you've been doing this forever so you are like you can run the social media you know you're basically the PR man or like the marketer and whatever so yeah it's been probably like six months since this all began but yeah so the whole idea of the patent project is we're using a quantum random number generator to produce locations or coordinates on a map and people are going to these weird places are they're not weird places I mean it's just they're just they're just regular places but the theory is that you're literally walking out of your out of your most probable timelines because you're going to a quantum random place some place that you would have never normally chosen to go based on your subconscious thoughts and you know your normal habits and patterns and external influences that normally affect your day it's a random in the truest sense of the word that you are not now as I'm sure you realize how random is it really right because when people are going to these places they're experiencing really weird synchronous right and how could they not be this is why I love randomness as a thing and like when we see statistical analysis of chances against odds you know or beating the probability of something that doesn't cut the mustard for most of science right it doesn't it doesn't hold up for enough scientific studies to be like oh yes I phenomenon are real or like location and you know remote viewing are real nevertheless there is heavily heavy evidence that these things have been used and investigated you know these random air quotes locations my contention I think you probably would already know this is that these are experiences that everyone who goes in and gets a location has pre-programmed for themselves to experience and is using the modality of seemingly the most random thing possible to then experience confirmation of these synchronicities which fits in line that you're the conductor you're conducting it for yourself and this is just such an amazing kind of nexus point for showing people that as like it is the launch pad right it is the fucking launch pad it's the only launch pad yeah to go to a meaningful dimension I guess because a lot of people that are using this you know are saying how it's helped them like they're like I don't get out of the house and you know so they have like a place to go and I've noticed that like if you're going to a new place I think it's a really cool way to explore like a totally new place where you have no idea where you're at like if you just roll into a new city and you've got like an hour just fricking turn on the random not app and just go explore a totally random location there because you know and think of it as something that can help you deal with an overcome fear right like those people who like let's say you find a random you do this right and you get thing and then you notice a resistance to it oh yeah you don't go to it like you can you can explore like what is this threshold garden why is this here so it's like got so many different it is the crack in the floor could be kicking it open depending on the experience but it could be the very least it's the crack in the door for people recognizing that their consciousness is actually doing something more than they thought it was right so for people that haven't fully realized that the imagination creates reality and that's not going to be true for everybody like you said so but in my opinion a more materialistic deterministic view what this app is doing is amplifying the power of intention for people that haven't fully exercised that power yet because if we're if consciousness is truly able to affect a a quantum random number generator which there are studies that say it may be able to if the consciousness is affecting the number generator as it's as it's producing a location I think you somehow are just taken to a place that represents your dominant thoughts is it a bridge it's a bridge what this thing is it's the perfect fucking bridge it's something that I'm trying to do with podcasts and music and all these other things conversations but it's just linking the conscious mind with the unconscious mind which when those two are linked up actually proves to you empirically and direct direct experience wise experientially that this is how reality works and this is a very gentle way of doing it for people who may not even have that thought before because it's just like oh let's do this fun thing and they're like what the fuck and then they go down this rabbit hole of like what the fuck remember the rabbit hole is Alice went down it because she was chasing the white rabbit right this thing was she's like what the fuck he's late he's late he's late for a very important date I gotta go check this shit out at any point you can catch that rabbit that's my favorite part you catch that rabbit that's your buddy you go wherever the fuck you want to go I love this I understand it's so much better just from Friday when we last did this it's just like it's such a clever and really like a benevolent I mean it's what you make it clearly but it seems very benevolent like it's yeah it's fun yeah and people are encouraged to take trash bags with them so even if they're not jumping to a different reality they can change reality and that's in a way of just cleaning up nature but yeah so when did that aspect come into the project from the beginning the trash bags are like after people noticed they were going places after people noticed they're finding a lot of piss bottles someone imagined piss bottles then everyone started finding piss bottles that's incredible it became a meme it became meme we have the piss bottle meme we have like memes of like men in black dudes like holding like yeah but yeah the despair memes sorry I never I still haven't answered your question about what that is yeah but yeah it's just that like you already pretty much said it's just the resistance someone feels when they're you know jumping out of their predetermined path you know you're gonna feel that it's almost like the matrix or whatever wants you to stay where you are not to jump off your path too much so you get you do get a feeling of resistance and sometimes it shows up in different ways like people have reported that they're animals like if they're walking their dog like start acting weird or like you know if you're with friends like I've actually experienced it with friends like I'm like all right can we go yet can we go try it like hold on like no one wants to go do it even after they already agreed to go do it it's like do you know what that do you know what the matrix the dogs the dogs and animals and your friends all have in common they're me yeah that's a special guardians it's I never got her it also said this thing and it freaked me out he said all animals are you and I'm like oh no no like you look at an animal it has a soul and they say when you look at a person they have a soul it is but it's you and this is this apocalyptic thing that happens is like when you go down this rabbit hole when you start plunging and plunging and plunging it's an in the scheme fact that it's all you and it doesn't invalid in anyone's existence things exist and in fact it enhances it but that's that's what I would all of those things the matrix the government employees all of the elite all of these things dogs your friends they're just external threshold guardians that you are throwing up at yourself and sometimes we collectively throw up at each other to basically be not evil dicks but to be gatekeepers to be people like you know what like you sure you want to go in there buddy because it's all pretty loud in there bouncers basically they're like dimensional bouncers it's really what they are um yeah I think that's a good view to have though like um some people might say that's like to solipsist or whatever but like if everything's you pushed out why would you not love it and treat it as you would treat yourself like Jesus said yeah solipsism is I think one of the most difficult threshold guardians to conquer if you are a open-hearted kind logical analytical person because anything can be solipsist anything can be potentially this delusional dream that everything is you are okay or great and they'll say well look at the world how can this be true well you don't understand the law my friend it makes perfect sense that they're suffering out there because people don't know them creating it so how does that account for starving kids and people who are homeless well do you believe in homeless people do you believe they exist yeah well they fucking exist why is because we know there's an imbalance how do we fix it we wake up that it's us we fix the imbalance oh my god there's not as many homeless people there's not as many six kids we equally redistribute resources because we don't have to be greedy and selfish and think it's a doggy dog world where there's only so much of the pie we recognize there's no such thing as scarcity we live on a planet with essentially infinite resources as long as we don't fuck it up which we won't we're good we're fucking good but people don't think like that all of the time so they want to question it and put up solipsism which I get is a philosophical exploration is super fucking strong it's like the new existential dread it's like the new atheism or agnosticism solipsism it's like do you want to explain what it is for people you're you're studying this shit I know I'm just using the word over and over again it's just like in a sentence just a belief that you and your imagination are the only thing that are actually provable to exist right there's no way to say that anyone else existed could just easily be a figment of your imagination which in a way it is everyone outside of you is just electrical impulses in your brain but that's not this we are doing this together we're God we're source fragmented off where this unified being fragmented off into individuated and individual senses of itself the program that Neville Goddard identified and Hinduism and Buddhism and all of them identified is we set ourselves on a path to rediscover the truth of that statement depending on your culture and your conceptions of what death is that may freak the fuck out of you if you hear that like when you die there's nothing there's no you only god that sounds horrible but if you recognize that like there is a you it's a bigger you and if you don't like that yet and you still want to be Nick or Noah or whoever you can still do that no one is fucking doing this to you but you so if you wake up to who you are you don't have to be freaked about it all the time right I agree with that I don't think it's a scary thought anymore I use them more oh me too they're giving us the worst thing in the world up until like a few months ago I believe in that that exact same thing that you said that it's all sparks of one flame that is God and we're just experiencing ourselves from different points of view getting to know ourselves ourselves again and it's fun and it's not as scary as one might think I think with scares or freaks out a lot of people I know it did for me is the sense of responsibility and you will have to deal with it in this world too it's not just like this esoteric concept of responsibility it's like your responsibilities will be amped up in this world as you realize this like truthfully truthfully truthfully it's not like oh yeah I just have more responsibility I'm responsible for everything whatever it's like well I think that's what happened the other day when Saturn was fricking you know going direct I felt all of the you know it felt it felt like a new a new beginning for me my friend a new beginning comes when karmic chains are broken sounds delightful but when karmic chains are broken we're at this base point where we get to do whatever we want if you take a misstep or an unskillful action towards something that maybe isn't the best thing for you right then it's all relative it's not some big scary thing you know that your your logical analytical ego mind will go like whoa hold up a second don't go that way don't look down you're walking on a tight road between two mountains you know it's all good though it's all good you can fall can fall right right below with another infinite series of mountains like it's all good man I just there is a lot of responsibility that comes with recognizing that you are the literal creator and sustainer of everything that you see and not in an egotistical way or not in a way that like you're manipulating it's a it's a weight that is a it's a crown do you want to know what it is this is how it's described in the emperor tarot it's a crown it is a heavy crown doesn't mean it's too heavy but it means you have to keep your head up high and deal with the pressure the literal pressure not in a way that makes you tense and make you act makes you act out of the way that is in your highest intention and aspirations but you gotta learn how to stand up straight and deal with the shit that comes with it we all want to be God we all want to have special powers but most of us before we get those things and realize that don't think of the the other things that come with it right if you're God if you're everything if you're source if you're the universe you don't want to be a shitty one you don't want to be a fucking nightmarish colligula you know just like creating a hell world for everyone around them but colligula had its benefits at times but when it's just like you know like you just you want to be aware of all that you're inviting into yourself if you're everything you're getting everything and that can be you know yeah no I really like that comparison to the crown I like that a lot but I mean it's literally true like for people that might think it sounds too outlandish that we were literally the generators of reality your brain is literally the only thing responsible for everything you experience it's literally you when you think about that way that's kind of crazy that it's literally factual it's not just this you know this fantasy it's literally a fact you want to look at it from the physiological I'm you know what I am realizing through a lot of my conversations recently is I am far too dismissive of the physiological benefits and insights that can be gleaned that help us here and I think it's predominantly because I don't believe in it too much because like I know that like you can miraculously change physical things through your belief which sounds nutty but it's true however yeah epigenetics proves that we can change our own body well and this is why I actually have been encouraging people not to look too much into their genetics it can create a belief about something about what's going to happen or the potential for it to happen and when you can break free of that and recognize you're actually a limitless timeless being yeah you have this body yeah you have a family yeah there's a whole a whole story that goes along with it but if you're not pinned down to that you actually have a lot more latitude I think you'll find people in life who are very free in what they do and where they go both internally and externally aren't pinned down by conventions or genetics or cultures right I mean look at artists and creators they sometimes create new identities completely because they're so not pinned down to who they were that they're doing okay we're doing and people look at them they're trying to escape something they're trying to be someone else is like no they probably just recognize that they can be whatever they want and therefore they write and even people who are yelling that they're escaping escaping things all the time every day like you know what what him who hasn't since or the first stone or whatever like everyone is constantly doing stuff like that the the alchemy that I found that's changed my life more than anything is that realization the difference between recognition and discernment and identification and judgment right it's cool to recognize difference in things and it's cool to be able to discern when someone takes an unskilled action like I don't believe we should be putting children in cages really under any circumstances I haven't found one where that's justified much like you would have knives and are like trying to kill us with them like maybe that one for a little bit but like I don't see it however if I turn that recognition into identifying with the opposite position which is this is an evil act these people who are doing this are evil I've now placed myself in a position to identify with the opposite polarity the distance from identification to judgment is nothing it's so quickly to be like I identify with this I'm not that I judge that if you can keep it in the recognition of like oh I don't think that's good to do and then be discerning and say oh I'm not gonna do that or maybe there's something I could do that help with that that's so much more affected than looking at something you react to negatively and being like wow that should never works right it never works ever never I mean it's not a lot of things you can say never there's truth to anger there's clarity that can come with anger and I believe that's valid but if you can't stop yourself from going into straight up outrage and unbalancing yourself that shit doesn't work I don't even morality aside it doesn't work so whatever you're trying to do you will not be able to do if you meet the same energy you meet hate with hate that shit's hate you meet hate with love you got a shot like you got a shot that's all I know right I agree and breaks it up makes it less solid right and then you can maybe like instead of trying to take down the whole fucking tree you can pull it apart pieces after it's falling with the chainsaw and shit rather than like I gotta move this whole fucking tree at once and that's also like a metaphor for psychological states as much as anything like depression people I've been talking to people who have identified or identified as depressed and I know the people I can save this to I don't say it's everyone but I'm like listen it's a state of consciousness and it's a sticky state of consciousness and that's a whole fucking tree but if you can learn some strategies to cut that motherfucker up and take it off in smaller pieces maybe really small pieces at first and then bigger ones is so you're strong enough you'll see that it is a state like anything else and carry it off to it's away and replace it with some beautiful other tree that bears fruit apples right I totally agree I totally agree and like you said you know sometimes we deal with echoes of it and you know those are just like weeds you know so once you you're never gonna have to stop taking out weeds you know I think no you always have plants like cultivate your mind yeah the only way you would get rid of weeds which I don't think anyone really want to do is like you poison the earth and then the weeds don't come back because weeds like I've learned this year from weeding some weeds grow into really beautiful flowers like purple they're just plants like anything else we deem them annoying and they get in the way of our other beautiful things and I let these weeds grow just to be clear for the past two years but they took over and it became very clear to me I got to get rid of all these weeds and as I did it paradoxically this is what Jordan Peterson actually has right is when you clean up your physical space when you take care of your surrounding area physically psychologically what happens is the exact same thing it be get there it's not just this one way street that imagination only creates reality if you can recognize that when you start taking steps in this reality to physically clean up the law of reversibility states that the same thing is going to flow backwards too so like that is something that like if people do get too caught up in this whole imagination stuff just physically clean up in your life I will say it did happen the other way for me I had attempted to physically and I had exercise eat better clean up in my surroundings but until I did it internally it didn't stick as a thing I continuously did so that's the only reason again I'm deviating back to imagination but there is a correlation if you recognize it between physically cleaning up your space and what happens internally there's no doubt about it definitely I think it's a feedback loop of information you know you're putting stuff out getting stuff back you know it's um it's like that mirror analogy that you can't change what's in the mirror by wrestling with the reflection but I do I do believe doing the physical act you know it'll make you think different I'll just make you think more clear once you get moving yeah man I can love it what are you doing now that the book is out it's coming in what are you where are your imaginal acts taking you in the future um I really want to start releasing music and I want to start this podcast out with my buddy do it what are you doing um I think like two months two months from now I think I'll be out there amazing oh so we were at the same time yeah around November I'm early November but yeah man that would be cool dude I'm I think it's gonna be pretty amazing um buckle up you know a karmic shit to deal with over the next few months in my estimation I keep thinking I'm done and then I'm like oh that one it's like ah that one but uh man 2020 is gonna be so nice it's just gonna be so nice um do you know anything about ho ho a pono pono do you know anything I feel like I might have seen it but no I don't I don't I someone told me about it last night it's like the third person who did it's like some ceremony that they do in Hawaii and in other places like Samoa and Tahiti in New Zealand and it's like this cleansing purifying thing and I think the reason I'm bringing it up now is because it's important I don't have any other information on it has to do with reconciliation and forgiveness so I'll definitely look into it yeah if anyone you know you just reminds me of what I wanted to say you have an incredible skill and gift for being able to present information in a way on subjects that are typically like people get a little too weird about it you have a very clear and direct way of presenting it which I think is in no small part an expression of who you are but it's what's leading to the awareness like you your twitter is so fucking fire like it's like you know what I mean like I follow up people on twitter man um and dude it's it's that skill that I think if when applied to all the things you do like that's that just keep doing it just keep doing it so I'm gonna feed you shit to research from time to time that I think is important because you're gonna connect these knots for us right the whole goal for me is literally just to present the information in such a way where it's believable and people can actually fall down the rabbit hole who aren't like you know super super well versed in all this stuff like you know a lot of us are some people are wondering about things and they just haven't seen it presented the right way they're just they can't it's not believable to them until they see it with all the facts and all the coincidences like right in front of your face and so all these people that have been seeing this stuff like me for like 10 years like hot like it's it's obvious to conspiracy theorists you know but um no the whole goal is just to get people on the same level in a you know in a way where they don't have to frickin spend months going through different lengths and you know reading a bunch of different crap and then but the whole point of it is to realize that at the bottom of the rabbit hole is that we are all creators and we're creating this reality together and I think um the big scary aluminum idea whatever the hell we're facing is just our own collective shadow it's just the it's just the ego yeah and like you should have compassion for the people who we put in those positions in the same way we should have compassion for the people who are suffering financially and poverty and with illness like there is an Illuminati and elite regardless of the level of organization because we believe there to be and if we identify someone who we think is in it we make them that that's like like of this shit and like if you had like a family member who you did that to like let's just pick on this person make them the bad guy they're gonna be the shithead like that's me so don't if you think that that's what's going on recognize that we're creating it as much as them and we may be projecting our shadows that we don't want to deal with you know maybe if we had billions of dollars we wouldn't be the most ethical people either so when you deal with your own shit and are honest with it maybe we can actually start transmuting this and like here's what's gonna happen you know all these rich people it's gonna happen it's gonna become so fucking clear and a matter of years they're gonna be like okay let's put our resources to saving the planet and making it not bad and some of us have to come up and take that money through crypto and other means and be those people so be it but if some of them who are already there want to stay there and be known as like benevolent nice people who figured it out at some people they're in the position to do that too so let's not keep condemning them thereby becoming them and reinforcing what they are so like that's my whole conspiracy Illuminati elite and like yeah their child pedophiles that's awful no one should be a child pedophile that shouldn't be happening but even those fuckers even those people you got to look at like a family member who did some fucked up shit and maybe shouldn't be locked in a cage and condemned for the rest of your lives because you're a man you know who knows i'm just and they and they worship Saturn maybe well most of their headquarters have giant black cubes so my whole whole theory with that is that Saturn is literally just the the analytic like the ultimate manifestation of the analytical egotistical mind like that's what the demiurge is that's through the god of this world is right now is our collective ego and then it dies though i mean then just transmuted into the other because right now the feminine the water-based feeling is just totally overwhelming this world i mean overwhelming it will balance it will balance i mean Aquarius is going to be watery but i mean it will balance more but i mean it is like enveloping everything and right you know oh yeah we're on our we're on our way out that's why i think the book is coming out that's why i think this information that is so crazy is becoming almost mainstream that Saturn you know Saturn is like in every movie right now it's everywhere it's kronos it's time it's it's basically like every every superhero movie that i've seen every comic book movie is basically this shit it's just coming up every villain is like some evil personification of Saturn and the dem it's just so funny um i love it man where can people get the book um just follow me on twitter and DM me i'm i'm working i'm working on getting um like a real website setup i have a website i'm just working on getting the actual store setup on the website hey man it's transition time you're a student still you're still trying to do you're doing a lot of shit man i get it um these are these i wouldn't call them ebb moments it's like just if the wave dips a little bit but these are these moments where we're transitioning into completely new versions of ourselves in a new world and just be patient and enjoy the ride man i'm i'm super happy that this shit is happening for you let's get to the three questions and i can also guarantee you this is recording i've seen the recording what's your favorite color blue what's your favorite number thirty three what's your favorite animal a shark see you're consistent i mean it was grand only like a few days ago but people's change um practically fit that has helped you in your life that you could share with people listening okay i told you this last time but i'm going to use it again it's the i have an alarm on my phone that goes off to poise a day where it's just a positive affirmation the one i choose to put is i am healthy wealthy and wise for me that whenever it goes off i look down at it i'm like oh yeah i got to keep my thoughts on track and it's just a nice reminder it really feels like i don't know i don't know it's just a good feeling when you get that notification you're like oh nice and then you kind of shut off the inner dialogue for a second you're just reminded of your goals yeah it's honestly hey i've spoken about using the gratitude one before i think this is what we should be using these devices for as much as anything else these positive reminders and affirmations just as an experiment if you don't believe in it and you'll start to see like something happens it's not nothing right this has only been this has only been two months since i've started for two to three months since i started the whole manifestation my science stuff um yeah so you could literally go check out my youtube channel the first video i ever made the first vlog i said hey guys welcome my channel this is not gonna be a good channel not a professional youtube or anything but i'm basically just documenting my manifestations and self-transformation i literally said first video like this summer is gonna change my life i'm gonna become famous and that's it's crazy it's cool because like i also like that the aesthetic like i also thrive and i know this will change and we'll get more polished and stuff but i also really love that we can gain awareness about something that is helping people and not have to go like the traditional aesthetic route of like youtuber or instagram's person it's just something so satisfying about it to me because like it's like it's a natural kind of backlash in a lot of way of that will really produce influencer market and it's like now we can step in and be regular people and do an awesome shit i'm so right i just want to show people that it was legit and real that one could do it for a whole reason listen there's the truth people can do it for not that reason and still have success but it works so it's so much more fun and awesome and fulfilling to actually be able to share something that you know is helped you and external proof helps validate that for other people so we can help them that's the whole fucking name of the game and have fun with it that's basically it uh nick this has been a pleasure i feel like this one is way better right this one was way better than friday i think the audio quality is a lot better and i'm not as frickin nervous there you go it all happened for a very long time. Thanks for listening to that.

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